i like poetry

[Anonymous 6]

Hey Troll Tuna, how are you? Are your ready to get moved to spectator?

[Anonymous 43]

[IRuleMeParticipant]

Let me compare thee to a midsummer’s day
You’re like an empty chair in every way
At times when I think of reading this thread
I realize, I think I’d rather be dead.

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

you guys . . . kicking a man when he’s down, eh? i got nothing to say yo . . . 😛

thanks for reading 😉

[IRuleMeParticipant]

Roses are red
Violets are blue
This thread is s~~~
Time to punt you!

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

redCanine3669 wrote:

i got nothing to say

“They are all gone away,
The House is shut and still,
There is nothing more to say.

“Through broken walls and gray
The winds blow bleak and shrill:
They are all gone away.

“Nor is there one to-day
To speak them good or ill:
There is nothing more to say.

“Why is it then we stray
Around the sunken sill?
They are all gone away,

“And our poor fancy-play
For them is wasted skill:
There is nothing more to say.

“There is ruin and decay
In the House on the Hill:
They are all gone away,
There is nothing more to say.” – Edwin Arlington Robinson

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

I don’t often communicate with women for many reasons. Recently, I’ve been noticing some substantial factors that might be discouraging me from communicating with women.

Sometimes I tend to communicate with women differently than I communicate with men. This can probably be seen as discrimination, though women have not told me that I’ve been discriminating against them. Sometimes I tend to compliment women more than men.

I read a lot of poetry where women are treated romantically. Some of my buds have told me to stop associating with that poetry. Outside of that though, my religion has certain rules where men must not treat a man as they would treat a woman. So I feel that I’m not the only one exercising discrimination and there are many popular communities exercising discrimination.

Some women don’t like to communicate with me, and it could be because of my mental illness, gender, sexuality, religion, beard, skin color, and etc. Some of these features can not be easily changed. Because women are humans, and because some humans discriminately hate against me; then I believe that some women discriminately hate against me.

For a long time, I believed that the majority of women are innocent; but I’m realizing that some women are not as innocent as I had initially thought. In the bible that I read, there are bad women like Jezebel and Athaliah. I’m starting to realize that women are human and, so, are not all innocent.

Where I live, cops have shot down men like me. If I were to try to approach women outside and compliment them, knowing that some of them might discriminately report me to authorities, I can risk getting hurt or even killed. Also, communicating with women in work environments is sometimes not encouraged because it could be discomforting and interfere with their livelihood.

I feel that certain communities exercise or facilitate discrimination. If I send too many unwelcomed Friend Requests on Facebook, then my account will get suspended. But what if I send Friend Requests to a few discriminate women, and they label those requests as unwelcomed? From my understanding, a Friend Request is the least expressive form of communication, almost like waving “hi” to someone. If I wave “hi” at too many discriminate women; then my account gets suspended. (https://www.facebook.com/help/320587401313728)

OKCupid tells all members that they will not explain the reason why they get banned. So OKCupid could knowingly or unknowingly discriminately ban its members. (https://okcupid.desk.com/customer/en/portal/articles/2949286-banned-accounts)

OKCupid has a products that allow me to communicate more easily with women. Facebook also has a Send Money feature, and one of the first ladies whom I’ve Friended on Facebook asked me for 40$ within the first day of meeting, whereupon I said I didn’t have any money and she hasn’t communicated with me since.

Why would I pay to communicate with a woman, if I don’t pay to communicate with men?

Suppose I go to a bar and I sit next to women. Don’t I have the freedom to sit anywhere I want? Some women might not mind me doing that, while other discriminate women might alert the bartender. but what if I just happen to unfortunately be sitting next to discriminate women, for a week? if those women keep alerting the bartender, then he might not allow me to access the bar anymore. But those discriminate women don’t represent the non-discriminate women, and being ousted from the bar would mean that I won’t have any chance of meeting those non-discriminate women.

Even if I paid to access that bar, a bartender might feel that it’s more economical to lose me rather than to lose multiple discriminate clients.

But wait: why would I pay to communicate with women, if I don’t pay to communicate with men?

So I don’t often feel secure communicating with women. In some cases; I get discouraged, punished, or bullied by either discriminate women or communities for doing so. From now on, I might still try to communicate with women; but I just have to remember that there might be a lot more obstacles preventing my communication with women as opposed to those preventing my communication with men.

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

my age is another reason why discriminate women won’t want to communicate with me.

