When i realised the Red Pill exists.

[LeavesParticipant 55]

Hello fellow MGTOW Men,

this is the second time i share my story wich is a bit long without being even that much detailed and it does not cover up all experience i faced but the most massive wich brought me to take the red pill.

first i want to let you know english is not my native – if there is something you do not understand please let me know i will try to clarify.

I’m at a young age compared to most MGTOW Men i think – i’m 24 years old at this Point. But unfortunatly i experienced a lot of Problems involving women or when i was younger – girls. Because of my character wich defines me by the fact that i never let someone expect mercy if i judge when it comes down to opinions i had always problems with people in generel because i was never the kind of guy who liked someone so he talked bulls~~~ to him/her just to make them feel nice or good.

This forced me to have a small amount of friends beside the fact a lot of people had liked to start conversating with me wich they quickly quit because they descriped me as an asshole.

I have to say i started my “career” after Elementary at a Gymnasium a highschool at age of 10. After one year of my confidence i dropped out because i was a lazy f~~~. So i went to a seconadry school – i made my 5th grade there and stopped again at the 6th grade for being a lazy idiot. So i took the 6th class again and still have not learned from my s~~~. I was bussy with Girls because i was young and stupid – so s~~~ hit the fan and i went down even more to a Primary School.

So now after my Parents also thought i’m a looser with no good future i decided to do the best i can – but was again lazy – luckily the school was so f~~~ing easy i haven’t to do anything cause i was always interested in anything and nothing, – i met the girl i talked earlier about at this point in 7th grade. – So as being me – a lazy f~~~ – the s~~~ happend.

My first experienced i had started at the age of 14 in 7th grade with a pretty girl at the same age in School. We hooked up as Kids of that age might do for a while like 6 months i think. The reason she “left” me was because of her friends – female friends of course who told her i wouldn’t fit her – this escalated in the fact after that they started to swear at me what kind of looser i am and my life will for ever be lonely and i will have no sucess in life. Even back in the day i said “oh hell f~~~ those bitches no need” – but my inner feelings where different it really hurt to hear something like this at this amount. Every day i suffered from this s~~~ until i hit the 9th grade. There was the split wich would decide if i can have a future or will not have one. My grades where pretty bad still – like a D at best. After 9th grade at a primary school in Germany there will be made a decision if you get a Graduation on Secondary School Level or stay at Primary School level. Because i had high expectation i started out to do something – i contributed to the lessons and what not and went up to an A after 3 months. So i had my lucky day and i took the 10th B Grade wich is the Secondary Level instead of 10th A. At this class i had the best time of my life – i was not worried about any f~~~ing women, and women liked me theyre because of being smart and not a stupid f~~~ at the age of 16 most Women started to like intelligent men instead of stupid clowny men wich got A’s in Sports but Fs in other Classes. I ignored them and concentrated i recieved not only my qualitifcation to take even A-Levels but also had the best graduation at this class and it is the best graduation ever took at that school and is still the best graduation with straigt A’s and 2 A+ wich graduated me at a 0.9 Degree.

I took my A-Levels now and i thought my life is safed – but very soon after i started out i noticed i had no future their, i disliked everything i become a lazy f~~~ again…

I wanted to do something, something big as a lot of my familymembers did in the past. – I hit 18 at this point and most of my friends already became a Trainee and i still went to school. Beside that i founded my own small company but didn’t made really noticeable income with that, it was an electronic firm – i supplied people with electronics and repaired them, i had no clue of proper calculation or something like that so i haven’t made any noticeable amount’s of money, so i just had another thing i had to invest time in but no outcome.

I decided f~~~ it – i quit the A-Levels – to not have a gap i joined a Measure wich is common in germany to not have a gap but life with nearly no money because of still being in a kind of school with very little practical use – i tried to become a office clerk wich is not just easy but also not paid well.

At this point i knew this cant be enough i wanted to start my own company but how? I had no knowledge just a dream and the confidence to do so.

