WHAT THE ACTUAL F~~~ !!!!!!!!!!

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

Well not sure what to title this post but I am sure many of you have had this thought and also may have posted on this in past. I am hoping to get some insight as to what to do in this situation that I am in right now. My situation at the moment is very impoverish but I am making a lot of headway since becoming MGTOW, and I mean some serious headway. Its like society is responding to me very differently from how it use to respond to me I am not sure if its karma or just behavior, but I will tell you what I am talking about.

Yesterday my Dad (81) and I (29) went to Pollo Tropical to get some take out. This was just a classic response from a Female Cashier. Which is the norm nowadays. I went up to the counter and ask her about some menu items and this is how the conversation went.

Me: “Does the Whole Chicken come with Yucca.”
Her:” What item on the menu are you talking about.” (she gave the response with this arrogant s~~~ look on her face as if to say she got me WTF)
Me: (at this point I was about to give her the middle finger) “I am talking about the Family Meal”

I knew she knew what I was talking about, but the f~~~ing the F~~~ING C~~~ made it difficult, because I pointed at the menu and instead of being polite about it she gave me the smirk and passive aggressive response and look on her fat ugly face.

I didn’t even say anything in a impolite way I just said it in a content normal voice and f~~~ing BITCH had to go and make impolite like a C~~~. I just let it go cause I just wanted to get the f~~~ out of there with my Dad in toe.

Now this is the f~~~ing ICING on the f~~~ing GAD DAMN CAKE. This f~~~ing Homeless S~~~ FACE MOTHER F~~~ER made my day. I halfway laughed my ass off halfway wishing that I decked him with my fist..

After we ordered our meal this S~~~ FACED Blue Pilled Drugged up Homeless Mother F~~~ING Dips~~~ Faced Ass F~~~ed Mother F~~~er soured up my f~~~ing with this f~~~ing exchange can you f~~~ing believe this and I was ready to help the mother f~~~er out and he had to get in this f~~~ing arrogant, angry, problem child s~~~face attitude. Here is the exchange. F~~~ing GAWD ALMIGHTY when you see this your gonna be like what the f~~~.

To set this whole scene up my Dad and I were leaving bitch face s~~~ard cashier. I swear to GAWD I should have Meditated and relaxed before I went on this trip. F~~~ing GAWD !!!!!! We were near the condiments section leaning on the counter.

Again here is the exchange:

Homeless S~~~faced Motherf~~~er: “Pssst Can I ask you a question…” (I didn’t hear what he said so this is what I said)
Me: “Excuse me” I turned my head and saw him dressed in dirty clothes and a bag pack classic Homeless look; Homeless S~~~faced Motherf~~~er: He paused and was surprised by my response which was again firm but content. “Why you snapping at me, why you have to snap like that.” WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear to GAWD this guy was on something. He must have been. Could I have made the situation any better that day. I have no clue. F~~~ me running my dad ran to the counter and the Cashier was smirking at the loud exchange with me and Homeless motherf~~~er at that point I didn’t even hear what he was saying all I said was “I can call the Police and have them arbitrate our dispute.”
Homeless S~~~faced Motherf~~~er: His response, “Oh I will show you calling the police.” I never even touched the guy and he is taking out his f~~~ing fake ass Burner phone from his pocket as if he is gonna call the cops on me. Like what the f~~~. Am I projecting that amount Rage unknowingly that I get a rabid response from society. WHAT IN THE ACTUAL F~~~ !!!!!!!!!
I was prepared to help him with the meal but after the long ass pause and not asking the question after I said something and stood there waiting for the response which was about 9 seconds I just turned around and that’s when the s~~~ started. What the f~~~. I had to keep calm from cracking my fist in his face and clocking him out of f~~~ing misery I swear to GAWD my fight response has just skyrocketed.

