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In this thread I ll be posting ‘HIGHLIGHTS’ from my first and so far only serious relationship I have ever had. It lasted 14 months. We met online, we were both 26 at that time. She was hot, cute and talkative. Im 28 now and we are broken up for more then half a year… We live 10 miles apart. I will show you what a blue pill beta I was and how she punished me for it. Stories are going to be long and interesting but worth it. I ll post couple more interesting stories if you show interest in reading them. Since English is not my first language its kinda hard to write everything the way I want to. All I can say is this – when woman knows she is in charge, has power over you, she will f~~~ you up. Not because you deserve it, but because she can! And in her mind it is justified because you are a weak man. Good man = weak man with no other options who treats her right and puts her first in many cases. MISTAKE! And a weak man deserves it!
lets start…
She has never been into sex (maybe only with me), made me wait for it for weeks even from the beginning – I was looking forward to weekends since we both lived at home that time, and I was home alone for weekends. After first sex I was inviting her on Fridays and Saturdays to come and spent the night since I had the whole house for myslef… she has almost always rejected even when I have invited her one day in advance… she rejected me for friends, for having drinks with them, going out partying with them, having something more important/else to do, .. she had excusses – you name it! She even said it once she wont come because she is visiting her grandparents who are living 5 min away from her home, and because she had to wash a dog… The whole time she wanted my time, attention, kissing and holding hands, inviting me on family/friends bday parties talking about what we are going to do months from now etc… everything EXCEPT SEX!
I was blue pill beta and gave her all of that thinking she needs more time and things will change.. I was blue pill. She didn’t change. I talked to her sincerely about it. Told her that is not normal behaviour for new relationship and told her directly the lack of sex is not working for me. I talked to her twice about it, to no avail… We had sex 4 times in first 5 months… After that she was making me know in advance during a week days that she had plans with gfs for a weekend… like thats allright then… i pull back a little and stopped inviting her to my place for weekends. Once we did finally had sex again after 4 or 5 weeks of dry spell she said during sex ‘ we should do this more often’ and I was like WTF!!! I was the one who was inviting her only to be rejected again and again weekend after weekend … manipulation nation was all I thought… After that I havent seen her pussy for few more weeks… same old s~~~… I got fed up, I got angry… I stopped giving a f~~~ and start looking for other gf. I cut off my attention, time… didn’t give a f~~~ about her anymore because I got so fed up and angry. I was blue pill and she was hot and cute but enough was enough. Keep in mind that all that was happening in the first 5 months of relationship. I felt like s~~~ thinking I suck in the sack since im pretty unexperienced and that im the reason/problem for being rejected… I was already writing her off, but once she has realized she doesnt ‘have’ me anymore things turned around. She was complaining how I do not appreciate her as gf, and that I often act like I do not care and that I have a defense mechanism and that she will not wait for me forever.
That night she was insisting to come home with me. I said I do not really care but you can come if you want to… She did. We were lying in my bed and I did not make a move because I didn’t want to even tho we havent had sex for a whole months and remember that was 6 months into relationship! I put on ‘django unchained’ and she said she doenst like it even tho we just started wathcing it. I said I can put on another movie and she said ‘no’. I told her she doesn’t know what she wants, and she replied ‘ I know what I want’, she rolled over so she was showing me her back and pretended she is sleeping. I grabbed her boobs from behind and made a move. Guess what? That was the night she was the most wet down there (looking back on entire time we were togerther). Me subtle rejecting her and acting I do not care about her anymore and don’t need sex – that turned her on – the fact I did not desire her and no longer inviting her to spent the night with me for the last couple of weekends was more of an aphrodisiac then me being nice and good to her the whole time… after that she was inviting herself, was asking me when she can come again etc.. a complete 180 turn! All i need to do is show her that she is expandable…
I have so much more interesting/f~~~ed up stories to share but will write them only if you show interest…
Topic: Minimalism, Part II
I’m posting a separate post on minimalism as this is a continuation of my previous post, but with further questions I have. I just need some good advice, and you guys have been amazing at doing so since I’ve joined this page almost a year ago.
I’ve sold my big obnoxious dresser and table. $110 total! I’ve now been able to restock on groceries and do a little catching up on other necessities.
I’ve only got $65 left to pay off a $1000 loan I got from my bank last November. I was paying $92,50 a month for that thing, all to improve my credit. My credit JUMPED 50 points into the “fair” zone.
I have two other debts to pay off, and I’ll be a little better. My payment for car tires I had to get (a little less than $300 left) and my classes (about half paid, about $400 left). I’m so sick of debts that I don’t think I want to consider credit again…at least for a LONG time. I’d rather just earn something by saving for it.
My car has required over $1,000 in repairs in the past month alone. Tires were $350 total after labor and all, brake booster and master cylinder were $700 after labor. My mother has been helping me with this. Now THIS is where it bothers me the most. I DON’T want her helping me. Not only because I feel bad for asking people to help me, but I want to finally be independent, ya know? I feel like a pathetic child having to run to Mommy for everything.
I dropped all hope of getting a truck (for now) and am considering a moped. I see they’re only several hundred dollars, they’re fantastic on gas, and people are stating that they’re only paying around less than $100 a YEAR for insurance on it…compared to about $80 a MONTH for car insurance. I don’t go to very many places. I’m pretty local. Work is fewer than 10 minutes away.
I went to an apartment complex around the corner from my current one. They have a 400 square foot efficiency for $530 a month, all bills paid…a $255 savings right there. I could look at saving a few hundred a MONTH by getting cheaper transportation and living. I can’t get off my lease until the end of April 2016, but I think it’s best to plan ahead and prepare.
On a side note, I have my bed on hold for someone to sell it in about a week and a half for $50. It’s literally just in the way, especially if I get a futon (I see one in my local ads now for $30 as we speak).
Just THINKING of these ideas puts my mind at ease for some reason. Any other suggestions, or suggestions to the ideas I have?
The “Domestic Abuse” machine as an apparatus for men’s enslavement. I have been to these multi-story buildings devoted to this “Domestic Abuse” scam and experienced the mechanism first hand. There are numerous courts to prosecute men and many other supporting agencies that are designed to take a man’s money, time, and freedom.
The movie “Gone Girl” with Ben Affleck does a nice job of describing some aspects of Female Nature. If you have seen this movie, keep it in mind when you read my story.
My life working in the Trades has had a great synergy with my participation in the Sciences and in Engineering. It is a good life. It has allowed me the freedom to get some education, training, and work as an Artist/ Musician. After years of being divorced, I had the freedom and resources to successfully pursue my creative interests.
About seven years ago, I had a sexual and business relationship with a woman who was a Professional Artist/ Musician with a couple Bachelor’s degrees in Fine Arts and Theater. We had performed music concerts together in the Midwest for a few years and created an artist’s space in the “Pilsen” artist’s community of Chicago. Everything was good, especially the sex.
She had her own apartment and sometimes she would spend the night at my building. But, I never let her keep anything in my place. I often threw out stuff she would leave behind like tooth/ hair brushes, underwear, cloths, and/ or make-up.
When she pressured me for marriage, after several years, the relationship was over. And when she finally understood that I would never marry her, she went to plan B and showed me “crazy town.”Her plan B was a shakedown and “poisoning the well.” She effectively destroyed my musical support community. Plan B started with a false police report of physical violence in my home. Her acting was tremendous. What an excellent liar! If she wasn’t attacking me, I would have been totally convinced of her story.
Here is a tip: In Chicago, the first one who calls the police, gets to file the police report.
I had many opportunities to decrease the unpleasantness by calling the police on her first and asking them remove her from my home. She was emotionally abusive for hours, and refused to leave.
Nevertheless, I am embarrassed to acknowledge my inability to see the danger and act in this situation.
My thinking was that she was just venting and it was her dramatic way of breaking up. It was the cost of being involved with a woman in the Preforming Arts/ Theater. She was being a “Drama Momma.” And it wasn’t so bad, since her orgasms were louder the night before.
Also, I was in shock from her performance and felt numb. Sadly, I was unable to do anything except sit in my chair and observe, like a dear in the headlights.
I could not imagine the dangerous “Domestic Abuse” machine that was waiting to destroy me. Besides, she was the one who was behaving disgracefully. And she was doing this as an interloper in my home.
The unpleasantness was relieved when she finally stormed out of my apartment and seemed to be putting her things into her vehicle. I had high hopes that she was finally leaving.
Intermission joke:
Why do we pay prostitutes?
Do we really pay them for sex?
No, we pay them to leave us alone after we are done with them.While I was avoiding her and staying in my apartment, she burst into my first floor tenant’s apartment to involve him. And it still never occurred to me to call the police on her.
She swiftly brought the police into my home with some well-rehearsed lies, acting, and a new self-inflicted cut on her face.
While she stayed outside my building, she directed the police to find me in my apartment on the second floor and look around for weapons/ damage. They then proceeded to bring me outside to handcuff me and bring me to jail. I was in shock, numb, and unable to speak up for myself.
Miraculously, she altruistically chose to stop putting me in prison. She appeared like a martyr as they put the hand cuffs away. Everyone saw a halo around her head as she “only” filed a police report.
When I went into my apartment and locked my door, she gave one grand encore performance in front of my neighbors. Observing her through my apartment window, she appeared as Christ carrying the Crucifix to the Mound.
Hours later, she called to apologize and sent many emails about her great love for me and explain her conviction that we are “Soul Mates.” The next day she wanted to come over to my place to show me how much she loves me and have passionate break up sex.
I snapped out of it and called a friend who got me his lawyer the next day. My lawyer told me that any further communication and contact with this “Soul Mate” will ruin me.
My million dollar Umbrella Insurance policy, which is supposed to cover fraud and injury on my property, was useless. The women who answered the phone tried to shame me and refused to get involved with any accusations of “Domestic Abuse.” As I escalated my claim through GEICO’s management (mostly women), I was told that all claims associated with “physical violence” are not covered with my Umbrella Insurance. This includes self-defense against male criminals doing burglary/ “breaking and entering.”
Thankfully, my Home Owner’s Insurance agreed to provisionally work with my attorney until “I am found guilty in court.”
Spoiler alert:
The following year, they would not let me renew my policy and dropped me. So, even though I was proven innocent, I later had to make higher insurance payments with a different low quality Home Owner’s Insurance company.
My “soul mate” had been soliciting me for a meeting in person while secretly building a case against me. There were numerous emails, phone messages, and love letters by US Post that were pleading for a reconciliation meeting in person. I am ashamed to admit that a part of me was tempted.
I was very lucky to have friends and an attorney that knew what was really going on. And I followed their advice.
Before my attorney started his investigation of my “Soul Mate,” my Home Owner’s Insurance company offered her over $10,000 to settle out of court. She refused the offer and, through her attorney, asked for five times more.
My Attorney eventually showed me what my “Soul Mate” was up to:
Her proof was a masterful work of art. There were pictures submitted into evidence of bruises and physical trauma which I had never seen and certainly did not happen when she was with me.
She had a Doctor who verified that those injuries occurred at the time of the Police report and her Doctor wrote every one of her lies into his medical report. They were fabrications which she was unable to put into the police report, because there were no injuries to show the police officers while they were making their report.
Also, those “unbearable” injuries were serious and required lots of money for multiple “treatments.”
So, while she was pleading with me to forgive her and have a “meeting,” she was creating performance art pictures and medical documentation. She was, in fact, a skilled engineer who knew how to operate the “Domestic Abuse” machine.
My attorney discovered evidence of her fraud and discovered that she had done it to other men. My “Soul Mate” reduced her demands to an order of protection for one year. During that year she had shamelessly continued to solicit me for a “meeting” in person. If I had succumbed to her charms, it would lead me to financial ruin.
My community, neighbors, female “associates,” and music support network were not interested in my evidence of my “Soul Mate’s” fraud. She has gotten away with extortion, character assassination, and any legal action against her.
Later, a similar thing happened to a work colleague. Except, he got arrested and spent three weeks in Cook County Jail. He was forced to attend/ pay for meetings and “therapy” for over a year. His new wife’s lies allowed her to stay in his home and have access to his bank accounts. No one at work, except me, believes him. And he is despised.
What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?
Topic: Robotron's Intro
Hi all. I’ve posted here a few times but never put up an intro so here goes.
I think I’ve always had an inclination towards being MGTOW. As a child, I hated people coming into my space and would get agitated and sometimes get in fights with other kids about this. As a teenager, I was always wary of sluts looking to get up the duff and get their meal ticket. I hated the idea of LTR’s and usually once I had sex with a girl, the challenge was over and I would break up. I made some bad choices in my teen years and long story short, ended up homeless with nobody and nothing. Family, friends, nobody gave a s~~~. I made myself a promise. that I would get my s~~~ together and stand on my own two feet and never rely on anybody for f~~~ing anything ever again.
I hadn’t even got a high school diploma. I couldn’t get much job wise due to lack of qualifications etc, so I took whatever I could get. Cleaning toilets, back breaking manual work, whatever I could get. I took a lot of s~~~ from qualified people who thought they were better than me and they knew I had f~~~ all. In some cases, I was completely exploited and worked live a slave. It fuelled me to become an independent man and make myself.. I decided to completely ignore women and the social scene and spent my twenties working hard and going to school at night. My complete lack of social status resulted in very little female interest anyway so this wasn’t hard. I spent my free time going to class or studying. I got my high school diploma, followed by a college diploma, then a degree and finally a masters degree and a bunch of professional qualifications.
In my twenties, I started my first LTR. She was a fatty, but I didn’t really care because I saw something in her I liked. Over time I worked on this with her (I am a fitness fanatic) and her appearance changed. Career wise I had changed job paths and was doing good. I had my own place to live and had escaped the rent trap. Despite not having enough to eat sometimes, I had managed to put enough money aside during the tough years to get a small mortgage.
I am a very driven person and I love setting and beating goals. I’m not happy sitting around doing nothing or wasting my time.
I spend a lot of time studying. I work in IT and and getting certs has become a hobby for me. For the first few years she put up with this, but then the mask started to fall. She started becoming grumpy all the time and a real pain in the ass. Of course when I asked what was wrong, I would get “nothing”. She’d start asking when we were going to get married and have kids and would talk about buying a house. She made s~~~ money so of course I would be paying for this s~~~. I was starting to have doubts. Anyway when family members started getting married and having children, she started making me miserable by being miserable..
It was around this time I learned MGTOW was a thing. I was googling marriage pros, cons etc and I came across ghosting, which in turn lead me to MGTOW. I can’t really describe how awesome it felt that this was a thing, that other guys were going through the same thoughts I was. I started reading and learning that not getting married doesn’t make you a weirdo or any of the other s~~~ society feed us. I got a drunk text one night telling me that she wanted a kid and I’d better do something about it. I did something about allright. I went my own way.
The first few weeks were tough. I threw myself back into my hobbies. I go to Amsterdam a couple of times a year to let off some steam, so I started learning Dutch. I”m going again now in two weeks. With her gone, I cleaned up my diet and started training hard again. I threw myself into my IT studies too. I live well below my means. My mortgage is going to be cleared 13 years early because I don’t have to pay for princess’s bulls~~~. I’m planning to take a sabatical and go live in another country for a while to learn a new language. I think I’ll also stop working so hard. Thing is I’m a free man and I have options. That is what MGTOW is about to me – freedom.Robotron – MGHOW
Topic: How to Dump That Bitch
Following is the letter I gave to my woman today. This has been a long time coming. Apparent there are still a few bugs in the system. The board seems to have made a few odd changes below particularly with any figure following a dollar sign. Strange but anyway on with the show.
Dear Beth,
The following 5 pages are notes that I have taken about our relationship over the past couple of months. Not everything is included. Much of it I didn’t know how to put into words. But I think you’ll get the gist of it. I’m not angry with you. But I am extremely disappointed.
I’ve tried everything I could to get you to change your behavior. You clearly don’t want to change. That’s your decision to make. But you are going to have to live with the consequences of that decision.
Fortunately I have the freedom to make my choices as well. And I too will have to live with them. I’m done living in a relationship that has no passion and no mutual interests. I haven’t kissed you in days and you haven’t cared or even noticed.
Love without passion is a friendship. And I hope we can remain friends. You promised me way back when we started that we could do that. And since neither Chris nor Lisa are in a position to go elsewhere I still expect to see you often.
But I’ve been putting much more into this relationship than I’ve been getting out of it. It’s just not worth it anymore. This shouldn’t come as a shock because I’ve told you plenty of times that I expected more from you. When I did your response was that I shouldn’t. You said that I was “treating you like a renter” because I even expected anything in return. The idea of putting effort into this relationship seems to be completely foreign to you.
Well, as my favorite bartender used to say at closing time, “You don’t have to go home but you can’t stay here.” My suggestion is that you tell your mom that I refused to kick John (a tenant) out so you need some time away to calm your nerves. Like you said you were going to do a couple of months ago. And if you want, like I promised, I will help you clean your dad’s old space. That way you won’t be exposed to your mom’s smoking.
If you were a renter I would be required to give you 3 weeks’ notice of your eviction. But I don’t think that’s necessary since you have some place you can go. And I don’t know about you but I think it would be uncomfortable for you to stay any longer than you have to.
You’ve been the love of my life for the last 14 years. That’s 3 times longer than anyone else. And I will always love and adore you. But without passion and effort I think it’s time we started treating this relationship as it really is, a friendship.