Luckily after 3 months i had the opportunity to become a Trainee at a Car-Parts firm wich was small but decent. The Boss (their where 2 of them) was a f~~~ed in the head guy – he seemed to have no knowledge at all but still it worked out. We treaded no customer very well – but made the money. Because i was very good at what i was doing i had more tasks very soon, – after 1 year i became even while i was a trainee a important person in that company with leading functunality and everyone in the company (we where just around 22 people including the bosses) went to me with problems, questions and anything. This happened because some other Employee dropped out and hat to be replaced fast, so i got the position. In 2 Weeks i reduced the not available Carparts from 18% to 0.2 Percent, my work prevented everyone from having to stay 1 – 2 hours longer a day – because everything run fluently – the bosses where so impressed i hold up to that position so i was still a trainee hat exactly 423EURs to life with.

AT THIS POINT – the second time s~~~ hit the fan. I had a new girlfriend… Pretty nice – not that much of the kind i like but decent and i liked it. – We moved on and decided to be together and i rented an apartment for us both. We moved out of our homes from our parents and where together now, i was 20 she was 18.

The Bosses meanwhile screwed all of us over, took 1.2Million EUR and moved to africa and faked our signs at the insolvency papers.

Remember i just signed a contract and hat to pay for an apartment, my girlfriend was still going to school with no income beside what her parents gave her, – i also worked another Job at night from Home at a Support-Accounting. I had around 800EURs a month, she around 250EUR a month – so a total of 1050EURs. If you remove rent and any other costs there was like 500EUR left – she held up on her 250 because she liked to do so and me – the stupid idiot let her do it like that and said “Oh yes thats fine, you are still in school so graduate and everything will be fine i have your back we can do this”

So the insolvency happened on March exactly 6days after i signed the contract…

Great i had no job – not enough income and a girlfriend i had to take care of… because i promised her parents.

At that point i changed my small company wich was nothing then a small sideincome – i changed to carparts because i knew i could do better then they can do.

So now i had a Girlfriend, a Secondary School graduation with qualification – Canceled A-Levels and no job anymore… Luckily after 8 Hours i had a new one in a Security Firm as an office clerk. This was not enough for me i went to an evening school and advanced the graduation i will eventually have. – I made 1.5 Years in the Carpartsfirm before they f~~~ed up – so i had to spend another 1.5Years at the security Firm.

I concentrated much more on the Carparts at this point and took the p~~~ after 3 months my boss at the security company told me i have to stop because i won’t do proper work anymore… i promised to do so but didn’t cause i knew i will make it with my company. At that point i still had my girlffriend – i had to work 9 hours streight at the securitycompany + 5 -6 hours at my company a day – 10 hours at saturdays and 10 hours on sundays – so i was pretty busy. I had an net income of around 3.000 EURs a month at that point.

S~~~ started to happen, the partens of my girlfriend decided to give her a present for her birthday, a f~~~ing dog!

We had nearly no time! The dog was everywhere and nowhere she didn’t take care of him so i had also to do this.

I had a company wich generated decent money, i had still to graduate my Trainees~~~ and took evening school lessons…

I had nearly no time for myself and spend all time i had on my girlfriend wich was not enough because she screwed me. She left me and told me i will always be a looser with no income because i said she should give the dog to her parents – she left me for the f~~~ing dog… This was October 2015.

Right a month after the breakup i had a new girlfriend… she was 28 – has a daughter – 2,5years of age.

After 1 month i was so hyped with her so i decided to let her move to my apartment with her daughter. I spend 12 thousand euros and rebuild the attic to move my office up their, because it was very important for me the child has her own room.

She knew i was self employed had a company with 2 People on board at that point and a decent income, she was a trainee had a girl – the biological father didn’t care about.

I noticed i’m pumping unlimited amounts of money for unnececary things into her and the child. I changed the time i spend with the dog – to time i spend with a child. – A child wich was not at the level it should be – i love children but this child was unbelievable. It wasn’t able to do easy tasks fitting a 1 year old, wasn’t able to speak propperly, p~~~ed in bed and was at the pacy and still in need of diapers all day.

I wasn’t able to take this anymore so i practiced with the girl because mommy didn’t care about her.

I put her dry, i took away the pacy – toop away the diapers completly and practiced proper language this child loved me more then her own mom she spend 2,5years – her whole life with.

I had no time to spend for myself – always in action at work – at home. I generated an Income around 4.500 EURs a month net of course.

