I am here, not normal.

[Remove me!Participant]

Ancientwisdom wrote:

Form another thread:

After reading the responses, I withdraw my request but remain a monk as I have no choice other than death.

You’re dramatic as fu$K!

You’re seriously unstable.

If you want advice from other men, then that’s fine.

You don’t want that.

You want drama.

You’ve been getting it.

You’re insane and you’re giving the rest of us a bad name.

Dude, you’ve posted on this thread 4 times too many. You talk about starting drama, and you’re the one digging it up and starting.

Sparky’s NFG is getting stronger everyday. But he’s stopped being a whinnying bitch. He’s alright.

Stop starting drama then blaming it on someone else.

Like a bird on the wire, like a drunk midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Ancientwisdom wrote:

If memory stands correct, didn’t you recently start a thread asking Key Master to create a sub-forum for “Monk Men“?
After seeng that, I looked up some of your posts, and it happens that you are a married man.
Again, I could be wrong here, and if so please correct me; but if not – how does that make any sense?
If the above is correct, now your talking about suicide?
If the sum total above is correct, I don’t want any part, because I’m not a professional therapist; and it makes no sense.
If any of the above is incorrect, than my apologies; sincerely.
Please advise.

Yes, I am still for a forum for MGTOW Monks. Yes, I am still married on paper but no one is perfect, we have been separated for more than a year now. It’s not like I am fu–ing her every night and I sure as hell wouldn’t want to. Yes, I seriously contemplated suicide but I do not know how to prove that other than putting a bullet in my brain. I don’t know if doing so would make you happy but it would get me nowhere.

[OneTrueMisfitSpectator 2690]

send poop

Don't care

[Puffin StuffParticipant 24979]

Do you still live the house with your ex? I went on a date with a woman last week who said that she separated from her husband but for one and a half years continued to live with him. Her upstairs, him downstairs.

If so, that might be part of healing your depression.

Another way is to stay here and stay grounded. With men who know the score and have had the blinders removed.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

[OneTrueMisfitSpectator 2690]

Puffin Stuff wrote:

Do you still live the house with your ex?

No he does not.

Don't care

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Yea, I did my best to drink myself to death. Want to hear something more retarded? God doused my world with brandy for a month. It sounds like you think I am a f~~~ing joke. You just made a big mistake. Come to my world and I will waste your ass. You have no idea the hatred I hold within, I could kill babies and laugh. I try to contain it but have it within and you can thank your tax dollars for putting that hatred in me. My CC was SEAL Team 2 and he gave me a rage I will hold till the day I die. Want my address asshat? Come here because I will f~~~ you up!

[joetechParticipant]

Remember, MGTOW monks are an oppressed minority (so says one of our members). If you’ve been oppressed all your life you should be crazy. I’ve yet to meet anyone who isn’t. We’re all here for one reason…brotherhood and fellowship with other men. Sanity is not required. In fact, if you live on this planet in this society and you’re not already crazy, you’re probably from another planet.

"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Anonymous wrote:

Don’t mess with Sparky and no he is not married.

Well… on paper I am still married but we have been separated for more than a year. Judge me on that if you wish but it’s not like I am banging the bitch every night. Want to know more? She is half German, half black but most people only see the black side. Go ahead and say it, I don’t care.

[Call Me WinterParticipant 141]

Sparky, what the f~~~ is normal?
I’ve lost my brother and my father to suicide, thought about it myself when grieving for my brother, so to say I know where you’re coming from, chip away at it buddy, do one thing positive a day, don’t try and do more.

Do one problem at a time too, do not overwhelm yourself with the need to get things sorted in a hurry, do anything to help sleep at night, bang one out, listen to music, read a book until you drift off, but most importantly, get out of bed in the morning!

Social interaction is good for the mind, keep busy with a hobby, do not let negative thoughts win, you are amongst guys here who understand your struggles, glad you’re still here mate, stay strong.

God created man...........then he fucked up! Female empowerment only lasts until you reach the cash till.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Puffin Stuff wrote:

Do you still live the house with your ex? I went on a date with a woman last week who said that she separated from her husband but for one and a half years continued to live with him. Her upstairs, him downstairs.

No sir. I kicked her ass out on 26/December/2016. She was a cheat and it was not the first time. Her ass is gone because I do not play. Yet on paper, I am still married to the bitch, the problem is not my principles but money.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Ancientwisdom wrote:

How does one try to “drink themselves to death” ?
LOL.
It’s a life long process.
Trust me, I’ve been trying.

