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Hello brothers.
Swallowed the redpill 3 years ago. Each time I learned something I went out there and experiment. Everything was true and that killed me inside. A little more each time.
At my 26 years old I lost empathy for women. When I am with one I just see another animal like myself if not a leeser one. Another human who won’t love me like I once wanted to be. The feelings are lost because I know it’s just nature. Love are chemicals inside my brain trying to make me attached to her to breed. There is no higher goal there like I once thought. I can’t even hate them. I just learned the truth and can’t feel anything because I understand now.
I feel like my intellect surpassed my heart. I realized that women were a huge part of the energy that fuelled my motivation to acomplish things in life and losing the idealization I had for them completly killed my will to reach my goals. It’s like I am some kind of ghost, just floating.
The thing is I am living some kind of depression. I sleep a lot. I keep going to work out at the gym, reading and improving my skills at my work but there is something lost. I have no goals anymore. I am just there.
I know the key to move on is finding myself. Having killed the illusion of happiness I killed my old self too. I just don’t know who I am anymore or what I want from life.Did this happen to you?
(Sorry for my english)
Anonymous54This can be a loss you must go through with the reallity of red pill knowlage.But the reallity is that its an allusion we create in our own minds. What you yern for does not exsist.
The sadness will pass in time.
I find being out in nature helpful for healing of the spirit.
Give it time, be easy on yourself.
Life can be good with your own interest, and a Dog that loves you!You nailed it. Very well put. Knumb is the way I feel when a woman interacts with me.
You reminded me of something I should post. I know a lot of folks on here are against medication. But I will post why I took anti depressants for a time.
All I can say is for me seeing the world as it is leads to the side effect you are going through. While it might seem to go away over time to some I don’t see it that way.
No matter how much time goes by when that coworker guy that sits by me is interacting with a woman and i hear them discussing going out on a date, I feel nothing. Then six months later when all hell is breaking l9ose and he is in a giant HR s~~~ storm, I feel nothing. Then when HR calls me into their office and a black girl asks me what I saw and heard I can’t remember anything. I do remember hearing him crying at one point.
The long answer is you will now always see it the way it is.
Peace brothers
Hello brothers.
Swallowed the redpill 3 years ago. Each time I learned something I went out there and experiment. Everything was true and that killed me inside. A little more each time.
At my 26 years old I lost empathy for women. When I am with one I just see another animal like myself if not a leeser one. Another human who won’t love me like I once wanted to be. The feelings are lost because I know it’s just nature. Love are chemicals inside my brain trying to make me attached to her to breed. There is no higher goal there like I once thought. I can’t even hate them. I just learned the truth and can’t feel anything because I understand now.
I feel like my intellect surpassed my heart. I realized that women were a huge part of the energy that fuelled my motivation to acomplish things in life and losing the idealization I had for them completly killed my will to reach my goals. It’s like I am some kind of ghost, just floating.
The thing is I am living some kind of depression. I sleep a lot. I keep going to work out at the gym, reading and improving my skills at my work but there is something lost. I have no goals anymore. I am just there.
I know the key to move on is finding myself. Having killed the illusion of happiness I killed my old self too. I just don’t know who I am anymore or what I want from life.Did this happen to you?
(Sorry for my english)
Didn’t anyone tell you about the woman tax? Oh yes if you want to be with women you have to pay a tax. It’s not really called a tax it’s more like covering her expenses buying presents for her and her friend like giving her your money for nothing maybe sex once in awhile.
That is one of the great dichotomy that now that we have this free time what do we use to fill it with. Many men use this time to ReDiscover their own interests Hobbies Etc. I am still kind of recovering because I spent 28 years in a marriage and then six years of dating on top of that like yeah I’m a real glutton for punishment. But the fact of the matter is each one of us is an individual and we each have our own path although for all of us that path is hours to walk alone. This is a very scary Concept in first for somebody who might have been raised a blue pill their whole lives.It’s not easy to be different, but being different becomes easier. In the 28-year marriage I was in I calculated the amount of times I had sex that was actually satisfactory and the costs involved for each of those times. It broke down like this 912 dollar per sex act, 3x a month which on the average this what she cost me. Where I live in Arizona $912 will buy you a lot of pussy and much better quality than what I used to.
How much of the rest of your life are you willing to hand over to somebody else. Come on man snap out of it……..
I can see their heads have been twisted and fed with worthless foam from the mouth. Bob d
My advice is to travel. In my experience getting away from day to day life helps open my mind instead of thinking the same things over and over every day.
