Beyond ghost: disappearing completely

[Anonymous 42]

nagolbud wrote:

I can’t recommend the monk thing because it doesn’t work in the long run.. you end up bitter, angry, and depressed like a lot of monks I have spoken with. They don’t seem to have anything in their life but bashing women and it’s just unhealthy mentally.

You’re being an asshole insulting members with that tone of judgement and disdain. More division from a TROLL is all I see.

F~~~ING TROLL!

[It’sallbsParticipant]

You don’t need to join a monestry just don’t engage with the matrix.

http://www.leavemeansleave.eu

[nagolbudSpectator 674]

Anonymous wrote:

nagolbud wrote:

I can’t recommend the monk thing because it doesn’t work in the long run.. you end up bitter, angry, and depressed like a lot of monks I have spoken with. They don’t seem to have anything in their life but bashing women and it’s just unhealthy mentally.

You’re being an asshole insulting members with that tone of judgement and disdain. More division from a TROLL is all I see.

F~~~ing Troll!

I’ve been monk. I’ve build my own farm from scratch in the woods. I’ve lived it. That’s personal experience. You need some help dude.

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[nagolbudSpectator 674]

It’sallbs wrote:

You don’t need to join a monestry just don’t engage with the matrix.

Agreed.

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[Cú ChulainnParticipant 3910]

Nagolbud, your advice is welcome here because I know you’ve lived an unorthodox life.

I have too, but in a different sense. Cheers.

[nagolbudSpectator 674]

Cú Chulainn wrote:

Nagolbud, you’re advice is welcome here because I know you’ve lived an unorthodox life.

I have too, but in a different sense. Cheers.

Cheers. It would be neat to hear some of your stories from over seas if they’re not to hard to talk about.

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[AkhilleusParticipant 2486]

Cú Chulainn wrote:

Nagolbud, your advice is welcome here because I know you’ve lived an unorthodox life.

I have too, but in a different sense. Cheers.

I hope s~~~ works out for you, everyone has their own path to go down the way YOU want to go don’t let others preach/dictate own you path or way because you are going you own way. Time some time to chill or whatever but you can always make a way back. Good luck

Aloha means family you don't leave family behind. Who will be the next Draconarius for MGTOW? MGTOW = brothers = acceptance = belonging

[ghostParticipant]

Awakened wrote:

These are both pretty EXTREME. Why don’t you just RELAX for a lil while, and give yourself a chance to heal ???

I am with Awakened.

[GargamelSpectator 29101]

Anonymous wrote:

nagolbud wrote:

I can’t recommend the monk thing because it doesn’t work in the long run.. you end up bitter, angry, and depressed like a lot of monks I have spoken with. They don’t seem to have anything in their life but bashing women and it’s just unhealthy mentally.

You’re being an asshole insulting members with that tone of judgement and disdain. More division from a TROLL is all I see.

F~~~ING TROLL!

I already gave her a sex change operation, calling her a “she”.

Monks are anything but bitter. They just don’t share female related hardship. And to the shallow drama oriented person this looks like “he has nothing to talk about”…

Talk to a monk about earthly matters and you will see a colorful life and a bouquet of fruitful knowledge. And tranquility.

Women only think of you as “interesting” if you have drama in your life. If your life is on the bright side, they will do everything to destroy it…

Very often stupid people attacked me for “having no life” until I showed them what I can do… And then they switched to jealous mode and left me alone. I was not monk because of weaknesses but to protect myself from s~~~.

S~~~ Stealthy rightfully called “FRH” Female Related Hardship.

Society expects men to fill their head with female whims and wishes or be considered “empty”. (Or bitter)

But I say: Women are so stupid, shallow and mind-sick that any 10 dollar AM transistor radio has more mythical and interesting secrets about it than any woman cold ever have.

In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim

[sjt1975Participant 2536]

Cú Chulainn wrote:

I am seriously considering becoming a real monk

I seriously thought about that, for a while, due to the fact that women/society are so crappy and that women have never given me any sex. Although it is understandable, it is nevertheless an extreme response. Besides, I don’t think that they would let me have/play my Piano, and it would not be fair on my parents to cut myself off from them for no fault of theirs.

I think that the OP needs to step back, rest, and reflect, for a while, before making any further decisions or taking any further action. The OP has been through a lot of s~~~, that he needs time to heal from and reflect upon, before doing anything else.

