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Anonymous2BACKGROUND ABOUT MYSELF BEFORE THE STORY:
I am 18 and close to finally graduating high school. Now I may be young, but being young or being (say in your late 20s) does not change the fact that you can experience pain from love. Over the course of my 4 years in high school, I must say that love hurts, a lot. I have fallen for some wrong people when I was young, and it really sucked. From getting fake numbers, to being ignored, to even seeing the girl talk to multiple guys at the same time. Hell, there was even a time where person had interest in me and just fell off of the face of the Earth to me one day. I was of course young at that time, but it still has a small impact and makes me think sometimes.
Some interests I have are playing video games on a few different systems, (Xbox, Wii U, PC). I also ride my motorcycle to cleanse my mind from stress and have fun every second I’m doing it. I don’t have a huge career goal after high school. I don’t plan on going to a college since I have been opposed to it. I would rather just go straight into work or go to a trade school if it came to needed that. I plan to work on cars with my dad after enough years of build up from experience.
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I’m not very good at doing things like this, but I can work with what I can.November of 2015, I had interest in a girl who had many of the same interests as me. We talked frequently, until I heard about her boyfriend/exboyfriend (I don’t know who he was to her to this day). In the midst of us having a usual conversation, I get a text from him. He threatened to hurt me and bring his friends along. Huge red flag. (My luck having my first love go sour). She was naive and gave him my number… I couldn’t understand what logic that could have consisted of. She consistently said sorry and told me not to call police on him. I wish I did do it.
Second comes from February of 2016, where I met a girl at my workplace. She admitted to me that she was interested in me, and just broke up with her ex. We talked for awhile and even hung out a few times. Until, the red flags started sprouting like wildfire. She began to ignore me at work sometimes, barely bat an eye to my existence. I saw on social media that she would be hanging out with her “ex” a lot more. Interesting. I think one of the funniest posts, was that she said she was seeing a movie with him, 10 minutes after she told me that she has a lot of homework to do. Must not be that much homework then. I even confronted her numerous times about it and she said over and over that she didn’t care for him anymore (Lies). I did get back at her overtime at work however. Short on staff? Sucks I just left at the time that I was supposed to. I’d leave her more work to do.
At this point, I started to become numb to relations~~~s. I tried over and over to people I stupidly fell for. Rejection after rejection. Ignore after ignore (one word answers as well). Left at read after left at read. I was at the point, where I didn’t want anyone unless they’d come to me. I began to realize at that point, that I shouldn’t give my time for someone who doesn’t do the same. I had this thought only until something that happened about two weeks ago.
A girl began to talk to me. I thought, for once I don’t have to bust my ass trying to find a person who doesn’t appreciate me. There was one red flag that was probably larger than the Chinese flag. She already had a boyfriend, that she was seriously into. We talked about an assortment of stuff. Some of the things, I don’t even talk to my closest friends about. Very private things that stayed close. I really thought that down the road, I could get her. I really did. I really DID. I really thought that I could steal her away from her boyfriend (Sorry not sorry). We talked all hours of the day via texting, and we even hung out a few times. Behind the boyfriend’s back. I kind of liked this, because it was secretive. At the same time though, it proves she isn’t loyal (how do I know she isn’t talking to someone behind my back and his?) I asked her a serious question about why she is talking to me while already in a relationship. What she told me next really began to rewire my brain together.
She told me she has a history at playing with guys hearts and leaving them. Really? I honestly regret asking that in hopes of getting something out of whatever ‘this’ was. WAS. We didn’t talk at all for the next two days. She didn’t even talk to me in school. I, being the idiotic fool who thought there was still hope, wanted to fix things. I decided to message her about the whole thing and tried to fix things and make them right again. We talked about so much, it would hurt to throw it all behind and walk away from. I thought it was going good again when I was trying to repair it, and then it turned into being ignored. Fantastic.
I think I had enough with doing this. I cannot keep doing this if failure is the only thing I get out of anyone I like. In times of loneliness and being depressed, I found MGTOW and began to research more on it.
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I have realized that it’s not worth it anymore to try and get someone. If they don’t put time into you, you DON’T put time into them. They become an obstacle in your life that never had to be there in the first place. I still believe that NAWALT, but at the same time I don’t see a major point in getting married and/or having kids. I’ve read number of stories, with wives leave the man, take the kids, money, car, and everything the man worked for. I’ve also seen stories of women cheating, and completely destroying men’s confidence and care for finding someone else. On top of this, the double standards are also not fair between women and men. The system is rigged, and needs to be fixed. The problem is, whether it is too late or not.Being asked where is my girlfriend, why am I a virgin, get annoying after a while. But I’ve realized, that they are not everything. My goals and happiness go farther than a person to fall for. My self-esteem to finding someone one day has been shattered, and I don’t think I care anymore. The red pill hurts at first, but eventually it feels good. It feels good to see the truth in many situations.