You have to get used to your new normal now. You’re no longer shackled by the decades of lies you were raised on. Light always hurts your eyes at first when you’ve been in the dark for so long. It’s a process.
"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."
Hello brothers.
Swallowed the redpill 3 years ago. Each time I learned something I went out there and experiment. Everything was true and that killed me inside. A little more each time.
At my 26 years old I lost empathy for women. When I am with one I just see another animal like myself if not a leeser one. Another human who won’t love me like I once wanted to be. The feelings are lost because I know it’s just nature. Love are chemicals inside my brain trying to make me attached to her to breed. There is no higher goal there like I once thought. I can’t even hate them. I just learned the truth and can’t feel anything because I understand now.
I feel like my intellect surpassed my heart. I realized that women were a huge part of the energy that fuelled my motivation to acomplish things in life and losing the idealization I had for them completly killed my will to reach my goals. It’s like I am some kind of ghost, just floating.
The thing is I am living some kind of depression. I sleep a lot. I keep going to work out at the gym, reading and improving my skills at my work but there is something lost. I have no goals anymore. I am just there.
I know the key to move on is finding myself. Having killed the illusion of happiness I killed my old self too. I just don’t know who I am anymore or what I want from life.Did this happen to you?
(Sorry for my english)
This my friend, is not only a natural response to the maximum dose of red pills, it’s a response to the world we live in. Take a look around the world, everyone’s just trying to get by, most of them by pretending to care about a corporation that enslaves them. The average person is just going through the motions, a lot of the time, quietly hanging by a financial and emotional thread. We supposedly evolved into something greater than we used to be as humans, but people are cutting heads off, over religious disagreements.
Many of us men lost our identity, because identity turned into a s~~~storm. We thought we would grow up, have a loyal wife to spend our time with, then we learned this was a lie. We learned not only are modern females the most dysfunctional and corrupted generation of females in history, but we learned about female nature itself. Also factor in, men have been dehumanized. Every quality we had and still have, has been blasted to hell, by society, culture, media, feminism, and by men who hate their own gender.
To sum it up, they have done a fabulous job, of reducing the population, to tired, overworked, underpaid, corporate slaves. They have corrupted the human psyche, and crushed our spirits. They have made us feel powerless, and thus disconnected. Like you, i struggle to find any motivation to set goals. I struggle to find purpose, or meaning, day to day, night to night. It’s hard to have goals, when enthusiasm has always been met with rolls of red tape. So for now, i just keep doing what i’m doing.
Once you understand them, you cant love them.
Shit Tested, Cunt Approved.
52 AND HAPPY. THE MORE I READ MY BIBLE THE LESS RELIGIOUS I BECOME . HAVING A GOD THAT KNOWS ME INTAMATLY , KNOWS HOW I WORK, KNOWS MY THOUGHT PROCESS EVEN BEFORE I DO.
I WAS WORRIED THAT I WAS GOING TO TURN OUT LIKE SO MANY OF THE OLD MEN I SAW GROWING UP, YOU KNOW THE ONES. THEY YELL AT YOU FOR STEPPING ON THIER LAWN, YELL AT YOU FOR NO GOOD REASON.
HAVING TO SPEND YOUR LIFE WITH A FEMALE AND GROW OLD TOGETHER NEVER REALLY HAD ANYTHING INTERESTING FOR ME.
SURE THERE WERE TIMES I FELT I NEEDED TO SOE MY SEED, AND GET MARRIED, AND HAVE BUNCHES OF KIDS.AT THOSE TIMES I WENT OVER TO A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WHO HAS 11 GRANDCHILDREN NOW, AND BACK THEN HE HAD A HANDFULL TO BOOT, I WOULD SEE THE TURMOIL THE ROUDYNESS THE YELLING THE SCREAMING OF KIDS.AND SAY I’M GLAD THAT’S NOT ME. YOUR MOTIVATION HAS TO COME FROM A DIFFERENT SOURCE , A SPIRITUAL ONE , WANTING TO KNOW YOUR MAKER YOUR CREATOR .
EVERYTHING HE’S EVER WANTED TO SAY TO YOU IS IN THAT BIG BOOK THE BIBLE.
AS YOU READ IT AGAIN AND OPEN UP TO WHAT ITS SAYING TO YOU, YOU WILL THINK THAT GOD HIMSELF WROTE THAT JUST FOR YOU.
DON’T BE AFRAID TO ASK GOD FOR SOMETHING HE LONGS TO HEAR FROM US , HE’S ALL EARS IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I THINK HE’S A GREAT LISTENER.DEPRESSION COMES TO ME ONLY WHEN I LET A WOMAN INTO MY HEART , WHERE IF I LET GOD INTO YOUR HEART , PURE JOY ABOUNDS.
