My marriage dissolving…

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Ok…Since its a slow week, allow me to update and rant on my situation…

So 2 days ago, I received the court papers informing me of the dissolution of my marriage…Yes, I was expecting that since my ex informed me she started the process…It was a shock at first to read the allegations against me…Infidelity, abandonment, and a host of other lies…

AT first, I was fuming mad…I mean, I was really mad…Then I thought about it, if this floats her boat and made herself the victim why should I care? I cared for her during our marriage but she did not see the sacrifice I made to keep catering to her childish demands…

Let her call me names and become the worst person on earth, but as long as the marriage gets dissolved and set me free from her insane manipulations, why should I care…

I was able to give zero f~~~s…I know the truth..I have the records to prove her lies…LOL…Why should I get flustered by her lies?…Her words mean nothing to me now…I dont seek to correct her, nor do I seek to be validated by her…

I will absorb the lies she tells the court…Its the least I can do so long as she doesnt go after me…She wants this closed immediately so she can monkey branch to her new “love”…LOL…

I am feeling good right now but I know the low will come later when the realization that my dreams of a “family” is all but a dream…

I would like to apologize in advance if later my mind would be raving mad and trying to make sense of the emotions and logic that will be battling my within me. I might post some stupid s~~~ and I would like to apologize in advance and seek understanding during this time…Knowing and feeling the end of the marriage are two different things…I have come at last to do battle like most of my brothers here…A battle within ourselves…

I have prepared myself to the best I can with the help of brothers here…Thank you guys…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Nerd tuneler, I dream of being superman, but every day I wake up and I’m an abnormal human.

I don’t get depressed, I don’t beat myself down becouse I’m not superman, becouse superman does not exist.

Your dream of a family is just a dream, family never existed, it was just a forced by product of society control on female hipergamy instincts. However, nowadays the cat is out of the bag and it ain’t going back.

It was all a lie, your mom, sisters, my mom etc.

They all work the same way, is natural, there is nothing wrong with it, I learned to accept it and decide.

All women are sluts, you can accept it and become a cuck or walk away and go mgtow, or you can get p~~~ed off and live in rage and craziness forever.

I learned to accept the truth and walk away.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

It is a very big disconnect on the woman that I married to the woman that is spouting lies to get the marriage dissolved…Her mind works in strange ways…All the good qualities I have shown her was twisted into something evil…F~~~…

I was a big ass blue pilled white knight to the core…Other women were clamoring to be with me or find a guy like me and my c~~~ of a wife just twisted everything…Its a good thing I found MGTOW when she left me…I would have been a mess right now without taking the red pills and ejecting the blue pills…

F~~~…I became a wreck because I was walking on eggshells to please her…I was once a funny, happy guy who soon after the marriage became manipulated…

An example of this was that I became too afraid to ask saleswoman for price of items or ask for their help because it would be deemed flirting…I became soo cucked that I avoided eye contact with females because that would be “cheating”…She on the other hand talked with her exes and flirted with other guys…I pleaded her to stop flirting with other guys online because it is hurting me…Did she stop? NO…

Allow me to rant brothers…

I was a good guy…I strived to be a “perfect” loyal and loving husband…I did not cheat, i worked my ass off to provide for her needs and plan for the future…The checklists of what women want I ticked most of them…F~~~…I would give her massages and tuck her to bed after working underground while she stayed with her mom or went shopping…I mean, come on…I should be the one getting the massage now that I think about it…F~~~ this…Women are crazy…

I will have my time, my revenge when the wall hits her or when she realizes what she destroyed…The white knight in me is dead…I mourned for my old self…He was a good guy. He was a great guy…But he was an idiot…He was stupid…But he was me…I cannot deny that past of me…I have to let him rest however…The women today are too wicked for a guy like him. They do not deserve a guy like him…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Carnage wrote:

Nerd tuneler, I dream of being superman, but every day I wake up and I’m an abnormal human.

I don’t get depressed, I don’t beat myself down becouse I’m not superman, becouse superman does not exist.

Your dream of a family is just a dream, family never existed, it was just a forced by product of society control on female hipergamy instincts. However, nowadays the cat is out of the bag and it ain’t going back.

It was all a lie, your mom, sisters, my mom etc.

They all work the same way, is natural, there is nothing wrong with it, I learned to accept it and decide.

All women are sluts, you can accept it and become a cuck or walk away and go mgtow, or you can get p~~~ed off and live in rage and craziness forever.

I learned to accept the truth and walk away.

Thanks Carnage…Yes, the truth is a bitter pill to swallow. However, my parents existed as well as my grandparents…I lived my life as a blue pill idiot…Now I must purge myself from this plantation…

I however do not wish to live in constant turmoil and rage.. One day I hope to find peace within myself and able to validate myself…

Oftentimes, this gives me peace…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[Anonymous 0]

NT,

Check out an old post of mine (link below). It has two things you might be able to use:
–A checklist of the specific ways that abusers (people with personality disorders) suck in and abuse partners.
–A recommendation for a book on how to divorce an abuser (person with a personality disorder). It has a lot of legal advice on how to deal with false accusations, etc.