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

well i’m back. it’s been a while. I can use a group of men like me who want to avoid the relationship culture, and MGTOW was the first thing that came to mind.

I’ve been privately messaging women with a carnal intent. and of course, when i message with carnal intent, I get blocked and stuff. Today, I wasted 4 hours watching some lady on Twitch, privately messaging her, only to get blocked.

I can still be carnal, but I just don’t want to be carnal towards women. I will continue looking at photos of cloth fashion models and youtube videos of women doing yoga, but I don’t want to privately message women anymore (unless they privately message me first. And culturally where I live, men are expected to message women first, so yeah . . .)

Someone suggested that I should find friends. Maybe there are men like me who struggle with this bad habit of messaging women too.

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

Yesterday I was at a crossroads. I felt like I had to choose between carnality and no carnality. I choose carnality for now.

If I choose to not be carnal, people in my neighborhood might mislabel me as gay and attack me for that. Also, women at my age dress in ways that appeal to my carnality. Some women are even paid to be carnal by their employers, like wearing certain clothes for work. Some men outright pay women to be carnal. And it would not be easy avoiding carnality if women are being paid to promote or encourage it.

However, when I become older, I’ll be able to not be carnal. I don’t think old men are targeted for not being carnal. Even if they are, older women usually aren’t as appealingly dressed as young women, where I live. Older women are usually not encouraged or paid to be carnal.

Carnality is a tool that some societies use to encourage young men to have sex with young women and to bring forth babies for armies, labor, and inheritance. But such a tool doesn’t work in the older population where old women can no longer conceive.

—–

I was walking outside today, with this new theory, and I just felt like I had the right to compliment beautiful women. I’ve not complimented a women offline in a decade though. And even if my society supports carnality, that doesn’t mean that it supports carnal colored men. Women can be discriminant against, or taught to be discriminant against a man for his mental illness, physical impairment, gender, sexuality, religion, hair, nationality, ethnicity, skin color, race, age, economy, and height. Also, some women are lesbians and wouldn’t feel comfortable with compliments from men. Other women are married or have boyfriends.

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

Today I got blocked while publicly communicating with a lady on Twitch. Even so, I’ve maintained my goal of not privately messaging women unless they message me first.

I’ve had many goals before. One of my first goals was to stop watching porn. Years ago, whenever I watched porn, I would send very explicit messages to women and they’d block me or report me. I’d even get banned from websites. I never thought I could stop watching porn, yet I quit watching it! I couldn’t believe I stopped watching it, and it was such a great goal! I’ve been very proud of myself for overcoming my porn addiction.

Afterwards I set myself on a new goal. My next goal was to stop privately messaging women. I found myself wasting hours with privately messaging women when I could’ve been focused on more important tasks. And I did find ways to stop privately messaging women! I believe I even had 3 consecutive weeks where I didn’t privately message any lady!

But even after publicly communicating with women on websites, I find myself getting blocked. So now I feel that I need to stop communicating with women unless they communicate with me first. Instead of communicating with women; I will communicate with a virtual crowd, group, or general public. I would only communicate with a lady if she communicates with me first; and so I don’t have to waste time with chasing women.

A lot of women might not like a man because of his mental illness, physical impairment, gender, sexuality, religion, hair, nationality, ethnicity, skin color, race, age, economy, and height. So it might be most time-efficient if I let them approach me rather than let myself approach them. Even if they don’t approach me, then I at least don’t wast my time with chasing them and I win.

[redCanine3669Participant 90]

Today has been quite time-efficient because of my new goal.

Before, I would chase after women online. This was not time-efficient. I’d have to go on some website, find women, find if they are interested in men, respond to their public communications, and hope that they responded back.

For example, if I was on a literature website, I’d have to find female users, then read their literature to see if they were interested in men, make some comment on their literature, and then wait for a response. This whole process sometimes consumed hours, and was nearly as time-inefficient as watching porn.

Even sometimes, those women didn’t respond. Other times, they removed my comment or reported it. So the process was time-inefficient as well as not receptive.

A few days ago, I wasted 4 whole hours communicating with some lady until she blocked me.

But now, I have a new goal: only communicate with women who communicate with me first. That means that a lady has to send me the first private message, and not vice versa. In this way, I don’t waste time chasing after women.

For example, I can share literature on the website, go offline to focus on work plans, return back to see if anyone commented to my literature, and reply back. This saves a lot of time with respect to finding women. I also would feel less like a predator. Instead of wasting 4 hours talking with a lady, I can dedicate 4 hours to my work plans.

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