Do You Remember Just How BLUE You WERE??

[AwakenedParticipant 35201]

I remember ALL THE STUPID SH)T that I did and I believed….

Man, it seems like I was a different person in so many ways.

Now, I just look right through Woman and can see that they always have ulterior motives of self-interest.

I also am able to see just how foolish your average Blue Pill man is especially when he starts telling me his tales of woe.

So often they are asking for it, and the lil cupcake is just obliging by making him her NEXT victim….MOST Men will Never Learn…..

Do You Remember Any Stupid Behaviors and/or Beliefs of the way you used to be that you currently just can’t believe that it was YOU????

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[AutoliteParticipant]

Awakened wrote:

Do You Remember Any Stupid Behaviors and/or Beliefs of the way you used to be that you currently just can’t believe that it was YOU????

Oh yeah! I was so ‘Blue’ that was part of the reason she dumped me. You just can’t get any Bluer than that… 😀

[Jack HarperParticipant 2863]

Man. I think back on the behavior I demonstrated and I’m embarrassed and ashamed sometimes and sometimes just angry. What a spectacular waste of time and money and energy.

[Anonymous 3]

Its just a natural part of life. Then you grow up…

[Prefer Peace to PieceParticipant 10809]

Oh yeah. I was once a human doormat. I was constantly abused by women. I worshipped the golden vagina. That was not a happy time in my life. I was angry most of the time.

Looking back, being divorce raped was one of the best things that ever happened to me. While I lost everything, I found freedom. I saw the nature of women for the first time. I am no longer abused by women. I am no longer angry. I don’t even think about them most days.

I still have to work with crazy women. But I usually just ignore them.
Thanks bitches.

[BeerParticipant 11832]

I think my most blue pill thought in the past was that I’d find a quality woman when I got a little older. All the sluts and drinker/smoker/druggy chicks would be burned out train wrecks and it would be easier to find a quality woman with less hassle weeding them out through dating. What was blue about this was how programmed I was by society to be completely unaware of the wall. I didn’t realize that by the time I got to my late 20s, when younger me thought I’d be settling down, that pretty much all women would have already ruined themselves. Even if you find one of the rare ones that take care of themselves physically and manage to stay relatively attractive into their 40s or 50s(obviously not as hot as when they were at their peak but I’d rather see a fit 40 something year old free of tattoos and excessive piercings naked than your average millennial female), if they haven’t committed to one man in their early 20s they just end up all f~~~ed up in the head from riding the carousel.

[Sky-OParticipant 18936]

Awakened wrote:

Do You Remember Any Stupid Behaviors and/or Beliefs of the way you used to be that you currently just can’t believe that it was YOU????

The sacrifice. . .

My life goals, dreams and aspirations for a FCKING LIE

But with that being said: I need to give credit where it is due.

And give it specifically to three ex-pumpkin that at separate points in time, systematically broke me down and each left me fractured and semi-destroyed. The last one must have sensed on some level that some work had been done prior and she was just finishing the job.

Because, once all was lost and nothing was left but literally the shell of a man, I had no other option but to rise up, renewed and awakened. Scarred, bloodied but unbound.

Newly evolved, stronger, wiser and with a soul of steel that was forged in the fires of hell.

The entity that rose up from the ashes, that was to become the Sky-0 is something I could have never imagined myself being.

The pain and betrayal was a necessary component of the awakening. What I endured and survived actually redefined who I was.

For that, I will always be grateful.

Like a catapilar that found itself trapped in a cocoon (my old life), away from all he had ever known and kept from the world. Sensing that the end is near and that it was over. I ultimately evolved and broke free although with wings.

Spiritually, I emerged, a butterfly and took to the sky, leaving all I once knew behind.

Sky Butterfly-0

[hmskl’dParticipant 6406]

Yes, I bought my single neighbor woman .. in her 30’s .. a portable greenhouse .. $500.00 and a new summer wardrobe $400.00 … and four new hardback books and a two video games on an afternoon of shopping $150+ and make-up and perfume on a second shopping trip $300.00 and “house sat” for her twice for free while she was visiting family .. cleaned up her yard twice after storms .. and paid her tuition for an evening pottery class we took together. She had some family troubles, moved away and didn’t even stop to say good-by ..

.. this happened about twenty three years ago. Since that time I’ve spent “zero”, naught .. nada .. zilch .. nothing .. on awalt.
Heck .. I haven’t even been in an automobile with one for over twenty years.
I now “make my own sandwiches” .. amongst other things
… have’a great day!