Link to my old post: /forums/topic/married-guy-heading-for-a-breakpause/page/2/#post-390411

Anyway, good luck. Hang in there, and keep in mind that the end is in sight. It’s just a paper shuffle now.

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Thank you TwoStep…I am back on this roller coaster like last year but now I have some semblance of tiny control…All thanks to you guys…

The damage done to me…Its psychological with the lies and manipulations…I hope to be over this part of my life and regain control…

I will read much again the articles and messages here to arm me with red pills…The blue pill programming is strong especially when my emotions are in disarray…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[Anonymous 43]

Nerd Tunneler, you have been here long enough, and you have read about our experiences. You know we went through the exact same things that you did. We were all good men who gave our special snowflakes anything and everything, then when the demands became unreasonable and we said no, the woman would start branching out. The final month of walking on eggshells is the worst. It was during that time that I became despondent and suicidal. She has to lie about what an evil monster you are to activate the court action against you. You will survive this.

Make sure you have a lawyer. Make sure you have your paperwork in order. Read the laws and understand the process. Make sure you do not stand up straight in court, and answer all the stupid questions as best as you can. Get through this as fast as possible. Do not fight over possessions, do not fight over money, just sign it all away as fast as possible. If the bitch wants to cut you loose, give it all to her, let her choke on it. She will think she has crushed you. Act like a defeated man in public, smile and rejoice in private.

At a negotiation session I acted angry, frustrated and kicked my own car out in the parkinglot while pretending to talk to my lawyer during a break. It looked like I was cussing him out when the reality was I was getting exactly what I wanted.

You know you are being set free from misery. Act like you are getting your liver removed through your ear. Do a happy dance in private.

Cutting that bitch out of your life will be amazing. Let everything be your fault except criminal accusations. Fight criminal accusations like a tiger. She will have told all her family lies, all your friends have been lied to. Do not fight this. Accept her lies, and move on. What matters is your job. That is your wife and your life now.

make sure you remain in contact with us on zoom in case this site collapses completely.

Stay strong my friend. This will work itself out. Cut away this back stabbing enemy living under your roof as soon as possible.

[Anonymous 42]

The integrity of modern marriage is feeble at best, a passing fart in the wind at worst.

Where did she turn when her heart was artificially troubled? She turned to the pervasive injustice system that slaughters men and rewards women.

Governments are were instituted among MEN, deriving their consent from from the will of the governed.

Women will always be what they are no matter how loud they scream or band together, they are not creatures that were ever meant to govern or hold the reigns of justice, until now.

Marriage itself is dissolving along with family and that’s the reason our civilization is rapidly deteriorating and becoming a cage of wild animals set out to destroy the last vestiges of the world men designed and built.

Women have been given a 150 year window to prove their worth standing in men’s proverbial shoes. And utterly FAILED.

Any man willing to enter the unholy sacrilegious binding contract of modern marriage is operating on the old premises that governments are instituted among MEN and derive their powers from the consent of other MEN.

Only a modern day fool operating on the premises of a system from yesteryear long dissolved, murdered, and molested would enter into such a STATE of utter depravity.

LET.
THE.
MOTHERF~~~ER.
BURN.

[ArcturisParticipant 2819]

NerdTunneler wrote:

It is a very big disconnect on the woman that I married to the woman that is spouting lies to get the marriage dissolved

Sadly this is often the case mate. I won’t go into examples but no doubt we’ve all felt this sting.

You might have a tough few months ahead of you but right now your head is in the right place.

NerdTunneler wrote:

I will have my time, my revenge when the wall hits her or when she realizes what she destroyed

I’m not sure about revenge (that’s giving her too much power over you). Lets get this divorce done, then get up, dust yourself off and crack on with the rest of your life.

That’s your chance to start over and never make the same mistakes again.

Peace and Love,

Arc

Protect Your Sovereignty. Women WILL TRY To Manipulate You. #NOCONTACT #ICETHEMOUT

[ArcturisParticipant 2819]

You listen to old Rafiki…he knows the way.

Protect Your Sovereignty. Women WILL TRY To Manipulate You. #NOCONTACT #ICETHEMOUT

[Anonymous 43]

by discovering this site and talking to us before the divorce started, you have a huge advantage. This is the peace. I went through 6 years of self blame, rage and doubt. You will have skipped all of that misery, depression and ignorance.

You are so lucky!

It took this site, reading the divorce tales from hundreds of men in a couple dozen countries made me realize that this is internal programming inside women, and not my fault. That set me free from shame, doubt and self blame.

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

The final month of walking on eggshells is the worst. It was during that time that I became despondent and suicidal. She has to lie about what an evil monster you are to activate the court action against you. You will survive this.

Anonymous wrote:

It took this site, reading the divorce tales from hundreds of men in a couple dozen countries made me realize that this is internal programming inside women, and not my fault. That set me free from shame, doubt and self blame.

