Male observer with a question.

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

I’m bumping this thread so I can post some new revelations.

Since my first post, I have gone and had sex at an Asian Massage parlour, in fact three times.

I must have something wrong with me, but I had suffered from delayed ejaculation, and on my last trip to a parlour I couldn’t even maintain an erection. I don’t feel ashamed for this, in fact I couldn’t even care about it apart from the money I spent. It had though pointed out that I probably put more sexual value in porn, fantasy and masturbation than I do the real thing.

So at this point because of the lack of pleasure in sex, and the fact that if I were to get involved with a woman, I’d probably be shamed for not being able to sexually perform.

What I’ve learned in addition, and especially if your in the same position as I was in the first post, sex is nothing special. It is in fact part of your lower functions, so you need not feel ashamed for being a virgin. In fact, despite what the wimps(blue-pillers) will tell you, try to stay a virgin for as long you can. You are not missing out anything special. Of course though this is my opinion, you will probably break down and have sex by some means cause it means something to your pride and ego.

Now for some backround,

tl;dr: Bitch made me crazy and now I take meds!

I don’t get involved with women, my father instructed me so. He passed away and never saying anything other than that. Point is had he probably said “Go ahead, go after women”, I probably be in similar situations as you guys are. That is not to say that you guys are screws up and should of known better, it’s to say I would of been as clueless as you first were.

Even though I was instructed not to get involved with women, I still foolishly went after some girl. Now to describe this girl, think your typical (LITERALLY) slut walk drone, that is of the EMOtional persuasion. The typical type that would commit self harm, but wasn’t actually serious about taking their own life.

Going back to 2007 to 2011, I could never, understand why I couldn’t make it with her and she would be getting with these dumbasses of men. I made out with her twice, once in central park and once in my house. I figured if I was a nice guy she would see that. Around June 2007, I just lost it and started ripping into her attacking her so called ‘sexuality’ anonymously. And apparently, without knowing it was me, got vary vary vad (very very sad) and wanted to end it all.

So college came and I started to detox from her, since I’m awkward with women to begin I didn’t really invest into the so called romantic romps as typical college students do. But come the summer of 2011, feeling good from grades from summer classes I turned into Nazi Germany attempting to conquer the world. I was going to go after her again! I WAS GOING TO CONQUER THAT PUSSY ONCE AND FOR ALL!!

Sadly though, because of lack of a Red pill education, the manosphere-PUA atomic weapon had not yet been discovered, I foolishly continued my nice guys ways. This is when the story gets messy, so I will try not to get into it.

My emotional forces was spread to thin, mind went into overdrive, I was turning manic, and in the rapid philosophical calculations I decided that she was after all into me but just didn’t want to show it. I turned delusional, psychotic, “SHE DOES LOVE ME SHE DOES LOVE ME!” I went on this mindless journey through the city of New York, it was like a bad trip on acid.

I started on the subway, took the 7 train, heading to queens to find her, I thought GOD was speaking to me telling me “no, don’t go! She’s not there, she’s in the city, You must find her” So I turned back, the sun was going down, I started to take out my wallet and began throwing away all my cards. I was convinced that someone stole my male identity, my true male identity was to be her lover and I wasn’t.

I knew something was wrong with me so I went to a police station under the delusion that someone had stolen my identity, I told them this. They told me to sit down, I was so confused by the delusion, that I just up and left. I started my delusional path to central park. I became paranoid, someone was watching me, trying to guide me to her. I took out a notebook and started to write messages in big letters, I’d hold it up, convinced they had high powered surveillance equipment that could read the message and see that I was on to them.

Probably somewhere in my subconscious I was guided by an invisible hand to the location of our first kiss. During this whole ordeal Mother was freaking out, father almost had heart attack, no one knew what was happening to me, it was like 9/11. It was night time, and I staggered my way to my final police station. My friend’s father, who was a cop, picked me up and took me back home.

To cut this wall of text short, I ended up in a psych ward, diagnosis as bipolar by the system, later evolved into schizo-affective . But truthfully if you knew me in person you could never tell, unless I told you. I’ve had three other episodes, unrelated to this girl, but probably caused by the delusional path-ways created in my mind from her bulls~~~.

I blame myself, and wonder if I had the chance to tell my younger self with the knowledge of red pill I have now. Though I wouldn’t offer my younger self a blue pill or a red pill, I’d offer the redpill of PUA and the redpill of MGTOW.

[joetechParticipant]

Dangerous women will use any information they find out about you against you at some point. I think the stupid younger ones that come in here would probably consider you a challenge. Be careful and wise.

"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."

[VarunParticipant 2981]

Mr. A-ville, do not worry. Everything will be ok. The red pill is the only pill you will ever need.

This place is a very good asylum for those mentally challenged…socially challenged.

Spend some time here in the brotherhood.. its priceless medicine.

