My introduction, red pill recovery.. Back to how it should have always been

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  • #272617
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    ExpendableYouth
    ExpendableYouth
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    Friends– first off I want to say I think this website and forum is absolute gold. I do not know exactly how I stumbled upon this site about a week ago, but I am so thankful I did. I am glad I am not the only one who sees things clearly. The big picture. That there HAS to be another way, amiright?????? What you guys have been saying on these forums, mirrors almost my entire LIFE’S thinking. Holy f~~~, putting into perspective….it’s good to see I am indeed NOT alone out there.

    I am 30 years old, and I have now begun to truly see the light for all it’s glory. Growing up, I saw so much. I guess it just took the right PERSON, to put things into clear view. They are all the same. Even if they tell you they are not the same….they are lying to you only to ease your mind until you let the guard down. Then, they will show you that they actually indeed are, just like the others. Remember that. It’s when you let the guard down, you get surprised.

    I am about a year post-breakup of what I would call my most “serious” relations~~~…..I mean, relationship. I have had about 7 different girlfriends, but this was the first one I had lived with. (And we will get to THOSE one day as well) How do I begin………known her for 12+ years. Met in highschool on Myspace of all places, and began talking in school and what not. Years went by, she got married, had 2 kids, etc. Never really looked at her more than someone to talk to and kill time before I had to go do something actually worthwhile. Well naturally, I’m not a piece of s~~~ so I don’t talk to her for years as she is married. Go about life, never really thinking about it.

    Years pass by, we reconnect through FAKEBOOK (Another GREAT thing we all love, right guys? What a great idea, give everyone access and just let them go at it….what harm could be done?!). We began talking, catching up. She leaves husband (he “broke” her wrist, was abusive, fighting all the time…etc…etc….bulls~~~…bulls~~~…..you know the routine fellas). I help her move with some of her friends into a Craigslist room or whatever. We begin talking a little more, we begin connecting (Or now that I see it CLEARLY NOW……SHE BEGAN UTILIZING) and I invited her to move in with my friend and I. We had a room open, and bills had to get paid. (I had lived with 2 other females before, that’ll be a fun story one day). She moves in, we get to know one another. Nothing ever happened, just sharing the house.

    Well, time grew on. My buddy that I had shared the home with began having his girlfriend come over every night (and hey I don’t need to tell you guys this if you have ever lived with a roommate- It just adds to more bulls~~~ in the house. Add another FEMALE? Good god almighty. So, I started looking for a home for myself, and she would be my roommate. I figured we lived together for about 8 months, we get along….WHAT COULD GO WRONG…..?

    And yeah. You already know where I am going with this. So, we move in. I get the master, she has the two other bedrooms for her and her kids. It was a joint custody set-up, so they would come over every other weekend and stay for a few weekdays. No problems. Then…..a year later–one night where my guard was down, I single handedly destroyed the now next 3 years. We began dating.

    It lasted about a year and a half. I had been so used to “red pill” most of my life…. Obviously, this will cause problems with someone who wants to inject a blue pill into your system. She broke it off via TEXT MESSAGE, during the first day of my week long vacation. The reasons stated…so much like what you guys have talked about on here. Let’s not get into details too much (Hey I won’t lie guys I am not a perfect person, brothers). I told her hey if that’s your decision I will respect it.

    Then, I make the 2nd dumbest mistake in the 3 years: I DON’T MOVE OUT OR KICK HER OUT THE NEXT DAY/WEEK. Oh that’s right, we are both ON THE LEASE (Shoot me guys, never again). So, I stayed in the master and tried to somehow navigate through 5 months before the lease was up. Let me tell you guys. I saw it personally. The….TRANSFORMATION you all speak of. Yes, when they dump your ass and become someone you don’t know….. Going out, getting s~~~faced at the bar, flirting on the phone with obvious white knight….as you are playing with her kids. It wrecked me completely, but then I began to see the light….and see everything you all talk about firsthand. It was absolutely terrible. It was at that time I realized I was simply just there until I was not useful and some other sad sack of s~~~ began wanting to f~~~ her. (Among the other guys the carousel spun)..And then I snapped out of it.

    She moved out around the beginning of the year. It was 5 months of awkwardness and (shamefully) depression. When she got her own house, she was gone. Gone without a trace. I had been FULLY UTILIZED and cast aside. Brothers, do not get involved with the kids. DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE ELSE’S HELLSPAWN. I can’t say it enough. In fact, single moms should not be on the radar because you know you will NEVER be a priority.