10/2
Beth’s mom got her notice about widow benefits from Social Security. She will be getting an extra 0 a month plus 0 from his pension. This puts her monthly income over 00 a month. Nice money for a woman who pretty much drove her cuckolded husband into his grave.9/28
Beth drank up all my vodka without asking. She left about a half a shot in the bottle. I took the bottle into the bedroom, held it up, and said, “Really? (long pause) Why don’t you just finish it.” and tossed it on the bed. She gave me a sheepish look.9/27
Beth made a spiral ham for dinner. But last night she pretty much indicated that she isn’t interested in watching ANYTHING on TV with me. I told her I had downloaded part of a series that she actually said she liked. She said she’s just not going to start watching anything new. At all. She also refused to watch Kick Ass with me. She just wants to watch the same s~~~ over and over. But I guess if I pay her way she’ll still go to movies with me.9/26
Chris went and got pizzas. Beth said she tried to wake me up to see if I wanted some but she couldn’t wake me. Stacy made spaghetti for her crew and asked me if I wanted some. She pulled some meat sauce aside for me that I will have over eggplant.9/25
Beth continues to interrupt me every time I open my mouth. Even right after I complain to her about it. She says that if I don’t want to be interrupted then I should just quit talking to her. Be careful what you wish for baby.9/24
Beth wanted me to get TV dinners. I had a salad instead. She was on the internet trying to find trips for her mom and her to go to Sea World in San Diego. She swapped out the new TV from the bedroom for the old one from the dining room.9/20-22
No dinner Sunday or Monday. Tuesday I made stir fry and Beth made rice to go with it. I notice that I am starting to “unwind” from my loving thoughts about the nice dinner she made 4 days ago. It’s like she does some little thing for me and I just overflow with affection for her. Like a dog begging for table scraps. She’s still doing about the least she possibly can. I’m just desperate for any tiny amount of meal or affection I might get. It’s really f~~~ing pathetic!9/19
Beth made a GREAT eggplant and regular parmesan for dinner. She worked very hard on it.9/17
Beth made me hot dogs and chili for dinner. Last night she made me some prefab shepherd’s pie
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9/15
Beth interrupts me constantly. I can barely finish a sentence. I tried to tell her that my blood sugar is over 300 even though I’ve had little to eat and taken extra insulin. I got a half sentence out, which she ignored, then she called me over to look at some silly thing on her new tablet. Then we got into a bickering match about her interrupting. She is getting her hearing tested next time she goes to the doctor. But that doesn’t explain why she keeps cutting me off in the middle of my sentences. It’s just rude as Hell.9/13
I had a dream that Dave and I had climbed up a very rocky mountain. It was about the size of Beacon Rock. At the top one side was a very sheer cliff. The other 3 sides were extremely steep and rocky. Dave started down before me. Just as I was ready to start down a man I didn’t know reached the top. He walked to the edge of the cliff. He crossed his arms as I was taught in boot camp for jumping off a burning ship in the Navy. A few seconds later I heard him splash into the water. I tried to tell Dave what the man had done but he was too busy trying to navigate the steep rocky side of the cliff. I was carrying a guitar case that had two roughly shaped wooden boards inside. I dropped them down the cliff a little ways and prepared to climb down. But I was scared to death. I didn’t think I could make it down off of the mountain. I started thinking about jumping the way the man had done but I was afraid. I thought about telling Dave to see if he could get me a life flight off of there. Then I woke up.Lisa and Beth made a deal the other night. Beth made some steaks. Lisa was supposed to make chicken tonight. Lisa dropped a piece of raw chicken on the floor and dumped a bunch of flower on the floor. Then she said she didn’t want to make dinner. Somehow the chicken got made.
9/12
I told Beth to set the alarm for 9AM so I could wake up in time for my political meeting. Dave called and woke me up at 10 wanting to go do something. Apparently Beth shut the alarm off went it went off causing me to miss my meeting. We took a nap in the afternoon and woke up about 7PM. She asked me, “Would you like waffles this morning?” thinking it was daytime. But shortly after she told me I was on my own for dinner because she was going out with her mom. The best thing about this relationship is the space. At least she isn’t always in my face like most women.9/11
Beth keeps whining about wanting the TV fixed. This is after she took great pleasure in terminating Stacey’s lease. She doesn’t have a clue on how I’m supposed to pay these bills except to say, “We’ll be OK.” I started to ask her this morning to find out if we could still get credit for the repair evaluation even if we have to bring the TV back later for repairs. But she kept interrupting me to the point where I told her that from now on when she interrupts I’m not even going to tell her what I was going to say. She also told me the other night that she tests positive for hepatitis C from her druggie days which now seems to have included needles. She thinks she may have passed the disease on to me. I need to get tested for it. (9/22 My test came back negative. She opened my mail from the VA. She opens all my mail.)8/28
Beth continues to not use the swimming pool that she absolutely insisted on having. It cost about ,000 and keep me from getting the hot tub I wanted that would have gotten 10 times the amount of use. Worse it gave John so many hours that he decided to take 4 months to do the f~~~ing hall bathroom because he was afraid (due to her running her mouth) that she would kick him out before he got his full rent. And while John was having his labor strike we went through the money that should have gone to fix this place up.Beth borrowed another yesterday so that’s an extra for the month. She said she needed it to go with a friend who is morning her husband’s? death. She ended up not going but she still has the money. Her mom called this morning and from what I could tell from Beth’s half of the conversation her mom is broke. Beth said “I can bring you a little.” which apparently refers to my . Beth’s mom got K when her husband passed a few months ago. But none of the bills got paid since he’s then. Beth says her son Doug, who had power of atty, failed to pay them and seems to have misappropriated some of it.
Beth woke me up blaring some noisy video on her laptop. She has to watch that instead of the 55″ TV that she wore out. She keeps the laptop right by my head on my side of the bed so she can watch it. Even though I keep telling her it’s in my way. She doesn’t care.
8/22
I told Beth that considering all I do for her I don’t think it’s acceptable that she only cooks for me about once a week. I had to explain it to her like she is a child. And she argued with me and got p~~~ed off because I kept going on about it when I was simply trying to make her understand. I said that considering all I do for her I shouldn’t have to rely on Marie Calendar’s to keep from starving. She says I can cook for her once a month*. I’d be happy to do that but her attitude sucks. She does the very least she can to get by. * Never mind that I just bought her an dinner this week.
Beth came in with a plate of kabalsa pieces with bbq sauce, mac & cheese, frozen peas, a few tomato slices, and a few cling peaches. She handed me the plate with a “so there” attitude and said, “How’s that for 15 minutes!” then stomped out of the room. BTW she did cook me a brat with some cold beans earlier today. Woo hoo! I’m living the good life!
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8/20
Beth has cooked exactly 2 meals for me in the week and a half since I have been home from camping. She went out with her mom tonight. She was supposed to be gone about an hour. About 11:30 PM I called her to see if she was going to come home and cook me something to eat (chicken tenders with a salad.) She told me she was at Taboos picking out a vibrator with her mom. Then she went into total bitch mode when I told her I would just fix something for myself. I had a roast beef sandwich and a few chips.8/18
Our anniversary so she was in a good mood. I took her to Black Angus for prime rib. No sex.8/16
Beth borrowed until the first so she can go gambling with her mom.8/8 – 8/15
Beth’s behavior has continued about the same. On the plus side she did accept that tickets to Lion King at each are not affordable at this time. Then she realized that the show isn’t until 2016 and began begging a year early. She says we can probably get cheaper tickets a little closer to show time. Our 3 year anniversary is next Tuesday. I told her I would take her out for a nice dinner. But that doesn’t seem to be sufficient. Meanwhile I finally figured out that her promises of a new hot tub if and when she gets her SSI back pay will probably not happen because of her student loans. And she has presented me with a list of this month’s bills.
*pud 227.51
*water and sewer 191.92
cricket 70 autopay 8/16
*tv/internet 138.50
garbage 53.01 auto 8/28
my gieco paid 8/6 63.85
your gieco auto 8/25? 60?total needed to pay non-auto 7.93
needed for other auto around 183.01 if cricket hasn’t come out yet and your insurance is about 60
8/7
Beth was a complete mega-bitch at Costco today. She bought a bunch of stuff like cheese cake and muffins even though I repeatedly told her that it was putting my health at risk. And of course she used my money to do it. On top of which she was just nasty the whole time we were there. On a more positive note she cut John some slack about staying a while longer around here with Stacy. So I give her a plus for that.8/6
Beth made meatloaf at my request for dinner. That’s a plus. But later she complained that my feet sounded awful (when I rubbed them together) because of the dry skin. She suggested that I put lotion on them. I asked if she would do it. She refused. I said that she seems to ask for a LOT more than she is willing to give considering that she doesn’t pay any rent. She got upset and said I’m still treating her like nothing more than a renter. Apparently doing extra small things to justify all the room she takes up in my life and the resources she consumes is too much to ask of her.8/5
I told Beth I wanted a good steak. She asked Chris if she wanted one too. She didn’t tell me I was buying Chris’s too @ a pound! She ate her usual 1/2 a steak and left the rest of hers on the broiler. Somebody had taken it by the time I went back for it. Beth was like, “Well, if it was still sitting there it was ‘fair game”. A a pound steak? I told her that it was not my responsibility to buy everyone around here a pound steaks. She couldn’t have cared less. So no respect for my damned money to which she contributes NOTHING!8/4
I went camping for 5 days. I missed Beth a bit. Particularly when I was trying to find her an “I went somewhere without you” gift. I came up with a new signature that incorporates a heart with her initial ‘T’ in it. She LOVED it! But she was supposed to clean my office for me while I was gone. It didn’t happen. So she gets a minus.7/26
After 3 months of badgering Beth finally talked me into spending to see Aerosmith for the 5th time. Even though I drove her all the way across the state to see them only a year ago. At which point she couldn’t walk down the hill to actually see them so we ended up watching them on a screen the size of a postage stamp. This time Beth got her friend Jacqui to pitch in with the nagging. She is kicking in and claims that somehow she will pay me another . But we’ll see if she actually does without begging for more money afterwards.7/23/15
Beth and I went to Costco to get paper towels and toilet paper and such. I told her I didn’t want to spend more than 0. She started to put bratwursts and things into the cart and I told her, “OK that’s . When she realized that I was serious about keeping the costs down she griped a little bit but put the brats back. We left with pretty much just what we needed for about .
Dinner was a polish sausage from costco.7/22
Dinner was a container of Jim Beam pulled pork and a can of beans. But she did help me print a walk list for the 651st.7/12 – 7/18 (Last Week)
Beth responded to my therapist’s point (that if I fall over dead Beth is basically f~~~ed so she had better help with my diabetes) by getting angry that Kate is “laying a guilt trip on her”. The point was completely lost on her.She also wore out the 55″ TV after one year because she never turned it off. Then she insisted that she be allowed to use the projector and wear that out too. Then she got p~~~ed off and insisted that I have to get the TV fixed for her. No sweet talk or kissy face manipulation. Just anger and demands.
She said the “pressure was getting to her” and she wanted to go stay at her mom’s for a couple of weeks so she didn’t have a heart attack.
Anonymous
AnonymousI just saw this online. I place an emphasis on alleged because nothing is clear yet. But thought Id share this as its what is being posted online right now. Whoeverdid this was clearly a demented f~~~
Its also being reported that he targeted Christians
The shooter was lining people up and asking if they were Christian,” she wrote. “If they said yes, then they were shot in the head. If they said no, or didn’t answer, they were shot in the legs.
Anonymous 4chan users who earlier exposed a forum discussion where they say the Oregon campus shooter allegedly warned what he planned to do are now saying they know who he is. The group is spreading the user’s name and image on social media.
They allege his name is Toby Reynolds and associate him with the picture above. The user used screen name “eggman” in the forum…
One video on his YouTube channel raises a lot of red flags. The video is shockingly similar to that of California killer/shooter Elliot Rodger. In Rodgers’ video he complained about not being accepted by women. His final act was an act of what he believed was retribution. An act that included killing women who would not accept or love him
Resident cynic.
The Sam Gold Experience
The globally famed hip hop career of the once upstart rapper and newfound independent 43 year old star Samethyst Jarchavelli Gold is as follows: Sam Gold, also known as Thermillimeter, like any other meaningful rapper, he is a rapper that talks about the dangers of reality and the war on people’s minds. But it had been a 30 year journey. A kid who read conspiracy books and does a lot of research, matures into a teen who questions everything he hears around society (and gets punished for it afterwards), and into a more intelligent adult and innovator. Sam Gold is quite essentially the Zuron City’s Jay-Z and the Steve Jobs of hip hop. His summer 2001 album Thermilliation details the hell setting, and is basically all of Gold’s 30 year life experiences are all rolled up in this one double disc effort. His fall 2005 album Street Terrorism details conspiracies and government imperialism. His third album and the second multi-platinum album, Laserground (The Religion) was released in early February 2009, where he talks about children’s consent, his fame, his road to true success, his party life, and the Illuminati. He would later consecutively release more hit albums for the rest of his career, starting with 2011’s All 7’s and 8’s and later.Much of his work is marked by a lenience toward the darker side of hip hop themes, conspiracy theories, autism, mens rights activism, suicide and self ownership and consent of the children, which Sonic’s friends, Corner Centralites, and mostly Sonic himself found really appealing, and earned him some dedicated fans among this subculture. Sam Gold is generally lauded for his insightful lyrics and skillful delivery of unique subject matter with intelligence and humor. In the late 1990’s to the first half of the 2000’s, he is best known for his dyed red hair. He specializes in gangsta rap, horrorcore rap, political rap, conspiracy rap, conscious hip hop, underground hip hop, party rap, and elements of rapcore. He specializes in the fast paced rhyme scheme called the Chopper style. He is mostly celebrated by Generation Xers and Millenials alike in his own hometown of Zuron City, him being a Gen Xer himself, although he considers himself a Millennial after his early 2000’s fame.
He has the ability to create and record albums in a short amount of time, mostly by quick recording of 10 to 20 songs in a matter of a day. His fast paced chopper style and numerous flows, masterful beats, extremely powerful work ethic, his knack for coloring his hair red, his violent tendencies and penchant for speaking his mind and thinking for himself made him an independent superstar and took the world by storm in the early 2000’s, as he was then given the moniker Gladiator Supreme. He also was one of the first people who doesn’t use gimmicks, but would mainly use his birth name/given name for performing.
Journey To The Center Of The Red Pill
After loads of government incursions happening to every suburban houses they lived in becose his ancestors (Vulstan, born 1891) and his grandfather (Marshall, born 1931) had previously questioned authority, The Gold family moves out of the suburbs and back into the ghetto. In the early 1960s, the family lived through the massive drug epidemic that went on until the September 11 attacks, the rapper would later call it the Vermillion Cocaine era, which he and his friends helped debut with The Vermillion Cocaine EP in September, 1997. war between the people and government, a baby named Sam Gold was born Samethyst Torvez Jarchaevilli Gold in November 07, 1971, his father Harold Gold Jr. was a schoolteacher in 1971, and his mother Topaz Gold was a former high class prostitute until she quit in 1972. She left the family in 1973 when Gold was young. The father got full custody of him in 1975 when he was 4. Harold tried to get a stepmother for Gold. He took both Joan Mitzer and Christine Kelly as two stepmothers. Harold realizes that Joan was a trans-woman and she subjects him to rape every time he comes home from work. At just nine months, he noticed his whole family get beaten by government and law enforcement for possession of weed, and his father gets raped by numerous law enforcement officers. Meanwhile, young Samethyst began being raised by his grandfather Marshall Gold. who gave him his first red pill lesson. Gold Sr. attempted to steer his oldest son in the right direction. He began to give his then infant grandson conspiracy books. He began to read them all and understand them in a span of a week. Gold started getting into hip-hop when he was 5 and started rapping as a kid in 1977, and he wrote his first rap and turned his room into a studio with his grandfather’s help and money. In 1980, after being bullied in school for his love of rap, he decided to show his skills in talent shows, and even started to rap in front of his friends Chris Dolmeth (real name Christopher Watson), Zarius Summers, Alex Hutch and Tony Hammond back in their younger days. He was taught that the blue and green mean worldly, and black, red and yellow meant spiritual, metaphysical. In 1981, he was in a skating rank, and he heard a lot of hip hop music, namely “The Message” from Grandmaster Flash and The Furious Five. He was signed to Sony/RCA in July 1981. They created their first record, a mini tape called Bout Ta Blow. He has created his first EP all by himself in 1981, called Ready, Set, Rhyme. The young rap group then decides to test their rap skills.Coming into the year 1981, he began a romantic relationship with a young runaway named Natika Gothel. It was revealed by Gold’s grandfather that Natika has a close relationship with her mother, thus is easily manipulated by her. Through her mother’s manipulation, Natika had bullied and tortured her younger, yet more innocent sister Leah daily. At the age of 12, as she experiences sexual intercourse for the first time after being taken to a red light district at age seven. At school, she became the school bully with a clique. By the time she turned 14, her behavior toward her family got worse. She would return home to seduce her father into getting what she wanted. She would later attack him daily when things don’t go her way, right up until the point where her father had her taken to “The Pound”, a Zuroni high tech prison. During half of her adolescence spent in prison, her violent tendencies got worse, and she becomes more cannibalistic as time went on. She was freed at age 16 by her mother after her pending divorce from her father. That same year, he met soon-to be high school sweetheart Jessica-Katie Swanson in a playground.
In 1982, the time he began to hit puberty, his stepmother and her friend are put on death row, and his relationship with his father began to sour. In 1983, Gold was subject to beatings and assault rifle gunfire that left his voice in a more rough, raspy and nasal. Gold and his father would argue about his future, which would escalate in beatings. The damage to young Gold’s relationship had become abusive and irreparable that he packed his s~~~ and left home for good at age 12. In 1984, he got a job flipping burgers at Wack-A-Burger and another job repairing radio and television, as well as a trucker job. As a teenager, he became even more interested in political conspiracies such as the Jesuit Mafia, Zionism, Supernaturality, the Synagogue of Satan and the Illuminati, and discovered the truth about the Establishment in which he lives. He also played videogames at a very frequent rate and seen his government destroy his neighbor’s house and kill them both. After this, he moved in with his childhood friends and continued to perfect his craft and show his skills to established rappers in the community in 1985. One of them, Abel Gregory Olsen, saw his fast-paced thrash-chopper style and wanted to name him after a gun, and found the Thermillimeter Assault Weapon. The weapon fired bullets at an extremely rapid pace, and Gold rapped faster and with more verocity, so they called him Sam Gold after the flamethrower weapon. He gives the name a new meaning: Sam Gold having a mythology behind it, and the number 10 can be multiplied to the tenth power, and multiplied by a centillion. Which gives him a realization that Sam Gold means a centillion, and that can be reduced to 10: The whole ten yards.