A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush.

[SamsquanchParticipant 4226]

Welcome to the forums brother. I was MGTOW before I even kissed my first girl. Having a failed relationship with a woman is not needed to be MGTOW. Consider yourself lucky you weren’t exposed to the emotional roller coaster that is the LTR.
Peace will come with time

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

Sigh, I’m having a moment again, thought I share….

Has not the man who had no children not worth to his life?

But to then he awakes.

For what he realized what he became in his life without children was a father to all men.

Had God so holy made the world so holy?

And as the dawning age of new world order via feminist not cut us off from the hope to procreate?

Do not despair you poor in spirit without children, and as young and naive as you are you will see the fact someday.

They come now to claim your soul, but do not despair the men of the mind are here.

If not this life maybe the next?

But once you have awoken, you will always been like a star in the sky for sailors to navigate by.

My father lies at the center of orion, but if you must know he is at the center of orgin.

But you do not see this,

And they come and ask but what of the woman, but what of the WOMAN

For ye had known the philosophers stone you would of stone you would of realize how to turn air into gold.

BUT WHAT ARE WE TO CALL THEM? ZOINIST? NAZI? WHAT WHAT WHAT?

Agents of an ill defined Chaos, Agents of Anti-Life, Agents of Anti-FREEWILL,.

FOR WHAT DO YOU CALL YOURSELF AND YOUR BROTHERS?

The men, the men of the mind.

YOU WILL NEVER STOP US !

Look then to the New World I shall!

[KeymasterKeymaster]

The Missing Man wrote:

should consider it wise to declare myself a MGTOW?

I revisited this and recommend perhaps not thinking about it in terms of a declaration and ( living up to that declaration ), because that’s over thinking it. Just live as you believe is right and if the shoe fits….

The Missing Man wrote:

I ask because most you guys seem to have experienced women firsthand before going MGTOW.

No. I was actually more MGTOW in principal and actuality at 17/18 before my experience with women ever ramped up significantly. I went overseas to start my working life and returned a couple of years later.

It wasn’t women. It was in my soul to “get the hell out of here”, before I ever understood why that voice was in my head.

The Missing Man wrote:

You have all discovered redpill,it seems that there needs to be some kind falling from grace with women first to even consider yourself as a MGHOW.

Although I sidestepped some potential disasters and have definitely been “disenchanted” on many occasions… that was not the driving force by any means.

For example, if a job opportunity came up in another city, I wouldn’t have stayed “for her”, because the pull to pursue the opportunity was greater – even when it was a bigger upheaval.

I didn’t think of “going my own way” because “she fell from grace” or because it was a bad experience. In fact, once, I parted with one at the airpot and was going to be back in a month. She was crying and said she would be waiting for me. Within a couple of weeks, she was already underneath someone else.

It didn’t need to go sour before I decided to stay on path.

On GYOW, I would tell MYSELF “if she is your primary consideration — good or bad — you’re doing it wrong”.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

I agree with KM that taking the red pill does not require a specific instance of damage at the hands of a woman.

Think about the metaphor for a moment. In the movie The Matrix, we are told that the character Neo is searching for the answer to the question “What is the matrix.” because he feels there is something wrong in the world. He has yet to encounter an agent and he has no idea how far down the rabbit hole goes but yet experiences a constant doubt about the world he lives in which drives him to seek out the truth.

It’s only after taking the red pill that the nature and scope of the matrix is revealed to him and he really understands the levels of control under which he exists.

MGTOW is really far more about the notions of hypergamy, dominance, gynocentrism and male disposability and how they elevate women and devalue men in general than it is about any specific action or encounter between a man and a woman. That some of us have had traumatic events with disloyal girlfriends, white knights, divorce courts and so forth whereas others of have not just speaks to the diversity of experience, not to the core concept.

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

I get the idea presented here at this site, I just don’t understand the anger men have over women.

The don’t see any part of eve in a modern women I suspect…

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

I would suggest that the anger many men feel is not directed at the women… at least not for those men capable of understanding that hypergamy and dominance are instincts… but rather at the loss of innocence and wasted years of effort they feel when it is revealed to them that the dream of finding a perfect, loving and loyal wife who will support and cherish them for being a man is just an illusion.

And almost certainly there is anger toward our modern society which tells us that women are equal to men then protects them and grants them privilege while sending men into sewers and under mountains and onto battlefields and spits in our eyes if we dare to suggest our lives are worth something more.

And perhaps also there is anger at reality itself for making women precious and men disposable. It’s irrational but it’s there.

I’m not an angry man but I can understand why some are. Can you not?

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

Stargazer wrote:

I’m not an angry man but I can understand why some are. Can you not?

Absolutely, but I see to many men getting into the deep darkness over the disappointment they have thought to of caused themselves.

