Young and Exhausted.

[MacDuffin’Participant 15]

I had this site in my bookmarks for months now but I never actually got anywhere past the main page and about sections of the site.  I registered today, which allowed me to access the forums to its full potential, and after hours of reading posts and general browsing I have found inspiration to continue membership here.   Little background: I am twenty four and just starting college.  Being raised in an LDS family, I have been imprinted with this ridiculous plan that I am expected to follow: Be active in church, find a woman to marry, and sire another generation of humans onto the Earth.   Needless to say, I left the church at a young age and indulged in some repressed “sins” that have opened my eyes to the vastness of the world.   After dating a few girls, and the most previous being the most painful, I have no desire for their companionship for their actions and a few others as well have left me scarred and untrusting of most people.  After struggling with depression, still to this day it’s an uphill battle, for years I have come to be in a state of vulgar disgust with myself and how far I had sunk.   You see, I have a vision of the man I desire to be.   A warrior.  A man whose word is worth its weight in gold.  A man who could be beaten within an inch of his life and still come back swinging with such bestial ferocity.  An honorable man who is surrounded by men and women of the same caliber of character.  A man who follows a code of conduct that he lives by infallibly and enforces without hesitation.   It has been hell finding a few good men, and even more so to try for the opposite sex.  As stated, I am exhausted with this festering gene pool of wanna be toughs and temptresses.  I can’t even admire a girl’s qualities without picturing a dagger hanging above my heart, held by the same girl, ready to strike true whenever she deems fit.   I see a girl and I see Delilahs and Sirens, seducing men to within an inch of their claws before felling Titans with a single stroke.  How am I expected to marry such creatures?  All I’ve seen of marriage so far in my life is people shacking up and letting themselves go.  It is revolting. Forget about male companionship.  Most friends of mine are either coupled or married.  Whatever happened to Honor?  Truth? Dignity? Where are the Theodore Roosevelts or Alexandre Dumas of years past?  Perhaps I am too wishful in my desires or too untrusting to truly see the potential in people but if there is one realization that I have come to know it is this: Nobody will ever give more of a damn for me than me, no one is more invested in my future than I should be, and nobody will ever make me more happy than I can.  As I walk this new path I have discovered that is MGTOW, through many hours of reading post after post, I can say with a happy sigh that others too walk this trail and that I am in the company of MEN.

[ILiveAgainParticipant]

“hic manebimus optime!”

“here we will stay, most excellently”

Marcus Furius Camillus

Welcome

[brandonmajor83Participant 4]

I’m with you on that one, i don’t want to get married or have kids. I want to live my life to the fullest potential and do what I want. MGTOW!

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome! I am glad you made it without falling into society’s traps.

MacDuffin’ wrote:

I can’t even admire a girl’s qualities without picturing a dagger hanging above my heart, held by the same girl, ready to strike true whenever she deems fit.

That picture is an accurate one, based on my entire life’s experience.

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[GunslingerParticipant 242]

Glad you made it…and great introduction. It puts a smile on my face when someone joins and even though you’ve went through some s~~~, you never got married and that my friend is a blessing. Keep on doing what you’re doing and future you will thank you very much.

[SilverstoneParticipant 133]

Welcome, buddy.

I also have had issues trusting women and society in general has made me hate people. You’re among friends 😀

[heads-upParticipant 320]

welcome HarrySwede

“Ps…I allow myself to see movies, NEVER TV….THE SOURCE OF FEMINIST SOCIAL PROGRAMMING.”

Couldnt agree more Stealthy,TV is the most evil posioned meal you can ingest.Here in the UK they have the tv licence enforced by the appointed bully boys,they are laughable.Decades of contact with them have shown me one thing.They have NO power(unless you give them some).I tell them nothing, You do not have to tell them anything,not your name,wether you have a tv,wether you are the legal owner,never ever let them in your home,keep them on your doorstep as long as possible to waste their time with your own questions.In fact you can have a TV as long as you dont “watch/record LIVE broadcasts”,thats it,thats the law.I dont own a tv but its fun to mess with them.

 

[MacDuffin’Participant 15]

Thanks to you all for such a warm welcome! I’ll be sure to remain as active as ever in the forums and keep in touch.

[Money over bitches.Participant 46]

Keep strong brother always ,never give up ,stand ten toes tall with your head high !!!

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