LILITH IS THE HEAD SUCCUBUS AND SHE LIVES ON THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON
Anonymous3This is life.
That’s why societies in the past took advantage of the energy of youth to build up–and that involved both sexes marrying for life as young virgins (as in teenagers).
The script got flipped and now most people age out before marriage is even on the table, and certainly aren’t virgins. So families don’t form, and society will eventually collapse.
This is what happens when you deviate from nature and put women at the top of everything. The men that decided to build the gynocracy are at fault for all this, but there is no fixing it now.
And I don’t care.
Just be MGTOW and get through life. Try to read and get experiences that you enjoy.
Afternoon Brother…We have all said something to this effect at one time or another, you are not alone here brother, your not…When we start down this road, our own paths, the first realization is that this can ONLY be done by yourself…And that of and in itself is an extraordinary lonely feeling and realization…But, this passes, in time…And I know that sucks really bad, especially at your age…As you get older time becomes a speeding bullet you just want to slow the f~~~ down, when your at your age it is a f~~~ing snail you cannot give enough meth too…Just life…I have found an extreme amount of solace in my two German Shepherds sir…From the moment you walk in the door, they are there to greet you tails wagging, and so happy your there, and FILLED with love ready to give you anything they can possibly give…And they so do…My two dog’s would lay down in the road and die for me, I s~~~ you not…That alone has replaced the lonely feeling I have, and literally gives me a reason to get out of bed each and every day…As far as the depression is concerned, there are some thing’s that may pick you up a bit…I am not sure what you enjoy, but a few ideas are a) go for a walk in nature, ie: lake, river, creek, mountain, hills, just a place where there are more trees and animals than people…b) Go to the local dog shelter or a dog kennel and look at puppies / not sure of your living condition but if you can get one! c) I know others will chastise the s~~~ outta me for this one, but here it goes anyway, purely because it works for me, so maybe it can for you too, I smoke a FAT joint when I get down, then I turn on a few Bill Burr videos, or Lewis Black…And just chill the f~~~ out….I always find my direction after smoking, it always helps me get back on my feet again…Anyway – – A few ideas, and there will be many more from the other brothers here…This is a tough, tough time sir, just hang in there, and keep coming back here, it helps too…We have been through this rough patch and most of us made it through it, no MATTER WHAT BROTHER, If you start getting a feeling like your going to hurt yourself – – – GET YOUR ASS IN HERE NOW AND SAY SOMETHING!!! WE WILL GET YOU THROUGH IT PERIOD!!! NO MATTER WHAT…No one in here wants to lose a brother to that s~~~, so again, if your feeling that down let us know, we can help you, a lot of us can, so….Hang in there, remember this s~~~ passes…Smile for the f~~~ of it every now and again too, it makes people wonder why your smiling, sometimes it is all I need to get me going…
Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....
This is life.
That’s why societies in the past took advantage of the energy of youth to build up–and that involved both sexes marrying for life as young virgins (as in teenagers).
The script got flipped and now most people age out before marriage is even on the table, and certainly aren’t virgins. So families don’t form, and society will eventually collapse.
This is what happens when you deviate from nature and put women at the top of everything. The men that decided to build the gynocracy are at fault for all this, but there is no fixing it now.
And I don’t care.
Just be MGTOW and get through life. Try to read and get experiences that you enjoy.
Spot on
Your replies always bring me back to the basics of evolution, natural selection, and how humans have been trying to put those into reverse. Anytime they do that, sit back with a bag of your favorite snacks, and wait for the collapse, because it’s coming.
Perhaps a little definition is in order. IT is not that you can’t feel anything—you can…rather you can no longer feel what women and society PROGRAMMED you to feel because you see reality now. This makes room for new and genuine feelings, not the phony ones society demanded of you.
From my own experience I recommend a long hunting trip way out in the woods. Once you re-connect with your true masculinity you will feel some new and positive things: empowered, liberated, and triumphant. And you will also feel pity for the blue pill men and contempt for the head games, manipulation and dominance of women.
. I realized that women were a huge part of the energy that fuelled my motivation to acomplish things in life and losing the idealization I had for them completly killed my will to reach my goals. It’s like I am some kind of ghost, just floating.
The thing is I am living some kind of depression. I sleep a lot. I keep going to work out at the gym, reading and improving my skills at my work but there is something lost. I have no goals anymore. I am just there.
I know the key to move on is finding myself. Having killed the illusion of happiness I killed my old self too. I just don’t know who I am anymore or what I want from life.Hi, Ignis!
