A F~~~ed French Guy

[BoskParticipant 111]

Hi Guys,

First of all, sorry for my English (my third language in school).
I cannot express how much I am happy being somehow part of the brotherhood; which I discovered by mere chance on a French anti-feminism website weeks ago.
I’ve been reading/working quite much during that time, including the “Manipulated Man” and listening Tom Leykis and MGTOW videos; and of course some posts here (I have to work a bit either ;))
Finally, I’ve been reading John Norman and his Chronicles of Gor for years and thus I had been “Gorean style” a bit, even though only Gorean-minded.

FYI, I am a 43 years old man living in the suburbs of Paris (France), engineer at first, working as such in Finance and now in the Finance Regulations.

Well, coming to the facts…
Met my current wife at 20, had numerous sluts before as a “bad boy”, following a first heart-breaking being younger at 18 but began those “things” at 14… being some kind of jerk with females… which btw worked incredibly.
Then, when I met her, I thought, here is a f~~~ing smart women (sic), Not Like The Other Women I slept with (aie), good morals, having money, and also a f~~~ing piece of ass !!! Go For It ! Dumped the other women I was with at that time.
I have no doubt that the “bad boy” effect attracted her, as she was constantly harassed by dozens and dozens of my fellow students who all got a “No” for almost 2 years… being all Nice Guys.
I was somehow conscious of the feminine nature and adapted as such.

So, being both 27 and living together, she threatens me to get married or…
And I did !

To be continued.

[bladeParticipant]

Pretty good english . Like your slang word (sic) it’s used alot where i come from .
Welcome bro

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Anonymous 0]

Hello and welcome Bosk
An interesting start, let’s see how it continues

[JVBParticipant]

yeah yeah we’ll see.

Peace is > piece.

[BoskParticipant 111]

2 beautiful daughters came along, now 15 and 11 old.
She is not a big spender, on the contrary.
No girls night-out.
Worked for almost 10 years then stopped. Too much harassing and did not need to (thanks dad!). But I still am 🙂

In 2010, she was nagging a lot although we had obvious reasons to be happy. 1 house with a garden. No Mortgages. Never had money issues. We had just bought a HUGE 250 yrs old stone house in the country, less than one hour of our town house, with 100 acres near the forest. A lot of renovation in perspective but that was f~~~ing great.

I was too lazy….
I was scary (explaining her the world is a dangerous place and we had to prepare, thus the country…)…
Bla bla bla.
All my previous qualities were but imperfections.
Btw, I had hard times at work for the FIRST F~~~ING TIME !!! And was not permitted being depressed !
Threatened me to leave because her life was a nightmare (ho dear !)
Told her: “Go F~~~ someone else if you need to”
So, one day: “I have to tell you that you need to change because I am falling in love with someone else”… “and I don’t want to lose you”…
SHOCKED.
“No, nothing happened”
“Sure ?”
“Only caresses”
Guess what. I believed her.
I am the highest IQ chimp in the world men !

I almost killed myself to renovate this house (2 houses in fact) for 2 years. No free days at all. Working with my father-in-law for whom I was just never enough good for his little princess.
2013.
Suddenly goes out 1/2 times per month with an ex-colleague, an “artist” from 8pm to 01 or 02am…
The third time (chimps need time to understand), seeing her get dressed with make-up (never did before!) I told myself: “Have a look on her google account”.
And… well I found numerous emails from the 2010-2012 period where the previous guys was more than a sentimental affair ! but with nothing really explicit in terms of sexual practices (s~~~!).
It lasted far more than 3/4 months, at least in her head.
From Mid 2010 to Mid 2011, we were in the country but had to come back to the town because it was to “complicated” / isolated.
F~~~ me, she wanted to be near him again !

To be continued.

[GargamelSpectator 29101]

Welcome to the brotherhood, Bosk.

Your story is not the only one like that. We all understand and you have found the real place of truth.

Better than any “family counselling” could ever be. Understanding women will set you free. And this place here will make you lose grief for all the things you did for her not getting anything in return.

In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim

[BoskParticipant 111]

Thanks guys for the welcome.
I am pretty aware some high level MGTOW guys would not appreciate some details of my history but, it is the way it is… for me.
And it shows how they can make pussies of us.
She made me miserable and I am still trying to escape the nightmare.

