Year long beta bulls~~~

[mrpropmechParticipant 216]

So here is a story for you guys, my first real long term relationship…
Met this girl through a friends sister. I was 18 she was 22 (bonus), at first I could not stand her, and knew she was into drugs (oxy-contin).. well this part shortened up she really liked me and knew that I would not have anything to do with her druggie ass, so she ends up stopping the drug use and we get to know each-other over mutual hangouts when my buds sister was with us. Anyways, we get together after a couple months and I help her through the withdrawals from the OC, things were going good and then jesus f~~~ this broad was nuts, wasn’t right off but about 3 months in things started to glide slowly downwards. This was around the time I was starting to become a purplepill. Though I was beta at the time, I still HATED the moronic arguments she’d start, i’d defend myself and point where she was wrong she’d get all p~~~y say “oh so its always my fault bla bla bla”, typical women s~~~.

She didnt have a damn drivers license either, no future; worked min wage jobs her whole life (still is as far as I know), VERY bad with money (her parents were too, financed the ballbag off everything in the house from rent-a-center). Her parents loved me though, said I was a good influence, they were good people though I actually felt bad for them after I ended up breaking it off with their bats~~~ crazy daughter. Course being my first real relationship I had every hope in the book pure beta s~~~, but the breakup was great. At that point after 12 months I was done with it. I had found out she started doing drugs again, couldnt prove it though and she wouldnt admit though so many things were pointing to it. After we broke up she launched full bore into drugs started stealing s~~~ from her parents and brother who lived with them to sell for her drug addiction, lost her job, and moved in with her drug dealer.

This was ’09 when I ended it. But man was it great, I let her have it too, told her the past year was a f~~~ing waste of time, that she was selfish, all that kind of s~~~, I was p~~~ed at her but it felt good to let it out and be free of it. I honestly cant remember ALL the bulls~~~ because I put this all behind me but there was a lot more. She was alot of the reason I ended up finding MGTOW before I knew what it was. Started realizing even without drug use how manipulative women are, how controlling, I have always valued my freedom, even when I was bluepill.

I look back on this positively though, believe it or not, though it could have been much worse Im thankful it wasnt. I found out about 2 years later that she admitted to my friends sister that she had cheated on me very early in our relations~~~, but I really didnt care. I laughed. It did not surprise me at all. Now she has found another beta to live with and has moved out of state as of 4 years or so ago. She did finally ditch the drugs after getting busted by the PD and after her drug program she was smart enough to leave town and all the bad s~~~ behind.

[Mr. SpockParticipant 10910]

Great job on the escape. You got off light.

Feminism isn't about equality with men, it's about leverage over men.

[OldBillParticipant]

Congratulations on your escape.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome! I am glad for you wising up and making your escape. Good going, keep it up!

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[Deus Ex MachinaParticipant 1068]

Glad you dodged the bitch bullet

Welcome!

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