No fire in my belly

[MACHOParticipant]

theman007 wrote:

Just a series of s~~~ting chain events happening.
I quite honestly, don’t even know if any job is worth the effort for me to put into. Just lost on what to do……I don’t know if this is middle age crisis.

Life Will Test You Until You’re Dead! That’s one Really that Men have to Live with… and the bitter truth is in the end the Reaper will still get to you!

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[Anonymous 42]

theman007 wrote:

Theman007
theman007

Me too bro, I lost my best friend to the c~~~ carousel, he was one of the early ones that learned AIDS was also heterosexual, he was a stud that got some infected pussy. We grew up together from our early teens to our mid 20s’. It was the 80s’ when they knew very little about the virus.

I got used to going long stents by myself, too busy with my interests at hand to socialize. I’m not sitting stagnant, I always have something to do or that needs to get done, but I am down sizing my life on short order! To hell with being productive for someone else’s benefit you don’t even know!

[Soldier-MedicParticipant 2566]

theman007 wrote:

I have almost no passion in life and don’t know what the reason is. I go to the gym regularly, but it feels like a chore. Nothing is exciting. I don’t know about others here, the right way to put it is I feel dead from the inside.

What you seem to be describing is depression.

You MUST see someone soon.

Tell your doctor. Get a referral to a shrink. A male one is preferable. Do your research in advance. Find one that takes your insurance. Go to the doc. Tell him that you want to see this person.

Do not see a therapist that DOESN’T have a graduate degree. PhD, LCSW. The rest are charlatans in my opinion. I don’t think they have the education with a thorough background in evidence based practices.

Also, avoid Jungian psychologists. They’re off the map.

Take the step.

"I asked you a question. I didn't ask you to repeat what the voices in you head are telling you" ~ Me. ........Yes I'm still angry.

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Shrinks are a waste of time and money. You have to find the center of your own self and you must do it alone. And NO do not move out of a rural area and into a city…that is the kiss of death.

[Two Time WinnerParticipant 1090]

Soldier-Medic wrote:

What you seem to be describing is depression.
You MUST see someone soon.
Tell your doctor. Get a referral to a shrink. A male one is preferable. Do your research in advance. Find one that takes your insurance. Go to the doc. Tell him that you want to see this person.
Do not see a therapist that DOESN’T have a graduate degree. PhD, LCSW. The rest are charlatans in my opinion. I don’t think they have the education with a thorough background in evidence based practices.

This is valuable advice, please follow it. I suffered from depression for years, much of it from events during my childhood. Marrying a narcissist only made it worse. Taking Lexapro and seeing a therapist (PhD) weekly has changed my life. It takes some hard work in looking at yourself and relearning how to deal with life and emotions. Some days are still tough as I am trying to finalize a divorce with a bitch from hell. I’m playing the long game here and looking to the future, not the short term crap I am dealing with. Life can be fun and enjoyable, if you make it that way. Please take some action to change your situation.

Some folks on here think that counseling is crap. And it may be crap for them. I can speak from experience and it has made all the difference in my life. I went from wanting to die to loving life (most days.

TTW

I ain't got a wife to spend my money, I have to do that all by myself.

[HermitParticipant]

PistolPete wrote:

Shrinks are a waste of time and money. You have to find the center of your own self and you must do it alone. And NO do not move out of a rural area and into a city…that is the kiss of death.

Strongly agree with all you said. I’d rather confide in a casual acquaintance than pay an “expert” to waste my time. I know myself better than anyone. I have had to “fix” myself on more than one occasion. For me, it helps to go a little insane to keep from going crazy. Here is something I wrote when I was going through some bulls~~~:

I have begun to embrace my insanity and hold it close like an old trusted friend who is always there in the shadows of my mind, lurking, whispering to me……waiting for the chance to consume me in sweet neurotic obsession which causes me to anguish in a mental suffering that causes physical pain……. I embrace it and give in to it and plead for more.

I know that may sound a little psychotic, but basically what I’m saying is what my son learned in basic training. If your situation sucks, embrace the suck. Grab on to it and make it your bitch. Some times when I’m stressing over something, I just eat it. I take it in and tough it out and say, “come on, give me more”. When I’m starting to go crazy, I go nuts and push on through the s~~~. It works for me and helps me rise above it and get my s~~~ straight and take back the control. I’ve become stronger for embracing the bad times.

….and yes, moving into a city could make you feel even more lonely than you may think you are now.

The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

[MACHOParticipant]

PistolPete wrote:

Shrinks are a waste of time and money. You have to find the center of your own self and you must do it alone. And NO do not move out of a rural area and into a city…that is the kiss of death

Shrinks are For Females!

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[AutoliteParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

The blue pill indoctrinated idiot is the one most likely to go jumping and land at terminal viscosity!

