Theres something seriously wrong with the way things are now

[bladeParticipant]

Chase Pesos wrote:

Maybe one day I’ll get a chance to partake in the peace pipe with you. Sour Diesel and Afghan Kush until we sleep like babies

I use it for ptsd . Hadn’t smoked in a long time . It works for me .

Evey day the sun comes up is a new day and we never know what tommorow will bring .

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[bladeParticipant]

Old Rottweiler wrote:

Poor baby. Yea, things are a bit s~~~ right now , so what.

Ya dying of cancer?
You have all your arms and legs?
You have enough to eat?
Anyone shooting at you?

I’ll tell you a secret. This life is heaven or hell, your choice.

From what I have read of most of your posts you choose hell. You want someone to hand a home and a new Porsche to you, bugger off. Can you paint a house? Someone will pay you to do it. Yea, it’s work. I’ll tell you what, wanker. I shoveled coal and hot petroleum coke 6 days a week, for a year to save up some cash. I walked out of those tunnels black. I’ve cleaned up other peoples s~~~, it was so foul I gagged, I still finished. You do what you have to do. My ex wife made my life hell and took half my money, I made more. I worked two jobs most of my life. I never said can’t.

Now I have two houses and a new Mercedes. The last two women I bothered to f~~~ were 8-9’s , one 28 years younger one 30 years younger, one was a model, and I did not have to pay them.

You can tell me to f~~~ off. Or you can man up. But its YOUR problem.

That is called tuff love

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[Cú ChulainnParticipant 3910]

Time for an Old Bill Marcus Aurelius quote.

DYD, life IS s~~~, even the haves are on antidepressants. Its all about survival. I survived a total collapse this April, arrested, bankrupted, lost my job, home, family, lost a child through abortion, all in one day. A day later I made a suicide attempt that ended in a bloody farce because I drank too much vodka before cutting and passed out after opening the first radial artery. I came to in the morning with a very sore but clotted wrist and a hotel bathroom coated in my own blood.

I was listed as a missing person until after two days of aimless walking around a seaside resort during Easter thinking of ways to kill myself.

Eventually I reported to the police station and a civilian worker took me in and told me life was s~~~. Then she said when things got too much (she was a recovering alcoholic who had lost her family over the booze), she went and sat in the Church up the road to gather her thoughts and be close “To the big man up there”. I did it later that day after booking in to a NHS clinic to get emergency psychiatric help. I sat in the aisle and cried and prayed to God. I found my faith again. As it was easter I went to the easter vigil, attended mass but couldn’t take part in the Eucharist, but I walked two miles every day to that church to take refuge and pray for help. My Dad came and took me home a week later, and here I am.

You’re not a religious man, but get some sort of spirituality if you can. There is always hope, because without hope the heart will break then the body will follow.

I’m far from over things, I’m on meds, out of work and looking at a 2-4 stretch in an English prison, in fact I should’ve been inside by now. But I thank God for each day I have to simply get up and enjoy something as simple as a walk on the beach. I own nothing but this £20 phone and a few clothes.

If I was still living in England I’d hit you up for a beer. Never give up, if there is light it will find you, Charles Bukowski.

[PuniShredderParticipant 2268]

If you’re still young enough and can hack it, I suggest you join the French Foreign Legion. Seriously. It will give you purpose, and somewhere to direct your rage!! Think about it.

Be professional be polite but always have a plan to kill everyone you meet.

[Cú ChulainnParticipant 3910]

The Legion is brutal, much more primaeval than our own military. I worked with many ex-Legionnaires, mixed bunch.

[narrow road travelerParticipant 1680]

I’ll throw my two cents in. I’ve been there too. There were times my hands would shake on the doorknob leaving the house to go to work.

I would mentally have a checklist of things that could possibly go wrong. Then how I’d respond. My hands would then start to shake.

A belief in God definitely helped end those episodes. An internal realization that this rock is still spinning around the sun. Grass still grows. 99% Of human problems are caused by other humans.

I had to make the choice to not be a part of the problem anymore. I still f~~~ up here and there.

I know inside that I pose 0 offensive threat to anyone. I work low stress jobs. Save money where I can to change my living location.

This short term focus has turned so far into mid term relative peace.

The supreme art of war is to subdue the enemy without fighting. --Sun Tsu

[bladeParticipant]

Bro i hope you read back over this thread . What i said in this thread is pretty good advice .

