I am here, not normal.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Anonymous wrote:

I am actually sincerely confused as to why such behavior is acceptable

It’s not acceptable. But as men, we can learn to admin ourselves.

Anonymous wrote:

I have seen people booted for far less.

At work and no time to review it all right now. But if the bell goes off one more time on this, his posting privs will be paused at least.

Anonymous wrote:

have been guilty of this also. I apologize to you KM

Appologies make my dick itch.
They are never necessary when we keep ourselves in check.

I doubt ®sparky is actually proud of it. It doesn’t make one feel good to rage on against others (or the world) like that. Feel good about what you post and apologies are never necessary.

I watched Tiger Woods “apologize” to his wife who was bad in bed and beat him with a golf club. But $25OM is already enough. It actually hurt me in my b~~~~ to watch that s~~~.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Anonymous 14]

Keymaster wrote:

THX 1138 wrote:

I am actually sincerely confused as to why such behavior is acceptable

It’s not acceptable. But as men, we can learn to admin ourselves.

THX 1138 wrote:

I have seen people booted for far less.

At work and no time to review it all right now. But if the bell goes off one more time on this, his posting privs will be paused at least.

Fine by me, I am not the one at risk of killing someone or myself, my being kind to him despite our differences in his recurring suicide pity threads is now a thing of the past.

[Anonymous 54]

Apology withdrawn.
We dont want an itchy dick! Hahah

[Anonymous 14]

From his pre-Christmas Goodbye thread-

Anonymous wrote:

Hey Sparky, I know you think I hate you, but I don’t. Every man has his war to fight. Yours is different than mine and ours are different than theirs, it’s still all war though. War with the hand we were dealt, the world we walk in, and ourselves. It’s all the same war though. You are no different than me, that is just a lie we are told, as what remains true for all of us is that we are our own best friends and hero’s, reach back down and pull yourself up again, because you are worth it.

Goodbye.

Astro wrote:

You know what I can do, I can split your head.

Yea, no more of that from me now Sparky.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Keymaster wrote:

@sparky when someone initiates a conflict like “lets take it outside” or “come into my world and I will waste you”….. I’ll accept that challenge, but first tell her/him/them that I need to take a leak.

KM, you have a point and I suppose this thread deserved to be reported. At the same time, I felt challenged and had a limited choice on how to respond to that. Perhaps I should have let it go and gained some points on integrity. I have stayed silent before here. This thread started with well meaning and the flames came from nowhere, I never meant for that to happen but it did. I fought back with all I had and I guess too much, I do have a temper and need to control it better. So some now see me as a mental case, perhaps they are right. Many of us didn’t get here because we had it easy but I am not offering excuses, they are worthless anyway. Do as you wish but I wish to do better with my temper than I have on this thread. If people want to put the bead on me anyway, I cannot stop that. I plead guilty for violating a rule on this forum as I obviously have and deserve to be booted. At the same time, MGTOW is my home and I don’t know where else to go. I will just have to man up and take my shots.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

@sparky appreciate your note very much.

A self-effacing outlook is MUCH easier to discard than perhaps you realize. You really just gotta make up your mind to THROW IT AWAY. It’s as simple as that. Whatever adjustments need to be made…. MAKE them.

“Humility” is OK, but it only goes so far.
It’s only a “virtue” to a certain point. After that, it doesn’t do much good.

You can simply DECIDE to not talk yourself down so much. We’re socially CONDITIONED to do this.

Society HATES a self-assured man.
Too bad for them.

It’s surprising, because when I joined in the Zoom chat you’re cracking jokes and are usually very pleasant and friendly in demeanor…. but you revert to this kind of “feeling sorry for yourself” when you don’t need to.

Grab your ego by the b~~~~ and refuse to see yourself in a negative light.
Thats’ where the world wants you. Don’t ever let them win.

Don’t ever let them win.

Astro wrote:

I do have a temper and need to control it better

You won’t guess this, but my fuse is probably shorter than yours. I will snap , offer a snide retort and bark easy when someone tries s~~~ with me – but not here. It’s actually EASIER here to “edit” myself and remove myself. I just won’t post.

Astro wrote:

I plead guilty for violating a rule on this forum as I obviously have and deserve to be booted

What you deserve . . . is to think of yourself more highly than you do.

Be the man you always wanted to be.
It’s not that hard. Yes, really.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

I am sitting back and thinking about what just happened. I think it would be best to restrict myself from making threads for awhile though I will reply to others. It seems that my words don’t always come out right and next comes the flames. I cannot ask everyone to like me, none of us are here for that. What I can do call a truce with those who I have offended. And I will be honest, I am guilty of having a few brews while on this forum and cannot deny that was enough of a factor to push me further than I should have gone. I rarely have anything stronger but I did two nights ago, that was a mistake. I still wish to hang around as I have nowhere else to go but I will also tone it down because I don’t need KM to tell me I went a step too far. I will try to do better and thank you for hearing me out.

[IRuleMeParticipant]

Creating personal boundaries will help you in the blue pilled world

[IRuleMeParticipant]

Read it Sparky

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Anonymous wrote:

Yea, no more of that from me now Sparky.

Agreed, I call a truce. I know you mean well and believe it or not, so do I.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

IRuleMe wrote:

Read it Sparky

I did and responded. Thank you.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Astro wrote:

I do have a temper and need to control it better.

Nevermind that now. A “temper” lets you know you have a pulse. RIGHT?
Who the hell wants the same heartbeat everyday.

I knew a guy who once called me “tempermental” because I have a general sense of propriety and insist on enforcing it. Like the other day, when this asshole was waiting for his bitch while blocking my driveway with his car.

• I first waited 30 seconds with my signal on.
• He f~~~ing looks at me, raises his index finger and mouthed the words “one second”.
• 20 seconds later, bitch was still talking to her “friend” I decided to lean on the horn so they couldn’t hear each other talk anymore.
• He gives me a dirty look because of his c~~~.
• I shouted “MOOOVE F~~~~~!!!!” with the most powerful booming voice I could muster.

Then he moved.

I actually LIKED that about myself.

So as long and you like something about yourself, you’re not gonna need to apologize or feel bad about it. Conversely , if something makes you feel bad about yourself …. just don’t do it.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Joey AlfioParticipant]

Sparky no one’s going to blame you for having testosterone and unleashing some of its symptoms, but god damn have some self-control man. There’s a reason why many of us advocate for fellow mgtowers to pick up hobbies, activities, meditation, etc., because we redpillers are no strangers to the rage and if you let your emotions or the past get the best of you then you’ll end up doing stupid s~~~ only to regret it later like you’ve done right now. You have a lot of energy in you so why not direct it to something more productive instead? It’s not only a waste of your time but your also burdening yourself further by misusing it.

You say you felt challenged — let’s say you did in fact defend your integrity and actually fulfilled those threats do you think that instant, short satisfaction of vengeance would have spared you the life-long guilt you would have had till the day you died?

And life is no joke my friend. Respect it, cherish, and embrace it because it’s the only thing you have in this f~~~ed up world. Don’t let it go to waste.

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