Keep trying if you wish, I had a younger friend that did it. I watched the meds carry his stiff ass out from the house next door I used to own. You don’t need a lifetime, you just need some PGA or shine and take the jar down at one chug. You know what? I think going over a cliff is better. How would you like to die? I would rather use my Glock 19 but do not want to be a statistic for the gun grabbers. My little buddy stopped me, f~~~ing dachshund.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Thank you. That is all I wanted to hear but have heard far more.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Untamed wrote:

Out or in… just live, be here and there and be yourself, if only in defiance to those who’d rather you don’t but more importantly in agreement with those who’d rather you do. Don’t ever think you’re alone and insignificant because you’re not, brother.

Jesus, you just said something worth two s~~~s. I do not know how to handle that Love but thank you.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Ancientwisdom wrote:

From a different post form OP:
“Let me tell you about my first wife:
She drilled holes in the bathroom door to see if I was masturbating in the tub. She went to jail every other week due to not being able to handle her booze, even while pregnant with my son. When a former boyfriend dumped her, she poured gasoline under his door and set it on fire. She smashed my car window and I had to get an order of protection against her. She f~~~ed out on me 9 times, once on our living room floor. When my mom died, she slapped her in the coffin and called her a bitch. I did nothing until she kept calling my dead mother a bitch in the car. I lost it and beat the crap out of her till she begged for mercy! That is when I said to hell with being a “Gentleman”! “Never hit a woman?” I will never hit a lady but I will beat a bitch if I have to!
I had written more than a thousand songs all my life and played guitars. My music spanned from folk-rock ballads to heavy metal. Much of it was about relationships all my life. I later wrote Christian music for the church and became the music minister. My 1st wife went to “Sister Busy-Body” over my songs about girlfriends I had written decades ago. I was called down by the pastor for committing “Spiritual Adultery”.

Do you think I was making a joke? OK, believe as you wish and tell MGTOW I made it all up but I know the truth. Who do you think I am? Do you think I am a joke? I invite you to my home as my brother where you will discover who I am.

[MrMeParticipant 651]

Glad you are still here with us bro.

Let me tell you what helped me get out of the pit of hell:
Got super passionnate about skateboarding all of the sudden.
Maybe sound stupid from an outside perspective but am I so focused/passionnate on skateboarding that all my thoughts go towards this and I haven’t used cocain since.

I guess this is how my brain works. Might work for you or it might not. I know I have to be 100% passionnate about something or else I spiral into the abyssal planes of boredom with alot of drugs and alcool.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

I asked Hannibal lecter, he says I’m normal.

Hahahaha

You are normal sparky, world is insane, you just know it.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

It’sallbs wrote:

Shut up you mug.

No, I do not want this t~~~ to shut up, I want to kick his ass. I am not talking internet bulls~~~, I want to meet this asshat in person and kick his ass. I don’t play the silly internet game, I want the bitch to come here where I can help him see the light.

[Anonymous 42]

Sparky, you need to let s~~~ roll off you rather than let it smear down your back and stink up your day!

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

Astro wrote:

Ancientwisdom wrote:

How does one try to “drink themselves to death” ?
LOL.
It’s a life long process.
Trust me, I’ve been trying.

Keep trying if you wish, I had a younger friend that did it. I watched the meds carry his stiff ass out from the house next door I used to own. You don’t need a lifetime, you just need some PGA or shine and take the jar down at one chug. You know what? I think going over a cliff is better. How would you like to die? I would rather use my Glock 19 but do not want to be a statistic for the gun grabbers. My little buddy stopped me, f~~~ing dachshund.

One reason I probably will never off myself is because it would give those I consider my enemies too much satisfaction. I don’t care how f~~~ing miserable things might get, I will pretend to be happy just to f~~~ with them, and never off myself. Not having emotions anymore is a great help.

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Remove me! wrote:

Dude, you’ve posted on this thread 4 times too many. You talk about starting drama, and you’re the one digging it up and starting.
Sparky’s NFG is getting stronger everyday. But he’s stopped being a whinnying bitch. He’s alright.
Stop starting drama then blaming it on someone else.

I do not want “Drama” I want to kick this motherf~~~ers ass. I want him to curse his mamma for giving him birth. I am ready to fight. Meet me in Knoxville and see what I can do. Come here, motherf~~~er and I will f~~~ you up! I will blow your f~~~ing head off. This is no joke, this is not “Drama”, I will waste your ass. This is no joke, I need this challenge. I want this bitch to take me on, I want his blood. I wish to be f~~~ed with because I will waste your ass. Come here and see what I can do.

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