A F~~~ed French Guy

[Anonymous 1]

Wow, another European, who knows his Third Language better than I do my First Language. Is the American education system really that bad, or am I just linguistically retarded? Anyways, you seem like a really smart guy. Congratulations, on your stone house in the country, that sounds awesome! Best thing you can do is never get back together with that cheating bitch. One chance per woman per life time. Your life is much better with out her.

[Anonymous 1]

Goooodddaaaaaayuuuuuuuuumh

No wonder why paternity tests are illegal in France, welcome!

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Bosk wrote:

…..Today: 45 minutes of Ba Duan Jin/Zhan Zhuang and one 30 minutes meditation. Daily.

Me too.

There is a teacher from Taiwan, Master Liao, who has taught in Chicago from the 70’s and has been teaching a similar system that has produced some powerful students.

There is also a Chen family style system being taught here that is excellent.

Whenever I get a chance, the teacher in California, James McNeil, has a system that is another favorite.

The link below is a Post I made a year ago which has some of the details, links, and videos of the systems mentioned above. However, that post was also a kind of denunciation of the Porn industry and how it suppressed my masculine power.

Soppy-wanker

Bosk wrote:

……I also have a huge home cinema (not for long !) with a 5 meters base screen

Wow!

That is impressive.

In comparison, I have been using my “diminutive” home cinema as a monitor for my computer which I built myself. It has solid state drives, fast processor, lots of memory, and I am choosing to use Windows 7.

I can make the letters an inch big and read for hours without my glasses.

With good virus protection and programs like Peer block, I can watch an occasional movie on line when I am in the mood.

Most of the Tradesmen that I know are just using their phones for internet access, and it seems that home computers are a thing of the past.

Bosk wrote:

…Wondering if made on purpose…
Whatever, we are doomed with a “wife” at the top of the State, whoever wins…
I envy you, fellow Americans.

I have come to believe that it is all fiction and we are all being played like a fiddle.

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[BoskParticipant 111]

@Heavicidal

Regarding education, it is no accident that you cannot access this website using Chrome

http://www.triviumeducation.com/

The Trivium method: (pertains to mind) – the elementary three.

General Grammar, Aristotelian Logic, and Classical Rhetoric comprise the first three rules-based subjects of the 7 Liberal Arts and Sciences. As these disciplines are learned and practiced together, they form the overarching, symbiotic system for establishing clarity and consistency of personal thought called the Trivium.

My father was reading Homere in ancient Greek at age 12.
I did not.
Education has been almost sabotaged everywhere except for the elite or some parts of Africa/Asia where Catholic Schools still proceed in the traditional way.

[BoskParticipant 111]

Going on with my story.

Contrary to appearances, I have never been a full plue pill.
I did not tolerate everything.
I often told her to f~~~ off when relevant but, sometimes, I would compromise to be in peace.
Huge huge mistake. I do know.

Till 2010, she was almost frigid. No moaning or screaming, but she seemed to appreciate nevertheless.
Of course, now she does !
Bitch.

in 2010, she had been fired, got a huge check and started naturopathy training course, then art-therapy, coaching, etc.
She would not come back to a real work, even though being engineer-like.
She made thus no money from an accountable point of view (charges being too high)!

In 2013, I tried to quit but she threatened me to commit suicide and having young children, I did not dare.

From 2013 to 2016, things were somehow ok.
Her behavior improved a lot.
Many men would have been satisfied with her.
Really good cooker.
Smart “for a woman”. Rich.
She is still on the top at 43. Did not put on weight since age 20. 1.58m (5.2″) for 44 kgs.
Brunette with clear green eyes.
Good sex.
Children still too young.
I decided to stay even if I had to grit my teeth.

At the end of 2015, she wanted to succeed and thus met a coaching “guru” who promised her to make 150k a year instead of 10k per year today.
I told her the reasons why I tought it would be stupid to pay 100% of her yearly turnover (but 0 profit) to get some stupid ideas such as : working more, website ideas, charge higher figures, etc.
I did not tell her not to do it but I warned her that it was once again a scam, like the last time she was part of a Ponzi-like business…
And that she should behave responsibly, like I do, still being on a profitable job that I DO NOT LIKE !

In feb 2016, being near her smartphone, I saw an sms popping from the guru at 11pm !
Being odd to me, I decide to have a look.
The guy was jsut pushing her to sign off and ALSO to f~~~ her in disguise (having a massage business too) !!!
I told her she definitely would be a dumbass to sign for this : he sounded desesperate to bother people that late!). “Last chance to get the ultimate discount: 10k instead of 15k !”
And that he would like also to f~~~ her !!! The guy was insane and I warned her !

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[RAT-7Participant 69]

Messages en PM ;). Tu es arrivé ici par quel site ?

I swear by my life and my love of it that I will never live for the sake of a woman, nor ask a woman to live for mine.

