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Hello everyone here,
Starting off with a bit of information about myself, I was born and raised in all but 2 years in a not so pleasant state known as California. I was in what I suppose would of been called a traditional family setup; with both parents who to this day are still together, a sibling, and even a pet or two from time to time. I also happened to be raised as a Catholic as well. To this day, I still practice my faith to the best of my abilities despite some failings on my end. However, I ended up greatly misjudging and misunderstanding the nature of women; which I ending up being especially critical of myself for neither seeing nor understanding it sooner.
I was raised to believe by most everyone around me that women were to be treated with respect, must be cared for, protected, same utter nonsense that was probably heard by everyone at some point in their lives.
While I have never been married, and currently single as well, I have had long term relationships and whatnot that I ended up falling into foolishly. I would like to share a story of mine from one of my blue-pilled days:Back when I was younger, I had recently just been hired to start working as an EMT. I recall going to a party with a couple of guys who were acquaintances of mine at the time. It was there I met this girl who was the same age as myself. I thought she looked a little out of place at first. She seemed at least in my perception at the time very shy, and seemed to be by herself, lost within the confusion of the party.
Sadly, I happened to be one of those kind of guys who thought this was a prime opportunity to chat her up. At the time, it seemed to really go quite well. We appeared to have a good amount of interests and thoughts in common.
I was quite interested in the young woman, so I decided to ask her out there and then. Fast forwarding a bit, as dates went by, I became more and more interested in her; as well as I started falling for her. At the time, I had believed she felt the same way. She seemed truly sweet and affectionate. Would always cook something for me, even gave me gifts on my birthday and Christmas even though I didn’t even ask for any. She treated me very well at the time, and I did for her as well.
Unfortunately, due to the fact I was truly in love with her at the time, I ended up later having sex with her despite it being rather frowned upon greatly in traditional Catholic upbringings outside of marriages. Thankfully it was with only condoms, never raw. Not too long after that however, I had noticed something was off. She ended up introducing her friends, however all but 2 of them were guys. Despite being blue-pilled, even that did sort of struck me as odd. At the time however, I should have
listened and further followed up what my gut was trying to tell me; in order so I wouldn’t have to behold such a scene that would come to pass.One day, she invited me over to her house for dinner. I was supposed to be there by 6, but ended up 10 minutes early due to traffic not being as bad that day as I thought it would be at the time. I knocked on the door, but there was no answer. I noticed the door was not locked, which was even more strange. Then, I heard what I thought was her screaming, followed by her being muffled from what I thought. Thinking that she was under attack at this point, I rushed in without a second thought to see what was going on, and to ultimately put a stop to it should it of been what I feared it to be. What I instead found however, was what I thought the love of my life, f~~~ing not one but two other guys at the exact same time.
I…rather not get into specifics as to what happened afterwards, but to skip a bit forward, I found out not only was she not being assaulted, but that she INVITED those two particular “guy friends” of hers to come over to her house to f~~~ her. Honestly, I was a rather dangerous mix between angry and depressed over the whole ordeal.
After things were said and done, I ended up falling off the face of the earth sort to speak for a good while; basically only leaving the house whenever I had work or needed food. Once I wrapped my mind around on what the actual hell transpired that day, I ended up breaking things off. It was truly a rather abrupt wake up call for myself.
At the time I still didn’t quite truly understand how a woman who said and even showed in some cases that she loved you, could end up doing that, then of course having the audacity to say I was the immature one. Never once did she even offer an apology. Instead, she would blow up my phone with voicemail messages and texts hoping I would “understand” why she did that and for me to accept it and move on. Honestly, what the flying f~~~ was there to “understand” about what she did?! Her actions and pitiful attempts to justify them said it all.It was honestly a goal of mine ever since I was young, that I wanted to have wife and children. For a long time throughout my life it was something I wanted. There is no way in hell though that I can even hope to have such a goal in this current day and age. I’m done with dating, one night stands, or even being friends with women. I do not want to have to add yet another story of what women have done to my life. I may have avoided getting divorce-raped due to never being married, nor thankfully ever ended up getting sperm-jacked and having a kid.
However, that doesn’t mean I should keep attempting to do something stupid and expect to get out of it as lucky as I have been in the past. I now know it would be best to focus on myself, including my upcoming studies, and truly give up on the idea of ever having a family.