So, I could not keep it for myself that night (cursed myself for a long time for that) to have time to explore all this s~~~ (sent some to my own email account nevertheless during my 4 hours exploration).
Once again : nothing sexual happened but mere caresses.
I was already distressed by the 2010 episode but it got worse !
“Is she lying to me ?”
“It can’t be true !”; “I am not a 6 weeks old rabbit”.
Women cannot have a sentimental affair with no sex !
I was living what I was thinking to be Hell till 2016 !

Sex got better and I could do “more”.
I needed not to be pitied as we always had sex, at least once or 2 times a week, and I was the one not being that much available in 2010… for obvious reasons.
But 2010 was a blessing in disguise.
I took up musculation after a long off period.
Took up Martial Arts (Systema).
Firearms club.
Motorcycle permit in a few days (the guy had one btw :=)
Every two weeks, night out with an old friend

whose wife cheated on him at the same time and was discussing her affairs with mine

through emails and meetings !!! They “helped” each others !

She discussed this also with some other friends I met on occasions.
They must have had a good laugh of me !
And of course, she continued seeing him at school while I was clearly not happy with that but she had “no choice” of course !

[Y_Participant 4591]

Welcome. You’re among friends.

I remember a good Frenchman who told me how bad things were in France. The last time he told me he went back to see his wife he had to make an appointment. True story.

[MACHOParticipant]

Bosk wrote:

Thanks guys for the welcome.
I am pretty aware some high level MGTOW guys would not appreciate some details of my history but, it is the way it is…

Welcome Bosk ! You sound like a man of integrity! The rest I don’t care! Pull yourself a chair and make yourself at home! 🍺🍺

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[Anonymous 42]

Bosk wrote:

So, being both 27 and living together, she threatens me to get married or…
And I did !

To be continued.

Bosk wrote:

I am the highest IQ chimp in the world men !

I would have s~~~canned the relationship the moment I found out she was with another man.

ONCE A WANDERER ALWAYS A WANDERER!

When other c~~~s tingle their vaginas it’s time to dispose of them IMMEDIATELY! I’m good at ripping my heart from my chest and eating the f~~~ing thing!

[Anonymous 0]

Bosk wrote:

First of all, sorry for my English

Good english, no excuses necessary, and certainly not here. Welcome on board

[BoskParticipant 111]

Here are some other benefits being married :

As I could not escape “home”, live adventures as a man, I used to play video games but I stopped months before the affair, being interested in another matters.

I had to stop seeing my friends, being “jerks”.
I had to stop Golf (too long…), video games, etc.
Blowjobs were rewards for a good behavior (thus working the whole weekend because I had only a 50 hours/week “job”).

To demonstrate my “chimpness”, I remember in 2010 being on the sofa with a fresh lumbago.
She wanted to go to the park with the guy “for the children” who were close friends and still are (YEP !). I knew nothing at that time. Impossible to imagine.

I told her then : “Beware, if anything happens, I will be unable to help. I CANNOT MOVE ONE INCH !”
She left and my 4 yrs old daughter broke her forearm ! 90 degrees style !
Luckily, HE WAS THERE (previously being a cop SWAT like, a firefighter, a dog trainer, a martial arts expert, a bodyguard, etc.).
She called ME and asked me to get a cab for my second daughter to the hospital !
“No Darling ! I warned You ! I CAN’T MOVE !”
It’s up to you now. Take responsibility for this !
Not her fault if she did not anticipate. She never kept a close watch on them as usual but it was not HER fault but mine because I was a f~~~ing indecent father who did not care for his child !
She did not want to ask him to help because he was a jerk and would criticize her because of my helplessness! (I did not know anything again).

She even WENT with the children for a week vacation in HIS country home. Still I had some doubts but “it was not possible” and the kids were there… and the wife…

I also had to meet him (birthday parties, school events/admission/exits, etc) because of her but never accepted that we became friends, even before, because he is a f~~~ing jerk for sure !

Who’s indecent ?

[HitmanParticipant]

welcome.
maybe you are not as f~~~ed as you think.
give it time,
see what happens.
but do not get back with that cheating bitch..EVER.