In 1986, Gold finds himself newly christened, and the newfound rapper starts performing on 10 stage shows in front of one million people in Zuron and winning 2 talent shows. He would spend most of his school days talking to his best friend Chris Dolmeth and his high school female friend Jessica-Katie. For protection and for self defense, a teenage Gold learns the art of Firebending and combustion bending from his grandfather, as well as firing a sniper rifle. Gold, after passing his drivers test, decided to get a motorcycle with only . Gold then goes to Natika’s house only to see her get abused by her mother. Gold decided to take the young Natika out to the beach as they exchange snarky comments to each other back and forth. While at the beach, Natika decided to kick a child in the nose, causing it to bleed profusely. She then decided to kick his sandcastle shortly afterwards. Gold decided to kick a few raps to entertain a few beachgoers. They then see a college beach party, as they didn’t realize that it was Summer Break. The college kids bump into Gold not knowing that he was an up and coming rapper, so they get him to perform a song, namely “Lifestyles Of The Orange And Infernal”. The crowd ends up going wild, as Gold leaves with ladies, leaving Natika storming out in a jealous rage. When the beach is about to close and night begins to fall, Natika verbally abuses Gold, calling him a “worthless tease” and a “pathetic circus performer”, and goes back home. Gold leaves on his motorcycle. Marshall gives up on Harold at this point although he sympathizes with his son’s ordeal; Harold in turn, completely abuses Samethyst until he strikes back, causing him to completely disown young Samethyst from the family. His grandfather and his father started arguing over the teenage Gold’s direction in life: the grandfather wants him to live his life as he pleases as long as its the righteous way; Harold wants his son to get married and have kids and live in the blue-pill world. Gold sides with his grandfather after learning everything he taught him, therefore further ruining his relationship with his father. As Harold gets fired from his job shortly after his big promotion and resigns himself to a miserable life of watching television and drinking beer, Gold continues to strive to be a successful rapper and achieve something in his life. He permanently moves in with his childhood friends after taking his grandfather’s side, after being given his daily dose of red pills and swallowing his pride. Gold and his friends then started gangbanging, selling guns, and delving in drugs such as crack, pills, speed, cocaine, and crystal meth, all of which he would be addicted to in later years. That same year he was sentenced to three monhs in prison for firing his sniper rifle at an armored truck in a fit of rage for unknown reasons in 1987. During the time of his sentencing was underway, he started having disputes with mainstream rappers in Zuron, major record label executives and even started attacking radio disc jockeys. Gold was released from prison in September 1987. After being reprimanded for reading books such as Synagogue Of Satan, World Events, The New World Order: Secret Societies And Terrorist Attacks, and the Book Of Revelation, he was sent to the Dean’s office. He then made the decision to drop out of school in his Junior year in 1987. 1987 marked the final time young Samethyst ever spoke to his father for ten years, after he attacked the then 45 year old Marshall. He then got beaten up numerous times in the beginning of the year, by thugs/gangbangers (because he was an outsider), numerous members of his own family, male and female (because he questioned the existence of female privilige in the Western world, which Zuron is a part of), shot up by the media mogul companies (because he questioned the intentions of the mass media and the people who run it) government officals (because he questioned the government), religious clergymen (because he questioned religion; he went straight home after this), and the big shot university students and teachers (because he questioned academia, not to mention that he quit high school; he was 15 at this time).
In 1987, Gold and his friends finally start putting up concerts which filled up at the truckloads for the whole year. 1987 was also his first introduction into the battle rap scene. After being defeated in battles, Gold decides to sharpen his skills to get better in battle to make sure his flow matches his opponent’s flow. However, when he steps to his opponent in the Zuron B-Boy Battle, it was revealed that he spent 8 months of his time perfecting his craft and sharpening his skills, punchlines and delivery; by the time he enters the real battle, his flow had become extremely fast paced, surprising everybody in the vicinity (himself included). Eventually, he will use this flow in the competition, winning him the championship battle. In 1988, Gold and company then creates and records The Gladiatior and an crew album called The Cometh, which is for his Rogue Demon Zurokillaz crew. In 1989, after he and his crew finish the mixtape All My N~~~~z and release it, Gold finally finishes his mixtapes and attempted to turn them in and generate revenue for the concerts that he put forth. Unfortunately, the content of both mixtapes did not impress the higher ups in Sony BMG and Cozone in the slightest, since there was no tracks about women, whom Gold realizes is mainstream music’s core demographic is women. Gold was tied to two choices; to squander his honor and integrity by pandering to the core demographic of blue-pill women, or to sit on his hands for the rest of the five year contract until he is released. Gold refused to relinquish what his grandfather has taught him over the years or his red pill lifestyle, so he chooses the latter and continues to make songs for his upcoming album, The Cometh, which he was working on for five years since 1981. Gold and his crew release their last mixtape, Coolmotownyorkphilly in 1990. Cozone dropped him from the label in 1991, just when he was 10 songs in. That same year in 1991, he won another battle rap competition.
In 1991, Gold and all of his friends were sent back to Detronas City. Gold’s arrest record ended when he attacked a fellow gangbanger in 1991, and where they physically attacked fellow drug dealers. He would later get backlash because of his label signing because of his studiousness of his conspracy research. Meanwhile, the Rogue Demonz got in contact with Don Bling, rookie producer and manager of local label Zuroside Records. He took all 5 of his demo tapes and compiled them into The Cometh. In 1991, Sam Gold and Rick Rubin were attempting to make a connect with Def Jam Recordings, as he would send his music and business skills to go sign with UMG. Gold was signed to UMG in order to release The Cometh. He released his demo tape The Cometh in June 1991, although it took him ten years to write the lyrics and he lyrics that were recorded in 1986 were written 5 years earlier in 1981 although the former half of the album was supposed to be released on Cozone. In a party, two of Natika’s friends gets Gold to have sex with them under Natika’s orders. Because of this escapade, Gold gets informed that he is the biological father of three children, Voryn (born 1991), Rosalina (born 1994) and Jester (born 1995). The demo tapes got the attention of Jimmy Iovine, CEO of Interscope Records. Gold then signs to the record label. The sales of Thundaground’s Welcome To The Asylum sold 10x Platinum. However after failing to meet a distribution deal, he meets up with James Willis, the owner of the fledging record label TCOR Records, a Universal Music Group and Vivendi subsidiary. Zuroside Records and the Rogue Demonz signed with the subsidiary and in turn, signed with Interscope Records and Universal Music Group, and got Gold in contact with Jimmy Iovine. However, in April 1991, after numerous failed attempts to get distribution, he and Gold are forced to settle for a 50/50 deal with Vivendi/General Electric owned TCOR Records, and their evil CEO James Willis, and this results in the takeover of UMG. Everything after that seemed to go downhill from there on. After 10 years of a close intimacy, Gold and Natika finally were able to settle down in 1991, (a month after the birth of Voryn, Gold’s first son). However things started to go south at that time, when Natika started becoming physically abusive and controlling towards him after a date where Gold had both of them pay separate bills. She started to bring in other men, her female friends and children who are 7 years of age to have sex with her, although she did attempt to keep her sexual attraction to children a secret. Feeling constrained by these problems and p~~~ed off because of it, Gold decided to do some solo work. He began recording his second EP The Cometh where he left off from 1981. He then releases the mixtape/EPin late October 1991 through Zuroside. The Thundaground group released their debut album Welcome To The Asylum in 1991. The album sold 10x Platinum by the RIAA, but the rap group saw very little of the money (0.5% to be exact, leaving the group with $100,000 to their name). Nearly 50% of the trillions of dollars of the money and revenue went to James Willis. This had later become a reccurring trend with evry platinum certified album they release, and Gold has the propensity to release albums once a year. After the end of 1991’s “I Can Get Gold” tour, Gold began to suffer through erectile dysfunction throughout the entire 1990’s decade after excessive partying and apocalyptic amounts of everyday drug abuse, having to rely on blue pills to have sex (this happened on the fourth quarter of 1991 4 days after his 20th birthday). He has since battled erectile dysfunction all throughout the 1990’s, only getting it up when on horny goat weed. He later got severely beaten by Natika, her mother and her female family members during a Gold-Watson family reunion in 1991, a family reunion that best friend and fellow rapper Watson attended at the time.
In 1992, Sam Gold set up many tour dates and shows for the Thundaground album known as Sam Gold Presents: Welcome 2 The Asylum. During the tour, Sam Gold then puts out a video for the single “I Can Get Gold”. However TCOR canceled the music video because they needed to do Vanilla Ice’s “Ice Ice Baby”. The album sales were lackluster soon afterwards, and the album fell off the charts immediately. In 1992, he got chased down during the end of a concert by feminist women and nearly drowned. Watson then announced their 1992 album Bearin Armz, and the group got to recording the album. There were 10 tracks on the album, and of course they released it in September 1992.
In 1993, he got stabbed by a fellow gangbager; this caused him to fight in crowds much more often. In 1993, numerous lawsuits were filed by rock band Rock and Prawl for stealing the sample for his only single “I Can Get Gold”. If the court case was won by Rock and Prawl, the rapper would never be allowed to tour again. The court case ended with Sam Gold’s victory. His skills gained him lots of attention and praise amongst fans and respect amongst Zuroni street gangs. He revealed his six favorite colors: wine (the color of lust), red (the color of laser fire and blood); lava (the color of lava), orange (the color of explosions, fire and rockets); golden orange (his namesake color); amber (the color of street signs); ,and yellow (the color of gunfire and bullets). He reveals that his favorite monochromatic color is black. This caused a lot of people to wear those six colors to represent Zuron. And they have made an impact on the rest of the continent. In the meantime during his mainstream success, neither he or his crew were seeing any of the money they were promised, so he spent most of this year on the streets, completely angry at the world, and at institutions who used physical harm towards him as a form of rejection. He repeatedly started getting into fights, attacked a rival gang member, and even started fighting random crowds in random places. He would always go into the studio to displace his anger in his music, which maintained that dark phase during the 1990s period (he was 21 at the time). In August 1993, without further ado and resolving a beef with Def Jam, The Resurrection was Thundaground’s third album to be released as another massive success, and the tour was another massive success. 1994 comes along and he continues on his demo tape where he left off. A month later, his first daughter Rosa was born. Gold then decided to visit Jerome Fisher (former general at Death Row Records) in prison, just to get an idea for an album title for his Thundaground crew. He decided for him to title the album, for when “a n~~~~ get revived from getting shot, not to mention there is sex going on in the hip hop community, n~~~~z dealin drugs, murder going on round here, let’s call dat s~~~ sex, drugs, murder and hip hop”. In early February 1994, Sex, Drugz, Murder and Hip Hop was later released in August 1994. After this, Gold then hits the studio to record10 more songs. He found out that fellow rapper Alex Hutch was shot after he finished recording his album. He recovered just in time to release his album. The 8 demo tapes from Gold end up becoming a major success and become the Top 10 tours from rappers outside of America. In 1994, he was pushed off of a balcony for disrespecting a girlfriend of a thug and fell (he survived the fall). That same night however, Natika attacked Chris Dolmeth and the Thundaground in the middle of the tour out of jealousy because she thinks Gold hangs out with them more and goes out on tour more than he takes care of her. It was revealed that Gold had contemplated suicide back in the year 1994, but snapped out of it because he didn’t want to die at the age of 22.
In 1995, after the birth of Jester (Gold’s second son), Sam Gold, the Rogue Demonz and Zuroside Records were signed with Loud Records and Island Records, with Gold as the absentee signer of these deals since he was released from prison at the time. Gold then releases his ninth EP Gettin’ Gold In early May 1995 after three years in the making, when he was signed to Zuroside Records independently. UMG still reaped the profits because Zuroside was signed to them, and the EP went Gold. Once again, Gold decided to set up a tour date for the album. Although the tour sold well, James Willis decided he wasn’t getting any of the pay he thought was promised, so he cancels the tour midway in, having them to return to Detronas City. This album sold as little as 150,000 copies, leaving Gold to question the motives of the record labels he was signed to. In 1995, he nearly got trash-compacted by a few girlfriends of boy bands. He later gets badly beaten up at a fence by a gang for calling out a female member. Natika admitted to her friends that she sleeps with her mother on a frequent basis. Gold and his three children overhear their mother’s sexual escapades and crimes. Also in 1995, he had won his third battle rap competion. In 1995, he began to record a personal demo tape, but it ended up becoming what was to be The Cows is Hollerin’.
Happy with this success, the rap group expected to make the demo tape into a full-length album and release it in March 1995 on TCOR as The Cows Is Hollerin, and they would follow that up with another full-length album. After the completion of the song “Wasted”, he finished recording the remainder of album. TCOR was not impressed by the content of the album, and so the album had to be altered by upper business people in UMG because his music was too different to be marketed towards a core demographic at that time, so Sam Gold had to make changes and add whole new tracks in order to get it remastered for a October 1995 release. The album sold 10.2 billion copies, but again, the group saw very little of the money. Most of Gold’s greatest work with the group is highlighted here, as Gold appeared on most of the album. However it turned out that Willis has spent the rap group’s proceeds on strip clubs and satanic ritual parties, thus leaving the group broke yet again. Starting in 1996, he nearly got incinerated in an explosion when attempted to escape from a burning house. He was also involved in numerous spats with record label fatcats about the pay raise as well as not being credited for Thundaground’s sixth album, Block And Prawl, which has slated for release in March 1996, although. In 1996, the group released their sixth album Block And Prawl, which was met with the same success. In 1996, Gold, Natika and the children go on an engagement party vacation. Natika attempted to manipulate Gold into buying her copious amount of items. It worked for a short time as they were able to start the honeymoon, but Gold’s bank account was maxed out in the process, and the honeymoon begins to go awry due to Natika’s Jerkass behavior from then on. She would start numerous arguments with Gold throughout the trip, even dishing out beatings towards him. She went to a jewelry store to find a wedding ring. The cashier checks to see if tere was a wedding ring, but to no avail. As a consequence, she pulls out a gun and fires four shots, killing him instantly. When Gold finds her as he was in a rush to see if she was alright, he sees her with the pistol and the deceased store clerk, and she hands Gold the gun. The police arrest him while Natika walks away scot free. Gold gives them his ID, and then finds his card stolen by Natika, and she returns the card to him, as it now has no money. It all comes to a head when Voryn and Rosa tell them both to grow up, which Gold doesn’t argue with, considering they do have a point. However, Natika started throwing insults towards the children and throughout the rest of the trip, beating up everyone in her wake, even choking another competing jewelry vendor. Voryn then uses Gold’s phone to call Marshall Gold to take them to his house. Gold then apologizes to the children for his behavior. Although the kids accept their father’s apology and forgive him, they leave with their great grandfather regardless. Harold sees the honeymoon go awry, and he told his son to cancel the wedding (though Gold decided to do so anyway after months of mulling it over, especially after the events taking place at the honeymoon incidents). Natika returns, excited to see her and Gold at the altar exchanging vows, only to see the seats being put away to be carted off, and the altar torn down, and the cake being eaten by Chris, Tallib, Alex, Darren, Yubek, Vancell, Nathan, Tony, Geremy, and Zarius (though Dallib joined him on the festivities). Gold tells her that the wedding is cancelled (and he did actually cancel the wedding AND the reception), lists all the reasons why and the events that took place, and their relationship took a turn for the worse.
1997 has since began with a lot of high hopes. Starting in January 1997, after releasing The Cows Is Hollerin, he decided to start writing songs for his debut album. 1997 brought about the January 1997 release of Thundaground’s seventh hit album The Calm Before The Inferno. 1997 also had him start his first huge worldwide tour The Calm Before The Inferno. He then learned that TCOR CEO James Willis murdered one of the Illuminati courtiers by a TEC-9 to his head. According to the police files, Willis was able to escape arrest. Gold then started recording the album, Thermilliation.
In April 1997, Natika goes to begin her first day of business, she would hire her main circle, Jessica Kelly and the upbeat Shavon Haynes as the co-executives, and John Fletcher as the manager. Fletcher, as a result of unexplained cuckery from himself by the hands of his wife, he sees his only solace is to take his frustrations and anger out on his employees in the hopes they “score some perfect 400s” by making the perfect car. One employee, Garett F (who was also a rapper) was having problems with his wife, and tries to raise his two sons. Gold makes songs about these subjects, and he goes into detail about their failed lives. Natika, however, instead of docking their pay, she cancels all of their paychecks, reducing them to nothing more than slaves. Meanwhile, she sadistically laughs while Gold goes insane from boredom in his own household with nothing to do, as she has disconnected the phone and the internet, and put padlocks on evrything he tries to get his hands on, and removing everything that would have kept him occupied, but not limited to being unable to think about his place in the universe, essentially grounding him. He contacts another grounded boyfriend, and he turned out to be a hacker genius. He easily connects the house back onto the internet, and opened the padlocks, relieving Gold out of his boredom, so Gold throws a pizza party to celebrate, and finally gets around to calling his friends over, calling the pizza man afterwards. They manage to enjoy their pizza while Natika was away. Meanwhile, Natika fires one of her employees when he even mentioned the notion of a “pay raise”. She tells Shavon “no new computers”, and Jessica “no musical fild trip’. She goes home to Stasia, only to get raped by Stasia.