While at first it used to cause a combination of anger and depression, now however there is a sense of peace and comfort knowing I no longer have to plan on marrying, dating, or even f~~~ing women at all. It does open up more doors for me then I thought it would of been possible. I came to understand there are new goals for myself that most certainly does not need nor ever desire women at all. It also allows me the time and energy to improve, as well as repair myself.I hope to continue to learn and improve further my understanding of the world, and of especially that of MGTOW as well. Thank you for your time.
Anonymous6Wats good homie
Welcome home Absumo, great intro.. you definitely will enjoy the forums
You must own a better Crystal ball than IThank you both for the welcome. I already am enjoying the forums quite a bit. There indeed seems to be a great deal of information. I’m glad to be here!
Fingercuffs. Ugh, that sucks.
Welcom Absumo.
I’m new here myself but been made to feel right at home.The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius
Welcome and thank you for sharing part of your story.
We have all had such moments and it still doesn’t make sense at times. We have no choice but to accept the harsh reality of the world in which we live now. I am sorry you had to go through what you did but you are a stronger man now as a result.
It is unfair that we cannot have a family but such is life. The pain of not being to have my own offspring has not completely gone away for me either. I am hopeful that it will one day.
Thanks for being part of the website. It is great to have you.
Thank you all for the welcome. I definitely will enjoy spending time here. DocDJ, it is good to meet someone also new around here. Gambit, indeed it is unfortunate that the world is what it is now. However, even when younger, I always did prefer and sought out the truth in things no matter what the answers may be. I may not of always obtained the correct answer(especially when it came to women when I was younger), but I always keep at it no matter what.
It also seems wrong at first that even the idea of having a family is not possible unless you want to be metaphorically and literally f~~~ed over. I am over the worst of it as far as the idea of not having my own offspring, but it sometimes still comes back now and again in short bursts. I hope for myself, and well as for you, that the pain will cease to exist.
Thanks again and I will be sure to be around when I have the time.
I am over the worst of it as far as the idea of not having my own offspring, but it sometimes still comes back now and again in short bursts. I hope for myself, and well as for you, that the pain will cease to exist.
I think it’s unavoidable while we are still in our prime. I appreciate your kind words. I hope the same for you brother.
I will be sure to be around when I have the time.
Looking forward to it.
Welcome brother…Some of us still want to have a child..As to how it is going to happen, we still dont know considering the nature of women…Perhaps surrogacy or science can advance enough for cloning or the artificial womb…In any case, enjoy the site and share ideas….
I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...
Anonymous54I’m sorry your dreams were shattered in such a vulgar way, buy that vile excuse for a human being.
Visual images are the hardest trama to over come.
Brothers here have your back.
Happieness comes from within.
A Dog will love you, and offer undieng love and LOYALTY.
Welcome Absumo!!!
Welcome brother
Yes we all have stories that have led us here. It’s also human to beat yourself up about what happened. Rest assured that learning about the true nature of women will be a blessing in the long run.
We should all learn that there are no nawalts. And we should never be drawn in by the facade that many of these alleged nawalts put on to trap us. They are all the same. That is the reality.
Anonymous3Sorry you were put through such an ordeal.I cant stand the ” understand ” thing. What is there to understand?
Really,glad you gave an intro.
Welcome,this is a safe place to express yourself & learn. You are not alone.Absumo
While your story is harsh it’s much like the bandaid removal option, do it once and suffer all the pain, or to it slowly over a long period of time with minimal pain but more emotional trauma.
You will see members post about their experience with trying both methods.
Welcome and begin your healing journey.
"My father didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it." - Clarence Buddinton Kelland
Hello A,
The lemmings prefer the illusion instead of facing the dreadful realities of the world we live in.
So, it is good that you woke up after your Red Pill. Bravo A!
Alas, too many men are pusillanimous today. They prefer the illusion and continue to wear their “Rose Colored Glasses.”
To be fair, there are a lot of reasons for choosing Blue Pill Hell today. The following link is a discussion on one of the primeval and often overlooked reasons heterosexual men choose a self-destructive path:
/forums/topic/blue-pill-men-are-really-pheremone-addicts/
……………It was truly a rather abrupt wake up call for myself.
At the time I still didn’t quite truly understand how a woman who said and even showed in some cases that she loved you, could end up doing that, then of course having the audacity to say I was the immature one. Never once did she even offer an apology.Many thanks for your Red Pill description and your discerning outlook.