[nagolbudSpectator 674]

The OP mentioned monk about going out on his own. Not having anything to do with women but to get away from society. Stop twisting what I say to create drama to try and get me kicked off MGTOW.com because you hate the bible. Get over it dude. You guys condemn the very actions you take. But honestly, now that YOU bring it up, show me a single youtube MGTOW monk that teaches growth and awareness > women bashing. There’s only a few… so yes it is true that some monks are intelligent and do well, but most are stuck in red pill rage. Those of you claiming I’m a troll do so because you are afraid of growth. You hate what I say so you want to remove me. You’re comments once again prove the theory outlined…. and the only ones mad about it are bible haters and the fake religious that try and give me “advice”. *shrug*

“Monks aren’t bitter and angry and we don’t just bash women…..”

“You disagree with me”
[your a troll trying to divide]

What you guys are doing right now is literally female nature. Your behavior. To be honest I would leave MGTOW.com myself because it’s over run with atheists against growth of any kind. Not only are you against growth or different opinions you literally take up the sword and lash out verbal abuse when you misunderstand a post. It’s not that you misunderstand it, it’s that you literally look through anything I post to find one little sentence, take it out of context, and then shame me for it. Literally female nature. Then you have the delusional mindset to try and project your female nature onto me. Then you are passive aggressive making whiny posts about members “causing drama” because they disagree with you and instead of having a rational conversation you play victim and victim blame others.

You call me a troll, yet YOU troll every post I make. This is hypocritical and extremely female nature.

Honestly I could go join a feminist forum and I would receive similar attitudes from them as displayed here. (Now this is not directed at all members, or even most, just the atheists that feel the need to female nature every post I make).

Seriously, atheist MGTOW are some of the most controlling people I have ever met. They ideals and agendas match that of feminism. And the way they accomplish censorship of the Bible is EXACTLY the same.

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[Anonymous 38]

The matrix is everywhere. You can live in the woods but as soon as you come into contact with a normie, there it is again.

I am not saying it’s wrong to get away from it. That may be the best thing for you to heal, and heal is what you need to do after what you have been through. Just remember you will probably need to return to it sooner or later and factor this into your thinking.

it would only be delaying what I have to do with the remainder of my life.

You are a man of incredible experience and strength, it seems to me.
And I sense that your instinct to fix and sort things as soon as possible, is a strong one. But there are no quick fixes for this post-trauma. Give yourself time.

Follow your will. Whatever you choose, follow it through with all your heart, and there will be no regrets.

[ghostParticipant]

You are also one of my favorite posters so I hope you don’t ghost us, bro. I just wanted to mention that.

[Anonymous 42]

nagolbud wrote:

because you hate the bible

Who else is spitting the words out of their mouth this TROLL keeps trying shove down our throats? It’s like listening to a rock being used for a record player stylus with a hubcap for a record!

[nagolbudSpectator 674]

Anonymous wrote:

Who else is spitting the words out of their mouth this TROLL keeps trying shove down our throats? It’s like listening to a rock being used for a record player stylus with a hubcap for a record!

I already called you out on your behavior prior to the post. Female nature confirmed.

“It’s not that you misunderstand it, it’s that you literally look through anything I post to find one little sentence, take it out of context, and then shame me for it. Literally female nature. Then you have the delusional mindset to try and project your female nature onto me. Then you are passive aggressive making whiny posts about members “causing drama” because they disagree with you and instead of having a rational conversation you play victim and victim blame others.”

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[nagolbudSpectator 674]

Anonymous wrote:

The matrix is everywhere. You can live in the woods but as soon as you come into contact with a normie, there it is again.

I am not saying it’s wrong to get away from it. That may be the best thing for you to heal, and heal is what you need to do after what you have been through. Just remember you will probably need to return to it sooner or later and factor this into your thinking.

it would only be delaying what I have to do with the remainder of my life.

You are a man of incredible experience and strength, it seems to me.
And I sense that your instinct to fix and sort things as soon as possible, is a strong one. But there are no quick fixes for this post-trauma. Give yourself time.

Follow your will. Whatever you choose, follow it through with all your heart, and there will be no regrets.

