This is for my former Blue-Pillers

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  • #488697
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    MTGMGTOW
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    Every stupid bitch asks the same question. “WHERE HAVE ALL THE GOOD MEN GONE?!” WE were the good men, c~~~s. WE were the ideal companions. WE were the ideal life partners. WE were kind, loving, caring, empathetic, supportive, loyal and trustworthy. WE were the prize, NOT YOU. YOU were the ones not good enough for US.

    But you all f~~~ed men like us over. You betrayed and destroyed the lives of good men just for a few more rides on the c~~~ carousel. You will all die alone surrounded by the cats you’ve hoarded to compensate for your loneliness. You will regret throwing men like us away. WE would have been the ones beside your deathbed, loving you until the very end IF you treated us with the same compassion we treated you with. You will die alone and DESERVE it.

    I REFUSE to be a good man anymore. We live in a world where men are punished for being “good men”, which is what women CLAIM THEY WANT. I was a good man. What did it get me? Emotional abuse? Backup plans? Cheating? F~~~ THAT. The only thing to do is walk away and never look back.

    My blue pill lifespan was December 4, 2011-February 14, 2017. That one relations~~~ with one whore was all it took for me to say NO MORE. I believe that most of us here were blue pill to some extent at one point in our lives. Personal experience IS the best way to learn.

    I’m curious about what your breaking points were that drove you to walk away, and what your blue pill lifespans were. I’d also like to hear from the guys who were never blue pill, particularly about things that motivated you to never swallow it in the first place. Everyone’s story is valuable.

    I've had to learn lessons the hard way more times than I should. I've been very fortunate to find MGTOW when I did. Swallowing the Red Pill saved my future.

    #488736
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    I’d also like to hear from the guys who were never blue pill, particularly about things that motivated you to never swallow it in the first place.

    Easy. I’m a sociopath. (No, not a serial killer.) I wouldn’t be able to follow societal norms even if I wanted to! 🙂

    But social and mental disorders aside, I think everyone is raised blue pill, generally because red pill men don’t have kids (for obvious reasons). Certainly my parents tried to get me to be a good little blue pill boy, and when that didn’t work they tried beating me, which only made me more introverted and withdrawn.

    Funny thing is, there was a time when I thought I was the only person in the whole damn world who didn’t bow and scrape to the all powerful pussy, thought feminism was perverted, thought that women were just as violent and abusive as men (if not more so), etc. Then poof! The internet happened and I found out it wasn’t just me. Hello MGTOW!

    Women are better at multitasking? Fucking up several things at once is not multitasking.

    #488741
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    Sandals
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    My blue pill lifespan was December 4, 2011-February 14, 2017. That one relations~~~ with one whore was all it took for me to say NO MORE.

    Valentine’s day?? Must be some story. Spill the beans, or is it in your intro?

    Officially speaking, by blue-pill lifestyle ended about two weeks ago. Now I am decoupling, carefully.

    #488743
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    Red Knight
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    Good post. I used to be an extremely nice and shy guy. I think the breakpoint for me was when I realized that I was being used by women and people in general for my kindness. I had a couple of dates with women and they never replied to me again. And hell, I was lucky to even get the attention of those two women. And they kept me hanging around waiting for more, only to find out they were f~~~ing around with some alpha idiot. And for all the good things I did for people, I only got ridiculed for it. “Yeah, that dude’s such a bitch. What a pussy.” People were saying this s~~~ behind my back when I was trying to GENUINELY HELP THEM!!!

    You don’t get any f~~~ing respect as a nice guy. And it sure as hell isn’t even morally good to be a nice guy to those who aren’t f~~~ing good. This society is a s~~~hole and isn’t worth helping. I’m gonna laugh when Armageddon arrives and the world goes up in flames.

    For those who like some metal:

    Formerly MoneyOverBitches

    #488746
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    MTGMGTOW
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    Valentine’s day?? Must be some story. Spill the beans, or is it in your intro?
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    I don’t believe anything about Valentine’s Day is in my intro. But I DID have a few red pill thoughts before I found MGTOW. One was that Valentine’s Day is bulls~~~ commercialism to extract money from men. And ALL men suffer on Valentine’s Day. The single ones are told they should feel like s~~~ and the non-single ones are demanded to empty their wallets by their parasites known as “women” and in exchange all they get is pussy, which should be given for free anyway.

    At this point she cheated on me twice and I just stuck around because I was used to the status quo of talking to the same person every day. I felt almost nothing for her and decided it would be a fitting day to ditch the bitch. Of course I’ve had issues with her trying to worm her way back into my life since then, but as of now the c~~~ is completely purged from my life.

    I've had to learn lessons the hard way more times than I should. I've been very fortunate to find MGTOW when I did. Swallowing the Red Pill saved my future.

    #488961
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    I’d also like to hear from the guys who were never blue pill, particularly about things that motivated you to never swallow it in the first place.

    Funny thing is, there was a time when I thought I was the only person in the whole damn world who didn’t bow and scrape to the all powerful pussy, thought feminism was perverted, thought that women were just as violent and abusive as men (if not more so), etc. Then poof! The internet happened and I found out it wasn’t just me. Hello MGTOW!

    I also used to think I was the only one who had thoughts like that when I was in my mid teens. I knew everything about marriage was a sham. I knew at an early age that it is nothing but a vehicle to siphon money from and destroy men.

    Even with all of the information out there proving this, there are still hundreds, perhaps thousands of marriages happening daily. I thought I was f~~~ing crazy and that I was the only one with that perspective. It turns out that NOT having that perspective leads you to a life of ruin.