I had just 500EURs for my own because anything else in spend on her and her daughter – how stupid i was – and i felt great about that…

My mother at that point told me that my girlfriend is trashtalking me… MY MOTHER! she told my mother i wouldn’t take care of her and the child properly, i would sit around and do nothing etc. My mom was in shock of course and told me so… – it got even worse because this bitch trashtalked me everywhere!!! I took the s~~~ and was still with her because i thought i was able to change her and – YES REALLY – i blamed myself as i would be the person who pushed her into that behavior.

She wanted to move out with me, live in spain and whatnot – she knew the money is there. Becaus i said no – she knew i was on the way to break up – so she decided to not take the anti baby pill anymore… She tried to force me to have sex with her so she get’s pregnant of course she hasn’t told me that she won’t take the pill anymore

I said – no i can’t take it anymore i do not love you anymore and i know you do not take the f~~~ing pill anymore we are just together because i feel bad for the little girl, i also know you go around and tell people we decided to have a child together!

So we decided to seperate apartments first… she still has not give up.

My idea was to kick her out first and break up after she hand me out the keys… Because i wasn’t a bitch and f~~~ed up guy as she told everybody i looked around for an apartment, found one, – because of the child i knew it has to be good – i had to change some thing. So i spend another 10.000 EUR and renovate the whole 60qm² apartment i found for her and put furniture in so the child is able to be a child. I even plastered some walls because i was in need to do so.

At this point i had to spend 20Hours a day to work – office, renovate – take care of child etc 7 days a week for straight 2 weeks i felt so sick and at the final day i passed out. I was took to the hospital where they told me i got a serious issue with my heart – my rest pulse was below 20 – my relentless timespending and my workpensum where so much that i f~~~ed up my own heart that much that my SA Node stopped working. For those who dond’t know there are 2 Nodes in everybodys heart, the SA Node is the Node that makes your heart beat and gives it the correct amount of BPM, the AV Node is there to support he SA Node if it won’t work – but the AV node is just capeable of a very slow BPM.

So they had to implant a pacemaker to let my life going one – i also had a bloodpressure from above 300 (lower node) – wich is unbelieable high and compined with the low Heartbeat i was lucky to be alive it was kind of a miracle to the doctors.

They implanted the pacemaker and i put myself out of hospital 1 hour after they implanted it to … guess what… work again and renovate the f~~~ing appartment.

I did so, she left with her daughter and after she was out i told her it’s finished. She left the keys i was in serious fear because she had the mind of a psychopath and i was litteraly thinking she is going to stab me…

She didn’t – thankfully.

After 2 days a friend called me up, told me she is dating the same guy who got her pregnant who never saw the child in his life… It was true they did, he went to her – and after 1 hour he forced her to take the child wich is his OWN and he never saw her before – and leave it at her parents house – she did so. So now they could f~~~ in peace allday – she moved out the appartment i paid 10k for after 2 months to life with this motherf~~~er again. He dropped her out after one week and she IMEDIATLY had a new guy! This new guy got her pregnant IMEDIATLY! – after 2 months of having a breakup she is pregnant again! Nobody takes care of the child and she gets another one – what kind of mental bitch is this?!

Luckily i was out of this and nothing to do with that. At that point i knew i do not want to have s~~~ like that anymore – i swalloed the red pill and stick with it – i do not care anymore.

In 3 Months after i was single i grew my company 260% – i had an income from 10.000+ net worth a month. I had 6 employees at that time.

3 months later i grew even more by 400+% – made 18k a month and moved to another house i own at the moment. at this point 2 months later – my firm is running great and i formed a new company wich sales and builds houses in Spain. I bought a house in spain where i rest and chill and party at 3 months a year.

I become a successfull men after leafing all of those bitches behind me. I have more self confidence then i ever had, – people love me – people take me as an idol – men want to become like me even i’m just 24 years old.

I have crowds of women around me – all want just my money i know that – but i can have sex whenever and whereever i want – i don’t even bother to have it.

For sure i get all the time those stupid f~~~s who tell me i just use women as sexobjects etc. WTF They use me!!! They want a piece of the cace, want money, cars – easy life and loads of money but i wont give them ;D

i stick with me and my money – i deal with myself and do everything i can to be myself and not a women loving idiot.

By the way after my ex noticed i was successfull she spread lies i would have hit her and the girl – i would have raped her and forced her to stay with me i would have even broke her bones and s~~~ – i would have touched the girl and whatnot – so what happened? i had to face court because of that, luckily my beloved loyers punched me out of it – but no judge for her – they said the following “It’s possible Ms. xxxx was driven by emotions at that point so she may accociated your behavior as sexual harrasment against her and her child – also the accuse of violent bahavior against her can be explained like that, both parties have to take the costs of court, case closed” – WHAT THE F~~~?!