Who am I to talk though? Since I am just a ‘kid’ with no relationship experience, my words don’t matter. I have no experience so I must be forced to live the stereotypical life that others do. I must be forced by society to go to college, flush away thousands on student loans, get married and be forced to start a family, and pass it all down. Knowing nowadays, the chances that a marriage may last are 50/50. (Hence, I have read a number of forums listed under Relations~~~s and Dating. If I can’t even find a woman to fall in love with for a short period of time, hell will freeze over when I find someone that will last forever. I’d rather focus on what makes me happy. Forget double standards. Forget the women who wrong me. Forget the ones who don’t support me. After all, there should be more men going their own way nowadays. Just saying.
“I have finally taken the red pill. I have seen how deep the rabbit hole is.”
“Wolves don’t lose sleep over the opinions of sheep.”Welcome EnvyTheDefiance,
I read your whole intro! Growing up today must be indeed a terrible experience! Taking it one day at a time helps survive this gynocentric system.
Good luck.
You must own a better Crystal ball than Imy words don’t matter
Not at all true. You have something to contribute here and your intro proves it. You will never be divorce raped or end up on the street because she made a phone call.
Thanks for the great read and Welcome Brother!
Wolves don’t lose sleep over the opinions of sheep.”
Love that!
Welcome young Padawan. I was 18 once…a long time ago. Women were exactly the same back then. I’ve learned never to be honest with women about your personal affairs. Never be honest with anyone about your financial affairs. Be true to yourself and avoid nosy people in general. The more a woman wants to control you, the more nosy she gets.
"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."
Anonymous2Macho Yes it is not good. I see people around me breaking up and getting back with other people constantly.
Anonymous2Market~~~cher You are right about that. I’m going to avoid all of that trouble. Don’t even want to think about it.
Welcome, EnvyTheDefiance.
I resonated with some of the points in your story.
Just know that you are VERY LUCKY to have found this website at this young age. If you keep reading from here, you’ll learn a lot and the chances of you falling for feminine tricks and manipulations will keep decreasing overtime. The girls won’t be able to ‘use’ you anymore.
I don’t have to start emphasising that you should put yourself on the pedestal that you used to put girls on from this point onwards.
I sense anger in your intro. But don’t worry, you’ll be over it pretty soon. All it takes is some time.
If there’s any other thing bothering your mind, feel free to share it here. The menbers here posses the wisdom that a young bro like you will benefit from.
Once again, welcome.
My brother make you no follow sheeple o. Look them and Go Your Way.
Anonymous2joetech It is kind of good I learned early. It does still hurt trying to look back on what we talked about and move past it. Its a shame that it was only about two weeks ago too.
Welcome Envythedefiance,
I am a virgin too. And am proud of it. I treat any shaming attempt at it a compliment to my intelligence and willpower. I can learn from others experience without needing to experience the pain myself.
It is so easy to lose your virginity, $50-200 will do. The overwhelming majority of men can save that much while keeping your virginity is tough.
When people try to shame my virginity I look at my bank account and laugh.
There is no magic in MGTOW, just recognition of the truth and logical decision how to avoid dangers. The red pill is but the truth, it is no magical potion. Do not think in this modern world men have no longer have natural enemies, men are prey to women and government.
Anonymous2Akanbi Im more angry at the fact over the last girl I tried talking to. We talked about personal stuff (Sex related stuff, no safe word) It’s a shame to see all of that stuff just go down the drain as if it never happened. I even tried to repair what was broken, then I was ignored. I’m honestly tired of not having luck with finding anyone. This is why I moved to MGTOW. My life matters more than someone who doesn’t care about me.
Anonymous2Gnostic I feel it. Just feels a bit wrong to not lose it. But then you compare your bank account to someone who tries to bring you down.
Brother, welcome home.
I’ve only got a few years on you myself and it’s thrilling (if not humbling) to see that the societal biases against young men are more and more prevalent; clearly enough Milennials are recognizing these dangers early and are protecting themselves before a disaster strikes.
Who am I to talk though? Since I am just a ‘kid’ with no relationship experience, my words don’t matter. I have no experience so I must be forced to live the stereotypical life that others do. I must be forced by society to go to college, flush away thousands on student loans, get married and be forced to start a family, and pass it all down.
You are a human being. Your opinion matters to the right people and I assure you, you have found the right people here. If you aren’t interested in college, I can personally suggest pursuing the military. I’m active duty myself and can personally attest to the many benefits it offers, including programs for free education while you’re in and drastically cheaper education when you’re out.
Great intro and welcome to your own path brother. I look forward to reading more of your posts in the future.
Logic guides your actions, emotion guides your morals. Only you may decide how you use them.
Anonymous2Bushido Thank you brother. I’ll hopefully find more things to put on the forum. I needed this off of my chest.
Im more angry at the fact over the last girl I tried talking to. We talked about personal stuff (Sex related stuff, no safe word) It’s a shame to see all of that stuff just go down the drain as if it never happened.
Well, that’s girls for you. They have a lot of options- a lot of guys hitting on them daily. Trust me, any girl that is willing to interact with you is doing so with whatever benefit it is she can extract from you in mind. To her, there’s nothing special about you no matter how many personal things you share with her. She only sees you as just another drop in the large pool of guys that are trying to get into what’s between her legs. Now that you know this, you should take back your self respect and cut off anyone who’s going to treat you as just an option.