His personal life was also looking up as well. Gold did have another child with Natika in early May 1997 named Tamberine Emelyn Gold, his youngest daughter. Gold even noted this numerous times in his later interviews that the birth of Tamberine was “the absolute best thing to ever happen to me and her older siblings”, though Natika didn’t think so, saying that she was bound to be a “dissapointment”, “embarassment” and “failure child” and proceeded to treat her as such. She even threatened to spy on Gold to ruin hos career over his coice of baby name. Tamberine was diagnosed as autistic as a baby at a Zuron facility. On one of Gold’s concerts, He brings Tamberine backstage so she could watch him perform. While Natika atempted to leave Gold and take the kids with her to Stasia’s house, the kids ended up siding with their father (Gold), Rosa being the first one to call her mother out on her behavior, calling Natika a “bitch” in the process, leading Natika to lose her temper and repeatedly strike her. Gold tand the kids walk back to the house as Natika drives away in a psychopathic rage. As revenge, Natika sees Gold walking after a show, and pushes him off of a bridge, leaving him to wash ashore. She then returns from getting her hair done, semmingly “cleaned up her act” to the kids. She was able to keep up the act before Gold calls them, saying exactly what happened. Gold decides to leave the kids alone, and let them choose which parent deserves their love. The kids ultimately choose their dad, and he goes out of his way to prove his love to them. Natika then attempts to slit her wrists to get attention, specifically Gold’s. He takes her to the hospital, where she survives. Natika admits she did it just to get his attention and further manipulate him. Meanwhile Gold gets back in shape enough to perform, and Tamberine is able to walk and talk in about a month old.
In June 1997, Gold then revisits the conspiracy books, and then stumbles upon a book called “The Disposable Male”, “The Angrogynous Agenda”, and “The Matrix”, and he seethed in anger. The last book that he read was “The Child’s Consent”, where the book says that bringing a child in the world is akin to feeding the devil, thus forcing life upon him and shoving blue pill ideologies down the kid’s throat, forcing him through the Matrix like candy, therefore obligating him to live the blue pill life and to think in a set mindset when he grows up, and putting the world on his shoulders. He was rocked that his father identity was shattered, as not only the world that respects him is a lie, the more scary thing that he realized was the reality that he forced his children in a human created civilization that is FUBAR, all for the ego based desires of “spreading a seed and living a legacy”, which was akin to the Nazi experiment of the Master Race theory, as well as the megalomaniac, stupid, delusional and diabolical purpose of “keeping civilization running”. He looked into books that read about the manosphere, right to die, and finally, child’s consent. He realized that he brought the kids into the world without their consent. His conscience could not take it anymore as these 4 red pills were force fed into him all in one package, and his mindset of “I want to make my kids happy” was completely destroyed and obliterated. He realized that he brought his kids into the blue pill control matrix without examining his environment and being considerate enough to let the kid decide. He saw a lot of parents mindlessly breeding (forcing the kids into the “world” that humans created), and placing them in their internal matrix, putting blinders on them and making them believe bulls~~~, and get mad when the kids realize the truth. This completely crushed him, as these revelations and realizations had shattered his only identity. He then realized the depths of the Satan’s influence onto the industry, as many record execs and people in power in the music business worshiped Satan.
Finally realizing the truth, he goes through anxiety attack, and his adrenaline rush got even worse. He goes upstairs to kiss his children good night. After kissing Tamberine good night, he goes in the closet, closes the door, and sits in the corner of the closet shaking up to the point that he ends up breaking down and sobbing uncontrollably. Tamberine (who was a baby at the time) wakes up, draws a picture in yellow crayon and writes “itz all gunna be k, dada” in crayon, places it in front of her crying father, and lays there by his side for the rest of the night. His family and children see him crying uncontrollably, and his father finally takes him back as his son, as he showed vulnerablility (he expected his father and his grandfather to be furious with him after the events that transpired from the 1980’s decade up to now, but to his surprise, they support him). Natika jeers at him, calls him”weak”, “feeble”, “pathetic”, attempting to poke fun at his vulnerability in a malicious manner, only to get scoffed at. Gold continues to cry uncontrollably. The next few months come by, he attempted to plug himself back in, but to no avail. He tries going on with his daily routine, but he ends up feeling similar to a robot shortly afterwards. He attempted to have sex with Natika again, but the desire was all but gone now, and he pulls out, leaving Natika frustrated, and an argument ensues. Gold explains that all he could feel was “complete revulsion” when around his “lover”. After a few worlds exchanged, Natika attacked Gold with a bat, and told him that he “cost me a 40 oz and go get me another one”.
Also in July 1997, he had won his fourth battle rap competition. Gold noted that this victory felt more hollow than the other three, given the circumstances, trials and tribulations that he would face at that time. One of the songs, “Letter To The Government” was the one that got him national attention. In July 1997, the Governments around the world and the United Nations arrested Gold for revealing the secrets about them and the Federal Reserve in his lyrics, thus ending the tour. The interrogation led to an altercation between him and the Illuminati official. After he was released, he then took a trip to the Vatican. He then sees the government officials of Zuron stabbing a baby to death and chopping its body into pieces, placing it’s body in a plastic barrel and dissolving its corpse with hydroflouric acid chemical right in front of him.
When he returned to Zuron in August 1997, he was shot at for rediscovering the truth about the blue pill world. He then got back on good terms with his father after 10 years after sparking a conversation with him about his experiences since his lost days. He then comes home to see his then-baby daughter Tamberine on the side of his front lawn dropped on her head. The kids, finally seeing what a monster their mother had become, turned against her after this. He and the children then takes Tamberine to the hospital, as he was crying because he feared he would lose his youngest daughter. Miraculously two days later, Tamberine finally awakens, as she began speaking in a slurred tone. He goes home to confront Natika about how she dropped Tamberine on her head. He decided he was no longer going to provide her sex ever again; although his sex drive was diminishing anyways, so he decided to sleep on the couch for the rest of the relationship. While on tour, he starts to realize that he was neglecting his children. He then comes home to find Voryn on the ground, beaten, whipped and bloodied, and Rosa and Jester crying in fear. All the while Tamberine sadly sits in her crib and watches as her siblings get beaten. It was revealed that Natika was physically abusing her own children. It then hit him as he realized that relationships were not for him, so he then planned to end his relationship. Natika knew this, so she would always beat him with any object, be it weights, a 2×4 planks, a metal baseball bat, a club, a slave whip, a belt, whatever object she gets her hands on. The next day, she would torture him, burn him with the heater, cut him and shack him in the basement with little to no food and leave him for dead, until she got back home from work, just to psychologically damage him.
All of this then culminated in him taking his kids to the studio just to record his pain in his first entry for his debut album Thermilliation, on a song called “The End Times”, and 9 more songs afterward. This is where he realizes his ability to write songs and record 10 songs in a short period of time. September 1997 began when Natika then started throwing a party every few months for the remainder of the year. As for Gold, he ends up working on his solo effort Vermillion Cocaine: The Power Of Bullion. He had recorded about 20 tracks for the entire album, and he had pre-written songs for the album. It was scheduled for a September 5 release, and was to be distributed by Universal Music Group, Universal Records and TCOR Entertainment. However, all three record labels had since shelved the album, and an enraged Gold was left to stow away with pocket change. That same day, he was told that his girlfriend Natika had gotten him fired from all four of his jobs, as his managers had revealed. This made Gold even more enraged. He then comes home with all of his belongings destroyed and his older kids whipped and bruised by Natika (and Stasia had come home to visit). Gold then decided to take the kids to the Thundaground cave with his fellow rappers and best friends.
In October 1997, after the cancellation of the full-length album Vermillion Cocaine, Gold is fed up with UMG, Universal Records and TCOR’s scuttling of his efforts. As a result, he compensates for this by forming Thundaground as well as younger local rappers to form the Vermillion Cocaine Group. In November 1997, Natika returned to abuse Gold again, only this time, Gold fought her off, resulting in a huge scuffle, with Gold as the victor. Natika planned to call the police, but her mother’s criminal record had scuttled that idea (plus Gold can see through her bulls~~~), she would then turn to the kids for support, but the children see though their mother’s manipulations (that and the fact that she tossed their baby sister on her head on purpose), so they all refuse too, saying that this was going to help her in the long run. The year 1997 ended as his mansion was pelted with 10000 tons of napalm, for the Zuroni government felt it necessary to do so. The party goers in the mansion suffered 3rd degree burns and died of their injuries. The rampant Illuminati sponsored automatic weapon rampages were at the truckloads that year. He still decided to complete the album despite this.
Starting off the year 1998, things were starting to finally look up. He decided to squash the ten year beef with Cozone Records, and squashed another beef between Zuroside and Demon Style that could have went violent. He was also able to concentrate on making a name for himself and attempting to shake off the 1997 altercations. The song “Master Race” was supposed to be on the Cows Is Hollerin LP but the track was scrapped from both because Gold didn’t want to be reminded of 1997 anymore. 1998 also came when Gold saved a young man from getting shot to death by his girlfriend. He hands over a copy of his album Gridiron Derby to the young man.
In February 1998, Rogue Dragonz member and Gold’s closest friend Chris Dolmeth decides to make an album, giving it the title Life And Times Of Chris Dolmeth. Watson then decides to hit the studio with his lyrics in hand, while Gold becomes the executive producer (even though he made his first few beats for The Cows Is Hollerin in 1995, with the help of Emerald and Don Bling). During the time of the recording of the album. Despite this, Watson then puts out 5 very successful singles. Although Watson was 50 tracks in and had finished the album, CEO James Willis decided to put of the album off until 2000. While finishing up a show to give Watson fame, the ten rappers go to see a movie. They then return home to chill out for the rest of the day, all the while Natika caught a walnut allergy during a girl’s night out. After her return to to the hospital, her physical abuse towards Gold got even worse, as she repeatedly strikes him across his head with a 2×4. She then attempted to rape him in the bathroom when on a date, but one of the waiters spots them and stops the rape. He then alerts the police. Though Gold tells them exactly what happened, the cops leave with the evidence.
Despite the cops going to arrest Natika and him being safe, Gold still decided to sell the property of what used to be his ruined house, and he ends up completely homeless for half the year, sleeping with an old mattress, a quilt and a pillow underneath a ramp. His kids give him a temporary apartment with them that they bought with his money, while Natika goes back with Stasia, and they have sex in the bathroom. After that, he gets an invitation on a bus to go on tour with mainstream Zuroni rap group The Rupeez and Grammy Award winning rap collectives Smash-N-Bang, C-Tak and Self Made Gangstaz. He learns that his grandfather had been shot 10 times in the stomach. In the middle of the year 1998, the group then released the album, Rocketproof Killaz, which matched the same success as their 1997 album, though Gold only appeared on 5 songs because of his heavy dedication to his solo album, and his homeless situation. The shooter was Natika’s hermaprodite mother and her friend, who went along with the shooting. Gold visits his grandfather in the hospital. His grandfather tells him that he warned him about getting in a relationship with the Gothels. Although he was treated through surgery and released to go home to heal, the hospital was bombed by the Government. Now being sure his grandfather is alright, Gold accepts the tour invitation, only on one condition: they invite the rest of the Thundaground crew. They all do so for the star power, although Gold goes on stage for his grandfather. He ended up stealing the show, thus giving him a huge buzz.
In August 1998, he was in a club, and he was antagonized by a young 25 year old woman. The woman started the fight wby striking him. Then a fight between the rapper and the woman ensued, with the rapper victorius. The woman’s friends grab tasers and they start repeatedly tasing him. By the time the altercation ends, he walks home stiff. By the time the kids welcome him home with open arms. The police burst into Gold’s house the next day and repeatedly starts tasing him. As soon as the police stop brutalizing him, his girlfriend Natika comes home to see Gold on the ground, and decides to go along with the flow and tase him herself, and allows her friends to do the same thing just for fun, almost to the point of him losing consciousness for the rest of the day. He wakes up the next day, only for him to be stiff and experience extreme pain from the brutal tasing he got a day ago. He complains of pain, but Natika kicks him in the stomach, saying that the tasing he got was just a bare minimum of what he was “due”. He leaves the house saying that the reason he fell in love with Natika was not because of her shapely body (firm ass and huge breasts), but because of her eyes. But he now understand her true colors have been revealed in ’87, and they have slowly gone to this extent of outright abuse, torture and enslavement ever since 1997.
He goes home to his father, but he didn’t realize that Natika’s father, Wesley Martin, is going through the same dire straits. It was revealed that Natika’s mother, Stasia, had abused him the same way, and ever since Natika had been released from juvenile detention, she had been doing the same to him. Their mother and daughter relationship had developed into disturbing levels, to the point where it bordered on incest. It was revealed that Wesley had known about Natika’s pedophilia ever since she had just turned 14, and that was the reason why she even went to juvenile detention in the first place after she was caught fondling her baby brother. Ever since then, she and her mother ended up sharing a bond with each other, all while he had to pay the bills, and they would both gang up on him and beat him. Now he sits wondering where he went wrong in his life. Gold would then console him. That same year in September 1998, Gold learned that Natika had murdered her own father with a sharp guitar cord with the aid of her mother after he caught them having sex with each other. Then he learned that they started a funeral for one million dollars and started a lawsuit for one million more dollars. Gold decided to take the kids over to his friends house after learning this news. 1998 ended when Gold decided to write 20 more songs on his then upcoming album Thermilliation.
1999 began when he decided to plan for the Tour Of Thermageddon that is supposed to happen 2 years later. In early February 1999, he then not only speaks on life issues, Gold’s troubles and his tumultuous relationship with Natika Gothel, and Jesuit/Illuminati conspiracies, but there was also a solo track where he accounts on his life while facing the few months of incarceration, meeting with fellow Zurokilla Tony D and his release a year earlier. Gold decided to buy some land for his own house so he can build it after his old house got bombed two years earlier. Zuroside would later re-release the shelved album The Cows Is Hollerin’ independently in April 1999. This was Gold’s final release for TCOR and Zuroside. He then released his twentieth and final EP, The Digital Age In The End Times in April 1999, both of which here minor successes. Also in April 1999, one of the Thundaground crew members, rapper and fellow best friend Dallib Abu Tariq, was incapacitated by a bunker missile firing at his car. He attempted to escape, but was killed by 4 sniper bullets, two of which hit his head. All of the Thundaground crew members attended his funeral, with Gold giving a speech (despite Natika’s objections). The Tariq family had gotten in contact with Gold ever since the death of their son. Natika then decided to do a smear campaign against the deceased, which Gold had later denounced. The Tariq family had told the Gothels to cease their smear campaign of their son. Natika then started her own blog that amassed 1,000,000 followers as of 2002, when she shut down the blog. The Thundaground crew release their ninth and tenth albums would be called Adrenaline Federators, and the album The Undesirability: The Year After, as Gold would aptly call it. The album was a critical success to many people, but it barely sold 100,000 copies, making it a commercial failure. Gold even considered leaking the album at one point due to his inner disgust at his then-girlfriend molesting children, killing babies and raping dogs and enslaving him. His misery had since eaten him alive at that point.
In May 1999, he began recording songs for his debut album Thermilliation. He then began his Wrath Against The Mainstream tour in the beginning of the month, a day after he caught a beatdown from Natika after standing up for their children (while she was caught throwing a bottle at Rosa for being out of tune and called her a retard). After taking all 4 children to Harold’s house, he does mention his mother returning, while speculating that Natika is in an incest relationship with her abusive mother, Gold decided to catch a plane with his friends to start the tour, and performs “Einstein 1999” on stage, and the tour flourished from there. Gold decided to make a track about his shelved album on a Dragon Syndicate album. He was also a contestant in the 1999 Battle Jam freestyle competition. After being undefeated for the hundred battles, his undefeated streak was broken by battle rapper Jam Beam in the championship, thus he took second place. 8 whole years of bad deals, satanic revealings, failed albums, no compensation and a loss have extremely angered Gold to the point of tears. As a result, he puts out all of his anger out in writing of a long, angry song called “Eat A Dick”, which turned into a series of diss tracks aimed at the mainstream lifestyle, freestyle competitions, groupie women, satanic influences, poisonous messages, materialism and major labels. The last of the series was a 7 minute diss track aimed at TCOR CEO James Willis. These series of songs leads to lots of misunderstandings with major artists and major networks such as MTV, BET and VH1. He was then barred from starring in any acting roles, banned from Hollywood and was not allowed into the mainstream. He later adds one of these diss tracks on his album Thermilliation. He later returns to the underground so he can stage his own tours, and nearly ALL of them successful. He then threw his own huge tour, calling it Wrath Against The Mainstream, based on his anti-mainstream society screed. He has since gained global underground recognition from the new mixtape, Rage Against The Mainstream.
In late June 1999, when Gold and his friends were ready to head home after a few parties, Willis pulls up in his SUV, pulls out his rifle and fires 4 sabot rounds into Gold’s back and arms. Just as Gold struggles to open the door to his house, Willis fires 4 more sabot rounds into him, seemingly killing him. The surgeons decide to pluck all 8 bullets out of Gold’s body. Now that they had succeeded in that, they attempt to resuscitate him. He ends up resuscitating himself at this point and wakes up in the hospital to find out that Willis shot him after hallucinating about seeing American rappers Bugz, 2pac and The Notorious B.I.G. in the sky. Gold then visits Willis’ house and actually demonstrates gratitude for the 2000 shooting that occurred, for he is now gone full-on red pill; he had given up on dating/relationships, sex, drugs, liquor, money, record labels and the gang life. The sabot round to his head had grazed him, destroyed all neurological and biological instinct and damaged his sex drive completely, though as he recovers from the pain, he sees this as a positive. UMG then disperses its labels and deactivates TCOR after learning of the shooting. It was revealed that Willis’ wife (who was also Willis’ side woman) plotted the hit on Gold as a response to the rapper’s 1999 EP.
In August 1999, after the cancellation of the full-length album …And Then There Was Gold, Gold is fed up with UMG, Universal Records and TCOR’s scuttling of his efforts. Although the 1999 EP Rage Against The Mainstream proved a lyrical masterpiece that got the ire of the mainstream society, it irreparably cost him a shot at the big time. All out of ideas to make it into the mainstream and into Hollywood, he returns to his initial plan: to make it independent. So he meets a Zuroni businessman named Jarvis O’Guin so he could convince his grandfather to give them both centillion dollar checks so Gold can start his own label. But before he could make soda, alcohol and cough syrup, sell merchandise, lead huge revolutions, play video games, and express his artistic creativity across the globe, he had to get out of his existing deal with TCOR. Unfortunately the corporate people at TCOR and other major record labels reacted out of emotion.