    Now since she left, I began finding myself again. I see her now, at the bars all the time. On to her next victim, to the guy who was always “just her friend from another city”. (LOL, that is another good lie they tell you eh brothers?) She made her choice, so I went back to the red pill. People don’t understand, but I am glad you all do. I do not need a woman in my life. It has caused me a lot of UNWANTED AND UNNEEDED stress. About 8 months in, I just do my own thing now. And you know what, guys? For the first time in my life, I live alone now. IT IS THE S~~~. I had had roommates for over 10 years. I do not want to give this up. It’s so peaceful now, I have time to focus on my side business without worrying about “Making time”. I don’t get yelled at for everything I do because “My migraine medication makes me a total raging bitch”. I don’t have to wake up on my days off at 6am because “the kids are up”. I don’t have to worry if I am on the computer typing this, it doesn’t matter if I get high after a long day. I have gone back to living for MYSELF, my own way. My life.

    My only regret? That I abandoned the red pill for a quick dose of the blue. Never again, my friends. I love how easy my life is now, and I don’t need anybody to interfere and detract me from my goals. Someone who is on your case, just because it doesn’t suit the agenda of Western values. It is not worth it.

    My best success?????? NOT GETTING HER PREGNANT AND GETTING MARRIED! You want to talk about dodging a f~~~ing bullet? I think I Matrix’d that thing.

    The f~~~ed up part? This is literally just ONE EXAMPLE of how they are set out to try to destroy you. F~~~, this is just ONE WOMAN out of the many who have tried to suck the life and distract me from MY LIFE. For years I was single, due to the last allergic reaction to BLUE PILL BULLS~~~. Single and HAPPY with life! LOL, you let your guard down….try to “help” (Never again) and bam, you are force fed that s~~~. But then something happens………..you slap that f~~~ing blue pill out and overdose on RED PILL mentality.

    My god guys, I’ve finally gotten back on what now I can call….the MGTOW path. I now see I am not alone, this isn’t just a random occurrence. They are all like this. Thank you all for reading, I know it was a f~~~ing novel. But god damnit did it feel f~~~ing LIBERATING to type!!!!!!!!!!!!! We have the best support we may ever need, we have MGTOW

    #272621
    +7
    Blue Skies
    Blue Skies
    Participant
    15665

    welcome sir! well written intro
    i’m glad you found the path to freedom.
    enjoy the website and the forums
    Cheers–

    MGTOW is not a movement, it is a way of life.

    #272627
    +8
    ExpendableYouth
    ExpendableYouth
    Participant
    381

    The path never looked so DAMN good!!!!!

    #272635
    +5

    Anonymous
    42

    Damn, I just took a ride down nightmare lane tied to the bumper!
    Thanks bro! Thanks for reaffirming my MGTOW! I feel like a dog that licked an electric fence!

    Welcome to MGTOW, where the electrocution of gynocentrism ends!

    #272642
    +5
    K
    Hitman
    Participant

    You are among the best men on the planet.
    Welcome.
    Sanity is found here!

    #272658
    +4
    Tuneout
    Tuneout
    Participant

    Welcome brother and yes you are lucky,at least she didn’t think of playing the common law card.

    I’ve had room mates as well and now live alone too.

    Too many freaks,weirdos,losers,druggies and other assorted scum plus thier girlfriends of course.

    Now I have a nice quite place,set up the way I want,rarely have company and when I do it’s my house,my rules.

    Only look back to see how far you’ve come

    Lifes a bitch,but you don't have to marry one!

    #272662
    +3
    ExpendableYouth
    ExpendableYouth
    Participant
    381

    Tuneout, oh she was never keen on re-marrying. It was just a “piece of paper” to her now, after her first failed marriage with Mr Perfect. In fact, I never even thought that far (thank god)

    Absolutely man. Although I’ve lived with about….I’d say 7 or 8 different people throughout the last decade– this was the only one I crossed the proverbial line with. Stupid, should have just taken a double dose of the Red Pill. Such is life.

