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First, allow me to thank eah and every of you fellows who took the time to show me support in this time for me.
It’s really meant a lot. I did not want to go out some back door and just go silent, I owe this place, and the men in it far more than that. I need to thank each of you presonally for your thoughts and well-wishes, so I will work on that tonight.
I feel like Loki chewed me up and swalloed me, left me in his gut for a week, and then s~~~ me out on the very rock where he’d be pecked to death eternally, with me in his lieu.
In response to ILiveAgain:
Oh no you f~~~ing don’t.
Go for your walks in the woods and smell those … so far avoided flowers …. but …
Your getting treatment and will get sick from it. So when your sitting in that chair in hospital getting the cure or kill pumped through you …..
You pick that smartphone up and talk with us. You tell us how s~~~ you feel or how you just s~~~ yourself when you sneezed…… and we will take the p~~~ ☺
You say we’re your brothers ….. well treat us like such.
We were here when things were good ….. I’m f~~~ed if I’ll let you walk off now COZ YOUR SICK.
NO F~~~ THAT
WE’RE BROTHERS YES?
Then I fully expect to hear more from you …. don’t give me that crap about not being able …. coz when I was going through treatment …. all I had with me was my phone.
Even the state you may be in ….. is still 1000x better than any mangina out there.
I’m not a guy that will let a friend …… and you f~~~ing are …… that is wounded just lay there …. even if he’s telling me to move on.
You may very well get to say goodbye to me …… but I’m not saying it back …… because it’s not time.
So take your goodbye and shove it ?
I walk beside you, then help you walk, then carry you ….. and then maybe one day cry for you.
But you don’t get to say I can’t do that.
Go get treatment but allow your brothers the honour of being at your side when getting treatment ….. even if it’s just to joke about how wonderfully thin you’re looking.
Are we clear?
Your loving brother Tom
Yes, Tom. Very loud and clear. I will reinvest in a smart phone or such, but would like a few pointers on getting one. What is a good one to purchase? The last one I had, I sold for a pittance, as it was pretty old, and I guess one might not even classify it as a smart phone. I’m not so much up on these things. I hate phones, but I’ve always kept a landline. I’ve tendded to keep it simple while being relatively off-grid.
It is rude, cowardly, and untrue to my brothers to go silent while I go through this. Perhaps even the experiences I am having now can be of some value to some of the foilks who may wish to read some of my thoughts or experiences. I have learned so much from the people on this site that I’d probably deem it “SUPER F~~~ING NUCLEAR CLIFF NOTES TO SURVIVAL OF THE MGHOW”.
You tell us how s~~~ you feel or how you just s~~~ yourself when you sneezed…… and we will take the p~~~ ☺
You say we’re your brothers ….. well treat us like such.
We were here when things were good ….. I’m f~~~ed if I’ll let you walk off now COZ YOUR SICK.
Alrighty Sir Thomas. I will take you up on this expeirience, and I will try to keep the “p~~~” to a minimum. I have been a pretty quiet motherf~~~er for most of my life; some call it introverted, some call it passive (which is always a horrid f~~~ing mistake for those who seem to prey on that sort of individual). More than one person has used the sentiment “Don’t ever mistake my kindness, silence and listening for being weak“. I’m one of them. A transgression towards me on more than one occaision has gone rather mushroom-cloudish for more than one perpetrator in my passings.
Thank you for being my friend and brother, Tom. Unfortunately for you, now I will blather and babble probably endlessly while high as f~~~ on morphine, and while my grammar and such is probably going to suck like a chick who needs a place to stay, I’ll do my best. I’ll keep my p~~~ed off and grympy to myself as much as humanly possible though, so as not to dump a bunch of negative s~~~ on MGTOW.com.
I hope to do something if/when I make it through this and have a reversal of an upcoming procedure.
I’ve always wanted to traverse the El Camino de Santiago before I leave the planet, and I really felt an anxiety aout this. I need to calm the f~~~ down and realize it’s not something that I can do at the present time anyway, and not for a good ten months after a successful outcome. While my religion doesn’t fit neatly into a box anywhere, I am a shighly spiritual person. I need to do this walk, and who knows perhaps someday we can organize a few people to do something like this, regarless of religion. Walking on a physical journey is, in and of itself a great inward journey which many haven’t had the magnificent pleasure of experiencing. I have traversed great distances in the bush, on highways and the like. But this is a journey I need to complete. I don’t know why I am so damned drawn to it. Myabe I just want to get drunk in Spain. I don’t know.
