Do You Remember Just How BLUE You WERE??

[HermitParticipant]

Went to one of my hangouts last night. One guy was stressed and b!tchin’ about his psycho girlfriend. A girl was all sad about whether or not she should break up with her boyfriend because he was too busy with his medical studies to spend any time with her. I laughed and told them both that they made me feel even happier that I don’t have to put up with that schit anymore.

I was really giving them both all kinds of red pill schit, but neither one would listen of course. I told the guy to get rid of his girlfriend and all his problems would go away. I told the girl the same thing at first, but then I was having fun with her and told her that her boyfriend was trying to make a good future for the both of them by going through medical school. I also told her to get a boyfriend on the side since her other boyfriend was too busy for her. Guess what, that made her smile and laugh. She kept saying she loved him, so I told her she must not love him very much if she was considering breaking up with him just because he was busy with his studies so he could be a doctor one day. Of course eventually she started to get mad at me so I dropped it.

It was so strange, like I was watching two people who were in a different world than I was, all stressed out over their stupid relationships. The answer is so clear and easy for me to see, but neither one of them could even consider listening to my advice. I couldn’t help but laugh at them and make fun of them. If these relationships make you sad and stressed, then get out of them and don’t get into anymore. It’s working great for me. Why can’t they see that? Two normally happy people were having such a bad night over such stupid useless schit.

The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

[TaxGuyParticipant]

Hermit wrote:

I told the girl the same thing at first, but then I was having fun with her and told her that her boyfriend was trying to make a good future for the both of them by going through medical school. I also told her to get a boyfriend on the side since her other boyfriend was too busy for her. Guess what, that made her smile and laugh.

That was my college girlfriend you were talking to. Not really, but maybe her daughter. I had a couple months where I was working full time for a world-wide accounting firm, taking my last Masters of Tax class, and studying for the CPA exam. This was a short term thing. In about a four month period I finished my degree and past the CPA exam in one try. But I was working my ass off for about 4 months. During those 4 months she decided to bang some other guy. Her biggest mistake though was telling me she did it. For a month or two I blamed myself. Then I came to my senses and blamed her and kicked her ass to the curb. Amazingly enough she didn’t see it coming and was very distraught. My final words to here were “Grown up decisions have grown up consequences”.

I have to say that one really messed me up in the head regarding women. She was smart, beautiful, sweet, families knew each other. Hell her step dad was my boss from my summer job back then and set us up. Dated for four years through college. I was getting ready to ask her to marry me and she was out banging out someone else. I didn’t trust “nice” girls after that. Lead me to the narcissists that really f’ed me over.

Apparently the stove wasn’t hot enough that time. But I eventually found a hotter burner and learned my lesson.

Order the good wine

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

I do not wish to be reminded of how I was a naive white knight cuck…Damn, those were idiotic days…Glad that my eyes have been opened. It was a very painful but so important lesson.

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[BachelorlifestyleParticipant 291]

So blue I thought we would be able to talk out all our problems and everything would be normal again. I even said that in two years let’s meet up and talk about it all!

Me first

[CPT ObviousParticipant 2729]

Hermit wrote:

told her that her boyfriend was trying to make a good future for the both of them by going through medical school.

Oh the ironic stupidity of women. They constantly nag you to make more money, but when you sacrifice the time and effort to do so, they go bang some rando Chad because their needs and feelz aren’t being met.

"You don't know a woman till you have met her in divorce court."

[MGTOW_MikeParticipant 6253]

Oh I remember:

Back when I was 18 years old, long ago, I was the typical nerd. I use to study all alone throughout the day for my final year of school, between classes, sitting on an outdoor bench. One day whilst studying, one of my classmates, polish blonde girl, approached me and invited me to her 18th birthday party. As a nerd, this was a shock to me and I accepted the invitation. No girl ever invited me to her birthday party before. She was a know-each-other friend or should I say, a friend of my friends.

