losing my mind

[Anonymous 43]

sorry, I am losing my mind

I don’t know what is wrong with me. hmm no that is not accurate. I know what is wrong but I don’t want to deal with it.

I have shut my self off from the worldbecause I fear failure, rejection, inadequacy and ridicule.

i cant believe i am falling apart like this. i guess i am having what my late father called a “soft in the head” moment.

Sorry if i offend, hurt, trigger, your tuna response condition alpha somedays really suck
i cant trust myself right now. i disappoint myself and it takes time to get my s~~~ back together i thimk its depression frustration anxiety or whatever. i know f~~~ yer feelings and get it together. may 7 202 is survivor, so get up and survive dammit.

i have 2 interviews tomorrow landing a job will help get rid of this s~~~tyy feeling

im sorry i let you down. i am much harder on myself than i need to be to remind myself not ot f~~~ up again. i hurt my friend and made him look bad and humiliated and i don’t know how to fix that. i don’t have a lot of experience with friends, im um broken that way id guess.

so i cant get rid of this s~~~ feeling, i don’t drink, cant drink this away, don’t do drugs, stoned isn’t gonna fix this, i don’t do anything im the nice guy. oh im the bad guy depends on who you sk

more proof i m broken i guess. a work in progress.

[ghostParticipant]

Hang in there, pal. Try practicing some deep breathing. It helps a lot. Listen to some slow music and relax your mind. Everything will work out, bro.

If you believe in God, He is always there to listen.

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22503]

Maybe you are experiencing a panic/anxiety attack?

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[RusskyParticipant 13503]

Anonymous wrote:

stoned isn’t gonna fix this

Oh yes it will. Some bud and some music can fix anything.

When I was depressed the last time – I slept a lot. I think it helped.

Hang in there brother, once you are employed – things will get better. I was out of work for two years once – and had the same feeling. Men cannot sit idle – they get depressed. When you’re busy – the meaning starts coming back to your life

proud carrier of the 'why?' chromosome

[Anonymous 14]

Intense regular exercise, not giving a f~~~, and getting stoned have always helped me when in a rut, though I have never experienced anything beyond mild depression. Maybe because I use these tools to cope? I don’t know… I just know those three things in the right combination solve or help me deal with nearly anything.

“Do you want to know what my secret is? I don’t mind what happens.”

– Jiddu Krishnamurti

[TrailbossParticipant 1844]

Well…right now you sound like a f~~~ing dumbass…That’s ok. Clean your s~~~ up and come back with a better perspective on what’s going on and someone here will help you out…that’s what goes on here. Dude’s come in sounding all stupid and broken and f~~~ed up….spew some dumb s~~~ about how nobody understands. Trust me…everybody here understands…and welcomes you! Clean yourself up and say your piece in the Introductions forum…you’ll be glad you did.

An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

[Manspread MansplainerParticipant 4222]

You are your own harshest critic. Perfectly normal.
Anyone with a sense of morality is often too hard on themselves.

You are becoming overwhelmed, over-thinking, over-analyzing but once you land some stability, you can take it one small “no f~~~s given” at a time.

Each day is one day closer: May 7, 2020

The worst part in a new job are the first few weeks until regular pay days.
Then the first few months of being a noob (probation or whatever they want to call it).

You will overcome.

Check this out:
Intelligent humans can harm themselves by overthinking. One thought leads to another, and another, and another until burn ourselves out.

Practice the art of mindLESSness.

If women ran the world = It would become the shithole you are seeing.

[BoarParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

I have shut my self off from the worldbecause I fear failure, rejection, inadequacy and ridicule.

I hope these feelings are not what you are anticipating in your interviews. Look, you are qualified and they are interested. Never doubt that. You may not fill all of their tick boxes for the job, but if you did then there would be nothing for you to learn. They know that, so don’t discount yourself.

Breathe and keep your sovereignty. Remember: YOU ARE THE PRIZE!

Untamed wrote: Quit complaining and Go Your Own Way in whatever manner suits you best.

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Nope. Its just a phase May. Ride it out. it will pass. You are not your emotions….Its going to be alright…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[xanthineParticipant 4903]

It’s okay brother. You aren’t letting anyone down by having feelings. Your feelings are a response to your environment, and also the life you’ve lived. You’ve lived through some f~~~ed up things, so it isn’t surprising that you have f~~~ed up feelings.

What makes men strong is NOT being emotionless and unfeeling. What makes us strong is our ability to face our feelings and deal with our lives head on in spite of them, exactly the way you’re doing. Despite how you feel, you are still taking care of business and getting your life on track. It isn’t easy, in fact it’s f~~~ing hard, which only adds to the overall pressure and stress you feel.

For what it’s worth, I can relate to a lot of what you say. I suck with friends too, which is probably why I don’t have any. 99.9% of people I have met avoid me like I’m f~~~ing radioactive. Before I found this site, I never had anyone I could talk to about anything, so I had this f~~~ing dark monologue going on in my head 24/7 all the time telling me how life is s~~~, no one would ever love or care about me, and I’d f~~~ing die miserable and alone at the age of 40 due to complications related to chronic high levels of stress and alcoholism. I am pretty much homicidally p~~~ed off or suicidally depressed like 90% of the time. I look and act like I have my s~~~ together, but the truth is I don’t. Not even close.