Any woman can be loyal, but you must practice the magic based on some belief system. What I’m saying is you need to know proper Game, but no one man can tell you about GAME.

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

The Missing Man wrote:

I see to many men getting into the deep darkness over the disappointment they have thought to of caused themselves.

There may be some darkness at first when an illusion disappears. Men can be stubborn and hang onto old stuff.

However, seeing the world in the light of truth is a gift.

It is my understanding that men are more capable of accepting objective truth.

And some brilliant men appreciate even the ugliest truths. See MGTOW Forums.

The Missing Man wrote:

Any woman can be loyal, but you must practice the magic based on some belief system. What I’m saying is you need to know proper Game, but no one man can tell you about GAME.

In my youth, I once believed the same foolishness and gave a hard time to the old men who tried to warn me about women. See poster below.

When I first signed up here on MGTOW, I posted some short essays on the advantages of learning Internal Martial Arts as a form of real Sex Magic and gaining Personal Power. But, all of those skills and all of that masculine power only delayed the inevitable.

Some of my older posts even described my experiences of maintaining a “stable” of women and the advantages over monogamy. What a waste of priceless time!

Here are some important lessons learned:

“Game” only gives you a temporary reprieve with woman.

The Gynocracy has taken over and manipulated the system so that a man can never win.

Men are going their own way because they want to be free from bondage.

Don’t f~~~ with Woman’s Nature!

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

Well said sir, but I know that at least I must make the attempt.

“I AM BECOME ARCHVILE”

Had those soldiers at Normandy beach never made the attempt to crush the German fortifications that war would of lasted longer. How long must the world endure tyranny?

I speak about the grand epic of our time, our history, our world culture.

And in so much it will be proclaimed AWALT, you will not see your subconscious mind externalized.

I understand though there is real emotional pain that can be dealt from a woman, or as I put it from eve.

But understand that it might also be a gift of knowledge.

I understand a woman’s place now, it is to not be above nor below, but at the side of a man. I draw this insight from this plaque

http://www.space.com/images/i/000/021/826/original/pioneer-10-plaque.jpg?1347992219?interpolation=lanczos-none&downsize=*:1400

http://www.space.com/17651-pioneer-10.html

And even if that woman is not physically there, her spirit will be there.

Forever guiding you to create.

Such is that of Ayn Rand.

Who was she?

And who was John Galt to her?

It is true though that a man can draw energy from the atmosphere, and for this knowledge I know I am protected from evil.

Here’s the real John Galt,
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oleg_D._Jefimenko

But I do not know what evil truly is, this why I remain mindful in my practices.

I seek a form of life for myself, but I will not make it a perfect form, it will be an okay normal form, I will remain perpendicular with the earth.

And I know that women lurking this site will read this, and this massive gender war will come to end, maybe.

You must understand that the reason why it is vile to have women serving a combat role on the front lines is because it is dangerous to have children in combat. Women are not children, it is there offspring I am worried about.

I know that my true calling is to achieve a Zeta male status with myself.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

The Missing Man wrote:

I just don’t understand the anger men have over women.

You don’t?

Did you expect them to just TOLERATE it?

The Missing Man wrote:

The don’t see any part of eve in a modern women I suspect…

Are you going through life with your eyes open? Or are you “using the force”.

/video/wendy-williams-teaches-women-to-trap-men-into-fatherhood/

Merry Christmas

/video/women-buy-positive-pregnancy-tests-to-lock-you-down/

You don’t need to personally experience it.
But being aware is the best way to avoid it.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

Thank you keymaster for your videos I will watch them when I get the chance to.

DISCLAIMER: IT”S ABOUT THE MISSING MEN

Look I understand what I’m doing but this isn’t so much about me, it’s about those lurkers, those ghosts coming to this site. You also have to see that there are men that want to be married, but understand that they don’t need to be in order to be happy. There are men that want to have children, but understand they don’t need children to be happy.

But there are also teenagers, young adults that can’t get the message and just are walking through life so angry about everything.

I wanted to and still do want to create this idea that mgtow is a very viable option, for some men. I’m not just gonna say YES GO MGTOW YOU WILL BE HAPPY, I want them to learn why. But I don’t want it to be a cult, I want it to be more like you buy a mgtow franchise.

I’m ending the battle for them somehow, I’m stopping the motor to their anger. That thing that drives their anger.

The message isn’t so much for the men on this site, it’s about THEM, those that have no clear way to be happy.

But remember I cannot write a story or book, make a movie make a video, I just provide the Raw material to write.

I want to convince those men that don’t sign up that they are justified in life.

What I’m doing is for someone that’s going to hurt themselves even further.

I accept though I am not right in everything I say, I still learning the ropes.

but I find such profanity in the world today, and before I felt it was all going to die.

But then I came to realize things about things and my eyes became opened.

I’m preparing for the worst in my life, that is…the coming of a woman….HAHA!