Just some thoughts, hope they can help some!
You’re going through an existential crisis. The core of your problem is your identity. You have probably gong through some horrible s~~~ as a young kid, resulting in you self-hatred. You’ve been s~~~ on for so long that you’re (unconsciously) internalized the poisonous idea that you’re NOT GOOD ENOUG, and basically UNTRUSTWORTHY. But everyone needs hope to survive. So you’ve SEARCHED FOR HOPE OUTSIDE of yourself, but you NEVER REALLY FOUND IT. You’ve been chasing a dream, as others cannot give you what you can only find in yourself. Even the new knowledg of learning that your self-worth has been destroyed, and you’ve been brainwashed into becoming your own enemy will not help you now.
You need to:
1. forgive yourself
2. Don’t underestimate the s~~~ you’re in, and don’t shame yourself to man up or anything
3. Listen to Turd Flinging Monkey’s last videos about zero f~~~s given
4. You must ACCEPT the price of freedom: it will hurt!
5. Realize you don’t need anyone!
6. Embrace the pain of isolation until you learn you CAN live alone.
7. Don’t do what makes you happy, but everyday do things that YOU decide gives meaning to YOUR life => self-worth will automatically increase
Gotto catch my train now!
LATER!Blue pill Darkness crumbles under the bright Light of truth! Alas, life is mainly Shadows.
I’m kind of like you. I just don’t care about anyone anymore, save for my parents, brother and a handful of good friends.
That feeling of desinterest in other started growing because of my medical condition, as I have enough problems on my own, but it feels… normal after swallowing some red pills. I don’t care about women anymore. I don’t care about male acquaintances getting married (I only think “sigh… idiot”), I am not happy for a female acquaintance when she tells me she’s getting married. Not even a single, not-meant “congrats”. Nothing.
The friends that I still have are aware of the whole marriage situation and they refuse to get married. Some of them have girlfriends (like my very best friend), but they’ve told them “no marriage. I won’t do it. If you want to get married, we’re through.”
Some of those girls still think he’ll change his mind after she drags him to the wedding of her sister or something, but another friend told me he was absolutely repulsed by the whole ceremony and the women cheering the bride, but saying nothing to the groom/slave. He was ignored, on his own f~~~ing wedding day! If I had a girl who wanted to drag me to something like that, I’d refuse.
I. Just. Don’t. Care.
"One of the best things internet exposed is just how insane women are." - Freeman_K
Anonymous064 years old
I can’t say it any better than what has already been said but I can say this. Buying and riding a motorcycle (Can Am Spyder RT) is my form of therapy.Here is a saying that helped me:
You never see a motorcycle parked outside a psychiatrist’s office.Google “biker sayings” for some laffs.
Hello brothers.
Swallowed the redpill 3 years ago. Each time I learned something I went out there and experiment. Everything was true and that killed me inside. A little more each time.
At my 26 years old I lost empathy for women. When I am with one I just see another animal like myself if not a leeser one. Another human who won’t love me like I once wanted to be. The feelings are lost because I know it’s just nature. Love are chemicals inside my brain trying to make me attached to her to breed. There is no higher goal there like I once thought. I can’t even hate them. I just learned the truth and can’t feel anything because I understand now.
I feel like my intellect surpassed my heart. I realized that women were a huge part of the energy that fuelled my motivation to acomplish things in life and losing the idealization I had for them completly killed my will to reach my goals. It’s like I am some kind of ghost, just floating.
The thing is I am living some kind of depression. I sleep a lot. I keep going to work out at the gym, reading and improving my skills at my work but there is something lost. I have no goals anymore. I am just there.
I know the key to move on is finding myself. Having killed the illusion of happiness I killed my old self too. I just don’t know who I am anymore or what I want from life.Did this happen to you?
(Sorry for my english)
This my friend, is not only a natural response to the maximum dose of red pills, it’s a response to the world we live in. Take a look around the world, everyone’s just trying to get by, most of them by pretending to care about a corporation that enslaves them. The average person is just going through the motions, a lot of the time, quietly hanging by a financial and emotional thread. We supposedly evolved into something greater than we used to be as humans, but people are cutting heads off, over religious disagreements.
Many of us men lost our identity, because identity turned into a s~~~storm. We thought we would grow up, have a loyal wife to spend our time with, then we learned this was a lie. We learned not only are modern females the most dysfunctional and corrupted generation of females in history, but we learned about female nature itself. Also factor in, men have been dehumanized. Every quality we had and still have, has been blasted to hell, by society, culture, media, feminism, and by men who hate their own gender.