Only reason I say this is because for all the emotions I struggle with, I haven’t been through even a fraction of the bulls~~~ you have. I always prided myself on being strong and practically indestructible, but if I’d been through what you have, I honestly don’t know if I’d be able to handle it. I’m thankful that I never had to find out, and thanks to the wisdom you and the other men on this site have shared with me, I most likely never will.

So go ahead and deal with your feelings however you need to. If you need to vent every now and then, guess what that just means you’re human. If your friend is p~~~ed off at you, well, that sucks, but if you are truly his friend, he will forgive you. The most important thing is that in spite of all the problems you are dealing with, and in spite of how s~~~ty you feel, you are still doing all the things you should be doing in your situation. That takes one hell of a lot of inner strength and fortitude. And that’s how I know deep down, you will be absolutely fine. Someday, all of this will be behind you.

[hmskl’dParticipant 6405]

You don’t have to believe this .. but, been there.
I don;t give advice or pep talks but just tell you what worked for me.

I’m not telling a lie. Get enough rest, drink plenty of fluids (not coffee or soda) .. either water or good hydrating drinks. Dehydration can set on when you are a little anxious or down without you knowing it .. it creeps up on you.
Also, remember that there will be better days as well as some that feel crappy. Those better days will happen .. job or not, relationships or not, feelings or not .. your friend’s situation will resolve.
Have a meal of protein as simple as Bean with Bacon soup and toast and drink some OJ.
Always remember .. the way that they brainwashed and cracked soldiers during the war was through sleep deprivation and dehydration .. it affects the entire body including mood and thinking. I’m not judging anyone’s feelings but just saying how it got to me. Just telling what hit me.
So .. in summary, have a simple meal, drink some fluids .. get to bed and start your new life tomorrow. Things will eventually improve, not in a straight line, but there will be better days .. and so will your surroundings. Get rest .. and give it some time and a chance. Just my own story.

[Anonymous 3]

Lots of good support & help.The only way out is through.
Practice some damage control & don’t do anything more that will make the situation worse than it all ready is.
Wish you the best.

[bladeParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

stoned isn’t gonna fix this

All i seen was this as my eyes are a bit blurrey . Lol . Medicine i use is not street s~~~ . So it doesnt f~~~ me up . But i dont think you need to smoke weed or take medication .

I have seen you rise from the ashes and new this would come . Learn from this .

Because you have had some happy times after all the dust was been managed you probably still hold a fealing of fear of falling back down .

So happy then you made a mistake with a friend . FEAR OF LOSS AND LOSING .

That can hinder the true you with in . Who you are . With mistakes f~~~ ups and all . You are you .

OK YOU where so happy for a change and hadnt expierenced that in a while slipped and f~~~ed up .

YOU OWN THAT EMOTION .

SO WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WITH IT .

………………………………..

TOUGH LOVE BLADE

F~~~IN LOVE YOU BRO . HERE TAKE A PENNY

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[narrow road travelerParticipant 1680]

It’s not easy, knowing that every institution. Is reaching it’s hand into your pocket.

You have brothers here.

You have miss stepped at times. You beat yourself for the times you didn’t do more than you know you could have.

F~~~ the individuals that persist in hounding you. They believe that they’ll present a case against you before Almighty God. Then get themselves off the hook.

It’s not easy knowing that every institution is looking to get into your pocket. They don’t even have the spine to work the land to feed themselves.

Brother, don’t persist in valuing your efforts. According to the individuals listed above.

The supreme art of war is to subdue the enemy without fighting. --Sun Tsu

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Repeat after me:

NO F~~~S GIVEN.

Again:

NO F~~~S GIVEN.

One more time:

NO F~~~S GIVEN.

Now do it, learn not to give a f~~~.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[ghostParticipant]

Carnage wrote:

NO F~~~S GIVEN.

Good morning, 👽.

[Anonymous 6]

Your doing the right thing by talking about it my friend. I want to add some humor to your life right now as I think humor helps people to cope.

So here is my humor for you. Chronic masturbation helps everything get better!!!!

Okay, don’t take the above thing seriously, I was trying to make a joke. So please take it as such. By the way I’m not trying to make light of your situation. You are a good man who has been through a lot and you are makig a yeoman’s effort to put your life back together. You are to be commended!

[HitmanParticipant]

only the truly crazy DON”T question their sanity.
.
this will pass .
let it,
and try not to kick your own ass bro.

[HitmanParticipant]

PLAY THIS LOUD UNTIL IT RESONATES THROUGHOUT YOUR SOUL.

[bladeParticipant]

Hitman wrote:

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PLAY THIS LOUD UNTIL IT RESONATES THROUGHOUT YOUR SOUL.

Good vid hitman . I liked it

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