Maybe this is why the woman at Walgreen’s who is 50 + years old talks to me all the time. Maybe that’s why the women who hit the wall stare at me constantly. Maybe that’s why the f~~~ing married woman last week at walmart with her husband halfway god damn f~~~ing followed my ass to cash register with her husband who gave me a f~~~ing dirty ass look, because he knew his wife was manipulating him. Maybe that’s why my Dad’s wife keeps being territorial with me. Maybe I am being to indifferent. But what the f~~~ man its like people all of a sudden wanna F~~~ING FIGHT me. I am planning on getting a concealed weapon’s permit this Year, and also getting into kick boxing, because everybody and their mother is picking a f~~~ing fight and being belligerent.

At work women are always trying to find something I am doing wrong. F~~~ ME GOD WITH A LEAD PIPE. All I want is some f~~~ing Peace. Can a F~~~ing Guy Get Some f~~~ing Peace. GAWD DAMN IT. I sit down for one minute to read and book in silence and all of sudden there this f~~~ing reason to F~~~ING GAWD DAMN DISTURB my peace.

HOLY F~~~ING GAWD THIS MONTH HAS BEEN F~~~ING EPIPHANY MONTH GAWD DAMN F~~~ING HELL.

How do I get along with people??? Please HELP !!!!!!!!

Key Sorry for the f~~~ing Rant man I am f~~~ing sick o this f~~~ing heat I am getting from everyone around me.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

I guess that makes sense to lower my expectations. I think I am expecting too much from people and not being reasonable. See I am just still going through Rage right now. and controlling it is so f~~~ing god damn hard.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

Thanks Survivor.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Once — and I still regret ( and remember) this — about 20 years ago, I was having an outdoor lunch with 3 women and a homeless guy approached us asking for money. He was rude and gross and all of that, and this was a nice place.

I was very rude to him. And I will never do it again. because I was being a “white knight” in front of the females and that makes me physically ill. If I could go back in time, I would have handled it differently. I have a new outlook on homeless men.

This kind of rant isn’t very productive. And it’s Christmas. “Peace on Earth, and good will ‘tward men” and all of that. Better to take this kind of rage to the gym and wail on your pecs and arms or something. Not too many people will make it though this because they have their own red-pill rage to deal with.

Sometimes, I allow myself to be very irritated by someone who screwed up my order, or gave me the wrong coffee and when I get p~~~ed of about it , I remind myself they make coffee for a living and I wouldn’t blame them for hating their job or not being fantastic at it.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[FullMetalExoParticipant 2383]

Music – based on preference
Movies – based on preference.
Drinks – based on preference
Home alone – home based on preference.
Meditation and/or breathing exercises – based on preference.
Positive thinking.
etc.

It all helps, and when you relax everyone else can f~~~ himself.

TheDigestedRedPill wrote:

I think I am expecting too much from people and not being reasonable.

Yeh, sometimes its that. Learn to stay calm and laugh dumb situations off, it’s not easy, I hope you will learn with time !

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[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

Yeah your right man sorry the crazy stuff you can delete it dude just delete post its Christmas should have thought of that before posting this.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

TheDigestedRedPill wrote:

Yeah your right man sorry the crazy stuff you can delete it dude just delete post its Christmas should have thought of that before posting this.

No man. I understand and have been there. Christmas is a difficult time for some people. Don’t worry about it. Live and learn. And Merry Christmas!

This is your time and your invested effort and energy…. it’s also the time others take to read and respond. We can’t throw it away just like that. It’s not fair to do that. So take what you want from it and chuck the rest. Happy Holidays.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

Keymaster wrote:

TheDigestedRedPill wrote:

Yeah your right man sorry the crazy stuff you can delete it dude just delete post its Christmas should have thought of that before posting this.

No man. I understand and have been there. Christmas is a difficult time for some people. Don’t worry about it. Live and learn. And Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas dude wish you well man.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[Silverstone the SecondParticipant]

Hey, digested red pill. I’ve had some days like this man. People just p~~~ you off like no other. It happens. Remember, you can always ignore them. Also, I find that looking like you will murder someone with your eyes is a good way to de escalate s~~~ or at least keep them at bay. In most ways I’m polite and cordial in every day life, but I’m always ready to go from 0 to 100 in case I have to.

