I am here, not normal.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

I just came from a year contemplating suicide so do not call me sane. At the same time, I hope I can do better and I am working overtime to do better. It is hard to know the pits of hell but getting out is even harder. There are few options, you kill yourself or you carry on and I took the second choice. I thank my little buddy as he is an angel from God. Today is the first day I joined MGTOW a year ago and I also thank you. You put up with my s~~~ and remained my brothers. You have no idea what you mean to me.

[bladeParticipant]

Ya cool sparky bro .

Always remember NFG . Keep that turned on . Humor is good medicine .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[FunInTheSunParticipant 8283]

Hi Sparky,

I’m not normal either. I tried to be like my peers when I was a teenager, but I ended up going in a different direction. I was suicidal when I was a young man, but now I feel like living because I’m on a journey of self-discovery. I want to learn more about the world and do more with my life. I’ve had a series of dead-end jobs, and I’m looking for ways to upgrade my existence. It’s like my mission of revenge for what I could not have or could not be in the past. I also want to stick around to see what new inventions mankind will come up with. Best wishes to you as you walk on your individual road to freedom.

—Fun

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

—Robert Frost

"I saw that there comes a point, in the defeat of any man of virtue, when his own consent is needed for evil to win-and that no manner of injury done to him by others can succeed if he chooses to withhold his consent. I saw that I could put an end to your outrages by pronouncing a single word in my mind. I pronounced it. The word was ‘No.’" (Atlas Shrugged)

[JakeParticipant 909]

sparky I don’t know you but I have lost friends to that affliction its all boils down to being overwhelmed one thing at a time just keep going it gets better remember when you felt good its only attitude.one of my friends killed himself over his wife banging his best friend that didn’t bother him so then she refused to let him see his kids that did it I was one week too late it fuked him I didn’t get a chance to help him get a lawyer he did everything even started to work part time just to make things work the goal posts kept getting moved there can be no peace I say go to war these might sound like harsh words but she made sure he felt overwhelmed anybody that makes you feel that way is the enemy so you have to take that into consideration

[Anonymous 12]

Forget the day of your birth then, for it is irrelevant these days, not worth celebrating as the years roll by.
mark this day down as an important one, like Churchill said… It is not the beginning of the end… but the end of a very, very difficult beginning.

From Christmas dinner 2016 onwards, to Feb.7, 2017
you just hung in there,
a bottle in one hand,
a rope in the other.
and a Dog at your feet.

look what has happened to you since –
the man who is slowly climbing out of the pits of hell,
the dust and fog of confusion settling around him.

We may never meet,
but i know deep down inside that you are one damn tough Cookie.

And no matter how downtrodden and depressed you may feel,
here is one little fella who looks up to you from across the Atlantic.

Welcome, Welcome once more.

[AncientwisdomParticipant 6089]

Astro wrote:

I just came from a year contemplating suicide so do not call me sane. At the same time, I hope I can do better and I am working overtime to do better.

If memory stands correct, didn’t you recently start a thread asking Key Master to create a sub-forum for “Monk Men“?

After seeng that, I looked up some of your posts, and it happens that you are a married man.

Again, I could be wrong here, and if so please correct me; but if not – how does that make any sense?

If the above is correct, now your talking about suicide?

If the sum total above is correct, I don’t want any part, because I’m not a professional therapist; and it makes no sense.

If any of the above is incorrect, than my apologies; sincerely.

Please advise.

Resident cynic.

[UntamedParticipant]

Sparky!
I’m glad you’re here, normal or not. I’m not exactly working on all thrusters either but my presence anywhere under whatever mental state is better than my absence from everywhere.
Plus, why would I give up my spot on this planet early?! No f~~~ing way! I won’t give up until I’m 160yo and I’ll keep going as long as I still have an ounce of energy left. The bastards won’t be rid of me this soon!

Astro wrote:

It is hard to know the pits of hell but getting out is even harder.

Out or in… just live, be here and there and be yourself, if only in defiance to those who’d rather you don’t but more importantly in agreement with those who’d rather you do. Don’t ever think you’re alone and insignificant because you’re not, brother.

Don't let them Blame, Shame or Tame you!
Give 'em NOTHING, not even an answer!
#GenderSegragationNow!

[bladeParticipant]

Untamed wrote:

normal or not. I’m not exactly working on all thrusters either but my presence anywhere under whatever mental state is better than my absence from everywhere.

F~~~ yer what untamed said and perfectly worded Iamf~~~edup#metoo

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Anonymous 38]

Normal is living your entire life in ignorance, on the plantation, being used and abused. F~~~ normal.

Let’s rejoice in our abnormality.

Glad you made it through bro.

[AncientwisdomParticipant 6089]

Sometimes it’s difficult to express a tone via writing, but I honestly don’t understand this guy.