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Bienvenue Bosk! (Welcome Bosk!)

Welcome to these forums. It looks like you are going to fit right in.

[MarketWatcherParticipant]

Welcome Brother.

Good luck in France this weekend. We are watching here in the States.

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Greetings Bosk,

Reading your Introduction is like looking at myself in the mirror. Some things are reversed and switched around but the hard lessons are the same.

I started off in Engineering and got an MBA but ended up making most of my money as a Mechanical Engineer and in the Trades as a General Contractor.

However, as a young man, I was a Beta male and “nice guy,” the following poster describes my behavior.

After my divorce and before I found MGTOW, I eventually learned to become more dominant in my thirties and developed some skills which made the subsequent women I f~~~ed physically “fall in love” me for a short period of time.
That was another big mistake.
What a waste of time!

Those “skills” and subsequent RelationS~~~S forced me to learn some more hard lessons about “Woman’s Nature.”
AWALT.

Even in the best circumstances that a dominant man can make with women, the old advice holds true,
“The f~~~ing you get, isn’t worth the f~~~ing that you’ll get.”

Here is a Link to a lecture about an example found in nature that I believe helps to illustrate the fate of a man who is a Blue Pill slave:

Parasitic-jeweled-wasp

Cheers my MGTOW brother, you have stumbled into a Gold Mine!

Keep digging into the Forums and study the Archives.

We are grateful to you for signing up as a member and making your first Introduction.

Here are some suggestions:

Do not give out any information about yourself that will enable our Great Enemy to identify you.

I am going to ask you some questions that you are not required to answer.

The reason I am asking is because I want you to think about what is waiting for you down the MGTOW road.

Too many men, especially myself, who have spent their time as Blue Pill slaves have had no lives during that time outside their marriage and/ or relationS~~~S.

Blue Pill men generally have few hobbies, friends, future goals, and interests on the Plantation because all of a man’s resources, including mental/ time, are used up serving his adult child woman and HER children.

What are some hobbies that you would like to explore?

What kind of fun things do YOU do?

What are your plans for the future?

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[Red KnightParticipant 720]

Damn man, this is why marriage is a bad deal. Women can’t be pleased! You give ’em an inch, they want a mile. You give them a mile, they want an acre. You give ’em an acre, and they want the world!

You CAN’T make them happy. The best thing you can do is to leave them alone to suffer in their own greed and misery. And then, maybe then, they will learn the error of their ways.

Welcome brother!

Formerly MoneyOverBitches

[BoskParticipant 111]

Thanks guys.

Busy night.
She p~~~ed me off last night when I was trying to sleep a few hours before going to my last motorcycle session at 8am.
“Why are you like that with me”
“Can’t you show me some attention/love/bla bla bla”.

No sleeping
I asked for divorce.
She’s at the hospital right now for a few days (a somehow suicide attempt by drinking half a bottle of anxiolytic sirup).
I will not go.

[BoskParticipant 111]

@Manipulated Man

I think I have already given details about my hobbies.
Forgot meditation since January 2015?
Today: 45 minutes of Ba Duan Jin/Zhan Zhuang and one 30 minutes meditation. Daily.

I also have a huge home cinema (not for long !) with a 5 meters base screen 😉
I read much about “conspiracy theories”, alternative archeology, Theology for a time, SF, etc.
Had my first encyclopedy on the Universe and a telescope at 10.

But nevertheless athletic and “prepared” compared to the vast majority of blue pills.

P.S.: Marine sucked at the Great Debate.
Wondering if made on purpose…
Whatever, we are doomed with a “wife” at the top of the State, whoever wins.
I envy you, fellow Americans.

[GargamelSpectator 29101]

Anonymous wrote:

I would have s~~~canned the relationship the moment I found out she was with another man.

ONCE A WANDERER ALWAYS A WANDERER!

When other c~~~s tingle their vaginas it’s time to dispose of them IMMEDIATELY! I’m good at ripping my heart from my chest and eating the f~~~ing thing!

In Germany we call these promiscuous women “Wanderpokal”.

Meaning “Wandering trophy”.

That says it all.

In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim

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