The loyalty of bitches.

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LunaticReason wrote:

The thing is, I’ve had “good friends” before, but when push comes to shove, everyone is out there to save their own skin. If a big enough problem comes your way they will jump ship and leave you stranded. So one of the important life lesson’s I’ve learned (and I’m no wise sage) is that you create your own happiness. Even if you feel better around others and make new friends, it’s a matter of time  before you end up alone again and will be depressed. You need to break out of that and find something that consistently makes you happy like riding a motorcycle, just going for a cruise, some new hobby or club, rock climbing, hitting the gym, whatever. I think you need to strive for improvement and distract yourself. If you get downtime to just think you are going to fall into depressive thoughts. 2015-07-05 at 2:31 AM

I agree downtime wasted tends to feed depression. Doing something to improve oneself tends to work when its solely for myself and when I see or feel growth and try not to care about others judgement which was what I was upset about earlier. Realizing i weighed too much of my self worth on other people. The only true love is the love you give yourself. Everything else is just chemical stimulation trying to get you to procreate so women can never give me love only enjoyment. Love is like some credit that we wanna spend on something just so we know we have it. The trick is knowing where and how to spend it on.

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