I would lke to thank you for writing the post that you did, @iliveagain. I can’t type in a response that conveys the magnitude of this. Not remotely.
You have done something to change someone’s life with your post, and it will not go unheeded my friend.
From the bottom of my heart; Thank you Tom.
I am an ASS just enough to find that humour you speak of, keep on being funny dude, it’s a limited time offer (no rain checks)
I’d rather go with a smile on my face laughing at a funny joke. I want to either die laughing, or in my sleep.I don’t know your situation dude, but as a dude to a dude.
Good luck dude.
(No, I am not dude-speak, dude)Duuuuuuuude. Being an ass is paramount to so many industries; I’m surpirsed that you and I aren’t billionaires for this reasosn alone.
I’m glad that you can put up with such Ass-Duggery, as it’s probably my mostest feature.
Cheers brother.
God F~~~ing Damn You Escape… I really f~~~ing wish you would change your mind…
You and others have successfully made me do so, my dirty feline friend. Thank you for this. Please see my post to ILiveAgain. LOtsa ‘splaining in there.
Hello Friend. I see you’re sick. I would recommend this for your health. Please do not think that has nothing to lose and everything could win. I’m from Colombia, because of being a damn mangina and white knight. I almost lost my life. I had to fight against diseases and sorcery. I have not gone. He does not know much would you pay for having known MGTOW two years ago. I had not gone through these problems. When you can create forums will tell my story. Please access this link: http://sampatash.blogspot.com.co/2007/08/el-elemental-del-maguey.html And there’s the ritual to do. I’m going to do well. I believe in Samel Veor Awn. Saludos desde colombia.
Thank you for your concern and insights, @cir, that is very kindess of you.
See how great of a place this is? A total stranger would help another, just in the cause of being a man.
Thank you, and I will explore this link, @cir. Sorcers beware. I don’t carry one of those wimpy blades. Full fledged f~~~ing Claymore.
Welcome Cir.
And you, my brother, have shared a lot of it with us. Thank you!
Look at you giving the best advice in the world to people you never met. Thinking about helping others, when most people in your circumstances would only think about themselves.
I have been waiting for that book you had planned. Did you ever start it? I want to buy it one day, regardless of the topic.
I’ll miss you while you’re away and I’ll be here to greet you when you return.
Until then, even though it’s a tough period, I’ll make it my goal to laugh at something every day.Thank you @JOhnWoods13.
I can not say that any of my advice is anything approaching “the best”, although that is very kind of you to say. I like to think of advice as a community tool box. Here at MGTOW.com we have a large, shiny, check-plated chrome chest, filled with the finest of forged steel tools, and hickory-handled.
None of us are ordered to use any one of these tools, but we each have access to them, are welcome to use them, as long as we put them back how we found them, only slightly cleaner, and perhaps more improved.
I have had great difficulty working on my book, but I am working on my book. My thinking is not very conrete at the present time, so a lot of it is scattered s~~~.
When it comes together, I think it will be very good, and interesting. Although the Post-Apocolyptic genre has nearly been flogged to death, its of that ilk, although with a MGTOW theme deeply ingrained in it.
I hope you will enjoy the copy I send you upon completion.
Thank you for being a friend, John.
I notice in your signature that it says :The Answer Is No. I like that, and it’s something I’ve touched on before.
Practically the only words in the English language we need are “What Do You Need”, and “No” in dealing with women.
Thanks again John.
Listen Escape.. I am your friend and I did go out and buy a bottle of Black Label. I am hoping and praying that you are only test driving this car. Up the street. down the street all over the city. I don’t care as long as you don’t sign the contract.
felix
Although I’ve responded a bit earlier, my friend, perhaps one day we’ll share a bottle of this black label. I’ve been on a few Walks with Johnnie, and they usually turn out pretty Black. Or Red. Or Both.
Thanks for giving me some stergth buddy. I really appreciate it.
Cheers.
Take care EMP. I truly enjoyed reading your words, and I think you made a difference to more than a few men here – you certainly had an impact on me. I wish you all the best as you continue on your journey.
Thank you for this @myself.
I’ve truly enjoyed your posts, and I find you to be a very insightful man. The world needs more of this.