I took 10 red pills at that point and thought just “f~~~ women for real! DAMN!” – and thats my story to this point now where i am – i’m glad to be a part of the MGTOW community.

Cheers and take care fellow men, everyone can be successfull just leave the leeching women out!

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Possible Monistat alert, however, I will give the benefit of the doubt. Welcome.

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[LeavesParticipant 55]

Solo MAN’S Wisdom wrote:

Possible Monistat alert, however, I will give the benefit of the doubt. Welcome.

Sorry i don’t get that maybe because of my language barrier =(
As far as i understand that you do not believe the story – but because you can not be sure you give me that? For real just asking.

I also thought about cutting it down but i’m bad at pointing out not that important stuff when it comes to my lifestory as itself. I’m good at it on other things but on that one, my problem is – because every step i took was so important to the life i can now experience, that i just included it anyway.
Thanks for your reply!

Greetings

[Jan SobieskiParticipant 28791]

I am glad you are here.

Love is just alimony waiting to happen. Visit mgtow.com.

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

I think he’s OK. Not a c~~~ infiltrator. Why? He did something in the intro no c~~~ can do—write several sentences together with a cogent meaning. Welcome!

[DorkShitParticipant 4353]

Welcome Leaves. Congratulations for coming to this forum even though English isn’t your native language.

It is good that you have worked through women issues. A successful man is the resource they want.

The more successful you become the harder they come.

Peace brothers

[LeavesParticipant 55]

DorkShit wrote:

Welcome Leaves. Congratulations for coming to this forum even though English isn’t your native language.

It is good that you have worked through women issues. A successful man is the resource they want.

The more successful you become the harder they come.

Yes this is something my father also told me – and he is 75 now – he is a great men with so much life experience i can’t even imagine he also gone through divorces and female s~~~ but luckily he found my mother wich is a person most men would be scared of because of her hate for women 😀

She also told me all the time women are bad most of the time, they want to trick you in marriage and get pregnant just to gather money and your soul to crush you to nothing 😀

The day my father turned 75 (6th of november) he gave me a Jägermeistershot in a red pill i didn’t even knew he knows about Redpill / Bluepill Men.
He told me then my Nephew who is 4months older then me told him to do so, he is also a Redpill Men ;D

Something i will never forget is what my dad said to me then

“You are now where you belong my son, i will always love you and you are the light of my life – when i’m gone i know by now you are a real men and you have to fear nothing anymore” – i’m not that kind of person but to hear this from my father was so touching for me i nearly started to cry that day. Just to have this words and the weight of meaning in them was very very great to experience.

[DorkShitParticipant 4353]

I also had a close relationship with my father.

I now clearly understand what he meant when he tried to tell me about the struggle of a father when he watches his son destroy himself.

It is so difficult as an old man who made all of the mistakes possible to be able to shout reality at the young man.

We didn’t listen and had to learn the hard way. Hopefully this site can help save some.

Good luck

Peace brothers

[OrlandoParticipant 833]

Welcome, Leaves. You had a rough time and I’m glad you took 10 red pills. Cheers

[Savage WillParticipant 181]

I’m new myself @leaves
but Welcome brother

Don't fucking tell me it's nighttime when the sun is clearly shining in the sky.

[KillmandrillParticipant 497]

Welcome to the forums leaves, nice story there!

Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent. Friedrich Nietzsche

[Ned TrentParticipant 4894]

@ Solomon’s Wisdom: His story is genuine. I checked it the other day on his youtube channel (nearly 2 hours video).

Quite impressive stuff indeed so yes, your benefit of the doubt is more than justified.

Anyway cool to have you with us, Leaves.

I'd rather die a natual death with a clear MGTOW conscience somewhere off the grid than one within "modern" civilisation with a big stress mark on my forehead and a couple of dozen tubes plugged into my body. Back to the plantation..? Me..? Hey, literally: I won't ever fucking kid myself...YZERLMNTSIC

[LeavesParticipant 55]

I thank you very much for your nice words Ned =)

[FeralParticipant 98]

(I am new myself)
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