Thanks for the advice May…Its because I discovered this site that I am stronger now. I also know that during the process of legal separation, from what I read from other brothers here is the toughest…My brain may tell me to prepare but facing the reality of it is still a different experience…I do hope I am strong enough or as strong as you guys when the ride becomes very rough…Thanks for the support…GregBo has my email and he included me with the zoom updates so I can rest assured find like minded brothers when the purge against MGTOW happens…There is only so much KM can do and he is just one man against a system bent on destroying men…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[Anonymous 42]

Anonymous wrote:

It took this site, reading the divorce tales from hundreds of men in a couple dozen countries made me realize that this is internal programming inside women, and not my fault. That set me free from shame, doubt and self blame.

Internal programming given traction through preferential treatment and advantage theoughout all facets of society. It’s their turn to run society and our time to RUN!

Women feared, respected, and obeyed men when we ruled the world.

Then they gave it a shot and now they don’t fear us, respect us, obey us, or care for us.

Then the philosophy of MGTOW came along at man’s darkest hour under the altered conditions created by women.

Now they FEAR US once again but for ENTIRELY DIFFERENT REASONS!

Men are learning to isolate ourselves from the tyrannical forces they’ve created, we’re isolating ourselves from any and all commitment whatsoever to them, we’re abandoning them by the millions and leaving them alone to decay in their own excessive narcissism,

Their gathering together to conquer and command their tyrannical will over that of MEN has caused a migration, a stampede, a massive evacuation of men, both willingly and court ordered men are becoming invisible as command over us is becoming more and more INTANGIBLE!

We’ve SMARTENED UP AND USED OUR LOGIC OVER EMOTION NOW SEPARATING US FROM THE VICES OF SOCIETY NOW DICTATED BY LAW!

Stalemate, game over, you cheated, every move, now it’s time to f~~~ off and die! GAME OVER!

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

The integrity of modern marriage is feeble at best, a passing fart in the wind at worst.

Where did she turn when her heart was artificially troubled? She turned to the pervasive injustice system that slaughters men and rewards women.

This is harsh Tower, but you speak the truth…Right now I am torn by the happy memories of what was and could have been…
But at the same time, I am holding in my hand the papers and the lies she told the court to finish dismantling this marriage…Marriage that I tried to save, marriage that I sacrificed a lot for…It was just a piece of paper for her…
Perhaps I need a red pill suppository rammed in by a red pill butt plug…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Arcturis wrote:

I’m not sure about revenge (that’s giving her too much power over you). Lets get this divorce done, then get up, dust yourself off and crack on with the rest of your life.

You are right Arc…I am allowing her to live rent free in my head. Perhaps I am starting the downward spiral…I do hope I wont go down this s~~~hole too deep…

This current drama in my life is clouding my judgement…But I have to keep my eyes open or I will make a lot of mistakes…Its different when you read about it and when the s~~~ is actually happening to you…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

Men are learning to isolate ourselves from the tyrannical forces they’ve created, we’re isolating ourselves from any and all commitment whatsoever to them, we’re abandoning them by the millions and leaving them alone to decay in their own excessive narcissism,

You Uncle Tower are a mad genius…You are like a prophet that is giving warning and spouting truths…We need people like you to smack us around and restore senses to some of us purple pill idiots which still need to vomit the blue pills fed into us…Thank you for your savage words of wisdom Tower and for constantly displaying NFG mentality…It kinda rubs off onto me from time to time which is nice…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[TaxGuyParticipant]

I can only speak from my own experience, but having that piece of paper signed was like losing 100 pounds in one second. I felt lighter, renewed. My hope for you is that you are going through the worst of it right now. The signed piece of paper sets the deal. You got her to actually agree to something. And then you move forward.

And screw revenge. It’s bad karma. You went through what you went through to learn a lesson. It cost you a bunch of time and a boatload of money. So make sure it sticks with you.

What you will eventually find out is that you are the same good guy you always were. Just turn it inward and be good to yourself first. You’ve been taught since you were a toddler to be good to others first. It’s funny, you can read a thousand stories about how a mom has to be good to herself first before she can be a good mom, but nobody tells the guy to be good to himself first. I wonder why.

The finish line is in site brother. There’s a nice cold beer waiting on the other side. Enjoy it, you’ve earned it and you deserve it. And remember, you and only you are responsible for your happiness. So do what makes you happy.

Order the good wine

[Anonymous 42]

NerdTunneler wrote:

Tower and for constantly displaying NFG mentality…

I have NFG for tyrants that live on the misery they create, you, Sir, are a miner that goes underground to retrieve the raw elements I need to make my living, therefore I respect and admire you beyond anything you can imagine! Farmers feed miners and miners fed farmers! I see the two as indispensable!

[HitmanParticipant]

you don’t lose when you lose a woman.
you GAIN your freedom.
.
be happy.
she wants you miserable.
live well
forget that whore.
AWALT.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

See, Soo much wisdom in here, when they are not acting like c~~~s.

Hope you get that contract nullified soon.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

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