Barnstormer was the prototypical white knight, blue pilled simp. When I met the ex, I did not have a pot to piss in and she was a single mother living in subsidized housing. I fell in deep because of some good sex. I continued to advance my career but was treading water because of her wasteful spending habits. Got in extreme debt with mortgage, kids, cars, etc. Kept on working to get out of it and was making progress until the shit storm started. Of course the sex stopped completely. I believe I had MGTOW thoughts long before the divorce. Now having survived the divorce rape and planning for a retirement, I make it my mission to speak up when I encounter young, white knight, blue pilled manginas to warn them where their ship will be sailing to.
"I jump out of planes. When taking into consideration a period of time catering to narcissistic sluts, trying to be what they wanted me to be and sacrificing my own life goals, dreams and aspirations in the process.... getting out of a Twin Otter at 12,000 feet is probably a much more logical and rational act than how I was living my life before."