To sum it up, they have done a fabulous job, of reducing the population, to tired, overworked, underpaid, corporate slaves. They have corrupted the human psyche, and crushed our spirits. They have made us feel powerless, and thus disconnected. Like you, i struggle to find any motivation to set goals. I struggle to find purpose, or meaning, day to day, night to night. It’s hard to have goals, when enthusiasm has always been met with rolls of red tape. So for now, i just keep doing what i’m doing.
Very well said. I feel EXACTLY the same.
Anonymous3The thing is I am living some kind of depression. I sleep a lot. I keep going to work out at the gym, reading and improving my skills at my work but there is something lost. I have no goals anymore. I am just there.
Let me ask you a question: is the problem that you lost your goals or that you found out that there are none?
It is easy to be to busy with the dramas of a blue pill life. We know what we are supposed to achieve, and we believe others are happy to have it.
But as everything else in life, it is an ilusion. No goal will give a PERMANENT HAPPINESS, even if fully achieved.
We just have to think on the bike we wanted as kids, or that car we saved to have. Where we happy to get it? Sure! But how long?
MGTOW only takes away the illusion that we can have happiness through women. The following collapse of all goals is the result of to much of our identity and efforts that where assigned into getting and maintaining a female.
In a sense it is the end of a world. Everything that used to matter suddenly doesnt have value.
But in reality none of these goals was going to achieve happiness. What we got was better, it was the liberation from expectations and constraints.
Now you are truly a free man, not bond by a desire that only brings slavery.
Is there some replacement for a new goal of the same caliber? Why would we want it? As a slave changing masters?
There is no goal, so you do not have to strain to reach one. You can be in peace.
There is no long term achievement that will bring everlasting happiness, but there are plenty of momentary pleasures that will bring you a sustainable happiness.
Riding a bike. Flying an airplane. Driving off-road. Walking in the wilderness. Crossing a desert.
Why do this? Only because we like it. It brings us real contentment. It is justified only by our pleasure.
AND NOBODY CAN TELL YOU THAT YOU SHOULD NOT INDULGE YOURSELF IN WHAT YOU LIKE.
That is true happiness..
I think GhostDog hit it “Let me ask you a question: is the problem that you lost your goals or that you found out that there are none?”
If you only please yourself and don’t care what others think, who cares what car you drive, what you wear or how well your kids do. You are really free. No bitch of a wife to work for so she can show off to her friends. She drives the new car so she and the kids can be safe. You drive the beater.
Your expenses are now less than half. Most modern women add nothing.
Buddhism says ” attachment is the cause of all suffering”. If we are no longer attached, we no longer suffer. ”
I’m 62, I don’t give a f~~~ what women think.
We are free men.
lo brothers.
Swallowed the redpill 3 years ago. Each time I learned something I went out there and experiment. Everything was true and that killed me inside. A little more each time.
At my 26 years old I lost empathy for women. When I am with one I just see another animal like myself if not a leeser one. Another human who won’t love me like I once wanted to be. The feelings are lost because I know it’s just nature. Love are chemicals inside my brain trying to make me attached to her to breed. There is no higher goal there like I once thought. I can’t even hate them. I just learned the truth and can’t feel anything because I understand now.
I feel like my intellect surpassed my heart. I realized that women were a huge part of the energy that fuelled my motivation to acomplish things in life and losing the idealization I had for them completly killed my will to reach my goals. It’s like I am some kind of ghost, just floating.
The thing is I am living some kind of depression. I sleep a lot. I keep going to work out at the gym, reading and improving my skills at my work but there is something lost. I have no goals anymore. I am just there.
I know the key to move on is finding myself. Having killed the illusion of happiness I killed my old self too. I just don’t know who I am anymore or what I want from life.Did this happen to you?
OP – Yeah. But at a MUCH later stage in life. When I was your age there was NO internet. There was no place where notes were compared and analyzed and information was widely available. Women for the most part remained a mystery (not so anymore), and NWALT prevailed along with the mirage that somewhere out there was a Happily Ever After Hollywood Fantasy…
Sadly that isn’t the case. Women are very accurately described for the most part in Esther Vilar’s book: “The Manipulated Man”
Everything I read or heard I didn’t believe until I went out there and actually OBSERVED. Like you…very slowly inside: I died.
The dying hasn’t stopped but the body of hope is well and truly decayed and rotting; and a resurrection ain’t gonna happen.
Sorry kiddo…look at it this way. You didn’t go through all of the prime years of your life living a lie and then getting ass raped repeatedly in divorce court.
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