If the OP, or anyone else, can tell me how this makes sense, than I stand corrected and much appreciated. Otherwise, WTF is this $hit? Didn’t he also post about being married (?)…

The below is nothing less than bat-$hit crazy to me.

From a different post form OP:

“Let me tell you about my first wife:

She drilled holes in the bathroom door to see if I was masturbating in the tub. She went to jail every other week due to not being able to handle her booze, even while pregnant with my son. When a former boyfriend dumped her, she poured gasoline under his door and set it on fire. She smashed my car window and I had to get an order of protection against her. She f~~~ed out on me 9 times, once on our living room floor. When my mom died, she slapped her in the coffin and called her a bitch. I did nothing until she kept calling my dead mother a bitch in the car. I lost it and beat the crap out of her till she begged for mercy! That is when I said to hell with being a “Gentleman”! “Never hit a woman?” I will never hit a lady but I will beat a bitch if I have to!

I had written more than a thousand songs all my life and played guitars. My music spanned from folk-rock ballads to heavy metal. Much of it was about relationships all my life. I later wrote Christian music for the church and became the music minister. My 1st wife went to “Sister Busy-Body” over my songs about girlfriends I had written decades ago. I was called down by the pastor for committing “Spiritual Adultery”.

Resident cynic.

[AncientwisdomParticipant 6089]

Astro wrote:

I just came from a year contemplating suicide so do not call me sane.

I wouldn’t call you ‘sane’.

You sound in..fu$king sane.

WTF is this $hit you post?

I’m not here to coddle and accept everyone/anyone for any reason.

You’ve posted some crazy a$$ $hit.

I’m not a fan.

Resident cynic.

[AncientwisdomParticipant 6089]

Form another thread:

After reading the responses, I withdraw my request but remain a monk as I have no choice other than death.

You’re dramatic as fu$K!

You’re seriously unstable.

If you want advice from other men, then that’s fine.

You don’t want that.

You want drama.

You’ve been getting it.

You’re insane and you’re giving the rest of us a bad name.

Resident cynic.

[AncientwisdomParticipant 6089]

I still have Oscar, the dachshund that saved me last year when I tried to drink myself to death.

Seriously?

How does one try to “drink themselves to death” ?

LOL.

It’s a life long process.

Trust me, I’ve been trying.

Resident cynic.

[Anonymous 42]

Alcohol is liquid insanity, remove the alcohol and you remove most the insanity.

Sobriety fundamental to sanity.

[MutineerParticipant 1467]

Good to see you hanging in there, bro.

"The secret to happiness is freedom... And the secret to freedom is courage." - Thucydides

[sidecarParticipant 35837]

I would say you’re here because you ARE normal. Have you looked at the rest of the world lately? That ain’t normal.

Astro wrote:

I just came from a year contemplating suicide so do not call me sane.

Again, one does not follow from the other. The sanity of the options you contemplate depends entirely on the conditions you find yourself in.

That being said, revenge is always better than suicide. And the best revenge is to live well.

FunInTheSun wrote:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I brought my f~~~ing chainsaw,
And cut my own goddamn path.
—

[Anonymous 14]

Ancientwisdom wrote:

Form another thread:

After reading the responses, I withdraw my request but remain a monk as I have no choice other than death.

You’re dramatic as fu$K!

You’re seriously unstable.

If you want advice from other men, then that’s fine.

You don’t want that.

You want drama.

You’ve been getting it.

You’re insane and you’re giving the rest of us a bad name.

Don’t mess with Sparky and no he is not married. You like kicking a man when he’s been down do ya? Wait til it’s your turn, I’ll be first in line.

[MarketWatcherParticipant]

Congrats on one year brother.

[It’sallbsParticipant]

Ancientwisdom wrote:

If memory stands correct, didn’t you recently start a thread asking Key Master to create a sub-forum for “Monk Men“?

After seeng that, I looked up some of your posts, and it happens that you are a married man.

Again, I could be wrong here, and if so please correct me; but if not – how does that make any sense?

If the above is correct, now your talking about suicide?

If the sum total above is correct, I don’t want any part, because I’m not a professional therapist; and it makes no sense.

If any of the above is incorrect, than my apologies; sincerely.

Please advise.

Shut up you mug.

http://www.leavemeansleave.eu

[Anonymous 12]

If memory stands correct, didn’t you recently start a thread asking Key Master to create a sub-forum for “Monk Men“?
After seeng that, I looked up some of your posts, and it happens that you are a married man.
Again, I could be wrong here, and if so please correct me; but if not – how does that make any sense?

Every man ever who has been married for more than 72 hours days is a flipping monk.
because (drum roll)
Sex dries up pretty fast in a marriage.

Learn, padawan! learn!

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