    The ex-c~~~ tried demanding marriage from me. I’m extremely lucky to have had small doses of red pill before I caved into that s~~~. That was before she proved to be the sadistic, manipulative, solipsistic whore she was.

    I've had to learn lessons the hard way more times than I should. I've been very fortunate to find MGTOW when I did. Swallowing the Red Pill saved my future.

    #489490
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    Kbbroiler
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    My breaking point spawned over 11 years. Things that opened my eyes first was a talk a co-worker gave me back in 1991. Second there was that movie Hanging with the Homeboys. When Vinny says in the movie, I used to care about women. You know what I got every time? Hurt. Every time. No more of that s~~~. Those days were over. That line stuck to me like glue. I did have relationships after that changed my attitude changed. Then in 2002 me and my gf broke up and that was my last relationship to date and in 2004 I discovered the Tom Leykis show and took the red pill officially and stopped dating a few months after listening to the show when I really saw for my own eyes these North American women you have to buy their love and affection and I said I was out. In 1991, I was 20 and in 2004 I was 33 so really on time the big head started to over power the little head. I haven’t been on a date since early 2005. I’ve had offers but I usually turned them down. I just really don’t like being around women or talking to them. I still am attracted to them thru porn but real life women don’t do a thing for me. I don’t find them attractive at all. Porn images are different because they are behind a tv screen or tablet screen. Real women talk and that’s when I lose interest with what comes out of their mouth.

    #489572
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    Akanbi
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    That one relations~~~ with one whore was all it took for me to say NO MORE.

    I also had just one relations~~~. The only difference is that she was claimed to be a virgin.

    and what your blue pill lifespans were.

    From the day I was born till sometime mid last year.

    My brother make you no follow sheeple o. Look them and Go Your Way.
    #489641
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    My breaking point of ending my blue-pill span was finding out that whoever I chase after, is either one of three things every single time. Taken, Get’s back with an ex, or Rejects me. From the last woman that I couldn’t get with, I have decided I am done trying and don’t care anymore. Taking the red-pill was one of the best decisions I have ever made. I used to stress out about being single forever and never finding love, not anymore. I am pure.

    August 2013-May 2017. Worst and miserable 4 years of my life trying to chase women who are not worth it. Glad I changed.

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    I didn’t have a breaking point in the sense that there was a single event that can be seen as a turning point. If you go back and read my introduction you’ll see that things hadn’t added up for me since an early age. However, going along I noticed that me as I am, wasn’t good enough for any particular woman. If I put on an act and pretended, well then I stood better chances. So over a period of time it really sank in, this is all a joke with women. None of what they say that they want is real, it’s all a pack of lies. Now I just shake my head. Yeah I’m far beyond good enough for them, they’re just not anything that I really want to hang around.

    #489946
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    AB
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    I had more red pill experiences than I dare admit – I was just so ignorant in my blue pill bubble that I kept going back into the crossfire for more pain and humiliation. Beside the numerous s~~~ tests, emotional abuse, domestic violence, and manipulation that comes as standard with all relations~~~s:

    • First girlfriend let be her white knight and the chivalrous gentleman, lavishing her with gifts and taking her out etc. then turned “lesbian” after four years and left me by the wayside.
    • Second girlfriend ran me over in a car I bought her after I caught her in bed with another lad (who she claims nothing happened with). More on that here.. Cheated on me repeatedly; had an affair for over a year and denied it convincing me that it was all in my head and that I was just paranoid and jealous.
    • Third girlfriend got with me when I was as broken as possible; a close friend and my brother in law had both committed suicide over being denied access to their children and a girl I used to date had died of an epileptic fit in her bath and drown all within three months – I was trying to cope with a cocaine addiction that I used to suppress everything. She intentionally got pregnant and then immediately broke up with me leaving me spiraling. She then tried to force me out of my child’s life, slandered me to every mutual friend we had, and forced me to take her through court to be involved using my drug addiction as her justification.

    And that’s just the main ones. Atop that I have yet to see a single successful marriage in my life… well, f~~~ that… a single successful relations~~~ that stands the test of time, and doesn’t include a woman f~~~ing a man over a barrel with a spiky object.

    No-one's yet explained to me exactly what's so great // About slaving fifty years away on something that you hate // About meekly shuffling down the path of mediocrity // Well if that's your road then take it, but it's not the road for me.

    #490252
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    MTGMGTOW
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    @ab I can relate to you so well. My blue pill mind kept me coming back to her no matter how much she proved she was a worthless whore. It’s TERRIFYING what denial can do to your mind. Even before she started cheating there were so many red flags but I ignored all of them.

    I regret being so blue pill for all those years. Then again, that relations~~~ has taught me the most important life lessons I’ve ever learned. It started when I was 17, a completely naive kid. I had zero knowledge of women or their bulls~~~ so I couldn’t see it coming. After she destroyed me, I found MGTOW and learned that it’s not just her, and that it was NEVER my fault.

    I have much sympathy for you, and all of our brothers here who were also ruined by the demonic creatures known as women.

    I've had to learn lessons the hard way more times than I should. I've been very fortunate to find MGTOW when I did. Swallowing the Red Pill saved my future.

    #491223
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    BlakeGuy
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    Got married, bought a house in a nice blue pill area of town. After a few years i realized that all the guys i had met in that area did f~~~ all for fun in life. Was diner parties, driving kids around, paying bills and the occasional beer in front of the game. Took me a while to really notice how crap all their lives were. I kept doing the things I loved and got more and more crap for it. At one time my wife loved those things too, but i figured that was just a scam. Maybe i do not have the worse story in these pages, but still it was enough for me to go red pill. Basically being doing my own thing within the marriage for about 15 years. Now i am becoming free but that is another story. A great one.

    Let the good times roll

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