In late October 1999 after the Wrath Against The Mainstream Tour came to a close (and a few days after his 28th birthday), he decided to end the relationship with Natika not just because of the infidelity, but because of her crimes, and her physical abuse towards him and her pedophiliac tendencies. One day when he comes home from a tour for the album and hears Natika screaming; he believes that she is cheating on him with another man. Turns out Natika was molesting Amero Floraslayer, who was 12 at the time because she lured her into his household to have sex with her after promising her ice cream. Voryn tells Gold that their mother has secretly done this with children ever since she turned 14 ever since her mother told her she can have sex with anyone she wanted, even if it meant children (Natika’s hermaphrodite mother, Rolestatia Gothel had sex with children before, and had sex with their mothers when they got home from work; she even had sex with Natika when she just turned 12). Realizing this, Gold calls Natika to task for it and says she is “Satan” and “s~~~” for it, thus ending the relationship and calling off the engagement in a fit of disgust, and he decides to take the children with him, including Amerosa. He does manage to take Tamberine with him; but as soon as he leaves, Natika attacked him with a chainsaw and cuts his arm off in a fit of rage, thus showing her true colors. He gets it sewed back up two weeks in.
In a fit of rage, Natika gets the law on her side to have Gold supeonaed, leading to a custody battle into who gets the children. The case began in December 1999. There was substantial evidence that Gold did neglect the kids to pursue his career. He owns up to that. And that he left Natika to dry when she had a kid in 1991. There was a lot of evidence going on her side of the story to prove it. Gold owns up to it all, and he takes responsibility (he owns up to his mistakes even more now). He believed the whole time he had that nagging feeling something was wrong and that he neglected the kids. He recalls the time Tamberine was born in 1997, he even started to regret bringing the kids into the world in the first place. He realized that the kids do not feel obligated to make them happy, since their existence was completely involuntary and was founded onto the parents ego and delusions. He thinks as much as he loves his children dearly, he regrets bringing them into the world for he understands that they had no say in the matter, and he realized having children was without a doubt the epitome of extreme selfishness and he did it out of ego driven insecurity and optimistic delusion (Natika did it out of sadism). That was why he had this nagging feeling that he did something wrong.
As far as the Sam Gold court case of 1999 went, here is where the Sam Gold court case got fishy. The ADA, Christina Stewart is a hardcore feminist, and she will embellish the plaintiff (Natika) up to be some innocent victim of the big bad patriarchy. And the females of the 10000 people jury bought the narrative. Though many of the complaints about the defendant (Gold) held water (he admits to them, for he believes his actions are his own), The ADA made sure to embellish this story and omit Natika’s bad actions to fit the feminist agenda and do intellectual backflips and somersaults to protect the sisterhood. The prosecution then pointed to many people on the witness stand that would attest to her, for she seemed like a charming person, especially her best friend, Shavon Haynes, who talks about how Natika is the most sexiest and most prettiest person in the world (she has feelings for Natika, though Natika does return the feelings, she is more in love with her mother than anything else, who is knowingly using her to achieve her own ends).
Even though when the defense went to some of Natika’s male and female employees, they attest to Natika’s tyranny in he business world. Though the defense f~~~ed up on putting people who are neutral about it on the stand (tho Gold liked people who stood neutral). There were 10000 people on Natika’s side (the prosecution) and on the other side, there were 10000 people who stood neutral and on the fence as for the defense. But you could count the people who are on Gold’s side on one hand, 9 close knit best friends who happened to be members of his hip hop group Thundaground. Thundaground is best known for being a tight-knit group of extremely close friends. Where the defense f~~~ed up on many things, they worked through these mistakes with concrete evidence, so their case still went strong. However there is one thing the prosecution f~~~ed up on: putting Rolestasia Gothel on the f~~~ing witness stand. Natika however, believes that she was the victim, and that the kids should be taught feminist values. That women are always innocent victims, and men are evil oppressors. Though this might be an attempt to give the news media some ratings and rake in the dough.
Meanwhile Stasia is knowingly banking off of it and using her moneez to fund this victimhood mentality and smear campaign against men. Though Natika gave a couple of evil smirks as she was lying through her teeth. Her mother (Stasia) and her ADA friend (Christina) were able to prop up a narrative. She seemed to be winning. However, Gold sent in Natika’s kiddy porn flicks (Natika posted them online for everyone to see) and her online dating account. He sent it to the defense and even sent in 10 DVDs of her molesting a 12 year old boy on camera. She was in a sexual and romantic relationship with the boy. They showed it to the judge. He was mortified by seeing her having sex with minor. There were other videos of her in in incest relationship with her hermaphrodite mother. The jury were rocked by it as well. As a result of all of this s~~~, the whole feminist narrative that the ADA cooked up was destroyed. The ADA was disbarred and arrested before this was revealed tho. When one of the kid’s parents in the interrogation room recognize Natika as their babysitter, and then admitted to her molesting their daughter and son, Gold was outraged at the revelation, as the parents were not thinking at the moment, as her sweetness and charisma was very convincing. One of the kids (witnesses) got on the stand and happily told everyone about Natika’s pedophiliac escapades with him and his female friends, thoroughly destroying the case the prosecution were holding up.
In November 1999, the final verdict was brought in: The jury finds Natika and the Gothel family unfit to be the parental guides of the 4 children, for they are more than unwilling to put the kids on the right path. The judge even calls Natika out on her s~~~, even saying that Natika did not care about her children’s well being, and he specifically despises her horrible treatment of her employees and the abuse of her rapper boyfriend, Sam Gold. The full permanent custody of all 4 children will go to the father of the kids. Sam Gold may not get the million dollars he needed to get by, but the kids will, and Gold definitely got the kids you know that. He later takes Voryn and Anvesu with him as he was also granted the sole custody of all 4 children in a custody battle after his lawyer showed the judge and jury Natika’s sex tapes with 9 other 10-year old children. One of the children sees that he was in one of those videos and decided to speak out and admit he was one of Natika’s rape victims. The 1999 court case was settled with Gold getting full custody of all 4 kids after they sided with him, and Natika is forced to pay alimony and child support, and was forced to apply as a sex offender. On his birthday, Gold gets a centillion dollar check and a centillion dollar certificate.
The next day after winning the case, he told Natika that he admits there are “other fish in the sea”, but he thinks that they develop similar traits to hers overtime, so they are all the same, granted that there is 10 in a billion nice girls. Not to mention he had dated a lot of sexy girls/women, but they just didn’t give him any spark at all, they bored the f~~~ out of him, nearly put him to sleep. They all seemed to talk about themselves and would always denigrate their boyfriends, fiancees or husbands. So he never dated again after the last 10 women. So after he goes through with the breakup, that is it for him. He will officially give up his quest for love forever and go MGTOW. And he pondered on doing so a lot.
In December 1999, he soon began to realize that although he will not have love in his live anymore, he still has the chance to make a mark on the planet. Because of this, he decided to continue doing his rap career and go to parties. But he ended up realizing that he realizes he is going to be a single father forever, at least he can still make a mark into this world, so starting in late 1999 to all of 2000, he started rapping harder than ever, hitting the stage more than ever, and be basically transformed and transcended. The sun started to shine brighter than ever before. Hell, by that time, his erectile dysfunction was gone, and his penis had started working again. 1999 ended with Gold hitting the studio much more frequently and putting more effort in his career than expected to.
2000. The Year 2K. 2 Stacks. The Turn Of The Millennium. This is the year of Sam Gold’s return to form and transcendence. Where the character Sam Gold’s true redemption came. He realized that although he is bound to be a single father while he will be ultimately alone for the rest of his life, no woman to love him through his ups and downs (because the woman he was supposed to love turned out to be a psychotic, man beating, child molesting daughter of a psychopathic, tyrannical mother obsessed with world domination), no sign of his life as a man being exalted (he got beat up for asking hard hitting questions, being a hardcore true skeptic and conspiracy researcher ever since birth and an MRA by 17) , no big two story house (it got sprayed with napalm bombs three years prior in late ’97), no cool SUV with big rims (it got repossessed in 1994 – 95), no mainstream success (he ruined every chance of that happening a year from then). The character may realize that he will be alone for the rest of his life, but at the very least he can make his landmark in the world. That became his purpose in life. So he started to become happy. he started working harder. He started hitting the studio harder, he started meeting mainstream artists such as Eminem, LL Cool J, Jay Z, Aaliyah (R.I.P.), Usher and others. He started hitting the stage much more frequently, and was on the process of establishing his own record imprint, Armageddon Entertainment International, which he founded in like late 1997- mid ’99 during his red pill rage days, and he started working on so many tracks for his studio album, Thermilliation, which captures his whole life and journey into red pill. As he says, “All roads lead to red pill”. The then 28-year old rapper then continues recording and writing songs for his upcoming debut album Thermilliation, and sets a release date for the first half of 2001. He says that the color scheme of the label will be black, red-violet, red, orange, yellow orange and golden yellow. He says that the theme was to be a Zuron City Flamethrower theme, since that was his favorite sports team.
In 2000, Gold then met numerous rap, punk rock, heavy metal/screamo, country, and R&B singers in the mainstream. He knows they were just puppets, so he held the diss towards them in his 1999 track, “Rage Against The Mainstream”. He held his tongue, for he himself was a puppet. Besides, at least they did something to earn their fame, he was talking about the hip hop models who got fame just for shaking their asses on camera. In 2000, Gold decided to adjust his color scheme. He even decided to stay over at his ghetto neighborhood in the Detronas Projects (where he lived) while the kids were at his father’s house at the moment. The Thundaground crew lived in the same projects, and they even lived in the same apartment room. They started playing videogames together (Gold had knowledge of the gaming culture, he was an expert gamer). He has revealed to have even built his own video game console back in 1997, and he marks this the first of a sixth generation period (copies of this console were sold in 2001). It was the color red with Gold trim. The controllers were black with red buttons and yellow trim. The apartment room also had a round table in the basement, where Gold and the Thundaground crew discusses his business plans, or have round table discussions amongst themselves. Within months, he started to quickly befriend the newer members of the Thundaground crew not only out of his love for video games, but also out of a shared fondness for R&B singer Aaliyah.
In April 2000, his best friend Chris ran into his best friend Jaquan Dodson, a wanna be streetwise womanizer, whose skills granted him moderate success. He sees that Gold does not want to date anymore, and gives out the notion that Gold is a misogynist (he does sound like one). Dodson would then tell him to go back to the dating scene because he thinks Gold did not find the right woman. Gold was able to see through this tactic and easily refute his statement. He reveals that after he won the court case and got full custody of his children, he had dated around 10 beautiful women, and outof these 10, only 2 of them are very entertaining. He believes that the rest of the women he dated were eather heartless and evil, feminists, or are superficial entitled princess syndrome, all of which he refers to as “lame ass basic bitchez”. He warns him about female nature, hypergamy, even telling him the MGTOW ideals, as well as the other 3 red pill subjects. Jaquan refuses to listen, so he leaves with his “bottom bitch” Keisha. While having a man to man talk, Keisha would rudely interrupt and tell both rappers to get out of the house. Gold later finds out that Jaquan had a secret wife and kid on the side, and had recklessly git a girl pregnant. The mother forced him into a shotgun wedding, and he got married to the pregnant woman, thus turning from a “player” to a cuck within seconds. Jaquan later backstabbed the Thundaground crew out of fear, and even makes a video slandering Gold’s good name. His attempts are ignored by Gold. Nathan Bullock was a rapper in the Thundaground crew, and another one of Gold’s friends. Natika knew this. So she had an idea: accuse the Thundaground crew of rape and physical abuse and have them thrown in jail for life.
2000’s struggle began on September 2000 when Gold’s friends, The Dragon Syndicate (bar Gold) became victims of false rape allegations from many women, most famously The Golden Girl Company, a group of 10 girls (which was revealed to be Natika’s clique she hung out with in middle school; she still hangs out with them after high school). The group was among the many people attending a block party in a rough Detronas neighborhood. Although the rap group were only intending to have fun, the gang of women approached them in a drunk state intending to have sex. The women then beat each other up after an argument to bloody pulps and end up in the hospital. They then have group sex with Natika and her mother after telling police that the Dragon Syndicate raped them and beat them up. The street gang turned rap group got arrested the next morning and they were charged with rape and physical assault, and their sentence would be 50 years to life in prison. Gold ended up trying to defend his childhood friends and helping them avoid 50 years to life in prison. Upon further investigation, the ZPD find out that they were just false rape allegations made up by the women. Among these women were Shavon Hayes, Natika’s best friend. It turned out that the women were whores and drug users with criminal background. Sam Gold attended the courtroom to prove his friends innocent. John Myers, a professional defense lawyer, agreed to help them get a full acquittal. They learn that their mothers commit suicide for they thought that their sons were going to prison for life. Chris, Jarren, Yubek, Vancell, Nathan, Tony, Geremy, and Zarius even lost relationships because of the false allegations. Although the court case was swinging on the girls’ side, it all went downhill when Sam Gold walked in on the conspiracy among the girls, with his ex girlfriend Natika being the ringleader.
The soon to be superstar rapper’s testimony ended up helping the case become close to an even playing field. When Shavon takes the stand, she was able to stand by her case and her lies. However when the allegations were completely questioned by Myers, she caves under pressure and and admits that they fabricated the entire thing for Natika to help get back at Gold for defeating her in the custody battle. The entire rap group were able to avoid a jail sentence and be acquitted of all charges. Upon hearing this, the guys end up partying amongst themselves and invite Gold as an expression of gratitude for getting them out of prison. A desperate Natika them decides to fabricate false rape allegations against Gold himself, but this was also outed as “fabrications” and she was immediately laughed off by officers as an “evil and insecure little girl looking for attention”. Gold also realizes that Natika refused to pay the child support and never paid him alimony and suspected that she actually shot a baby to death 4 times after this, so in order to avoid getting tossed in prison for life, she goes into hiding for the first half of the 2000s decade. The group decides to leave the dating/relationship/sexual scene for good after the ordeal. So it was only a matter of time for the rest of the crew did the same path as Gold. And rapper Chris Dolmeth had finally ended his 10-year friendship with Jaquan after finding out his techniques to getting girls was just a bunch of hot air, coming to the realization that Jaquan had conned them.
Following the 2000 court case, Gold decided to spend his Christmas with his rap group. He would later break up with his other mistresses that same year. In September 2000, the rapper went on a date arranged by Stasia, Natika’s mother. She attempted to coerce him to marry Natika via a shotgun wedding, but Gold was smart enough not to give in, and she tells a riveting story of how she and Natika killed her husband after she caught them having sex, and plotted to kill his grandfather. This was the final straw for him that caused him to go celibate a year later. November 2000 came in, and Gold finally got a centillion dollar check from his grandfather, and splits the money with his friends, and his children. he then gets another centillion dollars delivered to him hours later, so he decides to buy some land to build his new mansion near the Detronas Projects so he can live in his hood. The next day, his kids sent him a red and black themed cake with yellow icing saying “we want to stay with u dad”. In the closet is revealed to be 2 jerseys with the red number 7 on them with yellow trim, one white, one black and one red (white, black), 6 muscle shirts (black, red-violet, red, lava, orange, amber, gold, yellow), 3 pairs of pants (red, yellow and black, the colors invert) and 3 hoodies (red, yellow, and black) . He has since worn this attire to this day. In Christmas, he finally builds a red, black and yellow monster truck and builds a very high maintenance house next to the Detronas Projects (his ghetto hood). That is where they spend their Christmas. Meanwhile, Natika attempts to get her hopes up, believing that Gold will finally regret his decision to separate and come crawling back to her and give her more power. However, in New Years Eve, she put herself in for a terrible surprise.
Gold kicks off the year 2001 by going to the pope after deciding to abstain from sex and marriage, saying that he has decided to go permanently celibate after dating numerous women. He even ended up getting a vasectomy to prevent himself from getting anymore children, since he already has 4 of them. In 2001, after defeating Jim Beam, he would later go on to win his fifth battle rap championship, and his first one in 4 years. To celebrate his victory and his New Years Day party, Gold decided to perform his favorite song, “Einstein 1999” to an audience, as well as “Heavens Rock 2K”, and other songs such as “Sinister Gold”, “These Kids” and “Zonin’ Out”, which didn’t make the final cut. He then re-released the album The Calm Before The Inferno. He then continues the party as planned at home, and the afterparty takes place.
As New Years Day 2001 passes, Gold finally ends his relationship with Natika over the phone two years after he won the court case due to the surfacing of her kiddy porn. The kids finally say goodbye to their mother for good, therefore closing this chapter of their lives. Gold recorded “Psycho Gothel Bitches” soon after as a scathing attack on both women; the song ended up on Armageddon a few months later. He then broke up his affair with high school sweetheart Jessica-Katie Swanson after recording the song. He and the kids then go to Natika’s house to pack up all of their things and as soon as he reaches the door to leave, Natika stops him. Gold tells her that he is dumping her and leaving the romance landscape for good, thus ditching the idea of finding the “perfect woman”. After a few fits of rage and consistent maintenace of her sanity, Natika finally cracked. And she becomes a quivering heap and begs him to come back, but he reaffirms his decision and makes it final. Natika then tearfully grabs a gun and points it at him, but none of these fear and manipulation tactics are able to change her long-suffering now ex-boyfriend’s mind. She then accuses him of leaving her and the kids behind and being a ”deadbeat dad”, only to realize that all 4 of the children are in his car saying their goodbyes to the woman they thought was their mother.
He then departs from her for good, and the cracks in her demeanor begin to show, thus she enters her decade-long mental breakdown. Not long after that, she realizes that he had emptied all their rooms, and put all their belongings in seperate pickup trucks. Natika, now faced with the reality that her power is slowly slipping away at this point, attempts to attack Gold one last time, but is chi blocked and tripped by Tamberine. They escape in Gold’s truck and finally drive in the sunrise, leaving Natika lying on the floor sobbing. Shaken up by the incident, she would later fire her manager out of paranoia, as well as letting go of her employees. Not long after that, Natika goes to form a money making “religion” called Gothology in February 2001 and would later form the Church Of Gothology a month later. Since then, the church has gained a total of 1 million followers. She has since married a hermaphrodite named Geanna Lockhart in May 2001.