You also to see that my unseen aim here is to provide a means for a united manosphere. Are better known as mars.

But I understand that men already, and I mean REAL MEN above a certain age have respect for others on the Manosphere.

If you want to know about who I am though, I come from the same place that Giuseppe Garibaldi came from and look at what he did.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Giuseppe_Garibaldi

It’s more that I wish to inspire that change for a united mansophere, I will not make it so alone, and I also am not aware that it has already happened.

It’s all what I’ve realized from taking the red pill, but I’m still receiving information at this time and cannot just GIVE IT ALL AWAY SO FAST.

I understand I am a student to you all, but a teacher to those that do not know.

And of course people will read and find some kind of contradiction in my logic, but then they do not get what the declaring of independence was all about.

I can write and write about my thoughts, but I need the next move.

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

I need to get s~~~ off my chest right now. Attempting a bench press.
DO NOT REPLY AND BUMP THIS TOPIC

I will do that myself if I have something to say, I just want a central location for stuff about myself.
This is just my reminder to myself, so I can read at a later date. BUT I WANT IT ON PUBLIC RECORD SO PRIVATE CITIZENS CAN FIND IT.

Look I also want to point out to the LURKER or GHOST out there.

That MGTOW is nothing to be afraid of, and in so much as you may be a Female reading this understand that if evil was done to you at the hand of a man, none of us here are to blame. What happened to you was by THAT MAN, but not us!

WE IN FACT VERY MUCH WOULD LOVE TO FIND A WAY TO EXPRESS OUR LOVE TO YOU VERY MUCH INDEED

But you must understand you sad and single woman, we will not give up the ghost for you that easily.

WE grant you that right in so much that you recognize that we are not toys to be played with, UNDERSTAND WOMAN?

I recognize your power woman to give life in that form of your womb, but that is something that must be respected and valued to YOU.

AND YOU WILL CRY OUT IN A FURY THAT YOU WANT AN ABORTION!

But never will dare ask yourself why in fact you must have that Abortion.

I had an abortion once, it was my mission to please a woman, I aborted the mission. SEE WHAT I DID THERE?

I will not denounce you, your career nor role in the work force, but you must see that, YOU MUST CLEARLY SEE SOMETHING HERE!

Your gift to create life is more than enough, you do not need to put yourself in DANGER to impress us.

AND WOMAN, UNDERSTAND!

If this is about your offspring, THEY ARE PROTECTED!

What I’m trying to perform here for the GHOSTS and LURKERS, and just general ANGRY PEOPLE is illuminate the darkness about myself to them.

My original title to this thread was going to be MALE FORWARD OBSERVER WITH A QUESTION

I illustrate my point with this video,

AND IF HAVE TO KNOW VERY SPECIFIC INFORMATION ABOUT ME!

I am licensed Merchant Officer,
I am also a Licensed Radio Operator
I have a degree in electrical engineering
MY GPA, which I don’t give much a s~~~ about was 2.3

SO IF JUST HAD TO KNOW THERE IT IS

Closing statements:
“The Zeta Male exists and he is of the North American continent. If have to know country…USA!”

“A THEREFORE A THEREFORE”

“A=A=…”

“God bless Kanye West, my fellow brother with a disorder, may he see the light once again!”

The AIM:

Invoke a spirit of hope to sad,depressed, miserable people finding this thread.

If your of a certain age, I will understand your anger towards me. But I will not act arrogant for what you point out.

I understand though you must point s~~~ out so others keep seeking the TRUTH.

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

Second note to add for anyone following this,

NEED NOT REPLY!

I have been reviewing batman videos on you tube and I came up with this question…

If god, or gods aren’t real to you, does that indeed then make god killable?

Closing statements:

I am the ZetaSIGMA Male who has deprived you of victims and thus has destroyed your world, and if you wish to know why you are perishing — you who dread to know — I am the man who will now tell it as it is.

-JG

This is a rewording of something, but you’ll have to find it.

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

Keymaster wrote:

The Arch -Vile wrote:

The don’t see any part of eve in a modern women I suspect…

Are you going through life with your eyes open? Or are you “using the force”.

/video/wendy-williams-teaches-women-to-trap-men-into-fatherhood/

Merry Christmas

/video/women-buy-positive-pregnancy-tests-to-lock-you-down/

You don’t need to personally experience it.
But being aware is the best way to avoid it.

Roger keymaster, but I had to put a song to this,

Hypnosis is real you know…

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[The Missing ManSpectator 342]

The Manipulated Man wrote:

Thank you for keeping my mind and others like it sober!

Understand I am not trying to fall victim to a substance abuse problem via my anger.

I came from a website called conservative punk, it is no more now. I had what I thought was a brother in a american solider stationed in korea his name was verv.

I was once known as Zander, or the Zanderist.

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