Look at it as an adventure like leo on the titanic . Lol

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[Manspread MansplainerParticipant 4222]

• Move for a new job.
• Do something that drives your fears.
• Challenge yourself with something new.
• Remember what your passion used to be – pursue it. (new hobbies)
• Go on a social anxiety/depression forum – lots of stories there.
• Write a book.
• Learn a new language.

The world isn’t going to change. It’s always been a s~~~ty cold ball of rock and always will be.
I’m sorry to hear you are going through this but only you can fix it.

If women ran the world = It would become the shithole you are seeing.

[Space CowboyParticipant 1466]

Mate I read your OP and you speak a lot of truth and show a lot of frustration with it. I feel the same way about those things and I do get pangs of loneliness and despair at the world and the s~~~ out there. I would like to offer you advice like seek religion or a new hobby but I know those don’t work for me. All I can say is hang in there man, take a week off work and just sort a few jobs out round the house or on your car. Visit some good friends and shoot the s~~~. It might not fix things but just take a load off for a while and try to decompress. Whatever you do, Do NOT GIVE UP!.

As the saying goes, when you’re going through Hell, keep going.

"Have you ever thought about any real freedoms? Freedom from the opinions of others...even from the opinions of yourself?"

[bladeParticipant]

Hope you answer back to this thread c~~~ because i am marking it .

Lots of good advice . Even ya unky punto threw in . Lol

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[bladeParticipant]

Dude i could really set ya on a new path where you get work and adventure .

I could give ya heaps of good advice on how to go about it .

Best thing is you will be back near ya son bro

F~~~ the uk i warned ya not to leave un zead (newzealand in kiwi) There is no future in the uk

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[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

I had to leave the thread to do some life stuff. Damn 5 pages of some good conversation here!

I think we’re all feeling it. The world is skewed more than normal. It’s such a slow burn it’s hard to get a bead on it, or know to what exactly needs to be done (if anything). There is a tipping point in the future; everyone feels it coming. The only thing you can do is take control of yourself. Get fit, get some savings, do some prepping and get something for yourself that makes you feel good…

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[Dashing Young DissidentSpectator]

blade wrote:

Hope you answer back to this thread c~~~ because i am marking it .

Lots of good advice . Even ya unky punto threw in . Lol

Yes you shelia im at work at the moment, will reply to all when i get home.

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Everything you say is true and this world is pretty s~~~ty. But YOU need to change because the world will no change for you.

Meth, Cocaine, Booze, Ecstasy, Mushrooms, Acid etc… etc.. etc.. I have done it all and quit everything but weed. I can say from the other side that being sober (relatively speaking) is much better. If you went sober you could save your money and buy your way out of this hell by moving to Brunei or wherever.

But I am not going to sugar coat it for you: Its a hard road getting sober and you will not see results right away, it may even take years, but stick with it and you will be happier.

[Dashing Young DissidentSpectator]

Thanks so much for the input guys, really appreciate it.

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Also, you live in the U.K.? No offense but that country seems especially rotten. I live in Canada, its not much better here, but at least there is lots of open space and you can move somewhere with few people and less assholes. You might just need to switch countries. Blade says you used to live in NZ, I bet that place is better. Never been but it sounds awesome.

[Dashing Young DissidentSpectator]

Yeh I live in UK at the moment. Yeh its wank. NZ is a s~~~hole as well but has alot more countryside near by to where I lived and less people.

[billtaichiParticipant 141]

Man sounds like I felt for a month or so after I separated from my ex.

The world will always be full of bulls~~~ as long as there are humans in it, but the good news is reality is constructed by your brain and so we all live in our own reality and we have control over how we view events in our lives, we may not be able to control what events happen but we certainly can chose how we view them. I have chosen to keep mine positive, that is why I don’t watch the news anymore and I now stay away from relationships with women. I think a lot of us go through feelings like you describe and I doubt there is anything we can say that will fix it. For myself the only thing that gets rid of depressing feelings like that is to get off my ass and do something and keep doing stuff until I forget about all that other noise.

[Anonymous 14]

Everything in this thread that people are upset about is due to Globalism. Internationalist Corporatist Banksters with their Leftist propaganda department in Hollywood leading the charge with Israel in a sense being NWO headquarters, as they are the only country in the West that is being allowed to remain Ultra-Right Wing.

[Dashing Young DissidentSpectator]

Anonymous wrote:

Everything in this thread that people are upset about is due to Globalism. Internationalist Corporatist Banksters with their Leftist propaganda department in Hollywood leading the charge…

Yep.

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