2001 – 2002: The Thermilliation Begins
2001 began as he went to the shop to dye his whole head fur the color of his neighborhood: red. He ended up going to numerous rave parties, and take drugs. Partygoing punk rock fans began dissasembling his braids and creating huge red spikes shooting upward. When he returned to his hometown of Detronas Projects, his friends ended up making fun of him, saying that he resembled the rapper Eve. He would call this alter ego “The Douchebag”. Gold would later help one of Natika’s boyfriends in advice in how to deal with Natika. In late January 2001, after the bad breakup with Natika (and her mental breakdown and cult formation a few hours later) he recieves a 100 centillion dollar check from his grandfather in Zurocorp, Gold then decided to use half of that money to establish Thundaground Entertainment International and it’s founding company Ravengade Incorporated and it’s distribution company Thundaground Distribution, and a quarter of it to home nessesities. In 2001, fellow Dragon Syndicate rapper Yonas Abal Menkir was killed in a drive by sniping while driving his motorcycle, and Dylan Robinson and Royce Powell were involved in a missile attack on their car. Powell was killed in the attack, but Robinson survived. Gold’s friend and fellow producer, Jake Schmaunn committed suicide in May 2001. He had finally recorded 50 more songs for the album, the hit single, “I’m A Choppa” being one of them. The original date was supposedly to be May 2001, however, Master B, Chris Dolmeth’s longtime producer, intentionally leaked the song behind the rapper’s back just to earn extra cash (0,000 to be exact), but it did give Gold some radio airplay, and a female fan club as a result. The single sold a million copies, but most of the money went to Master B and TCOR Records, as he was in temporary control after James Willis was due for a prison sentence at the time. The rapper then recorded what was remaining of his debut album, the double disc effort Thermilliation. After four years of writing and recording the album in 1997, the recording of the album was complete with 50 tracks added on it. Later on in the year, he intended to release his double-disc debut album in May 2001 after long demand, and the album was to be distributed by Universal Music Group, Universal Records, and TCOR Entertainment.It was supposed to have ten hit singles: “A Killer’s Song” (an ode to the murderous streets of Zuron City and the people who reside in it), “Record Deal” (his 10 year turmoil with Universal Music Group and TCOR Entertainment, his beef with James Willis, creative differences, and how his triple-platinum mainstream success with his group did not bring in enough money to feed his children and his friends, effectively still making him and his friends poor), “Eat His Remains” (an ode to horrorcore sound of how Zuroni’s murdererous dictators are cannibals and how the elite handle aborted fetuses by eating them), “Rape Down” (how men get raped by women and hermaphrodites in Zuron), “The Army 2 Hell” (based upon the notion of how he would ather go to hell than heaven, because he believed that heaven had stricter rules; so he would rather go to hell and start an army there), “Conspiracy Theory” (How Gold got frequently beat up and urinated on because of his views on the world and his mention of the Illuminati and government corruption in the establishment), “Master Race” (this song was an ode to his statement that as much as he loves kids, he loves them enough not to bring them in the world unless the child asks so; otherwise it is an entirely selfish act brought upon by the megalomania of the parents and the society around him), “Killuminati”(his first anti-NWO/anti-establishment screed), “Celibate Life” (a song on how he truly enjoys his permanent celibacy, for it allows him to rethink his priorities and change his timeline as well as to keep him focused on his career, his road to true happiness and responsibility as a single father), “Inside Job 4 Cash” (his prediction that 9/11 would be a MOSSAD job with Jewish extremists and of how the attacks will affect Zuron, since it is the neighbouring state adjacent to America, so 9/11 will have an apocalyptic effect on the entire state of Zuron, especially Zuron City), “Psycho Gothel Bitchez” (an ode to his ex girlfriend and her family, and to how they play a part in the global scheme of world domination), “Generation Red Pill” (how the new generation of kids will change the world for the better and how his own generation and their achievements and their contributions to society have been underlooked and skimmed over in favor of the Baby Boomer Generation who had created the scientific establishment counterculture and brought radical feminism to popular demand; to tear down the old norms and bring in new ones whicha re just as stupid, so he decided to form his own generation, based off of the demographic of his potential fanbase, the leading edge Red Pillers being born in 1961, and the trailing edge ones being born in 2001), and it’s #1 hit single Relations~~~s (basiclally his final farewell to the dating/relationship scene after dating 10 women through the course of his relationship with Natika, and nearly half of them were “lame” and “basic” and denigrate their boyfriends on a regular basis and desire superstar diva status, and the other 10 only wanted sex, fame and jewelry. He gave them all three, but it still remained a tiresome process, and his sex drive was all but gone at that point at 27 years old. He states that a voice in his head told him that if he wins the court case, he should dump his girlfriend, leave the dating/romance/sexual scene for good, and continue on with his career and responsibilities as a father, for at least he could still make a mark in the world). The song “Relations~~~s” had sampled Rome’s “I Belong To You”, as he recorded the song in 2000.
The album really took off with the Diamond hit single “The Anthem/I’m A Choppa” (basic bragadoccio about his super fast chopper flow and the history of it being in the battle rap scene), his first hit single in ten years, and his only hit single from a major label studio album. However upon the completion of Thermilliation, TCOR ceased paying him and his crew. The album was temporarily shelved as Willis threatened to destroy the copies and delete the files; so only 5 of the songs were chosen by Universal. Only 2 of the slated 10 singles were released, and neither one got a music video, mostly because of their preoccupation with paying off the Vatican and the Jesuit Mafia after Willis gunned down one of the Jesuit Mafia’s couriers in cold blood. Just before they were able to get a music video done, they dropped Gold from the label in 2001 without him releasing the album, and the crew and Zuroside followed suit, leaving Gold without a record deal. That same year the Jesuits were irritated by TCOR’s failure to pay off the loan, so to avoid being shot and killed by the Jesuits and the Illuminati, TCOR planned to fold and to go bankrupt three months during Thundaground’s success, stealing 0,000 from Gold and leaving 00 to his name. Sam Gold, his Thundaground crew, and his label Armageddon Entertainment severed ties with Vivendi and got back the rights to the album and Gold had left TCOR and UMG for good after 10 years.
Now that he has the rights to Thermilliaton, Gold then finally released the album independently on June 5, 2001 through Armageddon Entertainment. The re-release sold centillions of copies and was certified 100x Diamond, making him the biggest multi-centillionaire in the world. Gold has since had a limited wardrobe: tank tops; 5XL football jerseys with the number 7 on it with yellow trim, a bandana over his mouth; a golden yellow short sleeved shirt; and an orange hooded sweatshirt and a camoflauge hat. Also In 2001, he re-released all 10 of his Thundaground albums from his TCOR/UMG days on Armageddon Entertainment. Upon release of the 2001 album, Gold not only gains an astronomical audience, but he has a name for his fans, calling them Thermillionaires.
In the wake of her now ex-boyfriend’s very first 100x Diamond album release, Natika wallowed herself in fear and regret about Gold. Stasia had found out she lost the kids, and failed to take Sam Gold’s money and make like a bandit. Gold basically ended the relationship with out question or relent, as well as costing Stasia and the Gothel Family centillions of dollars. All of these footbullets have put a dent in her plans for world domination. Extremely furious about her daughter’s past 2 years of colossal footbullets, Stasia stormed into her room, grabbed Natika by the hair, and proceed to have her way i.e. “take care of her”. Just as Natika could stammer and attempt to explain, Stasia forcefully struck her across the face, and punched her across the stomach five tines. She then grabbed her by the hair and soullessly tossed her across the house, stomped her half to death, repeatedly kicked her in the stomach, smashed her face across the wall, grabbed her by the hair multiple times, slashed her with a huge whip, slashed her with rope, beat on her across her head with a steel billy club. The times she attempts to run, she breaks her leg with the billyclub, and proceeds to penetrate her vagina. After getting done raping her, Stasia then tosses her out the window of the mansion, grabs her by the neck and puches her across the face 10 times.
Finally, she grabs a table and hits her across the head with it. She grabs her by the hair again, tells her to “clean herself up and suck it, bitch”, calls her a “miserable little smackfiend” and worthless piece of s~~~ for a daughter. Disgusted at the pathetic mess she made of her little princess, she grabs her by the hair again, and tosses her out the door like it ain’t s~~~. Natika was crying at this point, but Stasia didn’t care, and she slammed the door on her face. Her servants look at her with a bewildered look on their faces, as well as disbelief at what they just saw. Meanwhile, Natika walks the streets angrily crying and sobbing about her breakup with Sam Gold, and the beating that was dished out to her, so she resides in an alley and bitterly starts bawling out. In a fit of anger, she started to hate everyone, and Laquine gives her some heroin and cocaine. Natika takes some, and she got high completely (as well as a little bit off her rocker). She hasn’t been the same since.
The label’s first release was Welcome to Thundaground. The album was the final effort from the Rogue Demonz after their freedom from TCOR. The album featured collectives Diabolus Infernus Tyrannis, Mafia Warriorz, Red Pill Woman Group, Zuron’s Devils and the newfound Killaz of Tommorow. In an attempt to celebrate his release from both prison and from his former record label TCOR, he gets together with both his crews, the Rogue Demonz and the Zurokillas. He forms both crews into the rap collective Diabolus Infernus Tyrannis, and all 9 of the rappers have appeared on his works ever since. They compile their 1999 recordings and worked on new material. All of these songs such as “Mass Murderaz”,”This Life” and “Party Like It’s Y2K1” were compiled in their 2001 album, Takedown, which was released early that year on the Thundaground label. Gold then signed rap collective Odd Past. As a birthday present in 2001, he had mastered his firebending.
He was to begin his tour on September 11, but his tour was cut short because of the September 11 attacks (9/11). After watching the second plane crash into the South Tower, swarms of aircrafts then fly into Zuron City’s city direction, and only 10000 planes crash into many buildings, houses, and even the Detronas Projects, where Gold and the Thundaground crew lived at the time. The suburban and city people, like the Americans, were running for cover to escape the rubble. The people in the lower-ecomonic stratosphere were attempting to run, but were halted by government and military forces. Their hyperventilating fear coused them to fight the government officials in droves. Riots on the streets happened and the poor people end up fighting the govenment all the while planes are crashing into buildings. Gold was horrified at the sight of the 9/11 attacks that happened in both America and Zuron, and theprediction he came up with in his album was correct. He, Chris, Zarius, Alex, Tony, Nathaniel, Jarren, Vancell, Yubek and Geremy attempt fo find a way out of the house before a plane hits their vicinity. So they grab their guns and arm themselves for any military general willing to pick a fight.
One plane had crashed into Gold’s house, reducing it to rubble. The group succeeded in escaping from the rubble, though Tamberine nearly died in the 9/11 attacks. However when trying to get somewhere safe, the government blocks their path, leading to a scuffle, and Gold getting beaten up by the military. However, Gold comes back fighting with renewed vigor, and finally ends the trend of the government incursions on his family. What he has also noticed that there were also thermonuclear missile attacks into certain rural areas of Zuron, and HAARP decided to set up a huge volcanic eruption, destroying whatever is left of the beaches and islands that Zuron has, but especially Zuron City. In the wake of this, the city is putting out fires, so at least the Detronas Projects is slowly rebuilding. Gold realized he brought life to the wake of 9/11, and he finally decides to never have kids again after 9/11. However, the Prime Minister appointed Stasia as the mediator for the 9/11 speech in Zuron. Natika, at the time was at a rural area, injecting heroin in her bloodstream in the wake of Gold dumping her and hiding from the world.
Despite the 9/11 catastrophe that badly affected Zuron City, he caps the year 2001 with the 2001 World Tour and a big concert. Gold highlights the year 2001 as his best year (and his personal favorite), for his life changing shooting, his release Thermilliation selling approximately 200 centillion copies, the Thundaground label becoming a multi centillion dollar empire overnight after leaving a major label, and the closing of this chapter of his life. He then caps the year 2001 with the 2001 World Tour and a big concert, as well as announcing his second album, Nation Business. Gold highlights the year 2001 as his best year (and his personal favorite), for his life changing shooting, his release Thermilliation selling approximately 200 centillion copies, the Thundaground label becoming a multi centillion dollar empire overnight after leaving a major label, and the closing of this chapter of his life.
In 2002, after the success of 2001’s Thermilliation, Armageddon merchandise had sold at the truckloads at that rate, such as Golden jewelry Thundaground platinum bracelets, diamond hip hop pendants with the lowercase S, quadruple extra large jerseys with the number “7” on them, diamond watches, celibacy rings, dogtags, and clothing such as sleeveless shirts whether black, red, golden yellow, orange, amber, hoodies, XXL jackets, rubber wristband, grey XXL hooded sweatshirts and red baseball caps and beanie hats, and simple things such as sunglasses; vehicles such as red monster trucks with chrome rims or ferraris, and many fans have taken on his extreme image and facepaint.
Gold has since invested in thousands of barren wastelands and has built playgrounds for children, and spent half of his centillions on rebuilding his community, buildings, weapons such as guns, and has even made his own drink, Ravenbou Lou, mixed with sprite, cherry Koolaid mix, energy drinks, cough syrup and Malibu. The merchandise still sells to this day, and more has been in stock since 2005. He then released When he opens up a show, he and his friends show up in a tank. His extremely large fan base consists of millions of people around the world, and he calls them Goldenite Warriors. And they nearly took up the entire world. This gave him the idea to start recording songs for his next album Street Terrorism, and recording of the album has began in December 2002.
Starting in 2002, he started the year by releasing the track “F~~~ The Grammy Awards”, a scathing attack on the Grammy Award Ceremony (and on all mainstream ceremonies in Hollywood), its connection to the Jesuit Mafia and the Illuminati and its lack of genuine artists and tons of fraudulent people. This particular song ruins all of his chances of his album getting nominated for a Grammy Award. After gaining an enormous fanbase and seeing a worldwide audience, he capped of the year with his most popular and successful Absolute Prowess tour to support Armageddon, and to promote his upcoming album Street Terrorism. All three albums were met with controversy since the lyrics were laden with political messages, especially Point Of Impact, where supporters of the Grammy Awards arrived in protest against Gold after he performed the song live. Meanwhile, in this period, he is busy helping his friends/fellow artists shine and is producing most of the songs on their albums being released in this period. In 2002, He started touring and supporting Armageddon a tour in New York, and attended the 2002 Zuroni Hip Hop Summit and at the Worldwide Rapper Conference. In his personal life, he was able to afford a garden of his own to pass down to his children. He even begam to start a new tour for his friends’ albums. In fall 2002, He was in the hospital for ten infected bullet wounds taking a toll on his body from his 2001 shooting. There are rumors that the rapper has spearheaded the founding of 4chan in 2002. The Zuroni division of the UN arrest Gold based on these rumors. Gold then brings his activist cops to the world at this point.
Also in May 2002, Gold finally rebuilds his house after the 9/11 attacks last year, and he even started ahis own 9/11 charity, for he felt that the “Never Forget” slogans were a scam, so out of the kindness of his heart, he gives money to the 9/11 families in Zuron and America. He notices that Zuron was hit the hardest in the attacks, it’s just that America had the most media coverage on the subject at the time. He had finally done videos for his songs “Relations~~~s”, “Conspiracy Theory”, “9/11: Inside Job For Cash”, “Master Race” and his 2001 mash hit single “I’m A Choppa”. Videos for these five songs have been in the works since 2001. In June 2002, the rapper decides to pay his respects to the massive success of his former labelmate Eminem (which also came later in his life), and he cops both The Marshall Mathers LP and The Eminem Show, both of which also went platinum. Thermilliation and The Eminem Show were both battling the #1 top spot ever since. He was going to do an album called The Pheonix Rises to contest this, but he has scrapped the album and decided to continue where he left off, starting The Worldwide Tour Of Armageddon. Most of the songs recorded for the scrapped album were put on the Street Terrorism album. Gold stated that he would release the album around 2005. Meanwhile he and his friends are recording the next album, D5 World. Zarius said that D5 World was going to be the ultimate success of a lifetime, as they had put their hearts and souls into it. Meanwhile, Gold had finally released The Life And Times Of Chris Dolmeth in May 2002, though recording started in 1998 when the group was on Universal Music Group and TCOR.
In June 2002, Gold then runs to the hospital to check up on his mother (as he always does). However, he watches the news and finds that Natika was arrested for heroin and cocaine possesion and the murder of a baby. Having lost the kids, her relationship with Gold over and the Bottom Bitchez club in prison, Natika had been binging on liquor, heroin, cocaine and Visatril for the past year. She then tried to steal money from Gold so she could have bailout money and more money to feed her heroin and crack habit. It was also realized that she attempted to start a drug ring. But that too was a scam to get some more heroin. Gold walks in on this and he noticed that she let herself go alot more than usual, it’s in the nails. Gold attempts to help her out of her brokenhearted frame, but she blames him for her drug addiction, and he attempted to have Gold buy her some more drugs and alchohol. Gold refuses, and she towers over him and beats and kicks him (like the old days). She kicks him out of the ranch, and she continues her heroin binge. One neighbor walks in to say hello, but Natika scurried off into the woods in terror, hides in the closet, injects more heroin into her bloodstream, and started bitterly sobbing to herself. In September 2002, he decided to have his own summit with the Thundaground crew, for he discussed a lot of music, red pill and activism related subjects. He had finally aired his first podcast since the founding of the station in 2001, aptly naming it Red Pill Radio. Nearly all of Thundaground are the co-hosts of the radio station. Meanwhile, Jaquan attempts to get back in touch with Chris about Shavon, Renee, Keisha and Laquine, who were since freed from prison, but are also addicted to heroin (not to the same extent as the brokenhearted Natika). Chris makes it clear that although he is willing to talk things out with Jaquan, he never wants to see or hear from Renee ever again. Renee then calls Chris on the phone, and reduces herself to tears while begging for Chris to come back home. Chris refused to do so, and so she insults Gold, blaming him for “turning Chris against her” and insinuates that he is “still hurt over Natika” (while the opposite is true), and lambasts him on his permanent celibacy and giving up on women, relationships and love, and accuses him of encouraging her ex-boyfriend Chris to do the same. Laquine then steps up to Gold, and insists that he is not a “real man” because he left the dating scene for good, and tells him to “man up” and get back in the game, calling him a “scumbag”. Gold feels nothing for the women or their feelings, and says they are just “basic bitches” and they are just “salty”. He and Chris then leave, with Gold happily smiling. He goes home to replay his “Relations~~~s” song, and realizes that was the song that got the ire of Renee and Laquine, and attributes that to their hurt feelings.