Towards the end of the year, she randomly game me a present (stuffed reindeer toy). It wasn’t my birthday or anything like that. I was confused and started to think she was into me, hence I started to fall deeply for her. I even went out with her, not a date, to see a movie. She dropped me off back to my parent’s house. Now at the time, she had a casual job working at a local coffee shop and she had her own car. Me, I had no job and no car. I only had my personality to share with her and I thought that was all that matters. How wrong and foolish I was.

Fast forward a few months, she was getting ready to go to a one-year trip overseas after high school was over. This crushed me, as the simp I was, and I became super needy and desperate. No, I did not beg her or do something like that. When she left for overseas, I sent her an email telling her that I love her and was hoping she felt the same way. She replied back to me saying that she does not feel the same way and that one of my good friends, also her friend, also loves her and whom she also did not have mutual feelings for. This friend of mine is much taller than me. This was at the very beginning of university. This was one of the most painful years in my life. I had severe depression and struggled to concentrate. It was absolute torture, day in and day out. The next few years were also painful. I was so lost. Lost in a darkness.

I continued to work on myself and eventually became a Mining Engineer. Whilst I was working, I created a Facebook account and was friend requested by many of my former classmates back in highschool, including the girl I am talking about. I realised that she was living with her boyfriend for many years. She also shared her website, something to do with healthy eating/living. On that website, I remember her mentioning that not any man can make the cut, i.e her standards were high. I remember her posting something on Facebook about a group that organises shotgun weddings, i.e. they come into your local town and get you hitched at a small cost. I knew she was pushing her then boyfriend to propose to her. Obviously her boyfriend would have seen the post.

Some time after this her Facebook profile read ‘single’. By this time I was hard core MGTOW. About a month later her profile read ‘In a relationship’. At this moment, I knew this was monkey branching. How on earth can she suddenly find a new boyfriend so soon.

Her new boyfriend was playing in a local band at the time, playing music in pubs. He was the lead singer.

Fast forward some years, after deleting my Facebook profile, I saw that she married her new boyfriend and moved to a different state to run a small cafeteria business. This triggered memories of her working back many years ago at the local coffee shop, so it was no surprise to me why she moved. As you could see by now, a lead singer cannot be with his band mates and all the way on the other side of the country at the same time.

All I can do is laugh at myself for the simp I was.

No, I do not point my finger at her. In fact, I thank her for turning me down. I am a free man.

A tranquil mind is neither happy nor sad, it is uninfluenced by external conditions.

[MGTOW_MikeParticipant 6253]

Oh, BTW. I believe that my guy friend, who was also turned down, is engaged/married to a model. He is a Chemical Engineer.

A tranquil mind is neither happy nor sad, it is uninfluenced by external conditions.

[EGParticipant 1852]

I’m still an orbiter, not gonna lie. Women are good manipulators. Hard as I try, I still get roped into sh!t. Their secret weapon is their subtlety. For instance, yesterday walking home from work with my heavy laptop bag, a female friend yelled my name from down the street. She asked me to wait for her so we could walk together. (This was the HOOK!!) So I waited and we walked and chatted and she told me all about her problems (again), which is easy enough to tune out. But then, lo and behold, a girlfriend of hers runs into us and (here’s the blue-pill coming out) we all stop while the two of them get chatting.

And there it is: the visual of two women chatting it up on a street corner while a man stands there, holding a heavy bag, obediently waiting for them to finish and getting annoyed; looking blue-pilled orbiter as f*ck.

So the chat session ended after a couple of long minutes and she invited me to dinner with her and “the girls” who were waiting for her at a restaurant across the street. I said no.

The struggle is real.

[coolthingy450Participant 1223]

Oh yeah i remember how f~~~ing blue pilled i was. But to make it short. Once I asked myself on what is the point of all that hard work just to impress someone while not actually improving one self. Thats when it hit me. Ever since then while i do get a little depressed with my past decisions. Best to learn and move on. Make new friends and focus on myself

Actions have consequences and consequences have prices. Cause and effect at work.

