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PART ONE
Hello MGTOW brothers and free souls,
Greetings from a [edited] year old guy in a once proud nation that is now a place polluted with gynocentric wank, illogical global feminist hysteria and with way too many pussy whipped manginas. I breathe the mountain and sea air and I try to avoid all that nonsense.
Whew !
Thank you very much for this forum and place where I can be around like minded men and express myself. It is great ! I salute you.
Despite some MGTOW success in my life I am now in a difficult situation and I would very much appreciate any constructive comments to help keep me sane and back on the up and up. I will post my story in 3 separate parts. Apologies for it being so long – I just started writing and kept on going and going. Maybe getting all this off my chest will help.
I joined here a few weeks ago and have been reading the first 4 pages of introductions and the feedback from the established members. I thank very much all of you here for sharing your learnings and knowledge. I can see many of you have been been through worse situations than mine. I cannot overstate how hugely helpful and the sense of relief it is to have a place where one can share stories with like-minded men. Long live free speech.
Before I came here I was watching the youtube channel MGTOW is Freedom everyday for months for my fix but you tube has shut his channel down. Youtube, facebook etc are all tools of this corporate owned system – it is good to create something independent from that IMO.
MGTOW is the way – and each of can design a path of freedom. Ive rebuilt my life before it can be done. Im in situation now where I need to rebuild again and I hope to heal more and gain strength from being here amongst the shared wisdom of fellow men. To establish and re-establish ourselves as men on our own paths, individuation, bypassing the conditioning of the matrix and leading a life that is meaningful to ourselves.
Hobbies when younger /current life
– I was an awesome [edited] player and [edited] player and I really enjoyed both. Sometimes I regret I a little did not get my act together enough to dedicate myself to [edited] when younger to play professionally – I had health problems at the time.
– Hiking – I hiked for many years – nature and fresh air is good for you
– Girlfriends – I had some very beautiful girlfriends in my twenties and thirties
– Lots of Music
– Reading – I have been a bookworm and knowledge seeker from a young age
– Ive done my share of travelling the world – I did a road trip on my own around part of [edited] many years ago – met some characters, drank some beers and played some pool in outa the way places. Looking back I didnt know how good I had it !
– I don’t watch TV or read papers its polluted with corporate media spin/lies, feminist nonsense, and bickering female or mangina politicians
– Spiritual life – in my [edited]I developed a more spiritual life and it was hugely beneficial to me – each of us to his own path and more about that later
I have attempted to develop freedom throughout my life and spent a lot of time in nature, loving music and life. I had a prolific and fulfilling work career. I had a few serious relationships but never saw the point in getting married, and was in essence quite MGTOW for the past 10 years since I was [edited] without knowing the word and I have reaped the rewards of that i.e no crazy bitch trying to control me. I then went MGTOW monk nearly 5 years ago – I made a conscious decision to be celibate – I found a greater level of peace that bypassed any perceived physical need of a woman. [edited]About 18 months ago my life changed and nowadays I am anxious at my current life situation and am struggling to re-apply calmness and a pro-active life I had only 18 months ago– now I sometimes watch movies to tune out from reality and try and relax – I hadnt watched movies hardly for about 10 years. Yesterday I watched the movie ‘Vanishing point’ – it reminded me of the concept of freedom as well as just having awesome car chases.
Why I am here
Part of my recent life story is messed up and it is hard for me to tell it – but I tell it to warn other men of the dangers of women. Also I think being here will help as I try to rebuild my life.
I reached a sort of pinnacle of my life a year and a half ago where I was mentally at peace, healthy and strong, more creative, celibate by choice for [edited] years… my eyes were like a deep calm lake reflecting my wellbeing. But then I lapsed badly into a brief relationship with a beautiful women who of course turned out to be a crazy narcisistic bitch and to be honest I have felt traumatised by this last experience.
I could have put it all behind me ages ago but Its complicated now. After I dumped her I moved to back to my own country away from this bitch. Then a short time after I dumped her she told me she was pregnant and now a year later there is a child who lives with the mother in another country. She has not responded to my request for a DNA test – there is a chance the child is not mine but I think 90% its probably my child.
All this has been very hard to get my head around. It all seems surreal – its feels surreal even writing and reading this stuff back to myself. I feel a lack of self respect/self worth toward myself for allowing all this to happen as there is no way the mother will ever be getting back together and I cannot physically be in the childs life as I do not want to be anywhere near the narc mother PLUS they live very far away in another country.