In November 2002, Gold decided to continue his podcast radio station while on tour, and celebrates his 31st birthday, finally having a huge party amongst his friends and his newfound fanbase, the Thermillionaires/Generation Red Pill. A horde of women wearing his name on their chests, backs and abdomens also come to the party as well (c~~~tail dresses and gangsta bandanas being Gold’s style of female dress). This was also the first of many parties dedicated to the 1999 founing of Armageddon Entertainment. Gold finally gets his own hip hop pendant: The Candle Flame pendant. In Christmas 2002, Gold had filled a lot of presents for his children in the Christmas tree (he says he did that to dispel the “Santa” myth). As of this point, the Thermilliation album had stayed at the #1 on the Top Album charts.
2003– 04: International Underground Recognition
In 2003, Sam Gold then decided to continue his Thermilliation Tour, and finally decided on his signature look since dying his hair red in 1997. He would then come out with a hit single, “Political Correctness”, and he will list out the problems that come with it throughout the whole song, such as the fact that his album got a young kid grounded by his liberal parents. Gold would then record a song called “Grounded” based on what he had witnessed in a middle class neighbourhood. Gold would later be ina n ineterview taking about his haters (or “blue pill people” as he would call his detractors). He would later take his daughter Tamberine on the tours with him. In June 2003, he would deal with the Zuroni educational institution, and he would recieve backlash that his music would encourage children to “drop out”, or encourage their parents to “take the school away from the children”. He would later release the 5 track EP “Don’t Fear The Red Reaper”.In August 2003, he got a call from one of the Gothology supervisors. The agent superficially asked for him to sign his autograph. The rapper then went to his equally voluptuous therapist. She decided to have sex with the rapper, however he was cautious of her advances, but realized that he got sterilized two years ago, and then goes for it anyway. After the sex act, he started to see his female audience grow, but he wasn’t as fazed as most rappers are. When he returns home, he witnessed celebrities parties at his own house. He sees women dress him up in a bishop’s robe and an orange king’s jacket, as everyone hails him as “God Of Blood And Flames”, a moniker he had created in 2001. He would take on this moniker in his later albums.
The rapper continues to work on his album Street Terrorism. He then gets his own Biohazard hip hop pendant, that is repesentative of his record label, Armageddon Entertainment International. He even went to his favorite restaurant and even sees a young waitress, who reveals “SAMETHYST” on her back read vertically. He records a song called “Demonikaz Know Me” and another song called “King Blood” about these experiences. He then goes to tour in America, but he finds that he has been barred from there because he finds that his lyrics deprecate the country and it’s culture, and he writes another song called “AmeriKKa” to call out their government.
He then returns to the State Of Zuron and finds that his parents home is being infested with polius, so the Zuroni Government sends their military forces to detonate the house with them in it. Gold and Tamberine saves his parents from certain death by helping them escape their dilapidated house. They successfully pack all their belongings and leave their house before the government’s forces blow the house to smithereens. He then investigates what was to happen, and even went to a government offical to discover the truth of what happened that day. The official admits that the whole thing was an excuse to kill his parents and make a story out of it, and also admits that his friend (also a Zuroni government official) had killed Daliib Abul Tariq back in 1999. Angered by this, he then goes to the Thundaground crew, and decides to do a campaign to unite his fanbase against the system, called “The Establishment Is Punks”. It would take the rest of the group to figure out their decision. However, he finds out a couple was killed by the government and religious people had stoned a bystander to death. Angered by this, the group finally jumps on board with the campaign. In December 2003, the rapper Zarius decides to help work on the next D5 album, D5 World, which will be released on May 2004 (although the album has been in progress in August 2002).
2004 was a more popular year for Gold. During February 2004, Gold began to launch a campaign against the establishment, called The Establishment is Punks, and the Goldenites began downloading all of Gold’s albums up until that period. The astronomical success of the download lead to Gold’s next event, The Rally Of Thermageddon, where his fans across the globe will rally up and cause uproar against the establishments of the world, such as corporations, banks, universities, public schools, governments, mass media, think tanks, secret soscieties and even the Vatican and this ended in rebellion and anarchy. They end with a tour with Gold performing songs from his albums from Armageddon, mainly the controversial songs from his 2001 effort. This caused an uproar amongst Illuminati politicians and numerous establishment headquarters. Natika challenged Gold to a case, as she would sue Sam Gold for a 2 million dollars.
Although Natika wins the lawsuit, she spends all of it on frivolous things, even a million dollar mansion and she moves her friends into. Gold is happy about his loss, considering that his ex is a huge spender, and she ends up in trouble with the IRS, who threatened to kill her if she doesn’t pay the bill. She crawls back to Gold, but he rejects her offer. In the earlier half of 2004, Sam Gold and DIT released their second album, DIT World, as well as two more albums, Vintage Gold, Son Of Gold and The Lost Scriptures Of Armageddon, all of which sold 100 centillion copies, although the album was recorded starting 2002. Unfortunately in June 2005, Cerano of indie label president went AWOL, losing interest in the labels for long trips overseas. Despite this, Gold had finally found an astronomical audience. In the latter half of 2005, the label became independent, After Sam Gold having built his own distribution plant from the ground-up. This is where the Illuminati start targeting Sam Gold and ruining his life in more ways than one. He finally finishes his own distribution plant, called Armageddon Distribution.
Meanwhile, Stasia, Natika’s mother, sends a cease and desist letter to the Thundaground crew for touring on the posh side of Gothelia. This started a huge beef between Stasia and the Thundaground crew, especially Gold, considering his massive grievances with Stasia’s psychotic daughter. Stasia implicates Gold simply because he “broke her daughter’s heart”. And then she attempts to sabotage the Thermilliation tour, as well as Gold’s The Establishment is Punks campaign. Gold realizes that Stasia is going to incinerate the entire world so all the nations can be Zuron, and she will become supreme ruler of the world. The campaign continued with renewed vigor. The rapper’s campaign got the attention of political rapper Geopolitik, who features him on two tracks on his album, Anarchy Is King, which would be released in 2004. the political rapper is then drawn to Gold’s political views and his MRA/MGTOW sentiments. So the Thundaground crew invite him to the Thermilliation tour. They then tour over the last 3 continents of the Thermilliation tour, and then they end that tour in the Detronas Projects Stadium. His 2001 single from Thermilliation, “Relations~~~s (Everytime I See A Bianc)”” has also been certified Diamond by the RIAA. As of this year, the Thermilliation album has been certified 100x Diamond and has sold centillions of copies. By December 2004, Natika finally returns from hiding after a 4 year absence. However, the Bottom Bitchez Club has since been fragmented in 2002, since her best friends (Shavon and Jessica) had defected from the sisterhood. Since most of the Bottom Bitchez club are in jail and Jaquan had since moved out of Zuron, Natika and her new squeeze attempted to capitalize off of her ex-boyfriend’s growing celebrity profile.
2005–09: The Road To Activism
In the earlier half of 2005, Sam Gold and DIT released their second album, DIT World, as well as two more albums, Vintage Gold, Son Of Gold and The Lost Scriptures Of Thermilliation, all of which sold 100 centillion copies. January 2005 comes around, and Gold kicks this year off by recording his ode about his ex-girlfriend, Natika, called “N.A.T.I.K.A.”. Although he has completely broke up his relationship with womankind, he does understand her hardships as much as he does everyone’s hardship. He details her mother’s abuse and branding of her, and how she was taught to treat other human beings as utility and property, just as her mother has treated her over the years. He does recall the beating that was dished out to her by early June of 2001, the release of his first international smash hit debut Thermilliation. He admits that while he has not forgotten the mistreatment that he went through during the 10 years of his relationship as well as the abuses that she had dished out to him and their 5 children, he doesn’t put too much blame on her because she herself has gone through tons of abuse from her mother, Rolestatia Gothel, whom Gold holds in contempt. Without further ado, in late January, he then sends Natika the song.In February 2005, Gold decides to help out other people around his city, his hood and all over the world. He ends up traveling across the world, and he sees the same corruption, injustices and torture across the world. He then sees both Zuroni airships and American and Israeli drone strikes in Africa, Asia, the Middle East, among other continents and areas around the world. He then decides to do speeches about what he had learned about children’s right to free choice. He then goes to send half of his centillions to build a charity in Africa, South America, Europe, Asia, and northern Zuron. He spent nearly all February traveling and attempting to awaken the masses to the truth, which he succeeds at. He even rescues a couple of people from a plane attack, nearly sacrificing his life to save the rest of the world. Although the album was recorded starting 2002, Gold’s next album is on the works at this point.
In March 2005, the rapper gets backlash from the Board Of Education for his hate filled lyrics against school. The rapper explains his love and appreciation for intellect and education (the rapper admits to being a bookworm despite being a hoodlum and gangsta rapper), he states that learning and education is a cover story, and the true purpose of school and the Board of Education is for behavioral training and social hazing in an attempt to be “part of the club”. Gold admits that he is a staunch anti-school activist, and is for children’s free choice. Somewhere around later in March 2005, after coming home in a failed attempt to break up a fight, Gold gets arrested for not paying his taxes on time and “being a miscreant”. The rapper records “Money Money Money 2005” sometime after the arrest, as he is already taken off of the system since 2001. In addition to thiss, he had released his second album, Nation Business in March 2005. The album went 5x platinum and sold 8 centillion copies. In April 2005, Gold decides to take a trip into the mountains along with his children, and decides to teach them about the outside world.
In April 2005, Gold and fellow rapper and bestfriend Chris Dolmeth get into a big spat with Chris’ girlfriend, Renee. One of her side men gets angry at Chris, accusing him of neglecting her. Then he turns to the famous Thermilliation rapper for his content and offensive personality. The side man gets laid by Renee, but ends up being killed soon afterwards. He sees Justin’s dead body and attempts to make a run for it, but the attempt failed when Renee stops both Chris and Gold dead in their tracks. Gold prompts this by calling Renee a “psycho bitch” and that “her and Natika Gothel (his own ex-girlfriend since 2001) make the perfect couple”. This prompts Renee into madness, and she fires her squad automatic machinegun at them, nearly destroying their house they used to share. Chris and Gold approach their inner cave, finally finding solitude in there, while Renee continues chasing Chris and Gold. The chase ended with her arrest. She would later end up doing drugs with Natika, and they end up in a lesbian relationship (maybe this is Natika trying to wean off kids, since Renee was two years younger than Natika).
In May 2005, Gold takes a trip into the suburbs and moves himself and Tamberine there to get away from the fame of his 2001 album and his 2002 group efforts with Thundaground and various Zuroni musicians. However, all he saw were sheltered suburban people who were easily brainwashed into the government’s propaganda without any knowledge of struggle, which Gold has. He finally atempts to wake a suburbanite to the truth of what is goingon in the world, but he shiuts his eyes and ears to it. He even convinces he should be free, but the father of two kids says to Gold hat everyone should be slaves, and that slavery is freedom. Gold leaves after criticizing the man in disgust. He then picks up a suburban kid named Jaymes Taylor after the kid is kicked out of his home by his father Richard Taylor for researching “conspiracy theories”. Sooner, Taylor realized his son was right after a talk with the Zuroni Prime Minister, and the Satanic worship he had witnessed. Taylor was also forced to partake in the slitting of a baby’s throat. He does so, but is reluctant to drink its blood (like the others have done). Taylor, mortified by what he had done to the infant, expreses his sorrow by killing his wife by slitting her throat, and kimself via a gunshot wound to the head. Both Jaymes and Kaitlyn (his sister) were terrified of being put in foster care, so Gold has them crash at his house. In late May 2005, Gold was at a family reunion, and he details his first 30 years of his life on a podium. He ends up spilling the beans to all of his family members and relatives: ever since June 2001, he had reached worldwide superstardom through his hip hop album, Thermilliation, which ended up being a best seller by that time.
Unfortunately in June 2005, Cerano of indie label president went AWOL, losing interest in the labels for long trips overseas. Despite this, Gold had finally found an astronomical audience. In the latter half of 2005, the label became independent, After Sam Gold having built his own distribution plant from the ground-up. This is where the Illuminati start targeting Sam Gold and ruining his life in more ways than one. He finally finishes his own distribution plant, called Armageddon Distribution. In July 2005, he sees so many injustices in the world, and even law enforcement doing “lawful penetration”, which included raping their own constituents. Seeing an FBI informant and Zuroni Government officials shoot a young 2 year old and kill a baby and the child’s parents because they were all “terrorists”, as well as carpet bombed the Deronas Projects into a war had mortified and angered him to the point of naming the album Street Terrorism. The album would be complete by then, with 50 tracks on it.
The company has since created a connect with Ravengade Incorporated. The first album he has released since then has started with the more popular Street Terrorism in 2005 (though he had got started on the album in 2001), and the astronomical success that would soon follow. After three years of the creation of the album In September 2005, Gold also meets up with Sonic the Hedgehog and decided to sign him to the label. He hooks up with the Sonic Heroes and decides to hop on the track with them. Soon after the tour for DIT World, Gold spots Rouge in the back stealing his money. Gold decides to have one last sexual act before he gives it up, so he has sex with Rouge. In late October 2005, his tour bus was struck by red military laser fire and destroyed. The rap group Thundaground had survived the attack on their tour bus. When he thinks of the tragedy now, he dubs it the “Laserground”, and he decided to call it a religion among many. So he calls his then-upcoming album Laserground: The Religion. Although he said it may have some metaphysical songs and gangster tracks, the second half are more party anthems.
In early November 2005, Gold also had a connect with NFL and attempted to perform for them, but was rejected by Kraft for his vulgar, offensive and conspiracy-laden lyrics. Meanwhile in 2005, Natika has since found a new boyfriend named Brandon, who joins in on her evil schemes and crimes. Gold attempted to warn him of the Gothel Family Conspiracy and how Natika played a part in it, but he didn’t seem to listen. By the last quarter of 2005 and in 2006 he later got back with DIT to record the first few parts of what was to be Trouble Now. In 2005, the revolutions regarding The Establishment Is Gay demonstrations started getting more popular and Included people from Corner Central, including hero and fellow revolutionary Sonic the Hedgehog and his pals Miles “Tails” Prower and Knuckles the Echidna, Kaiser Yuko, and Thorun Kimball. In November 2005, with the height of his campaign residing above him, Gold revealed that he was recording his third album Laserground: The Religion, and he had immediately started recording and writing the album two months after the Street Terrorism record release party. In Christmas 2005, after giving the kids a fatherly lesson, he returns to Natika’s new boyfriend Brandon, who revealed that she cheated on him. Seemingly Brandon was going to take Gold’s advice. The inevitability of this notion was proven when Natika got into a fight with Brandon’s older sister Tara, which ended in her getting killed with the same piano wire she murdered her father with. Brandon was shocked, but was culled into disposing of the body. Sometime around New Years Eve 2005, Natika ditches Brandon for Kyle, a richer, more successful man, and ends up marrying him in 2005. Their marriage was annulled in 2009 when Gold’s album was released.
In January 2006, he did not agree to go to a tour for fear that his fame would take over his personal life. He had to go on another Street Terrorism tour, he was less than enthused about it. His fans started invading his business, and went on a rant on his website. He later ditched the show and camped out inside of an abandoned house. He even said he “half-assed” the album, because he didn’t even know what he was rapping for. In the previous year 2005, he leaked his own Street Terrorism album through all the pressure. He then decided to direct a documentary in the interim, called The Sam Gold Xperience, which was released in 2007. In April 2006, Gold made a song against the IRS, calling them “the modern-day Robin Hood” In June 2006, after hearing Sonic freestyling on “Shady Narcotics”, Gold saw a rapper in Sonic the Hedgehog, and decided to produce and feature in the hedgehog’s songs. Also in 2006, he went on an interview and decided to express the MGTOW ideology, and his life as a bachelor and permanent MGTOW. He denounces traditionalism and monogamy as “evil” and “unnatural”, and that the family unit is “rigid and scheduled”, and he says that if people want to get in a relationship, get with a career woman, otherwise don’t get married. In May 2006, he went to a rapper party, and denounces the “hip hop models” for the fact that they are just in the genre and the hip hop community without reason other than to “sell pussy”. Although all the rappers agreed, one of the models contacts the authorities on Gold for that statement, and Gold is immediately arrested. Gold was able to be let go because the police had no evidence of a crime. In September 2006, Marvin Rao, producer of both albums for The Vermillion Cocaine LP and Global Dictatorship was shot and killed by his wife.
With the establishment startled and the Zuroni industry crumbling, Gold decides to claim victory over the establishment in 2007, saying that “WE WON”. He was arrested for inciting riots soon after. and was sentenced to prison. However his fans bailed him out of prison and Gold and the Thundaground ended up being erased from the Zuroni Government system for good. He went back to writing albums in a short period. Music critics, fans and Zuroni underground rappers say that the independent rap juggernaut is “Insane Clown Posse and Slipknot meets Ice Cube, Tech N9ne, Twista and K-Rino meets DJ Quik” because of his Chopper style raps, conspiracy research as subject matter, rebellious red-pill nature, obsession with sniper rifles, love for video games and drawing and his ability to make albums in a short amount of time. His youngest daughter Tamberine ended up reading the same conspiracy books that her father read back in 1997. She when woke up in the morning in a catatonic state. Gold was originally going to release Laserground in 2007, but he found out his daughter Tamberine was sniped 4 times in a drive by. He postpones the album’s release and delays the album’s release for 2 more years, just to take Tamberine for the hospital (she was 10 at the time she was shot). She was able to survive the bullets, and she was able to be resuscitated.