When you are ready, feel free to write about what you did when you walked in and caught her cheating. You can add to your Introduction thread anytime and/or you can Post the story in Relations~~~s or Blue pill hell. You are not alone. The same thing happened to my younger brother ten years ago.
Here is a link to a Post about how out of control and shameless woman are today. Feel free to comment there:
/forums/topic/todays-womyn-are-like-wild-boars-razerbacks/
…I was born and raised in all but 2 years in a not so pleasant state known as California…
The cynicism about California is right on the mark. It is the future for the rest of America.
What happened to Rhodesia is the future for South Africa which happens to be the future for California.
All of those places were a paradise at some point with abundant natural resources/ wonders.I lived in California for a couple years as a teenager. It has some wonderful things going for it. Unfortunately, those good things have attracted some very bad people like c~~~ roaches to a kitchen.
My favorite movie is “Drive” which came out in 2011. It does a good job of showing a slice of life for a MGTOW in modern California. It is surprising that our Great Enemy allowed it to exist.
Perhaps it is because the hero was originally MGTOW, then became cucked and then he eventually behaved like a White Night.
Here is a link to watch the movie “Drive” on line:
https://123movies.co/movie/drive/
The Public transportation, cultural centers, and businesses in the major cities I lived in throughout my life were awesome. There were places available for a manly man to do man’s work like machine shops, wood shops, sheet metal fabrication shops, Pipe shops, and other places to provide the environment for men to build civilization.
Today in big cities, the Feminists and their “Dangerous Pets” have taken over most city services.
They run the US Post Office. Now theft and unreliable mail service is common practice. When they are caught stealing, nothing happens.
Public transportation is a nightmare. It is now normal to wait an hour for a bus and then four show up in a bunch.
Commie Feminist are running our garbage pickup and being paid to “work” as a Garbage man. It is a disaster.
………..I had recently just been hired to start working as an EMT……..
Like Firemen and Police, you have most likely seen too many Red Pills about what is happening to our civilization.
And the medical establishment is another disaster.
Yesterday, I had to endure listening to my sister who is a nurse and a bunch of women in the medical profession congratulate each other on how they dominate the medical field. They were all smiles and giggles with each other. All I could do was pray for good health to avoid their quackery/ butchery. UGH!
Note: Later, my sister complained that those women were rotten and then she cried about how terrible it is to work with women.
For most of my life, I worked as a Tradesman. I lived and made most of my money in big cities that were turning into hell on earth.
It took me thirty years of working my way through college to finally realize my dream of working as a Scientist in a prominent institution making real contributions to science. Alas, the Feminists and their “Dangerous Pets” have turned academic life into a living Hell.
One of the reasons it took so long to get my degrees was that I was unable to fathom the liars and sneaks who dominate academia. I was unable to see the level of scum and villainy that has taken over higher education. As a masculine man, my world was confined to only accepting Objective Truth and the facts.
I know understand why I am such a threat as an Academic/ Scientist. I will NEVER tolerate lies, manipulation, scams, theft, murder, sadism, slavery, torture, drugs, pollution, degeneracy, and anything the Commie Feminist support.
Most of the masculine men that I know who have worked as skilled, knowledgeable, credentialed, and experienced Professors are unemployed. They cannot work in their preferred fields in the USA.
…..I always did prefer and sought out the truth in things no matter what the answers may be….
Me Too.
Seeking the objective Truth is masculine and one of the pillars of civilization.
Women and their dangerous pets are unable and unwilling to do that.
Real Femininity has a valuable and natural place in the world, but it does NOT belong in “Man’s Country.”
Your Introduction is excellent.
MGTOW.com is a gold mine. So, keep digging.
And feel free to add more general descriptions about what you enjoy doing with your freedom in your Introduction thread in the reply box below. No Doxing! For example, answer the following questions:
Fun stuff that you do?
Hobbies?
Future projects/ goals?
What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?
While at first it used to cause a combination of anger and depression, now however there is a sense of peace and comfort knowing I no longer have to plan on marrying, dating, or even f~~~ing women at all. It does open up more doors for me then I thought it would of been possible. I came to understand there are new goals for myself that most certainly does not need nor ever desire women at all.
Now you are awake, the world is yours.