[Daryll55Participant 2950]

hmskl’d wrote:

She had some family troubles, moved away and didn’t even stop to say good-by ..

Somehow, I am not even slightly surprised by this.

Marry again, Hell NO ! ( Even JESUS was hung on a cross just once)

[EGParticipant 1852]

I Wasn’t even blue-pilled anymore when I had my most recent AWALT incident, and it didn’t even revolve anything remotely romantic; it was a relative that pulled her AWALT sh!t.

[GeraldParticipant 3620]

I did so much it was ridiculous. I adopted her daughter even and then was s~~~ on by her also. I cooked, cleaned, basically made life easier for her and still was s~~~ upon by both.

No longer can we walk away, we must run. Remove the motive power.

[HermitParticipant]

I was definitely a different person back then. I gave them whatever I could and they never appreciated it. They just expected it, the entitled kunts…..like we’re supposed to worship them and put them on a pedestal. In fact, my x’s sister said those exact words to me. My dumb x was b!tching about me to her sister and her sister said I should put her on a pedestal. Yeah, her marriage went to schit and she was hanging out in bars trying to get dick and she’s giving me marriage advice.

Stupid b!tches. By that time the blue was quickly receding and I just wanted out and away from those kunts. I used to put her on a pedestal and because of that, when she schit on me it splattered even more to make a worse mess in my life. I was always buying her flowers and treating her like a queen and she never appreciated any of it. This person who I thought was capable of loving me as much as I loved her…….I eventually grew to hate her.

The hate is gone now, but I still can’t stand the site of her. She must be worse than most women, because even my son can see what kind of a selfish, entitled person she is. I’m glad he’s moved out and got his own house now.

The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

[RayBandakuParticipant 888]

I was so Blue that I would do almost any thing to have sex with her. 12 years with my ex wife was like living has a different person then my real self. I lost my true individuality and personality so I can please her to have sex with her. I gave too much importance to sex. After losing 80% of my wealth in my divorce I realized what a waste of my time, money and energy it was. Pussy is not worth much, I will never chase after pussy again. I am happy going my way without women in my life.

Now I am back as my original happy and peaceful self, being exactly who I am and I will not change for anyone. Like me for who I am or walk away from me, does not matter to me, I am happy on my own.

Enjoy going your way. Thank you for sharing.

[Branched offParticipant 10929]

Oh yeah, it makes me cringe. I think its the white knighting that really makes me cross with myself, that and the pussy begging and the deferential behaviour to spoilt dim witted women. I wish I could tell my younger self to relax. None of that behaviour got me a thing but misery and expense. I think that sort of behaviour is generated twofold -by one’s nature as a man and by an insecurity that one must keep her happy or one is failing. Just relax young men. It changes nothing.

A woman is like fire -fun to play with, can warm you through and cook your food, needs constant feeding, can burn you and consume all you own

[HermitParticipant]

Branched off wrote:

Oh yeah, it makes me cringe. I think its the white knighting that really makes me cross with myself, that and the pussy begging and the deferential behaviour to spoilt dim witted women. I wish I could tell my younger self to relax. None of that behaviour got me a thing but misery and expense. I think that sort of behaviour is generated twofold -by one’s nature as a man and by an insecurity that one must keep her happy or one is failing. Just relax young men. It changes nothing.

Actually it does change something. The more you try to please her and treat her well, the less respect she will have for you. Treat ’em mean and act like you don’t give a schit about them, the more they want you.

The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

[Max PowerParticipant 2721]

Yeah I was totally naive, foolish and confused.

Like Sky-O said, the fire I went through was the best thing that could have happened to me. Never looked back. MGTOW Monk for 20 years and counting.

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

I still dream about it. But I know it’s only a lie. Something that only exists in my head.

Thing things I would do.. I don’t even want to remember…

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[MusclecarGolferParticipant 636]

I was innocent, nice, genuine, respectful, mature, and oblivious.

Now, I am innocent, nice, genuine, respectful, mature, and awakened.

[MonkParticipant 16988]

Now I’m awake and gone.

[Artboy99Participant 369]

I just know I tried hard in my last relationship. Sure I made mistakes, but so did she. After 7 years we broke up and that day I said to myself “what a waste of time all that effort was.”
Been on my own since then, and it is 25 years later. I had no idea I wasn’t alone, I did not know what to call myself until I discovered the MGTOW forum.
I just called myself “happier being alone”.

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