In 2008, his ex girlfriend and her mother were finally caught for the murder of her father Wesley Gothel after someone detected their father’s life insurance was being spent on shopping sprees. 2008 saw his personal life taking a turn for the worst. His tour bus was destroyed by an M41 rocket launcher, and Tamberine was being physically and sexually abused by Natika (her biological mother). She was able to fight her mother off. Gold was later physically attacked by five women after finishing a show. 2008 then saw Gold get involved into beefs by default, though most rappers wanted to start beef with Chris Dolmeth and Tony Hammond over one of the rapper’s girlfriends, Zarius and Alex Hutch end up getting in the fray. Gold decided to keep focused on his album, not wanting to get shot again like after his Thermilliation release. Their former producer, Masta Of Everything, accused Chris of f~~~ing his girlfriend as revenge. However, one of the fake gangsta rappers threatened the lives of Gold’s children, So Gold finally got involved in the beef, making 5 songs against them. The beefs fizzled out after this in late 2008, as no retaliation song has been recorded since. However, now that Armageddon Distribution is the full owner of the distribution, the first single since then is Haywire Of Death in 2009.
He later continued working out in various gyms, and that same year, he gets back with his crew to release Trouble Now, and then began to record their next album (and last album to date), Return Of The Dragons. After 4 years in the making, Gold finally releases Laserground: The Religion in 2009, where he details life, revolution, celibacy, conspiracies, life of a gangster and party rap; he had also detailed the time where his tour bus got damaged by someone firing a Spartan Laser. The original five members of the RDZs were present at the time of the attack. Although Gold and his friends did survive the blast, He has since become obsessed with red laser fire. Because of this, He has since traded in his MA5C assault rifle for a M6 Galilean Nonlinear Rifle, otherwise known as the Spartan Laser. He also ended up releasing the album Anger Loves Kompany. Sonic the Hedgehog and his friends do a track with him on the track with him on Laserground, called “Speed Of Sound”. He then did a show in South America, Africa and other third world countries with his eight year old daughter in tow. He later returns the gold to Africa and builds a camp there. He got his first Galilean Nonlinear Rifle in that same year.
The latter half of 2009 saw Gold touring with Sonic and his crew Sonic Aftermatherz, Leisure Suit Gamerz, Chess Disciples, Odd Past and many more people. He also performed with the Tropical Storm crew. He then went on to practice firing his Spartan Laser at explosive fuel canisters for practice after the tour was finished. He even threw fire bombs and molotov c~~~tails at targets for practice to protect himself against thieves, criminals and government officials. That same year, Gold’s paternal uncle found out about Natika’s past and disowns her completely. Knowing that Gold’s uncle was an independent detective, Natika fears for her freedom. She attempted to call Gold for some assistance and tries to lure him back in for sex, but he rejects her and her offer; She attempted to get Tamberine to let her back in the house, but she refuses her too and closes the door. She returns home to Rolestasia, who willfully lets her in. They then get 0,000,000 from the Illuminati and the Jesuit Mafia after they won a lawsuit against Zurocorp, thus buying them out.
2009 – present: Later Life And Ultimate Success
Later on in 2009, Gold and his friends decided to take some time off at the beach, and Gold brought his kids with him. He has traveled everywhere with his children and gave them 500 houses, and bought 5 barren wastelands there. He would later release his fourth album The Orange Pill. He says that the red pill is the pursuit of true knowledge of the enviornment and self education, and the yellow pill represents the pursuit of happiness, life, confidence and self assurance. The orange pill is the potent combination of pursuit of these good qualities. They then went back to Zuron and decided to chill for the rest of the year. He hasn’t seen Natika anywhere ever since she was given the check from the Zurocorp buyout. His house set on fire, his father’s shooting rampage and suicide, and his daughter Tamberine being shot. She has since slowly recovered. The year also saw the releases of the even darker themed All 7’s and 8’s. The year also saw the shooting of Chris Dolmeth (he survived the shooting), and finally released Return Of The Dragons with his DIT crew. since he was graced with the ability to create a song every day in quick succession. Gold’s condition became better in 2012 and the lighter and more meaningful it got, the more philosophical his albums got. He later lets out all his pain on the album Point Of Doomsday. In 2013 his songs became more conspiracy laden and his albums follow suit; The Sam Gold Act is his most conspiracy-ridden work since his 2001 effort. After releasing this album, he finds out that his daughter is in witness protection for half the year after Natika shoots one of her friends in the head.Hearing this, Gold starts to become bitter about the world, as well as suicidal. He started to become narcissistic, begets bouts of complete depression, and makes an example of himself. He ends up doing copious amounts of stimulants, therefore picking up a drug habit again. He wakes up to see if anyone in the Gothel family have kept Tamberyn safe. He calls Lena to see if Tamberyn was at her house. He gets the bad news that she has been kidnapped by the Zuroni Government. He takes a trip to the Zuroni Government headquarters to obtain visitation hours. He sees his daughter: now an adolescent, but still as peaceful, childlike, and serene as she was on her picture in 2000. He attempts to break her out, but a government corporal decides that visitation hours are up. He is kicked out of the headquarters shortly after. He then has a night with his friends: Christopher Dolmeth, who has been friends with Gold ever since childhood; Alex Hutchinson, his high school classmate and friend; and Darin Tanzic, his friend since junior high. They had discussed that their name change to Diabolus Infernus Tyrannis would go into deep territory. They have discussed Gold’s role in his own future he would make for himself ever since he got rich. He returns to his mansion feeling dejected, beaten up and coked out, and he decides to activate his Xbox One and play Halo 4. Surprisingly, he is VERY good at the game after playing video games for most of his childhood. It continues when he wakes up doing copious amounts of drugs, only to end up running late for a corporate meeting. As he starts to announce the news as to what is going on at the corporation, the employees and regional managers start either complaining about corporate hours or ruthlessly snarking at him about his bouts of depression and his drug abuse.
Gold would later find bags of cocaine stashed inside of a warehouse. He would later take a few whiffs of it (although those few whiffs became many) and as of this, the euphoria of the coke would drive him mentally insane. His friends would not be able to control his crack addiction. He would later wake up in a mental facility. He would later promise to lay off the cocaine upon the time of his release, but unfortunately that is a promise that he can never keep, as we learn later on. Months later, A superstar rapper by the name Killface remembers Gold as the label entrepreneur that f~~~ed him over. He has released 2 diss tracks dedicated to both him and Satan. However, they end up squash the beef after a court settlement after they meet face to face. After such argument, they decide to sign a young man (who was singing “What Does The Fox Say?” in a school talent show, albeit horribly). The events of his life seemed to come to a head. His daughter becomes a main part of his life since he has gained full custody of her. In August 2014, he releases a single, “Put A Porno On”, which puts his world-famous chopper style rap on display for Millenial fans. Gold credits fellow California-based rapper Hopsin for inspiration in regards to the chorus. It was then released on his next subsequent 2014 effort Rock Madness. Although Natika makes a few visits to terrorize him and Tamberine, however on October 2014, she was gunned down at long range by a Designated Marksman shot while attempting to escape from prison.
At the hospital, Tamberine brought forth a chaos emerald, causing her to break down and make amends with her children (and the rest of the family). Some begin to speculate that she was feigning doing this.. He has dated numerous women after Natika’s dissapearance (and had dated some women many years before this), even having a house of women to choose from. He decided to go celibate after sending them all home. He released The Gold Life in the midst of this drama. He also went on tour for the album in the late summer of the year. However he has beefed with James Willis, the former head of TCOR Records. He does a worldwide tour to celebrate the end of the year and Gold’s freedom and his announcement and initiation into MGTOW. Enjoying his permanent celibacy, Gold released his worldwide single “Gold’s Voice”. He intends to release Straight Outta Zuron City and has released it on August 7, 2015. He signed Sonic the Hedgehog and Thorun Kimble, and Sonic Records and Tropical Storm Entertainment become subsidiaries of Armageddon International. His daughter just revealed that she wants to be a singer and rapper like her father.
To support the album (and subsequent albums), he schedules a very lengthy tour in the Maldives. While there, he and his crew get chased by both Maldivian government officials as well as his own. Both government official start ruthlessly firing at him. While he was able to escape, the group nearly get sucked into a blue hole, but were rescued by his teenage daughter Tamberine. They finally made it to dry land after that to start the tour, but Gold sees the Illuminati plan to take over the Maldives, so he ends up getting into a scuffle with the controllers. To his surprise, Natika eventually shows up in the Maldives to escape from her abusive mother and her cult life to go into hiding. Despite all of this, he sets up the tour. He does have sex with the women there. When the rapper did some searching, he later was found When Samethyst does some more sneaky searching, he finds a document talking about Samethyst, which it was some sort of record against Samethyst, only because Samethyst is a revolutionary. He was able to escape without injuries, but was caught by Government forces in the Maldivian state.
He plans to release Red, Orange and Yellow in 2016, where he will rap more on the latest events of his life that took place during the early 2010’s; 2017 will bring about The Dragon Returns, where he will rap about his initiation into MGTOW, andand bring about throwback to a 20-year old album that was supposed to be released as an album on numerous major labels in 1997, although it would also bring about Machine Guns, Snipers, n’ Rocket Launchaz, which will be released in 2018, where he will go further into his opinions about the Global Elite and rap about how his image and content caused a lot of controversy; 2019 willbring about Nuclear Firestorm. His 2020’s work wil be much more philosophical and conspiracy filled, while some of it being party work, as opposed to the gritty, dark themes that were present in 2001, and more present in the late 90’s. 2021 will then bring about Beginning Of An Apocalypse, which will be slated to be released that year, are slated to be Gold’s last album until 2022’s Load The Weapon. 2024 will come with his next effort, Retrogression. He will elease his next album, Path To Reaching Heaven in 2025, and his next cut, Secrets & Lies in 2026, and The Life And Times Of Sam Gold will be released in 2028. His final two albums will be 2029’s My Own Hell and 2031’s Game Over: The Preperation. Seeing Gold had completed his stem cell surgery, Gold has also planned albums in 2032, such as Dual Swordmanship, and in 2033, he will release the all powerful Return Of The Klusterf~~~. 2034 will await all of his new album Non Conformist, and 2035’s Day Of The Apocalypse will follow. He will release an album in 2036 called Not All Rappers Are Like That, which was a play on the NAWALT acronym, saying that not all rappers are sex crazed drug binging groupthinkers, and some would be permanently celibate and rap about that. 2037 would probably be the last time he would use his “Red Dragon” persona in full, hence his 2037 album Life After The Dragon. 2038 would probably be very uneventful, aside from his planned album release of Animal Composing, based off of the scientific discovery he witnessed as a kid, following the 2039 album Year Of The Storm. 2041 will be the biggest Sam Gold tour, as well as his album The Final Piece Of the Puzzle. In 2042, he will return to the industry with his album Return To The Industry. 2043 will bring about the album Thirty Years A Slave, where he details his first 30 years of his life, hence the title. Mind VS Spirit will be released in 2044, as the subject will be about his mind fighting his spirit, with the spirit reigning victorious in battle. In 2045, he will soon release th album The Pheonix Rises Again, where he will return as The Phoenix. 2046, after 2 years in the making, Gold will finally release his long-awaited Rapper Going His Own Way. In 2047, the rapper will release An Hour Eternity and in 2048 he will release Enemy For Dying Alone. 2049 wil bring about the release of The Last Killa and 2051 will bring about Grunts of Scream, where he will bring more of a rock sound. Afterwards, he will still release material on his own time, it’s just that he will no longer be touring as much as he was when he first founded the label. he would later still record songs and albums for fun, but will then go full time as a spoken word artist.
Topic: My Final Words on 9/11
This is a very touchy ass subject, even touchier then I let on. Aside from MGTOW, the September 11 attacks is something that hit me from home. I had spent two years investigating the truth of 9/11 and the Zionist connections to this attack/inside job. This is my piece on it. Take it with a grain of salt, for I was really emotional when I first posted it on Google Plus.
9/11: A money making machine used to manipulate the masses into fear. It’s machinations were of the doing of the Zion Crime Factory, with the help of American traitors, Saudi Arabia and Pakistan. The Jews that did this were not Jews at all, but are the Synagogue Of Satan. They were Khazars and Frankists of the highest caliber. The United States government managed to profit off the mass murder of Americans back in the early 2000’s. Here is my final piece on what happened and then I will let this s~~~ go for good. I have changed my mind about the planes on 9/11. The planes were made of complete aluminum tho, and yes, they did crash through the towers, killing thousands of people in them.
I understand that most of the populace will not agree with me. So I posted this to my friends to understand my stance on this very touchy subject. 9/11 had an underlying money motivation behind it, as do most operations. But one thing is for sure: Ever since 9/11 happened, American freedoms have since started to diminish very f~~~ing rapidly. We have been censored. We have been f~~~ed up the butt. The Patriot Act is just a machine to destroy Freedom Of Speech. But we have to understand where America started. Loads of people came here first before Colombus invaded their land and brutally murdered them. And even after this, Cornwallis believed that even though Americans will be granted freedom, they will soon become unwitting slaves to The Crown. The Crown is the Illuminati shareholder from the Bank Of England, if you must know. This country has shareholders. That is why they won’t legalize weed and our freedoms are diminishing. The government will do whatever its stockholders tell them to do. The sad part is, they will happily go along with their orders. But the “terrorists” of these planes were MOSSAD/CIA operatives. One of them had a fake identification card. Israel, Vatican City, USA, Saudi Arabia and Pakistan did this s~~~, even though there were aluminum planes and they ripped through the towers tho. But AIPAC and Israelis say that the 9/11 terror attack was “very good for Israel”.A monkey would know exacty what this would mean. They needed a scheme that could make moar cash, and this “new Pearl Harbor” made numerous amounts of cash, just look at “Project For A New American Century”.
And this “War On Terror” is just another way to rake in the big money. As I said, war and terrorism are very lucrative businesses. I looked at a video about a troop and an Arab. What I saw was that even one of the US troops bawled out in fits of regret and shame, and begged one Arabic man for forgiveness in the war, and the dude did. Not even the troops could sleep at night over this “War On Terror”. That s~~~ was heartwrenching. Some of these Arab Muslims may have been terrorists, I will admit, but most of these Arabs who did not have a hand in this s~~~ just wanted their f~~~ing country back, so LETS JUST GIVE IT BACK AND STOP BEING A BUNCH OF HATEFUL F~~~~~S ABOUT IT.
Our troops are fighting and getting killed for the sake of f~~~ing bankers, corporations, and superficial ideologies of the left/right paradigm. And they come home to hypergamous slutty bitches who cheat on them when they are away, all so the system can make a buck off of them. That and most vets get shown complete disrespect from sheeple, and the government as well. The government completely shows blatant disrepect to our troops when they come back home to this s~~~hole, and as much as we “support the troops”, we turn a f~~~ing blind eye to this. Again, gated community syndrome anyone?
I do know for a fact that these “conspiracy debunkers” are leftists, academia suck ups and superficial ideologues. They are pathetic cowards and self righteous idiots at the highest caliber. These people worship the scientific establishment blindly. Once you get past their jargon, they can’t win anymore and they start crying like bitches. And by the way, these hipsters have the gaul to use the 9/11 families and their suffering of their kids that died in the attack/inside job as cannon fodder to shame other people who question the official narrative, telling us to “show some respect”. The reason that they say that is to shame the people who question the official story of 9/11.
Hell, now that you think about this s~~~, not all of the families if the people who died in 9/11 believe the official story the government tells them. The truth is, nearly half of the 9/11 families question the official story themselves. The way these hipsters go and do this is an extreme sign of disrespect to the families of 9/11, and just as disrespectful as the people who profited from this disaster with these “Never Forget” slogans and “donations”. But that is just how smug these people are. We didn’t even give a f~~~ about the struggles and the suffering of other countries or people all around the world. In fact, we shamed these people mercilessly as “savage and backward” because their government acted that way towards them. All of a sudden, we (and other people around us across teh globe) have to cry us a f~~~ing river when this s~~~ happens to us? It’s so f~~~ing narcissistic. We had gated community syndrome (or we were just gluttons for punishment). The people in 9/11 did NOT deserve to die in that terror attack/inside job, but then again neither do the people across the world in starving countries deserve to f~~~ing die at the hands of their f~~~ing government or become prisoners of war, or any of the atrocities kicked upon them.
Liek i sed, these “debunkers” are closed minded psuedo-skeptics. HIPSTERS, if you will. They are smug, arrogant and they think that the material world is the end all be all. If you call them on it, they will give you the ol’ switch-and-grab and play semantics and word games. Total card cheaters these hipsters are. Word slicksters. You want answers, they give you riddles. The bigger the batter, the sweeter the deal. It’s the con at work.
Sorry if this seems emotional and out of left field. I just had to say this s~~~. The disrespect of the troops, the torture non-Muslim Arabs have to suffer through, the 9/11 families… I salute those people. the ONLY people I respect in this situation are the activists, the 9/11 families (whether or not they believe the official story), the non-Muslim Arabs, and our troops. F~~~ the government, F~~~ AIPAC and Israel/MOSSAD/CIA, F~~~ the Global Power Elite, F~~~ the media, F~~~ the schools, F~~~ the religious clergymen, F~~~ the insensitive conservatives who use the deaths of these people as a personal gain to start wars for mass profit, and F~~~ these psuedo-skeptic, self righteous pussy ass hipster f~~~~~s most of all for using these innocent Americans as cannon fodder to shame the truthseekers, activists and real skeptics. And f~~~ people like me for turning a blind eye to other people’s suffering unless it happened to us, and bring kids in this world in the wake of this without thinking.
What a f~~~ing world….
Anonymous
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