Thank you for the responses, gentlemen. I have decided to look at the big picture and play the tape all the way to the end. I do no one any good by finding myself in a jail cell. Instead, I like blade’s invitation to hit the bong, fry up some grub, and chill.
I can ghost this motherf~~~er as I have done with most of society. The long game is what I’m shooting for. In a short time, whether it be a few months, or a few years, my 90 year old grandmother will no longer be here. I start collecting my pension from the Fire Department in November, 2019. In addition to that, I’ll have a substantial inheritance from my grandmother.
I’ve been busy the past 3 years taking care of her as her health has declined. I go to a s~~~load of doctor appointments, cook everything from scratch (she taught me how to cook before I got married), and keep the place clean. I don’t have much “down time.”
If there ever was a unicorn in my life, it would be her. Part of my story is pretty dark. As I went through the pain of my divorce 11 years ago, I ended up shooting crystal meth until I lost everything and everyone that remained after the wife left. While everyone else shut their doors to me, my grandmother did not. If I wanted a hot meal, she was there to give it. She never stopped loving me and praying for me. My road to recovery was long and arduous. So far, I haven’t touched the s~~~ since 08-08-2008. With that kind of loyalty to me, I have felt compelled to take care of this woman to the best of my ability and will not jeopardize my freedom over this. As sidecar has noted, $300 isn’t much money to discover a “s~~~ friend.” We’ve all lost MUCH more in our divorces.
I look to my future. I will likely never have to work again. I will have enough start up capital to put myself into a trade school, go on some miraculous trips, or be a lazy f~~~ without a care in the world.
As for the asshole, he is superglued to his c~~~ and is miserable. I’m sure he is hard up for money, as she has made him work part time to raise their standard of living. Apparently, his military pension isn’t enough to keep her happy. Their relationship isn’t very solid, as I remember that she gave him a black eye last summer, along with pulling a pistol on him. A few months ago, he admitted that he was thinking of suicide and letting her discover his bloody corpse when she got home. When I consider his history with her, I have very little doubt that he will one day act upon his misery and become one of the 22 veteran suicides that happen each day. I need to make sure that he doesn’t come gunning for me on that day.
In retrospect, I have it good. Really good. Instead of wasting my time on plotting revenge, I shall invest that time into planning my MGTOW future. I have visions of blasting down the Colorado Rockies on double black diamond runs, scuba diving in the Caymans, or dropping $100 chips on a blackjack table. I am going to live LARGE without a parasite clinging on to my wallet. I’ll soon be “kushing out” my cigars while drinking fine cognac.
Some might argue that I am not truly a MGTOW, since I’m bound to the responsibility of taking care of my grandmother. I disagree. I simply discovered that I could be inheriting that money one day that she was paying to the nursing home each month. Furthermore, what other job could I get that allowed me to smoke weed, sleep during the day, and play xbox? So, in a way, I am a man going my own way. Since I asked her to move in with me, I feel that I am walking my own path. I will not jeopardize this with rash decisions that could really f~~~ up my future.
Again, thank you for the responses, gentlemen. I really appreciate having this site where I can express myself without having to worry about some c~~~ notifying the authorities. I don’t know of any other place that I have the freedom or ability to do that.
If you are new to MGTOW, I invite you to get to know some of the personalities here. Let them get to know you. Knowing that I have access to 30,000 brothers’ wisdom, makes me a very satisfied customer of MGTOW. This fellowship has turned a blue pilled simp into a red pilled man with a plan. I thank God for this place. It is sacred ground where we walk. Peace to all.
This dimension is reciprocal, what has been done to you, will happen to him(in some form or other). I know it is a dent to your male ego, but you just have to swallow. If he gets physical, well that’s an altogether scenario….
Maraudrz1 1 year, 11 months ago.
