The hole

[OldschoolParticipant 2481]

Are you a pilot? I see you are wearing David Clark headphones in your pic. I want to get my private pilots license, can you help me with that???

Get a vasectomy.

[Anonymous 42]

Viciouscunningtreacherous wrote:

God to just let me stop feeling anything. As of yet, prayer is unanswered.

Practice makes perfect, eventually the s~~~ vortex and all it’s damaging effects will pile sky high compared to any subsequent loneliness you my experience outside it’s howling walls of utter misery and wreckage.

Times have changed, women do their own thing and that’s destroying men. It’s the way things are and if I were you I’d be thanking God I wasn’t in the vortex!

God saved your ass from allot of misery and suffering.

Time to be thankful for the prayers that are answered that you’re not even praying for!

[Anonymous 2]

By the way VCT, what the hell are flying as others have inquired about?? Let your fellow flyers know to either be slightly jealous and or envious of your aviation endeavors!! Never haters though, whatever it is I’m sure it’s pretty cool!!

[ViciouscunningtreacherousParticipant 823]

Thank you all. I am humbled by your love. I shall get where I need to go. I don’t know what any of you look like or where you live. It matters not. I just know acceptance from you. For that I am eternally grateful and allegiant. I need sleep.

For in much wisdom is much grief, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

[Anonymous 43]

f~~~ what we look like, what do you fly?

I identify as an attack helicopter, and I want to know.

[NoMoreParticipant 1233]

VCT, take comfort that you can aknowledge and experience pain. By doing so, you come to learn the true value of your life, efforts, and time. Those who never face struggle or sorrow cannot fully appreciate the good in their lives. You will get through this in time.

A co-worker recently told me, "If you want to see who someone really is, divorce them." I have found out how true this is. When your wife drops the façade of being the caring partner, you will witness all of the greed, hate, and spite that she has masked. It is truly breathtaking!

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Do not give in to the feeling of emptiness, do not drink your selft to death.

That black hole in your chest will pass, then comes the rage, use it, use all that rage to pull you up. There is a lot of power in that rage, you will gain a lot of strength from rage. Will have dark thought, malicious, dark evil, murderous thought. Do not give in, endure it all and after that things will get diferent but no better.

You should be out of the storm in about a year or two.

What ever evil, twisted idea you get PROCRASTINATE, yeah that’s rigth, if you think like ending it all or killing that bitch, leave it for tomorrow. Don’t do any preparation, just leave it for tomorrow.

Do not feel guilty becouse you had dark thoughts, you are human, you were hurt, and you are suffering, to rage, hate, or be mad is ok, just don’t act on it let it pass.

What is a men:

Is not a been like any other?

Don’t we have a head, arms and legs like any other been?

Don’t we fell hunger and thirst?

If you poke us don’t we bleed?

If you wrong should we not seek revenge?

– the merchant of Venice William Shakespeare (modified, changed, and adapted to men, but still apply)

You are just a men, and probably a decent one, don’t give in to your despair, we all been there, and we made it through, you are probably stronger than me, and I made trough. Keep pushing soldier you are almost there.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[ChangedParticipant 588]

this hole is the substitution of her hole. you know when we substitute porn with motorcycles ? we must fill that void.

Matriarchy taxes us. Patriarchy taxes us. No Fucks Given! If they give us pains, lets give them pains. Daily.

[FunInTheSunParticipant 8286]

Viciouscunningtreacherous wrote:

I want to run away and be a beach bum.

Me too.

"I saw that there comes a point, in the defeat of any man of virtue, when his own consent is needed for evil to win-and that no manner of injury done to him by others can succeed if he chooses to withhold his consent. I saw that I could put an end to your outrages by pronouncing a single word in my mind. I pronounced it. The word was ‘No.’" (Atlas Shrugged)

[Cú ChulainnParticipant 3910]

Viciouscunningtreacherous wrote:

Thank you all. I am humbled by your love. I shall get where I need to go. I don’t know what any of you look like or where you live. It matters not. I just know acceptance from you. For that I am eternally grateful and allegiant. I need sleep.