    The cool thing about staying in the house? It’s just me and my pet cat now, pretty quiet. Peaceful, I can hear a pin drop. This is what I had envisioned years ago….now I am in a position financially to go ahead and continue to live here. I do not need “you” to help me, I never have needed help since I became an adult at 18. So now instead of “worrying how I will make rent”, I just go and find work for myself and work for a good childhood friend who is in the same field. LOL, but that’s right guys…..”I work too much, there is much more life than work”. LOL….guess I should have just become unemployed. Bahahah

    What did I do with the other now empty rooms? LOL, I made one for my cat (Which ironically was her old room LOL) to put all his stuff in like the litterbox and a chair to look out the window. And the other, I am currently working out a price to take my friends backup workout stuff. Bench, weights, all kinds of things. Might as well make it into my own little gym. Or maybe partly an office for me to work at for my business. Why waste empty space, amiright? Take any problems out on the weights, much healthier than trying to deal with a woman and 2 children’s bulls~~~. Get myself into the best shape of my life And do it for myself, because I am a man. A man who is focused. No more DETOURS…..

    #272667
    +3
    ExpendableYouth
    ExpendableYouth
    Participant
    381

    Damn, I just took a ride down nightmare lane tied to the bumper!
    Thanks bro! Thanks for reaffirming my MGTOW! I feel like a dog that licked an electric fence!

    My friend, it’s one bad dream. But now, we HAVE become awaken.

    Sadly, that is just the most recent story dealing with these…..creatures. It gets better (Or worse, lol). I have to laugh now, and chalk it up to just attracting the wrong people. And don’t bother with it again. Seeing as how sidetracked it has gotten me, I don’t think I can afford another: Nor do I want to.

    #272697
    +2

    Friends– first off I want to say I think this website and forum is absolute gold. I do not know exactly how I stumbled upon this site about a week ago, but I am so thankful I did. I am glad I am not the only one who sees things clearly. The big picture. That there HAS to be another way, amiright?????? What you guys have been saying on these forums, mirrors almost my entire LIFE’S thinking. Holy f~~~, putting into perspective….it’s good to see I am indeed NOT alone out there.

    I am 30 years old, and I have now begun to truly see the light for all it’s glory. Growing up, I saw so much. I guess it just took the right PERSON, to put things into clear view. They are all the same. Even if they tell you they are not the same….they are lying to you only to ease your mind until you let the guard down. Then, they will show you that they actually indeed are, just like the others. Remember that. It’s when you let the guard down, you get surprised.

    I am about a year post-breakup of what I would call my most “serious” relations~~~…..I mean, relationship. I have had about 7 different girlfriends, but this was the first one I had lived with. (And we will get to THOSE one day as well) How do I begin………known her for 12+ years. Met in highschool on Myspace of all places, and began talking in school and what not. Years went by, she got married, had 2 kids, etc. Never really looked at her more than someone to talk to and kill time before I had to go do something actually worthwhile. Well naturally, I’m not a piece of s~~~ so I don’t talk to her for years as she is married. Go about life, never really thinking about it.

    Years pass by, we reconnect through FAKEBOOK (Another GREAT thing we all love, right guys? What a great idea, give everyone access and just let them go at it….what harm could be done?!). We began talking, catching up. She leaves husband (he “broke” her wrist, was abusive, fighting all the time…etc…etc….bulls~~~…bulls~~~…..you know the routine fellas). I help her move with some of her friends into a Craigslist room or whatever. We begin talking a little more, we begin connecting (Or now that I see it CLEARLY NOW……SHE BEGAN UTILIZING) and I invited her to move in with my friend and I. We had a room open, and bills had to get paid. (I had lived with 2 other females before, that’ll be a fun story one day). She moves in, we get to know one another. Nothing ever happened, just sharing the house.

    Well, time grew on. My buddy that I had shared the home with began having his girlfriend come over every night (and hey I don’t need to tell you guys this if you have ever lived with a roommate- It just adds to more bulls~~~ in the house. Add another FEMALE? Good god almighty. So, I started looking for a home for myself, and she would be my roommate. I figured we lived together for about 8 months, we get along….WHAT COULD GO WRONG…..?

    And yeah. You already know where I am going with this. So, we move in. I get the master, she has the two other bedrooms for her and her kids. It was a joint custody set-up, so they would come over every other weekend and stay for a few weekdays. No problems. Then…..a year later–one night where my guard was down, I single handedly destroyed the now next 3 years. We began dating.

    It lasted about a year and a half. I had been so used to “red pill” most of my life…. Obviously, this will cause problems with someone who wants to inject a blue pill into your system. She broke it off via TEXT MESSAGE, during the first day of my week long vacation. The reasons stated…so much like what you guys have talked about on here. Let’s not get into details too much (Hey I won’t lie guys I am not a perfect person, brothers). I told her hey if that’s your decision I will respect it.