[DanceMyOwnWayParticipant 2096]

I used to write love poetry, got frequently friend zoned, believed in relations~~~s, indoctrinated by the idea of romance, believed in nawalt etc. I could have got laid like a rockstar in college but was a “nice” guy. Woke up a little in my 30s when I discovered the Game and PUA and stopped believing in monogamy. Discovered MGTOW in my 40s. I don’t get friend zoned any more because they know I just want to f~~~ them. Find female nature, simps and manginas puke inducing and from being an outgoing person find society and other people pretty selfish and unpalatable. It’s increasingly easier to be alone as men and women are equally toxic thesedays. Pretty much all my blue pilled programming and dreams destroyed.

If you fall down 7 times, get up 8

[EGParticipant 1852]

DanceMyOwnWay wrote:

It’s increasingly easier to be alone as men and women are equally toxic thesedays. Pretty much all my blue pilled programming and dreams destroyed.

You have no idea how true this is.

[OgreParticipant 5863]

I prefer not to think about it. I took over the checkbook because paying the bills stressed her out. I spent the early 00s making all of the money, paying the bills, working two jobs, making most of the meals, and doing the dishes most nights to try to get her zen enough to want me as much as I wanted her.

After the sex embargo of 2011 I found the first red pill. I almost walked away then. But now the youngest is 18. She can be the woman I thought I married, or she can figure out whatever she wants to be. I made many mistakes in life, the only one I truly regret is not leaving when she demonstrated for five solid months that her love was conditional upon my slavery.

I can take a lot, in fact I’m in constant pain. Knowing that I was only loved for what I could do for her was the worst I ever felt. Now I don’t talk. I just plan for the future. If I give her half of everything coming in I’d be sitting in my compound in the desert banking money every month. The time is coming, she’s going to find out why cats and box wine are so popular among older divorcees.

I watched a solid 8 go to s~~~, they all do. I earned more in the last 30 years than I will in the next 30, but I can live well on my half. Her contribution was sporadic, lazy sex. I’m much better off just chilling and doing my thing.

I failed to realize in my youth that I was the prize. I was going to work. I was going to earn. Little did I realize that due to feminism, that no longer meant I had to share. Road soon, Desert after.

[743 roadmasterParticipant]

Separation phase right before 2nt divorce. I think back on it now and cringe in horror. I went all out to try and get her back. Here is where I thank god she said no. I sent flowers, I went out to get stuff/things she wanted and took them to her, even gave her money. I even begged on my knees, for her to give it another try. The worst, I decorated my apt with stuff she was into.

mgtow is its own worst enemy- https://www.campusreform.org/

[SESQUI ano estParticipant 2535]

A $4750 10 year wedding anniversary ring among other things to remind me of blue pill ways. We had been together 18 years in all by that point but deep down all my blue pill behavior seemed wrong and soul stealing.
I did not want to buy it but she felt something was needed and it was my job to provide it. I hated her well and good by then but with young children and a hundred years of work ahead of me I went ahead and did it to make things work.
Despite a quarter century together there is not a day I didn’t wish I had walked away the year after I met her.
I am a life wasted and a cautionary tale to young men everywhere.
Do not co-habitate or impregnate a woman. It is not worth it. Fvcking them is a good time though. Get a vasectomy or wrap that rascal.

Everyday above ground is a good one. Everyday above ground while single...better still.

[Anonymous 3]

SESQUI ano est wrote:

Do not co-habitate or impregnate a woman. It is not worth it. Fvcking them is a good time though.

You know what comes out of a good time? The bad times, and it is A LOT OF BAD TIME.

Men are like alcoholics saying “just one glass…” Then another, then another. Next thing you know it, you are drunk once again.

“Yes, I can handle it.” Said every alcoholic at some point.

No you cant. Unlike alcohol you are dealing with a creature equipped with millions of years of evolution to catch men. And you have an instinct of millions of years of evolution to force you to reproduce and take care of family.

Strange game professor Falken, the only way to win is not to play.

[SandalsParticipant 4253]

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