I hope you don’t wake up and feel embarrassed about posting here after a drink. Sometimes that’s what it needs, to vent, get it out there. As men we keep it in, unlike women who live on their emotions, and can’t control them. Sometimes us blokes control them too well.

You’ve made a series of very poignant posts, and you sound like a logical clever and caring guy.

Keep coming here, I too went down the suicidal route, to the point of physically harming myself; if it gets too much see your doctor, it helped me, after I dropped the male ego and recognized I needed that help.

God bless you.

[JVBParticipant]

Good morning brother. Today’s a new day for you bro. Just hold on and love youself. Breath and see one good thing that today brings. In time you will be fine. You have to hold on.

Peace is > piece.

[Anonymous 13]

The hole you speak of is not YOU.

Women are empty vessels, they are the hole or more accurately an abyss of emptiness.

They fear ALONE.

YOU on the other hand have all that is good and Godly inside you.

You ONLY have to REALIZE this and great FREEDOM and well being awaits.

Peace bro.

[Anonymous 42]

FunInTheSun wrote:

Viciouscunningtreacherous wrote:

I want to run away and be a beach bum.

Me too.

SKI BUM works! At one point I was skiing the larger resorts up north, and on weeknights I was skiing a local mountain that was illuminated at night and closed @10:00 PM

That was during my first episode of MGHOW about 5 years before the last woman I gave a chance to “fill the void”.

Now a MGTOW suspension bridge spans “the void”, no more falling in void for me!

My life has immeasurably improved in lightyear leaps and bounds!

I miss Mt. Tom, it’s illuminated slopes, and the fact that it was only a half hour away. It’s now a rock quarry, WFT!

Socialism has amputated many hidden hand of the free market system.

I used climb the cliffs on the backside during summer.

[bladeParticipant]

Viciouscunningtreacherous wrote:

Thank you all. I am humbled by your love. I shall get where I need to go. I don’t know what any of you look like or where you live. It matters not. I just know acceptance from you. For that I am eternally grateful and allegiant. I need sleep.

Sounds like you can handle ya p~~~ bro . Hope ya made it home ok and didnt fall asleep on the beach or in a park .

Got blind when i was young and woke up in a mangrove swamp coverd in mud from head to toe . . How the f~~~ that happend i dont know . But when i woke there i was alot further from home than i thought .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[bladeParticipant]

Nice country side tower

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Don’t go to the bar. Its the worst thing you can do as MGTOW. Since becoming MGTOW I have been very happy and at peace but just one visit to a bar can send me into a tailspin lasting a week. It is the ultimate blue pill nightmare. You see women all dolled up and looking as sexy as they can and your natural biological impulse is to want them. But then you see all the B.S. as they interact with the blue pill males and it reminds you of the whole “game” and how nauseating it is. Don’t go to the bar. Find something else to do.

[ViciouscunningtreacherousParticipant 823]

I’m okay this morning guys and thank you. Your words help me more than I can express. I have determined that the whole is largely unfillable. I can take shovel loads from here and there and tamp them down, make it less deep. Do the best I can. But I think I’ll always have to step over or around it. Maybe fall into it. At least it won’t be so deep as to cause me harm. It has become real to me that I need to acknowledge the hole and make some kind of peace with it, although I don’t know what that looks like right now. This hole has been with me most of my life. I always believed that somehow, someday I could fill the hole and pave over it. As I have learned after some 35 years…it is here to stay. On to the next step.

For in much wisdom is much grief, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

[ViciouscunningtreacherousParticipant 823]

I’m flying a super decathalon. I’ve been pilot since I was 15. Just got my rating back recently. And I just like to put faces to words. It’s more personal that way. No dis.

For in much wisdom is much grief, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

[Anonymous 2]

Glad you’re back flying VCT! Beautiful airplanes. I need my tail wheel endorsement. Stay safe up there Brother!

[SandalsParticipant 4254]

Zarathustra wrote:

Don’t go to the bar.

Build your own bar for your home. Get a nice granite slab and some wood from the hardware store. Make it a weekend project. Then take a thousand bucks and stock it.

Problem Solved.

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