[BoskParticipant 111]

Hi,

I found this site through a comment on http://www.aimeles.net

[BoskParticipant 111]

March/April 2016.
Strange behavior happening again: upset against me for no reasons, as in 2010.
One night, I have a look in her mailbox.
Found One Dirty email to the old affair, dated march 2015.
Absolutely dirty and likely the affair never stopped.
I also found an sms sent to the father (also a friend of her) of the lover, 3 days before with the same context about how she was upset against his son; with no sex issues of course.
Everything makes sense to me in that instant.
Also found erotic handcuffs, brand new, bought 2 months before but never saw them 😉
On Monday, I decide to follow her.
She was supposed to work but came back home at noon (“job meeting cancelled”).
She left the house. I wait.
Then goes to the “ex”-lover location.
Here is her car.
2.5 hours in there.
I decided to keep quiet to have more proofs but my Out Of Office betrayed me the next day. I was not thinking clearly at that time…

Her version :
The “guru” was involved in a “rape” of one of her coaching student “colleague” and she decided to quit and get back her money. She could not tell me a word because she was ashame and did not tell me she made that “deal”. The guru also “massaged” her one time and played with her smartphone but she did not remind much and thought he drugged her (tea ?). She refused other “massages”… (proof of that).

She had to get legal counsel and he was an old cop, bla bla bla. It was easier to see him (why not by phone ?) bla bla bla. “Did I really want to destroy our family etc. ?”

She did write that email but not the dirty parts !
The guru was supposed to be involved in a rape case + electronic spying of his “victims”, thus… he wrote the dirty parts !
We had strange alerts of undetected connections into our network, that is true.
But her story fails at the Ockham’s Razor Test.
The guy had to be FAR TOO GOOD to match such a story among so many communications of her. That would take him too much time and he had not to fear anything from her (testimony) as she legally committed to shut up if he gave her back her money.

GPS tracker and other spies in place after that
2 months later, Once again at lover’s house but could not make it.
1/2 weeks after, I got her right when leaving his house !
“She wanted to check if I followed her” which she was “suspecting” of me.
She did not remember she was not supposed to go there anymore. Was it necessary to say so ?

Excellent ?!

[BoskParticipant 111]

The Manipulated Man wrote:

What are some hobbies that you would like to explore?

What kind of fun things do YOU do?

What are your plans for the future?

Good questions.
Actually, I want to improve my Chi training, develop my energy.
I have been developing magnetizer capabilities since then (80 000 Bovis units a few weeks ago) , bio-dynamics (sort of super osteopathy) and radiesthesia.
Maybe, one day, I will not need to “work” at my current position anymore, but it pays the bills.
Yesterday, I got the technical exam for my motorcycle permit. Just need to be tested in a driving situation on the road, which should be ok.
Looking for a motorcycle right now but too many to choose among !!!

One day, I will construct my own observatory as I long for this since being a child (I could have been an astrophysicist but gave up for income reasons).

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

You’d be better off if she commit suicide.

There, I went there.

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[BoskParticipant 111]

She is still at the hospital and I guess she’s not out for a while.
Many psychiatrists busy themselves on her case, which somehow
demonstrates she is nuts.

She wrote me things she forgot seconds after… medication ?
I do not play her game anymore. Just facts.

Don’t know if they try to get her of me (making me sound like a normal insipid guy) or if they really consider her being nuts (3 psychiatrists a day is impressive to me).

The psychiatrist asked me if I would like to be part of the sessions with her. I told him “No way”.

[BoskParticipant 111]

Ranger One wrote:

You’d be better off if she commit suicide.
There, I went there.

Did she succeed while you were there ?
What happened ?

[BoskParticipant 111]

She left the hospital.
We meet this evening to fix the details of a physical break-up or even divorce.
I will ask for a joint custody and alternate housings each week (we have 3 houses).
That will be hard for her to keep her part-time job that pays almost nothing by the way.

She said she would give me time to get myself back on track but she missed the point.

[AttonParticipant]

F~~~ed indeed by the sounds of it welcome to the site.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[BoskParticipant 111]

Atton wrote:

F~~~ed indeed by the sounds of it welcome to the site.

Thanks for the welcome.

I took me long to recover and clear my mind and here I am.
Some might think I was a full pussy-whipped.
Somehow, yes…

But the MGTOW community/content helped me get my b~~~~ back, as I was before I met her !

That’s gonna be hard this evening and I will face all the shaming tactics you can possibly imagine.
But I have been too far to get f~~~ed once again, even if I have to live in an apartment…

[BoskParticipant 111]

I did it !

You saved my life.

[EvilcpuParticipant 217]

Welcome Bosk, I’ve read your story. It’s frightening. You’re on the right track, she’s nuts over any reasonable estimate. The most important thing is that you continue on your road and I encourage you in doing so. Leaving her is the only viable option, absolutely.

Out of your prime, out of my sight.

[BoskParticipant 111]

We have been separated for two weeks now.
She came on Saturday to exchange cars and instead of a 5 minutes discussion, it lasted 3 hours of hell !
As I decided to smooth things between us for the future, I kept it to myself but God, that was hard to hear all the bulls~~~ why I was not a good father leaving her. Not good for the kids … that she cheatted 7 years ago… everything she has done for me… bla bla bla.

At the end, she almost threw herself on my pants to make me a blowjob and I had to block her and told her it would a rape. Believe me, it was not that easy as she is a goddess to me, physically speaking.
She went crazy multiple times.

Finally, and it reinforces my decision to leave, she does not want to sell me a part of the country house !
I kicked my ass in this house but only owns 20% and 40% of the town house. But her father did too so I will buy another one…

She wants me to have NOTHING !!!
I knew she was like that and she finally made it !
What a c~~~.

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