I am very gracious that some members of MGTOW.com have convinced me not to be a cowardly twit, and to stay.
Thank you for your kindeness.
EMP, as far as being a mghow you have truly set the bar, and you’ve earned every kind word that’s been said here- twice over.
BEST of luck friend, godspeed.
Thank you for taking the time to wish me well, Entropy. You are a favourite of mine ’round these parts.
But please recognize, in your kindness, that I’ve not set a bar in any way. I have been to a bar, and nearly drunk myself to death. I have repetedly flogged myself with a bar in several attempts in realizing that devoting one’s life to a woman is the same thing as opening a kitchen drawer, inserting your snake into it, and then repeatedly slamming it. I have even BEEN barred from many places.
It is only through repeated, repeated, repeated utter failure that I have come to a place in my life where I can walk into my own domain, lay a chick down on my living room floor after paying her, f~~~ her brains out, tell her to leave, drink a beer, make a sandwich in my underwear, leave crumbs all over the counter, watch a documentary on the A-10 Warthog with the volume on “Hospital Visit”, and not…………give………….a………….f~~~.
There are many here who’ve set a bar, that’s for sure. I usually bang my head on it,.
I thank you again for taking the time to be so kind to me sir.
ILiveAgain, damn man, you just made me tear up again today.
But these are good tears in my eyes.
Rock on with everything you just said.
Sorry Felix, looks like your bag of trix will not be needed after all.
EMP, I am feeling what ILiveAgain said.
Looks like you are just f~~~ing stuck with us.
🙂 Turned out to be a great day after all!
It would appear that you are indeed stuck with me, albeit it on a quiter and not so oft presence my friend. thank you so very much for your psupport MGTOW Age.
You are an eloquent writer, sir.
Blessings and thank you.
Willy
Escaped Mental Patient (that is SUCH a cool handle btw),
How old are you?
I know what your facing- I watched my mother battle cancer for two years. I wish it upon noone. You check in with us and tell us how you are man. Like you mentioned – humor is golden. You have it in spades and we can discuss the serious events and also bring humor to your life. Checking out isnt necessary in a forum which allows you to be yourself and in which those people appreciate you for who you are.
Stay with us. Youre worth it and I dont doubt you kick this s~~~ in its ass.
Resident cynic.
Does this mean we won’t be able to read you book? I have been thinking about that ever since your post saying you were going to write your book. I don’t know why, but I just can’t get it out of my head. I am an avid entrepreneur, and when I hear someone saying their starting a new project with as much conviction as you stated in your post, I get very excited. New projects are mantastic. And I have a voracious appetite for reading, especially from good writers.
I am at a loss for words. May the Lord bless you and keep you, and may he shine his countenance on you. May you have a full recovery.
Merci buckets, @sandals. I mentioned in a post above that I am working away on my book, but am very very f~~~ing scattered with it at the m oment.
My focus is severly compromised at the present time, but I will persevere with this. I am sure, from conversing with you before that you can relate. It’s a lot of reading what I wrote the day before and going “Huh? What the f~~~ is THAT tripe. Godamn. Erase. Erase. Erase.”44
You helped me a lot with your post in the importance of focusing. I’ll get my head in a space where I’m not so f~~~ing all over the place.
Thank you so much for your blessings, Sandals. The fellows at the site have convinced me to stick around in some capactiy, rather than be chicken-little and just bitching out and being silent.
Thank you for your time and thoughts, Sandals.
Wishing you the best Willy, always loved reading your posts. But I agree with Iliveagain….keep us in the loop, we’re all here for ya man, and you get to lean as much as you want.
Whatever it takes to get through….@automaton
THis is beyond appreciated sir. I fully took ILiveAgain’s advice, and perpetual kindness and wisdom to heart on this one.
I’ll try not to lean too hard brother.
Cheers.
Stay strong, man, stay strong.
All of us are with you.
I really, really hope that you will make it through and come back stronger than ever.@grotesquerogue (hahahahah I f~~~ing love that handle).
Thank you very much for your thoughts and strength, and for taking the time to post to me.
I too hope for this, and thanks to you, and many other men here, I’ feel stronger already.
I have to stop my thank-you’s for the moent, and have a s~~~load more to reply to.
I’m not ignoring any, and will respond to them all, as you’ve all taken the time out of your life to gift such pleasantries to me.