Anonymous1Welcome, I had similar experiences. When I first met my GF (both of them) they did not have any girlfriends only guy friends (Big Red Flag) I was suspicious. They wanted me to jump through all these hoops to get a chance at their pussy. Meanwhile they were getting f~~~ed by a dozen different guys any day of the week. I figured that out pretty quick and walked away. Thats what we call “Riding the C~~~ Carousel.” MGTOW is the way to beat these sluts at their own game, give them the empty chair and nothing more.
A Dog will love you, and offer undieng love and LOYALTY.
You can also train a dog to say “I love you”. I have seen one do it.
I thank you all for the continued warm welcome as well as the words of wisdom. I’m glad to have found excellent individuals who have also went their own way.
The Manipulated Man, I thank you as well for the extra reading material as well. It gave me further insight regarding blue pill men, and just yet more reasons to avoid women as well. I will definitely check out the movie for myself as well. As far as women in the medical field(both EMS and otherwise medical related), it indeed is really awful.
Which reminds me of a particular story involving a woman out in the field. My partner and I(thank god my partner was always a man), responded to a call of an individual who ended up falling down the stairs and the person breaking one of their legs. Fire department was also on scene as well(the area I was working in rarely had actual fires happen, therefore fire department in that area was for the most part glorified first responders in most cases; unless there was a motor vehicle accident or whatnot). The patient was a rather large person, thus it actually took more than two people to move the patient with the gurney. With myself and my partner, and two of the three firefighters on scene helping out, we were moving the patient without too much trouble. However, the third firefighter, who happened to be a woman of course, thought for some reason she needed to help despite the fact we had it covered, and she was suppose to be doing something else anyways. Well, to briefly sum it up, she ended up causing the rest of us to lose balance for a brief moment when she obviously couldn’t even keep up her end for a brief few second; causing us all to nearly not only drop the patient, but also flip the patient off of the gurney. The patient could of very well died if events took a turn for the worse. Luckily however, the four of else excluding the female managed to recover the patient quickly so nothing happened other than scaring the patient nearly to death. The four of us ended up shooing the female away without creating a scene to further terrify the patient, and despite that event everything else afterwards went without any further hitches.
As far as hobbies and other fun stuff I like to do on my free time, I personally enjoy taking drives leading to either nowhere in particular, or with a specific destination in mind. I also enjoy day hikes on mountain paths or even some trailblazing, as well as some backpacking and camping trips from time to time. Of course I also enjoy reading and obtaining further knowledge, whether it be in order to answer certain burning questions in my mind, to perhaps obtain a skill or two I did not have before, or just simply because I enjoy having more knowledge about various subjects. While it is indeed a rather different hobby, I also happen to enjoy listening as well as playing music. I was classically trained as a child, starting with instruments such as piano and violin. As I became older, I also picked up viola,
electric guitar, learned a thing or two about singing, as well as dabbled a little bit with drums and electric bass. Finally, there are times I like to relax and play some video games on the PC. It would be maddening if I even thought of attempting to do all of these hobbies of mine in one day, so I normally just choose to do which ones to do for the day based on how much free time I have, and what I prefer to do that day.As far as further goals, I’m actually going back to school in order to pursue a different profession. Don’t get me wrong, I never particularly disliked my time working as an EMT, nor did I dislike doing a few odd jobs here and there for some extra money. However, after some thinking about my future, I would rather do something else at this point in my life. I’m going to be picking up computer programming due to myself having developed an interest in it, despite not exactly having a great deal of knowledge of the field myself. While going back to school is just waltzing right back into the belly of the beast, I do not want women nor gynocentrism to get in my way of obtaining the knowledge and skills I desire. I’ll have to tread lightly, and of course acquire skills to better to keep women away from myself; as well as simply not being seen as someone desirable by women.
If anyone would happen to have further tips on how one can keep women away from themselves, and if necessary, how to deal with them when it cannot be avoided, I would greatly appreciate it.
A Dog will love you, and offer undieng love and LOYALTY.
Actually, I was looking to get a dog for myself once I have bit more funds for myself. In particular, I was looking into getting a Shiloh Shepherd. From what I gathered, they are very similar to German Shepherds, except they are a bit bigger, have far less issues with their hips, and also a bit more overall mild temperament. Lets see if I can post a link here perhaps describing them a bit better as well as how they look:
https://www.dogbreedinfo.com/shilohshepherd.htm- AuthorPosts
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