As I am getting ready to go to sleep, I am actually very well tired. Been up for over 50 hours now. But each time I lay down, all I see is those 3 cops slamming my face to the ground. Dragging me bare feet until blood started flowing. Then the SMILE of that c~~~ as she Books me in and goes “AH HA! You VIOLATED A DV ORDER! HA! ”
Rage is not what I would call it. It’s quite something different.
Each day, I go to the 7 eleven, I see this black guy who seems to have the same conversation each day with himself, or his imaginary friend. He keeps talking about foster homes, and then goes from there. At times, he can get pretty riled up. Almost angry at this imaginary person he is talking to.
I look at this poor bastard, and think that I am not to far from that. It’s only a small matter of time before I break to that point. I already have to be careful not to let people catch me talking to myself sometimes. Or just randomly punching the air. I wake up like this sometimes.
It’s like a loop that you go through. And the only way to have it stop, is to fix the problem that caused it. But that in itself is impossible to do so with the means that I have at my disposal.
I keep trying to forget it and keep it in the past. I keep telling myself I am not there anymore. But I still am. Everything that happned affected the next.
I do have to wonder, maybe some people are not made to just walk away. Or leave it in the past. Maybe some people are just made to fix things. In this case, there is no fixing anything. I think that is what is driving me back to these moments.
Each and every time, more men each day get to experience not just injustice, but the absolute inhumane treatment from our very own government. The one I spent 8 years of my life protecting.
This father’s day, I want other men to know that the only solution is to not walk but RUN away.
You will never be able to fight them with honor. You can only become like them. That is your only option if you participate.
Since I listened my Fellow MGTOW brothers, No cops have been at my home. No attempts to put me back in jail. They know what happens when you can not control a man anymore.
In oregon, there have been random crimes going on against the system here. They can’t target anyone anymore. There is a SLOW brewing of MEN fighting back against the system and ONLY the system.
We have men openly firing on police, and others.
And of course, they can’t catch them. THEY are RUNNIGN for their lives as ussal when they don’t have an ARMY to back them up.
Again, more of this is going on more and more.
Young men are fed up with what’s been going on and taking it out on their peers and fellow mangina students.
Well, I guess being on the Football dance team and Being in ART CLASS Just drove this dude over the edge.
Man, the school system does such a good job with these kids hugh?
Now I have to give this Young man Props. I know, it’s wrong right? But he did more then I could. And I am HAPPY that he supposedly did this because some YOUNG WOMAN turned down his “ADVANCES” and made fun of him in class.
This kid took on police, fired at them, and THEN killed 3 teachers, and then was about to use the IED’s be brought to school too!
I mean you got to think here. What’s going to happen? Nothing. I mean, he’s getting treated BETTER for killing people then any of us have been treated for NOT doing anything?
So, lesson learned here. He gets a free lawyer, since he is 17, he is JUST a Little wee BOY.. with a MENTAL PROBLEM. And the System loves it.
Now MORE of this happens the BETTER I it is for all of us. Hell, we should start telling these kids how to GET AWAY with killing people. That way these fine men can keep up the lords good work.
I mean if GOD did not will it so… Then it would not happen right? RIGHT? 🙂
In the end. If you don’t fight back. We are all going to end up like that Homeless guy that talks to himself.
I’d rather not end up like that.
You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home
Christopher 1 year, 6 months ago.