    Then, I make the 2nd dumbest mistake in the 3 years: I DON’T MOVE OUT OR KICK HER OUT THE NEXT DAY/WEEK. Oh that’s right, we are both ON THE LEASE (Shoot me guys, never again). So, I stayed in the master and tried to somehow navigate through 5 months before the lease was up. Let me tell you guys. I saw it personally. The….TRANSFORMATION you all speak of. Yes, when they dump your ass and become someone you don’t know….. Going out, getting s~~~faced at the bar, flirting on the phone with obvious white knight….as you are playing with her kids. It wrecked me completely, but then I began to see the light….and see everything you all talk about firsthand. It was absolutely terrible. It was at that time I realized I was simply just there until I was not useful and some other sad sack of s~~~ began wanting to f~~~ her. (Among the other guys the carousel spun)..And then I snapped out of it.

    She moved out around the beginning of the year. It was 5 months of awkwardness and (shamefully) depression. When she got her own house, she was gone. Gone without a trace. I had been FULLY UTILIZED and cast aside. Brothers, do not get involved with the kids. DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE ELSE’S HELLSPAWN. I can’t say it enough. In fact, single moms should not be on the radar because you know you will NEVER be a priority.

    Now since she left, I began finding myself again. I see her now, at the bars all the time. On to her next victim, to the guy who was always “just her friend from another city”. (LOL, that is another good lie they tell you eh brothers?) She made her choice, so I went back to the red pill. People don’t understand, but I am glad you all do. I do not need a woman in my life. It has caused me a lot of UNWANTED AND UNNEEDED stress. About 8 months in, I just do my own thing now. And you know what, guys? For the first time in my life, I live alone now. IT IS THE S~~~. I had had roommates for over 10 years. I do not want to give this up. It’s so peaceful now, I have time to focus on my side business without worrying about “Making time”. I don’t get yelled at for everything I do because “My migraine medication makes me a total raging bitch”. I don’t have to wake up on my days off at 6am because “the kids are up”. I don’t have to worry if I am on the computer typing this, it doesn’t matter if I get high after a long day. I have gone back to living for MYSELF, my own way. My life.

    My only regret? That I abandoned the red pill for a quick dose of the blue. Never again, my friends. I love how easy my life is now, and I don’t need anybody to interfere and detract me from my goals. Someone who is on your case, just because it doesn’t suit the agenda of Western values. It is not worth it.

    My best success?????? NOT GETTING HER PREGNANT AND GETTING MARRIED! You want to talk about dodging a f~~~ing bullet? I think I Matrix’d that thing.

    The f~~~ed up part? This is literally just ONE EXAMPLE of how they are set out to try to destroy you. F~~~, this is just ONE WOMAN out of the many who have tried to suck the life and distract me from MY LIFE. For years I was single, due to the last allergic reaction to BLUE PILL BULLS~~~. Single and HAPPY with life! LOL, you let your guard down….try to “help” (Never again) and bam, you are force fed that s~~~. But then something happens………..you slap that f~~~ing blue pill out and overdose on RED PILL mentality.

    My god guys, I’ve finally gotten back on what now I can call….the MGTOW path. I now see I am not alone, this isn’t just a random occurrence. They are all like this. Thank you all for reading, I know it was a f~~~ing novel. But god damnit did it feel f~~~ing LIBERATING to type!!!!!!!!!!!!! We have the best support we may ever need, we have MGTOW

    Well done man for escaping that bulls~~~. I hope to be in your position by the beginning of next year, set up in a new job and new place, even if both are s~~~, its the freedom I’ve been yearning for for years. And that peace and quiet you mentioned…I remember once upon a time i had that, and took it for granted. I shall return to that place once again my brothers.

    F~~~ women and the comorbidity they inflict on to us men.

    #272699
    +4
    Tiga K
    Tiga K
    Participant
    1693

    Welcome. Your intro has got me grinning ear to ear right now. I love that about this place. Its going to be a year since I joined in September, but a visit to this place never fails to put a smile on my face. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have.

    #272722
    +2
    ExpendableYouth
    ExpendableYouth
    Participant
    381

    Thanks guys. I do feel better now, as it took me a while to get back to the Red Pill tolerance. I am not hateful to women, in fact I deal with many female customers. But I know better now. Go my own way, set myself free of all this bulls~~~ social expectations.

