Women and self confidence ?

[Dr PhibesParticipant 155]

@Total Lee, @wally:

Thanks for your replies, gentlemen.

I hope that all of you have a good holiday. Guess what I’m getting for Christmas? Peace and quiet, The two best gifts a guy can get.

"The wisest follow their own direction." -- Euripides

[Sky-OParticipant 18936]

dobie wrote:

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But it still stings , just wi seeing if others had the same experiance and or how you got your own sense of status and worth back after having a c~~~ knock it sideways

I initially crashed and burned. Really hard. Couldn’t get out of bed, walked around confused, angry and lost. Thoughts of her having sex with other guys constantly invading my head. Even contemplated suicide over the course of a few days.

And then, something inside of me that was a remnant from my youth. A small flame that still burned despite numerous attempts by the world and women to extinguish it, was flickering, barely.

I decided to give it all one more shot at glory. I literally went total freaking eye of the tiger on a whole new level. What seemed to be the worst thing that could ever happen to me was actually a new awakening, and a rebirth. *Something FAR GREATER than what I would have ever experience in life had she still been with me, ‘in love’ with me and waking up next to me.

My evolution thus began. A painful evolution/growth, where my soul was being forged in the fire of my former pain, anguish, anger and love. It was absolutely epic, literally watching my own rebirth taking place every day and I began to realize that each passing week without her lies, deception, infidelity and narcissism was equivalent to a year. The quality of my life was increasing exponentially: in her absence.

I learned how to skydive, went through a modified blue-pill phase where I began banging women without any emotional attachment or expectations, while simultaneously finding new and interesting ways to unload my DNA on and/or inside of them, started focusing on my life goals, dreams and aspirations. Began directing and focusing all of my attention and energy like a laser beam on things that increased the quality of my life and had value, rather than sacrificing my time, effort and energy on the altar known as some narcissistic slut’s warped and delusional needs and wants.

It was order rising up out of chaos as I literally and without the initial knowledge of how to do it, gave birth to myself. . . . . .

Evolution – Rebirth – Awakening – Balance – Peace – Light – Truth – Reason – Growth

[Anonymous 42]

Wow sky-O, that sounds allot like my rocky road! I know your struggles, I also contemplated doing myself (all the way to the taste of gun oil in my mouth), I know where you’re coming from brother! My escape was going extreme on a pair of skis! Free falling of a cliff brings more satisfaction and exhilaration than any moment with any chick ever did! Sky diving would be boss if trees went whipping by! I think I’m more the wing suite type!

[RusskyParticipant 13503]

MG-Tower
I feel you bro! Skiing is awesome. There is nothing like sitting on a side of a vertical wall and jumping down.
Skydiving sucks in US because you have to do it with “instructor” first 10 jumps – a grown man strapped to your ass. What a turn off. I want to buy a chute and talk to some local pilots if they could get me high. Not sure if it will work though. Good thing I never owned guns., but I had ideas about running my engine in a closed garage. But thoughts of my daughter growing up to be a stripper set my head straight

proud carrier of the 'why?' chromosome

[Anonymous 42]

Hey Rusky, You need to notify FAA of any jumps, and there are designated areas, I think I saw them on an aviation map, other areas are RESTRICTED, you’ll be looking at military hardware, and allot of chatter on the radio. Good luck trying to find a pilot willing to s~~~ on his license.

After seeing the aftermath of a Chrysler Belvidere GTX hitting a large oak tree at estimated speed over 120 mph, I figured that is the way to go! No part on the car was salvageable, no glass survived, 4 killed, engine and transmission in the back seat, the rear wheels were torn of their lugs from inertia, a house in front of the impact had it windows broken with debris logged in the sheetrock, the steering wheel was about a football field away from the site, and the little plastic round interior light covers next to the rear passengers head, also down the road, that car hit so f~~~ing square, I had to jerk it off the tree, and the front license plate was ripped in two! By far the worst of the worst accident site I ever saw.

Back to skiing, F~~~ YEA! A few years ago we got hammered with a perfect skiers storm, it started out as heavy wet and turned to powder. The heavy wet stuck to the freezing cold granite rock faces, sticking to vertical surfaces. We skied in places that otherwise would have broke loose, causing a slide, nothing we skied on was less than 50 deg.! These were kind of places where we keep reminding ourselves that making a mistake is not an option! You f~~~-up, YOU DIE! Now that’s f~~~ing LIVING! At the same time I was doing jump turns to stay alive, some poor bastard somewhere was being scolded by his miserable wife, about his miserable life!
F~~~ me! MGTOW’s a no brainer!!!

[Anonymous 11]

DeepInThought wrote:

Once you’ve had the sociopath experience you’ll NEVER be fooled by one again once you know the traits, red flag ques and behaviour.

Dobie, I dated a borderline. What Deep in Thought states is absolutely true. I can spot a sociopath instantly now.

It’s normal to have your confidence shattered. You have two options from this experience let it destroy you or use it to build a new foundation starring you.

Love is an illusion created by women to destroy you. Hey, new tag line!

[dobieParticipant 100]

Anonymous wrote:

DeepInThought wrote:

Once you’ve had the sociopath experience you’ll NEVER be fooled by one again once you know the traits, red flag ques and behaviour.

Dobie, I dated a borderline. What Deep in Thought states is absolutely true. I can spot a sociopath instantly now.

It’s normal to have your confidence shattered. You have two options from this experience let it destroy you or use it to build a new foundation starring you.

Love is an illusion created by women to destroy you. Hey, new tag line!

She was no sociopath just low in emotional IQ .If anything she was more bdp

I’m not even sure I believe that is a mental illness and not just a description of an immature , neurotic , selfish women with deep self loathing .

“Science” has tried to label personality

So a selfish self serving asshole is now labeled “narcisitic” .I think a lot of immature women fit the description of bdp’ers .

No I’ve not let it destroy me for one I’m mgtow now 🙂

No love is real MEN feel and experiance love as do a small % of women but it belongs to us in its truest and most noble form .

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