I lived a monk lifestyle from 2013 but lapsed in 2016 and had a bad experience with a woman / crazy bitch. I think being on this forum will help me to get my life together again. Thank you for this place.
"I seem to have been like a boy playing on the sea-shore, and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me."
