Stepped back from the precipice

[MutineerParticipant 1467]

I was very close to ending it today. I was up all night preparing. It all came to a head after i challenged my mother about the abuse she and my father put me through. She threatened to call the police and have me “lifted” simply for raising my voice. I wasn’t sure if they were coming or not but i felt i couldn’t take the risk and that it was now time.

Then around 4:30 am, my thoughts turned to this website and what some of you guys have been through. In particular, i thought about May 7 2020. I thought if he could hang in there for the past 8 years, despite everything thrown his way, i could give myself at least another day.

I’ve managed to sleep for a few hours and the cops haven’t shown up. I’m still feeling some of the peace i had when i felt the end was near. I have an appointment on Wednesday which i’m now planning on keeping. I’d have been long gone if it wasn’t for this community. Cheers guys.

"The secret to happiness is freedom... And the secret to freedom is courage." - Thucydides

[AwakenedParticipant 35203]

Hang in there Brother !!

Get Some Help, and Get Healthy !!

Take it EASY on YOURSELF, MOST S~~~ is JUST S~~~ !!

Get Yourself OUT TODAY, and do SOMETHING for YOURSELF !!!

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[Anonymous 0]

You came to the right place. Just hang in there and don’t do anything that could get you arrested. It’s not worth it. Nothing is worth the pain and expense of dealing with an arrest. Get yourself out as soon as you possibly can.

[MGTOW_MikeParticipant 6253]

Mutineer wrote:

was very close to ending it today. I was up all night preparing. It all came to a head after i challenged my mother about the abuse she and my father put me through

I am also going through a similar scenario. My parents keep drilling into me, wave after wave after wave. No matter how hard I work, enough is never good enough. I have never been drunk in my life, never did drugs, never been in serious trouble and looked after my family so much. My father keeps crushing ALL my dreams to get back on my feet with a new career. I was eager to discuss my new goals with him but they get crushed by his words. I can never have a say. Too many arguments regarding money and jobs. I use to work as a mining engineer and have quit due to health problems. Before I worked as an engineer, I spent 8.5 years studying two engineering degrees (Electrical Engineering and Mining Engineering). It was absolute hell.

One time I was in the process of getting rope to hang myself, after a massive argument with my father. My mother made things worse by threatening to call the police. I came to this website and all the brothers came to my aid, including Awakened.

Brother, think about this community and how lucky we all are to have each other. Any time you have an issue, like now, please DO NOT HESITATE TO TALK TO US.

You can read my very first thread if you go to my profile. I remember having an existential crisis. My MGTOW friend, whom I hang out with a lot, also has gone through the same problems. We both have come to the realisation that this world is operating at a very low level. Most people in this world do not have compassion for others nor the wisdom to see beyond their “animal” like nature. We have realised that we cannot expect anything great from this world, since it is a dark place. The only thing we have is each other and other like minded brothers. Trying to make things “work” has never worked for wither of us. We just sit back and OBSERVE the world for what it truly is.

This new approach of OBSERVING has made things a lot better. Things start to make more sense and my mind is a lot calmer.

Take care amigo.

A tranquil mind is neither happy nor sad, it is uninfluenced by external conditions.

[Deadly RaverParticipant]

first, go to that appointment. Next, get out of that house. If it’s pushing you that far, then go. Go and do not look back. If you’ve got any friends you can stay with, then go stay with them. Hang in there.

Learn from the past, Control the present, and you will know the Future.

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

There are ways to retaliate that will punish them, that won’t get you arrested or dead.

I’d threaten to get a vasectomy so they will not be grandparents, if they don’t improve their behavior. You need to treat them like the rude man-sized children that they are.

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[AutoliteParticipant]

Deadly Raver wrote:

Next, get out of that house. If it’s pushing you that far, then go. Go and do not look back. If you’ve got any friends you can stay with, then go stay with them.

THIS^^^

Get out of that toxic situation ASAP! Sleep on a friend’s couch, on a church pew, in a hostile or in a car. Rent a car if you have to. Just get the f~~~ away from your parents anyway that you can. DO IT NOW!!!

[OldBillParticipant]

Mutineer wrote:

I thought if he could hang in there for the past 8 years, despite everything thrown his way, i could give myself at least another day.

I’m glad you stepped back. You now need to step away.

Listen to Awakened and get out of that house. It doesn’t matter how you do it. Sleep in your car in a Walmart parking lot, pitch a tent under a bridge, crash on a friend’s couch, the how doesn’t matter. All that matters is getting out as soon as possible.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[Can’t Stump TrumpParticipant]

I love you, bro. I had abusive parents as well. When I lived at home I was extremely suicidal. Guess what? My life is awesome now. If this f~~~ing bastard managed to pull through, you can do it too.