    It’s how I have lived almost my entire life. Everyone seems to have that “Fear Of Missing Out”, I am totally content with doing whatever I want, by myself. Now that I live here alone for almost a year give or take a few months, I really do not miss all the EXTRA BULLS~~~ that came along with the relations~~~. But truth be told, I am glad it happened. Because it awoke the real me, pre 3-4 years ago. I missed that person, I am glad to get to know him again. He’s a stand up dude and a MGTOW through and through. You’re god damn right!

    I guess the point of that particular person was– Stay away from single moms. Do not ever move in with a single mom. Expect to be treated third or fourth priority, at best. You better understand that part…it is a reality. Ever wonder why all these ridiculous dating sites have the cliche “My kids are my everything, he/she is my heart, etc, etc, etc, etc”? I now know that means “Hey we are together and all, but you are not my blood and your needs will come last, if they come at all. Don’t forget my ex husband, he will always be in the picture somewhat until the kids turn 18”. That’s cool I guess if you are just trying to pump and dump, but you should know better than to ever bother with a single mom to begin with.

    You like to get sick? Well if the kids get sick, chances are you will be sick as well. Oh someone has the flu? (*LOL, I never took care of them for anything like that…or offered, so I had flashes of Red Pill and I didn’t even know it. Subliminal pillage, man.) Get ready to have “homework” time, where YOU are helping mom teach SOMEONE ELSE’S KID. I cannot stress this enough, SOMEONE ELSE’S KID. Now I am not saying these are BAD things, because I have met a few suckers friends who are okay with that. I can get it, believe me I can. But then the simple reminder comes…..THEY ARE SOMEONE ELSE’S KIDS
    .

    Seriously guys. I wish I could make this kind of s~~~ up. In fact, I would feel BETTER if it was all just my imagination. But reality is what many of you already know. Why even bother guys, seriously. The time that you dedicate to others will never come back to you. Shouldn’t you want to be the best person YOU can be? I post this to warn you, it really happened to me…..why let it happen to you?? SOUNDS GREAT, DOESN’T IT? Stay strong, brothers. Follow what you know is the right thing to do. Go your own way

    #272744
    +3
    Oz-Bloke
    Oz-Bloke
    Participant
    3233

    I am about a year post-breakup of what I would call my most “serious” relations~~~…..I mean, relationship.

    No need to correct yourself mate, you were right the first time. Welcome.

    #ManOut

    #272746
    +1
    Buller100
    Buller100
    Participant
    2189

    Welcome. Your intro has got me grinning ear to ear right now. I love that about this place. Its going to be a year since I joined in September, but a visit to this place never fails to put a smile on my face. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have.

    I check in about 3 times a week, what is funny is almost every story from working with women, women in family, marriage experiences… There is a massive commonality with them all and my experiences.

    Now if that does not prove AWALT I don’t know what does, older guys younger guys, different countries…

    It’s a fantastic site it really is,

    #272925
    +1

    You are among the best men on the planet.

    Very succinctly and correctly put.

    When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

    #275040
    +1
    Mgtowportugal
    mgtowportugal
    Participant
    2

    Thanks for sharing brother.

    Bullet points:

    °no pregnancy
    °back on the red pill

    We all learn from our and others mistakes.

    The mistake is that women nature never changes.
    I f~~~ them and dump them. Pure and simple.
    We should all do the same.
    In a Reasonably way of course.

    Stay free bro.

    #275273
    +1
    Dirtydog73
    Dirtydog73
    Participant
    232

    Welcome…great intro….enjoy your peace and quiet brother

    Fed, Fucked, Appreciated. The three simple things men want, but women will never grasp.

    #275293
    +1
    RegularJough
    RegularJough
    Participant
    258

    Bro…. Bro….

    Thank you for this.

    I was feeling down again, this divorce and dealing with her has got my head swimming in grief and angst.

    I’m nothing more to her than a paycheck and a tool box.

    I’m so very glad you’ve made your way to MGTOW.

    Welcome.

    Shit tested, Brother approved.

    #275299
    +1
    Badger
    Badger
    Participant
    2277

    Welcome! We all make mistakes, and fortunately you learned from yours. Also you were fortunate to not marry her.

    When we are young, we are programmed to think we need women and marriage. Experiences like yours and the others here remind us of the reality of dealing with them. Thank you for sharing with us and joining.

    #275797
    +2
    ExpendableYouth
    ExpendableYouth
    Participant
    381

    Thanks guys. I wish I was making all of above up, but man…..I was nothing but a spectator towards the end and I was able to step back and just see “the turn” they all talk about. Oh, “it’ll never happen to you, NAWALT..)…bahahaha….no, they are. If not 4 months, 4 years…maybe even 40?? (My god almighty)….it comes out.