Feminism is a movement where opinions are presented as facts and emotions are presented as evidence.

[uchibenkeiParticipant 7965]

If you live in an area where you think a gun is necessary, move. I’m not saying don’t get a gun, just take other precautions also.

I bathe in the tears of single moms.

[33wolfmanParticipant 216]

A little advice, in this world if go into a situation expecting conflict you will get it, people will judge your demeanor and instantly react to it. If you go in with a confident neutral demeanor people will tend to react in a neutral manner. If you can observe a person before you interact with them, see how there posture is, do they look ready for a fight? are they bored, happy, indifferent? Learn how to guide interactions. You will find there are people who will f~~~ with you just to get a rise out of you, its just a power play. By staying calm and collected you don’t give them any power. With the cashier you could have just asked your question and then later on found her manager and explained about the service you got. You got agitated about cashier and then carried that agitation onto the homeless guy. The big question is, did that agitation help in any way? or did it just make matters worse? Rage is good, but you need to learn how to channel and direct it. This place provides a good safety valve for that rage, but you need to learn how to control IT, don’t let IT control You. Meditation is good but I would also suggest some books on human nature and reactions. I personally started reading Sun Tzu, a lot of the principles in The Art of War can be used in everyday life, hell Japanese businesses follow his principles Being able to control ones emotions is whats sepperates predators and prey.

[Faust For ScienceParticipant 22521]

TheDigestedRedPill wrote:

I guess that makes sense to lower my expectations. I think I am expecting too much from people and not being reasonable. See I am just still going through Rage right now. and controlling it is so f~~~ing god damn hard.

I can come to the conclusion that most adults are emotionally immature children. I just leave them alone, and have as little to do with them as I can.

[Anonymous 42]

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

Anonymous wrote:

And your right about that one. The whole entire time I thought it was them but really it’s me. I am hitting the gym getting this s~~~ out of my system. See you guys till then.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

Lower your expectations.

That’s the best advice I’ve seen in a long time.

[AscendedParticipant 698]

Sounds like an overreaction syndrome to me.

"We are free to follow our own path. There are those who will take that freedom from us, and too many of you gladly give it. But it is our ability to choose – whatever you think is true – that makes us human. There is no book or teacher to give you the answers, to show you the path. Choose your own way! Do not follow me, or anyone else."

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

Ascended wrote:

Sounds like an overreaction syndrome to me.

In some ways I think I overreacted a little bit and I could have taken a better route than just snapping at someone and remaining calm could have smooth things over.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[Sessna12Participant 119]

You had one hell of a day. Now is not the time to carry a firearm. Anger+ccw = prison
Change your perspective. It’s taken me a few years but I’m finally getting there.
Way too easy to be angry with sum bags. Take a deep breath and be glad you aren’t them. Cheers
Sebastian

"We can no more stop him from marrying than we can stop him from making a well researched decision to poke his eyes out with a stick."
-Sidecar

[Jan SobieskiParticipant 28791]

learn the following:

When you get angry all you are doing is hurting yourself. I know it sounds stupid, but let it f~~~ing go. Really. Your hate and anger will just lead you to the dark side and you will do stupid things.

I used to have a huge anger problem. My blood pressure was off the wall, I was killing myself. I was going to kill someone and go to prison.

Now, whatever, As long as they don’t touch me I don’t give a f~~~. Get cut off in traffic, oh well. cut in front of me at the supermarket, oh well.

I didn’t become a pansy, I just decided that having my blood pressure spike for someone else’s poor behavior ain’t worth it.

It just ain’t worth it. However, I didn’t become a sissy. Cross a certain line and it’s on. Everyday BS, it ain’t worth having a heart attack for.

Love is just alimony waiting to happen. Visit mgtow.com.

[MalfunctionNeedInputParticipant 257]

I find lifting weights to be therapeutic, do you have anything like that? Find something that you can enjoy just doing yourself that makes you physically and mentally feel good.

The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing. One cannot help but be in awe when he contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality. It is enough if one tries merely to comprehend a little of this mystery every day. Never lose a holy curiosity. --Einstein

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