Women are better at multitasking? Fucking up several things at once is not multitasking.

[Faust For ScienceParticipant 22555]

Get out. That is all I can suggest. Get out.

[Anonymous 3]

I survived emptiness. Always been a survivor. if I brought a problem to my mother ( that was my family, an emotionally abusive,alcoholic single parent ) I would leave with more problems. finally, I just stopped. dont come up with a permanent solution to a temporary problem. you are not alone & going your own way will solve everything. Hang in there, the best is yet to be.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Hang in there bro.
It’s all bulls~~~.
NFG
If life get ugly, laugh on her face, and tell hey UGLY BICTH.
And keep going.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[narwhalParticipant]

Ranger One wrote:

There are ways to retaliate that will punish them, that won’t get you arrested or dead.

Do not waste your time on this. Punishing them will not make your life any better, it will only cause things to escalate. What you want is peace.

To be clear, I’m talking about your motivations, not your actions. Leaving, if you can, is excellent advice for your own benefit. And, it will likely hurt your parents, but that’s not your concern. It’s not to punish. It’s not about what they deserve but about what you deserve.

Ok. Then do it.

[OldBillParticipant]

narwhal wrote:

Do not waste your time on this. Punishing them will not make your life any better, it will only cause things to escalate. What you want is peace.

Narwhal is entirely correct. Don’t give these people another thought. Don’t give them free rent in your head.

Just get out and start living your life.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

Ride it out. I had to leave an abusive mother and once you get that s~~~ behind you life gets better.

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[BritGHOWParticipant 2566]

Can only agree with what’s been said, get out, and once you’re out waste not a single thought on this woman, because at this point that’s all she is, She may have given birth to you, but a woman who would threaten the police on her own son merely for raising his voice is no mother.

[Anonymous 12]

Sometimes…
Going your own way…
by turning your back to them… is the real deal.

No Drama, Goodbyes, no screaming, no announcement, no yelling.
Passport, bank account info, backpack, gone.

Tell us, what is the reason you are still there, and how can we possibly help you GTFO?

[MutineerParticipant 1467]

Thanks for the advice guys. I’m not actually living under the same roof which is one small blessing. I rent an apartment from them but we don’t have a normal landlord/tenant relationship.

They let themselves in when i’m not there or even when i’m there. I’m not allowed to decorate and i get verbally abused for changing the time when the hot water comes on.

I’ll record all my interactions with them from now on in.

Anonymous wrote:

Tell us, what is the reason you are still there, and how can we possibly help you GTFO?

You can all donate a dollar to my benevolent fund. Just kidding 😉

I’m still there because at the moment i have no other place to go. I have a mental illness and i’m on welfare. My parents won’t allow me to get well. They once goaded me while i was cutting myself. I was trying to show them how they were making me feel and they kept on pushing. They also bought me alcohol when i had a drink problem.

I’m looking into student loans and getting into college in order to escape.

"The secret to happiness is freedom... And the secret to freedom is courage." - Thucydides

[Anonymous 12]

I was trying to show them how they were making me feel and they kept on pushing.

You are allowed to feel.
However
Please do not share your feelings and emotions, your smiles and tears with these foul creatures.
Your words tell both you and me that they care not whether you are dead or alive.
Therefor they deserve none of your most intimate emotions.

Do not fight them. they must be pretty evil, and a double package at that.
Nothing you can fix or fight against.

Going away is the only piece of advice i can come up with now.
And why not…!

Lay out your current situation in more detail, so that the community can hatch a plan and get you out of there.
Just a thought.

You made it through the day.
It would be good if you never reached that point again ever.

[Dead_Channel_GrayParticipant 51]

A few years ago, I sat in my bathtub and out of nowhere the thought crossed my mind about how easy it would be to just slice an artery and quietly bleed to death. It was a dark thought that hit me hard, sunk in for a bit, then I began to weep. I’m a pretty stoic guy, and I probably cry once every 10 years. I didn’t harm myself that day. But the tears were a bit of therapy. A way to get some of the pent up feelings out.

I don’t know if this helped. But just want you to know that a lot of us have been on that same precipice. And if you met me in person you would see a big 6 foot 220 lb. beast of a man and you’d never guess that once upon a time I sat in a bathtub and cried like a bitch.

But that’s life. Get stoned, have a drink, watch some funny videos on youtube.

Small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.

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