Thank you so much for your kindness and patience.
Escaped Mental Patient (that is SUCH a cool handle btw),
How old are you?
I know what your facing- I watched my mother battle cancer for two years. I wish it upon noone. You check in with us and tell us how you are man. Like you mentioned – humor is golden. You have it in spades and we can discuss the serious events and also bring humor to your life. Checking out isnt necessary in a forum which allows you to be yourself and in which those people appreciate you for who you are.
Stay with us. Youre worth it and I dont doubt you kick this s~~~ in its ass.
I be approaching 42 years old, going on 105 my friend. And you?
Yes, cancer can be a bitch and I’m frankly sick to f~~~ing death of it, and that’s no pun intended.
I gave palliative care to my grandmother with it until her death, then three months later gave extreme palliative care to my father ntil his demise, and you know, that really really wore me down to the bone. Six months after this, a close friend succumbed to it. I couldn’t assist him physically with it, I was just worn out. I did my best for him on the talking front, but I really felt I let him down, big time.
For about a year or so, I was completely dead inside, and was really only begininng to come around again, and now I’m in the middle of it again.
Lately, I just feel not only exhausted, but really? F~~~ing NUMB.
So many times, people throw the words around, but I am truly sorry for what you experienced with your mother, my friend. It’s really an indescribable process to watch someone melt before you. It gives rise to a whole new feeling of total helplessness.
It would appear that you are indeed stuck with me, albeit it on a quiter and not so oft presence my friend. thank you so very much for your psupport MGTOW Age.
You are an eloquent writer, sir.
Blessings and thank you.
Willy
Damn it is so good to see you again kind sir.
That is one major f~~~ing compliment coming from you Willy, and I am choking up on you being stuck with us. KUDOS & PROPSYour friend,
Zaredit : and don’t waste your precious energy concerning yourself about leaning, being a burden, or p~~~…we will pick you up and carry you. We got your back bud!
escapee, the surgery and pain thing you were talking about really lit up my radar. I had heard that before. I was thinking maybe you were sitting there with a 45 on the coffee table. It was good to come back here again and find you still posting…………………………………………………………………………………………………. felix
please do not reply to this
PS. I have lost a few friends to suicide and you call me a mangina or a wimpy ass woman but all I get from it is a god damn sense of anger.
PS PS Don’t scare us like this again escapee… we will come around and find you and slap some damn sense into your head… no more with the god damn farewell crap….
more throttle ..... less brakes.....
PS. I have lost a few friends to suicide and you call me a mangina or a wimpy ass woman but all I get from it is a god damn sense of anger.
PS PS Don’t scare us like this again escapee… we will come around and find you and slap some damn sense into your head… no more with the god damn farewell crap….
Just to address this Felix: no, of course I was not / am not contemplating suicide, nor would I. Leaving anyone in that aftermath is pure s~~~.
I was / am just a bit f~~~ed up with the prospects and prognosis and my own personal stregth/power.
Didn’t realize it had been miscontrued this way. Just feeling really beat to s~~~, man.
You’re right dude. I should have kept this to myself, not thinking that I would cause panic in that sense.
Just wanted to thank the house for being a great place full of great people and not disappear, that’s all.
You’re right dude. I should have kept this to myself, not thinking that I would cause panic in that sense.
F~~~ing nonsense! I call bulls~~~!
I for one am grateful that you let us know what is going on so we can help you through your time of need
Reread ILiveAgains’ post every time your head needs a refresher on that
He hit a f~~~in home run out of the ballpark with it.
I hope that you will cease & desist with that thought process and get back on track, and share any f~~~ing thing you need to to get through this s~~~ broWE ARE HERE FOR YOU
Love you Man!!
Hang tough, I know it’s taking it’s toll, try and enjoy yourself as much as you can muster.
I have learned so much from the people on this site that I’d probably deem it “SUPER F~~~ING NUCLEAR CLIFF NOTES TO SURVIVAL OF THE MGHOW”.
THIS !!!!
Along with everything in this thread would not have been posted had you kept your mouth shut & we are all closer now because you actually replied and let us know what was wrong in my first post to you in this thread.
Your friend,
Zaredit: You reached out and the House called in! 🙂 You are welcome 😛 Thank you for doing so and allowing us to be involved in this with you.
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