Consequently for the past year even though the situation “is what it is – just move on man and give some child support for the child”, I have nevertheless felt kind of traumatised and on-edge, anxious and im often beating me self up inside for having let the situation happen. I seem currently unable to regain my self confidence, peace and joy of life. Reading your personal stories and comments have already helped to keep me sane after the s~~~ I’ve been through and I know im not alone. I need to learn to get my self respect back or im going to fade away living a numb life and I hope being here is a step in the right direction.
A lot of time has passed but Im still kinda messed up inside and that’s why im here. I fell for a women who on the surface seemed exceptional and shared my values (NAWALT) but everything of course went pear shaped. For the past [edited] I am still trying recover from the mental trauma of this messed up relationship and difficult situation as well as the verbal abuse and narcissistic manipulation I went through and rebuild my life but I have a long way to go.For those interested a more detailed description of what happened and the advice I have recieved from friends and counsellors is below in the PART THREE.
In my life I liked women physically but was not falling for 99.9% of women but I had a weakness for super attractive ones – these were my krytonite – my weakness. They turned out to be super deadly. In retrospect, it was like a blind spot for many years that I thought I had learned from but hadnt fully. So-called love is often not real just a feel good feeling that doesnt last, it can be blind and foolish and I have been guilty of that in my last relationship.
And the further truth that I must acknowledge now at [edited] is that despite my apparent success in life, many good times, my career and many good life choices, I have had periods of anxiety in my life, due to a combination of a narcissistic mother (which has resulted in an underlying feeling of unease to this day – due to this narc criticising me for nothing for about 16 years), a father who didn’t have any time for me (as he spent his life in the pub trying to escape my narc mother and I don’t blame him for that), plus ill health at various times in my life.
What is the common theme here? Answer = the destruction that women cause.
Before this last relationship I was on a good path – a MGTOW path, but I feel very messed up now in comparison to my wellbeing a year ago. I know learning from our experiences is what is important so there is always a chance to rebuild. I want to regain the strength and faith in myself that I seem to have lost or maybe never fully developed. Any suggestions?Also I want to release the rage I feel as a result of my last relationship with what turned out to be crazytown, that I allowed the current situation by not ending the relationship sooner, and of being downtrodden my narc mother but I don’t know how to release that rage and build my confidence and self respect again? Any suggestions guys?
Criticise me if you want but I feel I have beat myself up inside enough already.
MGTOW brothers its good to be here and I would be grateful for your constructive comments.Peace
Christopher
Feminism was funded by bankers/politicians to create more taxpayers. MGTOW IS FREEDOM https://archive.org/details/mgtowisfreedomblurayready
Welcome, Christopher. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and experiences. We have a lot in common. You will like it here.
Relax and enjoy the forums.
Welcome Christopher,
Make yourself at home.
We two share a lot of common fate in our lives.
The damages women cause and my first aid kit for red pill rage is in my profile…
And we love calling them c u n t s.
In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim
Welcome, Christopher. You and Kowalski will get along with that white Challenger avatar. S M W.
When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.
Before I came here I was watching the youtube channel MGTOW is Freedom everyday for months for my fix but you tube has shut his channel down. Youtube, facebook etc are all tools of this corporate owned system – it is good to create something independent from that IMO.
I saved 408 of his videos and I hope KM can get clearance to put them all on here.
I love “MGTOW is Freedom” – John’s truth bombs and the sarcastic way he presents them remind me a lot of the way I would probably do it one day.
In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim
Anonymous3You definitely belong here.
You are a classic example of self-sabotsge. I have done the same thing up until the age of 40.
I got myself together, others here have & you can too.
Stick with the winners
Stick with MGTOWWelcome, Christopher. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and experiences. We have a lot in common. You will like it here.
Relax and enjoy the forums.Cheers Gambit I really appreciate the welcome !
Feminism was funded by bankers/politicians to create more taxpayers. MGTOW IS FREEDOM https://archive.org/details/mgtowisfreedomblurayready
Welcome Christopher,
Make yourself at home.
We two share a lot of common fate in our lives.
The damages women cause and my first aid kit for red pill rage is in my profile…
And we love calling them c u n t s.Cheers Gargamel ! I read your very instructive introduction I have a lot in common with you. You fought back more than me in your home situation, I salute you. Years ago I kept forgiving my narc mother – it made no difference – narcs dont change. In my last relationship I ignored too many red flags. I underestimated how truly f~~~ed up and incurable these narc females are.
Feminism was funded by bankers/politicians to create more taxpayers. MGTOW IS FREEDOM https://archive.org/details/mgtowisfreedomblurayready
I don’t know how to release that rage and build my confidence and self respect again? Any suggestions guys?