I’m honestly tired of not having luck with finding anyone.
Trust me, bro. There’s no such thing as luck in finding a woman to date. Dating a girl, especially the ones of our generation, is nothing but a rollercoaster of inconveniences. If anything, it is the girls who should be feeling lucky that they found you.
Like I said earlier, keep reading from this website. You’ll be fine in no time.
My brother make you no follow sheeple o. Look them and Go Your Way.
Anonymous2Akani It already makes me feel better reading that brother. Tired of the mind games. If a woman isn’t truly interested in you and isn’t putting forth the effort like you are, cut her off. I will be doing the same. Thanks.
Thanks for posting young brother here is my advice for you if I was in your situation.
Go to trade school and learn electrical or plumbing those are the best trades to get into and you can start your own business and retire once you build up your business and hire others to work for you by the time you are 40. I made the mistake of going to University if I had to do it all over again I would go that route.
Don’t worry about getting laid or having a girlfriend it will happen when it does but on your terms not hers. Pump and dump after 3 months don’t stay to long otherwise you will regret it later on down the road. You will have to control your emotions around women don’t ever tell them your secrets they use that against you down the road. Also once you have sex it is like a drug at your age you will become stupid and only thing with the other head you will need to learn to control that.
Remember one chance, per person, per lifetime no exceptions. You will find both male and female people who are toxic to you and only want to use you for what you have to offer if they start exhibiting this behavior cut them out of your life forever. If you follow this blueprint you will go far in life and always guard your money, live like a bum and stash away as much money as you can and people will not ask you for money if they see you drive old cars and have little furniture in your place. It will also keep away the gold diggers as an added bonus good luck my brother we are here to help you if you have any further questions feel free to ask.
Welcome Envythedefiance,
I am a virgin too. And am proud of it. I treat any shaming attempt at it a compliment to my intelligence and willpower. I can learn from others experience without needing to experience the pain myself.
It is so easy to lose your virginity, $50-200 will do. The overwhelming majority of men can save that much while keeping your virginity is tough.
When people try to shame my virginity I look at my bank account and laugh.
Ain’t no shame in being a virgin bro, I’m near your age and haven’t ever even been in a relationship (Mgtow monk), girls (especially nowadays) are just too crazy, and you know the old saying: don’t stick it in crazy.
Having a girlfriend is like owning a gun, the longer your around it, the more you want to shoot it.
Oh yeah, I forgot to add, welcome to the forums.
On a side note, anyone else notice that we’re getting a lot of new members that are in their late teens to 20s? It must be getting really bad out there.
Having a girlfriend is like owning a gun, the longer your around it, the more you want to shoot it.
A girl began to talk to me. I thought, for once I don’t have to bust my ass trying to find a person who doesn’t appreciate me. There was one red flag that was probably larger than the Chinese flag. She already had a boyfriend, that she was seriously into. We talked about an assortment of stuff. Some of the things, I don’t even talk to my closest friends about. Very private things that stayed close. I really thought that down the road, I could get her. I really did. I really DID. I really thought that I could steal her away from her boyfriend (Sorry not sorry). We talked all hours of the day via texting, and we even hung out a few times. Behind the boyfriend’s back. I kind of liked this, because it was secretive. At the same time though, it proves she isn’t loyal (how do I know she isn’t talking to someone behind my back and his?) I asked her a serious question about why she is talking to me while already in a relationship. What she told me next really began to rewire my brain together.
First off, welcome!
I have had similar experiences. Modern day women are duplicitous c~~~s. They always have betas orbiting them. I just have to say don’t be this guy again, ever… A man has integrity and honor. Don’t ever associate with a girl that has a bf. PERIOD. She is already proving herself to be disloyal. Why would you want to associate with a c~~~ like this? You are playing right into her hand, and you are setting yourself up for failure. I get it, you are young and horny. I’m 25, and I’m horny all the f~~~ing time. Bro, you gotta think with your bigger head. Why would you want to be a bitch’s bench? F~~~ That!
I look forward to hearing from you more. Absorb knowledge from the elders, and stay MGTOW!
Fuck bitches... literally and metaphorically
Anonymous2First off, welcome!
I have had similar experiences. Modern day women are duplicitous c~~~s. They always have betas orbiting them. I just have to say don’t be this guy again, ever… A man has integrity and honor. Don’t ever associate with a girl that has a bf. PERIOD. She is already proving herself to be disloyal. Why would you want to associate with a c~~~ like this? You are playing right into her hand, and you are setting yourself up for failure. I get it, you are young and horny. I’m 25, and I’m horny all the f~~~ing time. Bro, you gotta think with your bigger head. Why would you want to be a bitch’s bench? F~~~ That!
I look forward to hearing from you more. Absorb knowledge from the elders, and stay MGTOW!
MGTOW Knight
I unfortunately had to learn the hard way to not mess with women already in relationships. They have one guy whipped, and I will not be a side slave. The things you learn reading many stories on these forums.
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