Well, I'm 34 as of today

[NerevarParticipant 8040]

Heave-Ho Mgtow wrote:

Happy Birthday Nerevar. You sure have confidence presenting yourself in writing; Have you considered being an author? You have a great dad by the sounds of it, does he know a way to get you started on a career or hobby writing?

Thanks man! I have written a bunch of very short, fictional stories with a friend years ago for a blog, but lost all inspiration and simply couldn’t come up with anything anymore. Ever since I was a young teenager, whenever I tried to write a book, the action was already happening on page two, no buildup whatsoever, I always ripped off other authors (names, places, things that were happening), and that continued for a few years. I know I have a way of writing, both here in English and in Dutch for school when I had to write a report on something. Teachers always told me they really enjoyed reading my stuff (“leest lekker weg”, in Dutch), which always gained me a half or full extra point (so a 7,5 or 8 instead of a 7).

I’ll see if I can write something again, but it will probably be the same old same old, or rip offs again. Most of my stuff centered around the fictional character “It Penis Bastard” (taken literally from the Dutch name, Het Penisbastaard), grin. I used It instead of The to make him sound even more bizarre. Most of his adventures took him from planet to planet to find out where he came from, as the “tribe” he spent his youth with told him he wasn’t one of them. He was too dumb to realize that his physique didn’t match theirs AT ALL. The end of the story was almost always the same. At THE breakthrough, a slow shaft of dull yellow light shone down on him, and with the words “f~~~ off, you bastard!” he was hurtled out into space once more.

Hehe, I’m chuckling here at the memory of good old It Penis Bastard! 😀

"One of the best things internet exposed is just how insane women are." - Freeman_K

[Handsome VicParticipant 1613]

Hi Nerevar, yes Happy F~~~ing Birthday to you!

Sounds like you’ve had a hell of a time. I can see why the last years would have been very difficult.

I don’t know you (yet anyway) but can tell that you have some wit and write well.

Cheers, Happy B-day

I'm going my own way. Maybe I'll see you there.

[Handsome VicParticipant 1613]

Well look at that, Heave-Ho MGTOW said the same thing while I was typing.
Maybe this year we’ll see some Metal lyrics from you or something.

I'm going my own way. Maybe I'll see you there.

[hmskl’dParticipant 6419]

Have great Birthday.

[Faust For ScienceParticipant 22584]

Happy birthday, Nerevar.

Nerevar, it sounds like need a hobby. A nice, quiet, stress free hobby.

Video games can be good. Movies and TV series. Or, model kits to build.

Also, staying sober will help in preventing long term stress and panic attacks.

[Anonymous 1]

Happy Birthday Man. I’ve spent the last 5 years of my life in agonizing pain (medical problem). Its been ruining my life and I was contemplating suicide for a bit. I’m starting to get better though (fingers crossed).

Hang in there man, concentrate on what keeps you going and don’t lose sight of it. Never Give Up.

[Billy&The CloneasaurusParticipant]

Happy birthday man!

That condition sounds like a real bastard, sorry to hear it.

I had a similar episode on campus in my University days…the whole panic attack and dissociative state thing. I thought I was losing my mind, and was terrified of developing schizophrenia for years. I still get anxiety, and always have that fear in the back of my mind. The memory of something like that never goes away.

Hope your day is good, despite it all.

The answer, is no.

[Anonymous 6]

Happy birthday brother!

[Anonymous 12]

Here is wishing you peace and silence.

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Happy 34th Birthday, Nerevar.

I enjoy your posts, but never knew the apparent hell you live in.

I’m no psychotherapist, but I do know that if you can find someone in similar [or worse] shape than you, and give of yourself to help that person, you will begin the process of recovery.

Stay well.

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[Anonymous 1]

Happy birthday fella.

You’re 5 months older than me.

You old dog.

[SESQUI ano estParticipant 2535]

I missed your post while perusing mgtow.com last night. As we share the same birth date I dedicate the Guiness I drank for my birthday last night to you.

34 was so long ago for me though:) I’d give everything plus my left nut to be 34 again. Cheers

Everyday above ground is a good one. Everyday above ground while single...better still.

[CthulhuParticipant 698]

Happy birthday, man. Could be a lot worse. Just can’t think how at the moment though. Getting raped with a cactus does sound pretty bad though.

Why vote for a lesser evil? #ICETHEMOUT

[743 roadmasterParticipant]

Nerevar wrote:

JVB wrote:

We love you bro.

Thanks bro

743 roadmaster wrote:

I don’t know the details but I can guess. Don’t look at the situation as you are now, but as possible opportunity. Depending on what you have an interest in,….master a craft, start up an at home job, master the guitar,…when it is done you will have something more then just time spent.

The only interest I have in is… well, nothing. All the things I want to do require me to go outside or atelast be in a group, and I can’t stand the chatter of two or more people talking at the same time. Thanks to my hyperacusis every sound is equally loud and important, and I can’t filter anything, so it’s just a wall of noise.

No idea which craft to master, no idea what I can do from home, and I won’t play an instrument because I f~~~ing hate repetition, lol.

Don’t give up, I personally think all men have so much more potential then we display/do. All craft, art, industry was created and elevated by men, it is just what we do.
Every outside activity has an inside component. From painting of the activity to making of the items used in the activity.

mgtow is its own worst enemy- https://www.campusreform.org/

[ShimshParticipant 237]

i never really understood birthdays, you celebrate the fact that you were born- like what kind of retarded reason to celebrate is this, you crawl out of a vagina and that is more of a celebration than finishing your degree or finishing your first marathoon or mastering a craft?
I always hated my birthday and all who celebrate their own. f~~~ that.

Fuck E'm

[MonkParticipant 17057]

I hate birthdays too. It always amuses me to see the shock on peoples faces when I tell them that.

I don’t do Christmas and New Year either. 10 days of collective insanity.

[Anonymous 1]

Monk wrote:

I hate birthdays too. It always amuses me to see the shock on peoples faces when I tell them that.

I don’t do Christmas and New Year either. 10 days of collective insanity.

Would it not have been more pleasant to just say “happy birthday”?

You clearly don’t like people, and you come across as self serving and narcissistic.

If you don’t like people, stay off online forums and remain in your hole.

[MonkParticipant 17057]

Anonymous wrote:

Would it not have been more pleasant to just say “happy birthday”?

You clearly don’t like people, and you come across as self serving and narcissistic.

If you don’t like people, stay off online forums and remain in your hole.

I am at a loss to understand how declining to celebrate yourself is ‘self-serving and narcissistic’.

As to Christmas and New Year, as I am not a Christian, it has no meaning. Nor it must be said, are most of those who ‘celebrate’ it.

Commercial hype and hypocrisy.

[Anonymous 1]

Monk wrote:

Who rattled your cage?

I would have thought that’s fairly evident.

Your general attitude makes it obvious, someone has rattled your cage a lot more than mine has been rocked.

Could there be a better use of your time than making comments that interrupt a bit of bonding in the little time and space we have as men?

Don’t answer that.

[MonkParticipant 17057]

It was a response to shimsh.

But in your eagerness to attack, you didn’t notice that.

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