It’s true. Even living in the woods the matrix will come find you. I had building inspectors creeping around on my property. The neighbors telling me to pay them money for things I didn’t need or use. Ect. In the USA you are not allowed to live outside the Matrix. They will find you. And they will suck you back in.

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[Anonymous 1]

nagolbud wrote:

t’s true. Even living in the woods the matrix will come find you. I had building inspectors creeping around on my property. The neighbors telling me to pay them money for things I didn’t need or use. Ect. In the USA you are not allowed to live outside the Matrix. They will find you. And they will suck you back in.

Yeah, thats the conclusion I have come to as well. USA is not the “Free” Country they try and portray themselves as. Old fashioned living off the land is outlawed here. It is now illegal to collect rainwater where I live at. We all think we are free until you go out and live free, then you find out just how many inspectors and agents and departments really exist in this godforsaken C~~~ry.

[nagolbudSpectator 674]

Anonymous wrote:

nagolbud wrote:

t’s true. Even living in the woods the matrix will come find you. I had building inspectors creeping around on my property. The neighbors telling me to pay them money for things I didn’t need or use. Ect. In the USA you are not allowed to live outside the Matrix. They will find you. And they will suck you back in.

Yeah, thats the conclusion I have come to as well. USA is not the “Free” Country they try and portray themselves as. Old fashioned living off the land is outlawed here. It is now illegal to collect rainwater where I live at. We all think we are free until you go out and live free, then you find out just how many inspectors and agents and departments really exist in this godforsaken C~~~ry.

That’s so true man. And what I dealt with wasn’t even the bad government. It was locals and neighbors “reminding” me about permits and this and that. I was digging clay out of the ground and building adobe and cob strait up from the ground. They wanted a permit? I said for what? They were delusional. I’d go to work and have a note on my door about them checking my property. Total f~~~ing weasels. I go to the court to fight any of it and they threaten more charges and s~~~. All the cucks in my neighborhood on the town board begging for my money…. can’t even catch fish or shoot a deer without permission!!!!

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[Anonymous 42]

The troll s~~~ is now KNEE DEEP!

Trolls backing trolls!

nagolbud wrote:

I can’t recommend the monk thing because it doesn’t work in the long run.. you end up bitter, angry, and depressed like a lot of monks I have spoken with. They don’t seem to have anything in their life but bashing women and it’s just unhealthy mentally.

nagolbud wrote:

Stop twisting what I say to create drama to try and get me kicked off MGTOW.com because you hate the bible.

Twisting, attacking, female nature? You’re the one full of shaming tactics and division of our members, I’m merely quoting “exactly what you’re saying, with your words, not mine. I haven’t shamed you once, but you however cannot make the same claim. I like Atheists, so does Jesus, but apparently not you, you’re always shamming and degrading them even though they’re human beings.

nagolbud wrote:

Those of you claiming I’m a troll do so because you are afraid of growth

Do you mean to say a return trip to the plantation is your definition of “growth”? Your alternative to MONK was not stated, only your disdain for MONKS and ATHEISTS. Are you saying we should f~~~ these dirty filthy pigs like rags, or should we “man up” and marry them?

nagolbud wrote:

Now this is not directed at all members, or even most, just the atheists that feel the need to female nature every post I make

Do you think you’re so holy you’re above scrutiny and answer and have the obligation to answer logic with insults and shamming?

nagolbud wrote:

Seriously, atheist MGTOW are some of the most controlling people I have ever met. They ideals and agendas match that of feminism. And the way they accomplish censorship of the Bible is EXACTLY the same.

Why are you so obsessed with causing division here whereas before your arrival there was little to none?

Filling a bible with concrete and a chain and thumping any of our members with it is a disgrace and arrogant beyond belief!

Continue dinging your grave, I’m just here to supply the shovel.

[Anonymous 14]

Cú Chulainn wrote:

I may at some point sell up and hit the road, or turn up somewhere new and start living again with no internet, or connections with my past life.

Seems to be you either want to go full on actual Monk, or Vagabond, either way completely disconnecting from your previous life as if to kill off the wounded man that you see yourself as. There is a third option. Not giving a f~~~ and doing whatever it is you want to do. The real key to life is not caring what happens, not being the victim of circumstance, and doing whatever it is YOU actually want to do. Ask yourself carefully; are you going to let fear influence how you operate or are you going to acknowledge fear and walk past it to whatever it is that you want?

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