    Today is actually a year exactly when she decided I was of no utility anymore and decided to end things via text message. It’s been an interesting 365 days. Worry not, my good friends…I never once asked to get back together or anything. In fact, I contained myself in the Master Bedroom and counted down the days until she was gone, going to work and everything as normal that I would do regardless. It has been about 7 months since everyone has been gone. Now I tell you all, it is so f~~~ing quiet and peaceful around here. You can hear a pin drop. And that’s important to me.

    Now do not get my words twisted. This did in fact, f~~~ me up pretty badly. And truth be told, I was actually more concerned with the added bills that I will be taking on, than losing someone who obviously did not care for me at all once I had served a purpose. I am pretty behind now, when I add everything up I would have about an extra…..I don’t know, 7 or 8,000 dollars AT LEAST saved up. I do not have that now, which really set me back getting out of debt (Let’s not forget, having a lease together meant both of us putting down the F.L.S deposit, I paid her 1,500 upon leaving so I will eventually get that if I ever stop renting this place via landlord). I would say this whole 2 years I spent, and the 1 year aftermath set me back about 2 years. But I THINK 2 IS BETTER THAN 20. Now I just work more and try to make up for the difference in person leaving. It is IN MY CONTROL, I am controlling my own destiny.

    It’s possible. You do not need that in your life. You will be happy once you finally rediscover YOURSELF. Remember who that was, guys? He was pretty f~~~ing bad ass…what the HELL happened? Oh yeah….you “needed that in your life”. How’d that workout for ya? Oh….LOL. And you know it. I am glad more people REMEMBERED and went back to what makes THEM HAPPY. I love women, but I know better and I just happened to make a mistake. Watch them be crazy….FROM A DISTANCE. You got to ask yourself this…“What did I do for me today?”. Get into a habit of that…..and smile knowing you aren’t asking yourself “What am I going to do for her, her kids, the ex husband,her mom who you know should see a therapist, and don’t forget how you are going to pay for them”.

    Cheers

    #275806
    +2
    ExpendableYouth
    ExpendableYouth
    Participant
    381

    In reality, it’s pretty depressing to say “This is just one of the many crazy and f~~~ed up reasons why you should MGTOW”. But this is reality, just one simple example. I have many more, each pretty much summing up that AWALT. Funny thing about all of this, I am 30 and have been in I think 6 or 7 relationships. Those were ones that actually made the cut. Oh, all the others? LOL make THIS example look like a normal day on the farm. I have been perfectly happy by myself, now that I remember how it used to be. Then I remember, wait a second….I’ve never lived by myself in a house before. And bam, here we are now. Uncharted territory, my friends.

    I would also like to say, I in no way shape or form am trying to present myself as anything. I am a little f~~~ed up myself (anxiety, etc), but I find it absolutely insane how people treat others. Being through the grinder now, I really see no purpose in pursuing any kind of relationship. I always considered myself a lone wolf. None of the “social scenes” ever interested me. I’ve never been to a bar, my parents were alcoholics why the f~~~ would I want to relive that? Introverted at heart, I am more comfortable just sitting out on the porch looking at the sunset– than going to a social gathering with people who I do not give a s~~~ about nor want to waste the FINITE amount of time I have on this earth. I work by myself, and generally don’t like to be distracted. I think I’ve given others a little too much of my time. Time that is running out, it is not infinite.

    I’ve been employed my entire adult life, I love my trade and am beginning to build my own side business now that I don’t need to “make time” for people who…let’s face it, could care less about you. “My kids come first”. Oh yeah, that too. I have good credit, my own truck. Anything I have, I earned. The ironic part? My ex was pretty damn good at splitting everything down the middle. I never payed extra for her ever, she was always on time with rent and bills. THAT, honestly was one of the only good things I remember about all this. But the reality is—someone gave her something to make her vagina tingle, and out the door I went. LOL.

    I get the “Oh, you’ll meet another girl”. I stop them halfway now and say “WHAT. FOR?” No, how about I build my business up, and spend my wealth on myself??? I don’t know about you guys, but it sounds pretty nice saying that. I am not overweight, and I do look younger than my age. Getting out there isn’t something I want to do anymore, though. I mean come on, what is the end result? More of the above post? Hahahaha….NO. Enough DISTRACTIONS from my destiny. Blaze the trail, friends.

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