I heard about a guy who did that. He died after jumping into a pit of crude oil… 😀

[MACHOParticipant]

By the way theman007 if you continue sounding like this I suggest a more appropriate avatar, like this one for instance ⬇

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[HermitParticipant]

MACHO wrote:

By the way theman007 if you continue sounding like this I suggest a more appropriate avatar, like this one for instance

Hey, I have some contact lenses just like those. Can’t wait for Halloween to wear them again. People look at me funny when I wear them any other time of the year…..the freaks.

The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

My two cents:

Im a death follower (the only one), what macho said is good for me.

Now i have a question.
Why do you need to feel anything? why do you need to look for joy in life? Do you wanna be happy? why?

ITS ALL BULLS~~~.

Happiness is a state of mind. You dont need to feel joy for what you do, is just a f~~~ing job, to eat and pay for s~~~, nothing else.

We are always looking meaning to our life, THERE IS NONE, F~~~ IT.

Even if you discover something epic, in a few decades you will be dead, and if you name goes down in history, it wont mean s~~~ to you, BECOUSE YOU WILL BE F~~~ING DEAD.

You know what tesla and an unknown bum feel right now? the same NOTHING, THEY ARE F~~~ING DEAD, BOTH OF THEM.

People get depresed becouse they feel they should be depresed, becouse they find no meaning to something that has no meaning, LIFE.

just let it go, LET GO. IT DOESNT MATTER, IT NEVER DID, IT NEVER WILL.

HITLER AND GHANDI ARE BOTH THE SAME, DEAD MOTHER F~~~ERS.

just dont think about it, too much work, for what?.

Might the power of DONT GIVE A F~~~ GUIDE YOU.

This said, cut that s~~~ you sound like a woman (jokingly said).

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[AutoliteParticipant]

Carnage wrote:

My two cents:

Im a death follower (the only one), what macho said is good for me.

Now i have a question.
Why do you need to feel anything? why do you need to look for joy in life? Do you wanna be happy? why?

ITS ALL BULLS~~~.

Happiness is a state of mind. You dont need to feel joy for what you do, is just a f~~~ing job, to eat and pay for s~~~, nothing else.

We are always looking meaning to our life, THERE IS NONE, F~~~ IT.

Even if you discover something epic, in a few decades you will be dead, and if you name goes down in history, it wont mean s~~~ to you, BECOUSE YOU WILL BE F~~~ING DEAD.

You know what tesla and an unknown bum feel right now? the same NOTHING, THEY ARE F~~~ING DEAD, BOTH OF THEM.

People get depresed becouse they feel they should be depresed, becouse they find no meaning to something that has no meaning, LIFE.

just let it go, LET GO. IT DOESNT MATTER, IT NEVER DID, IT NEVER WILL.

HITLER AND GHANDI ARE BOTH THE SAME, DEAD MOTHER F~~~ERS.

I’m guessing that you don’t get invited to a lot of parties do you? 😀

I agree though that life really has no ‘meaning’ in the conventional sense. We each have to create our own reasons for staying on the planet…

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

I get invited, i dont go, f~~~ it.
And there is a reason BECOUSE YES.
WHO CARES.
How do you even live, if you are looking for a f~~~ing reason to live all the time?
Like you can actually stop death with your meaning. Death doesnt give a s~~~.
Death calls your name, you are done for, and thats it.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[MACHOParticipant]

Carnage wrote:

This said, cut that s~~~ you sound like a woman (jokingly said).

Yep it sure does and that wont fly for long on here.

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[The Black ScorpionParticipant 2146]

To the OP:

Just curious about your diet, are you shoveling crap into your mouth?

Any substance abuse issues? Are you getting enough Vitamin D3 since you live so far north?

These things could be a factor.

The greatest tragedy in life is to spend your whole life fishing only to discover that it was not fish you were after. - Henry David Thoreau

[theman007Participant 32]

HELL NO – I don’t take drugs or even alcohol. I think it is all work induced, but due to s~~~ty job market I can’t change my employer. So feeling that way.

[Back in BlackParticipant 1732]

Find a purpose greater than yourself. Get your ass into action on fullfilling your purpose.

"Women are directly adapted to act as the nurses and educators of our early childhood, for the simple reason that they themselves are childish, foolish, and short-sighted—in a word, are big children all their lives, something intermediate between the child and the man, who is a man in the strict sense of the word. Consider how a young girl will toy day after day with a child, dance with it and sing to it; and then consider what a man, with the very best intentions in the world, could do in her place.” Quote from Arthur Shopenhauer, 17th century philosopher

[MACHOParticipant]

theman007 wrote:

No fire in my belly

Also “Wake up” that topic title Stinks!

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[theman007Participant 32]

MAcho – No offence to you, but prefer if you don’t respond to my thread. You look real creepy.

[MACHOParticipant]

theman007 wrote:

MAcho – No offence to you, but prefer if you don’t respond to my thread. You look real creepy.

Did I hurt your feelings? mgtow.com is not Facebook! it doesn’t work that way girl!

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

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