It won’t happen overnight. It will be a slow process. Appreciate the process. Consider it as weakness leaving your body. Here are some things that are working for me:
– Exercise
– Writing
– Meditation/Prayer
– Spending time with family and close friends
– Working
– Drinking hot tea
– Reading
– Listening to music
– Planning a new and better futureThe key is to work on yourself and continue to make progress at some aspect of yourself or your life. Progress is the key word. I am sure others will chime in with more ideas and tips.
Welcome, Christopher. You and Kowalski will get along with that white Challenger avatar. S M W.
Cheers Solo MANS Wisdom ! Yes the awesome Vanishing Point movie. Good to meet you.
Feminism was funded by bankers/politicians to create more taxpayers. MGTOW IS FREEDOM https://archive.org/details/mgtowisfreedomblurayready
Before this last relationship I was on a good path – a MGTOW path, but I feel very messed up now in comparison to my wellbeing a year ago.
This exact thing happened to me. It’s called falling off the wagon. Fortunately, you won’t keep doing it because you have now become an active member of these forums. Lurking without participation is what leads even some MGTOWs to fall off the wagon. Continue to post your thoughts and realizations. Stay active and I guarantee you that you won’t be making this mistake again.
It won’t happen overnight. It will be a slow process. Appreciate the process. Consider it as weakness leaving your body. Here are some things that are working for me:
– Exercise
– Writing
– Meditation/Prayer
– Spending time with family and close friends
– Working
– Drinking hot tea
– Reading
– Listening to music
– Planning a new and better future
The key is to work on yourself and continue to make progress at some aspect of yourself or your life. Progress is the key word. I am sure others will chime in with more ideas and tips.Hey thanks Gambit ! I really appreciate the good tips. There is something powerful about just being here already. Im off to boil the kettle and i’ll hit the gym and sauna tomorrow. I actually bought a writing desk last week would you believe. Cheers mate !
Feminism was funded by bankers/politicians to create more taxpayers. MGTOW IS FREEDOM https://archive.org/details/mgtowisfreedomblurayready
Anonymous6Welcome! You’re welcome here. We want you here and we want for you to post. We really do. I can tell from your intro that you’re either British or from somewhere else in the Commonwealth. I will add that there are a lot of men here from those parts too! So you’re in good company.
Hey thanks Gambit ! I really appreciate the good tips. There is something powerful about just being here already. Im off to boil the kettle and i’ll hit the gym and sauna tomorrow. I actually bought a writing desk last week would you believe. Cheers mate !
Excellent. All the best on your journey, mate.
You definitely belong here.
You are a classic example of self-sabotsge. I have done the same thing up until the age of 40.
I got myself together, others here have & you can too.
Stick with the winners
Stick with MGTOWCheers Johnny Zero good to meet you !
Feminism was funded by bankers/politicians to create more taxpayers. MGTOW IS FREEDOM https://archive.org/details/mgtowisfreedomblurayready
Nice interaction going there guys. Welcome Christopher!
Know when it is your duty to give them zero explanations for your actions.
Welcome Christopher…You are still in the red pill rage phase and its going to be awhile before you get to be on steady ground. Your situation is similar to us brothers here and from what I read your rage got more to do with the shattering of the illusion.
You put so much faith into believing into NAWALT and what an ideal family or father should be. Everything is falling out of “plan”. Let it fall…
Focus on yourself. You are the constant right now. Your life, your decisions is what you can do. Leave the variables behind. If that is your kid, your kid will find a way to connect with you.
Stay strong and keep posting to let the rage out. Writing is soothing and helps you to concentrate on what is important at the moment and gets your ideas or solutions in order…
Again…Welcome brother……
I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...
Anonymous42She has not responded to my request for a DNA test – there is a chance the child is not mine but I think 90% its probably my child.
Wake up dude! She wants to put YOU on the HOOK for Chad’s kid! Modern narsistic women are whores that f~~~ like rabbits! She doesn’t want the test because Chad’s cum was inside her too! You weren’t the only one taping that hole! You were just one piece of candy in her candy shop! Man are you naive!
I think 90% its probably my child.
Someone hit this guy with a shovel!
MGTOW brothers its good to be here and I would be grateful for your constructive comments.
How many wacks?
Someone hit this guy with a shovel!
Go easy on him. He has already been through a lot.
Welcome Chris. That must be tough finding out your ex gave birth just after you left the country. Alot of guys here advise on getting a vasectomy, and this is a reminder for others and myself to get 1.
Enjoy the brotherhood of red pill mofos.
"Society is to blame" Denton
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