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So I’m 25 still recovering from a long term relationship so my life is slowly improving but still not where I want it to be or could have been had I never dated seriously. My work had renovations on the interior and the building was closed, I basically got a free week off, problem is it felt like I had about 2.5 days off.
I didn’t sleep a lot, I didn’t drink a lot, all I did was ran errands, worked out, relaxed a little more, did food prep and worked on some music. I kinda feel like I’m going crazy because time seems to keep going by faster but I feel like I keep on ending up stuck in the same place. I feel like I’m letting my life slip away from me and I don’t know how to move in the right direction. I’ve been in a new city for about a year and a half, considering leaving the country for good or going back to school right now. I feel really depressed even though I’ve saved some money, which I never would have accomplished had I still been in a relationship. I just don’t know how I can continue to live the rest of my life like this. Is this all their is?
Before enlightenment – chop wood and carry water.
After enlightenment – chop wood and carry water.-Zen proverb
The greatest tragedy in life is to spend your whole life fishing only to discover that it was not fish you were after. - Henry David Thoreau
Find your purpose. F~~~ everyone, you do what you love to do.
Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.
I think I know how you feel man. It’s like one day, your mind just seems to almost blur into one day. THe depression part, that sadly your mind not getting what you want to relax. You sit there when you get home, you turn on the Machine, rub one out, and it all starts over again.
THe phone calls, the daily life. It all almost seems like its just one large task. Like it is never done.
Its like there is this thing you want to do, but you just don’t know what it is. You want more out of life. Men actually do need to sacrifice something to feel good in a ways. Its not you per say, but your body needs to have some kind of release.
Some men do this buy Going out on a date, and getting laid SOmetimes it’s the chase or the hunt that keeps your mind free. It’s some old part of us that is having to realign to our new way of life. Working out, doing things like that just doesn’t cut it. Its not just seeing some great movie, you need to have more substance than that.
Do you ever feel like time is moving faster or you are slower? Its hard to explain, you are still track of time, but to your mind, it almost feels like if I may, your CPU clock cycles are not in sync with the Ram Buffer. It almost feels like you are moving forward but standing still.
It almost feels like you are not really there. I’m not sure what it is. I never been able to find an explanation to that.
I can’t say if you are taking in enough Zinc, or getting enough Minerals in your system. Or maybe low on Iron oddly. Carnage could probably go more into that or one of the other guys on here that do Nutrition. But it could very well be that you might have some kind of simple deficiency in your diet. (start small right)
I can tell you what worked for me. I know it’s cliche’ But this is the best I can offer you brother.
GO to the store and get some Oysters. Get some Turmeric powder and some real Stone Ground Mustard with the seeds. Beaver brand is a good one. Just make sure no High fructose corn syrup and cut out the gluten if you can. SOme are allergic and don’t even know it. Try eating that for a week. Your going to feel kind of funny eating it. Not sure why. Also, go test your Blood sugar.
Next, GO to a place like wholefoods, FILL that Bowel with every green leafy thing their is. FOr dressing, Blue CHeese, and olive oil. ANd Red Wine VInegar. Also Lemon. ANd put nuts in it like cashews, etc. Eat it SLOWLY. If you can eat it with Chopsticks try that. Throw in a few sesame seeds and see if you can pick them up one by one while you eat with chopsticks. This does something weird to your brain by giving it a new challenge hard task.
If you have not cut out the sods or Energy drink try that and switch to green tea. Or Tea in general. Again, no soy. Almond milk, or pure half and half. No hormones.
And EAT some GOOD MEAT. FISH like salmon is your friend. You are going to get the s~~~s. So be prepared for that.
Cut out the bread. Lots of it is just sugar and Crap.
Nice hot warm showers or Baths if you can do that. And treat yourself to a nice Foot rub or body rub. Like it or not, the female touch does do wonders.
And try to drink Mineral water if possible. Blade has a Pier water he likes. But find something that you like.
Try to get away from Strong wifi signals for a bit. TUrn of the phone and get your head away from AC power lines.
Now think about your life and how its going to in a few years when you can afford to pay 100 dollars to travel and entire continent. Some place remote. Nice people. Just off the map. But think about and adventure you have always wanted to take. A place you have always wanted to see.
The past is in the past. THe future, is no bright. Keep your mind wandering. Whatever comes up.
Sometimes, it helps to be around people. But go where they are to observe. Not partake, but just observe.
Get out of those old clothes, and put on a sharp suit. Tie a double windsor, and make yourself look sharp.
If you have time, go try on a pair of Merrells. Don’t buy them. But try them out. See how your feet feel.
Sometimes, you just need to be in a new pair of shoes.
You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home
Hollowtips, be glad you are not burned out. I suggest you take up a constructive hobby to fill your time. The point is to feel like you are doing something, even if such actions are focused on small goals.
Anonymous5Coming down off a “love” high is as painful as coming down from any other high.
You may logically fall out of love with your Ex and have every reason imaginable to never want to see her again but it’s a delayed reaction with your endocrine system. It’s still pumping out those bonding hormones.
It’s so easy to see the reality of the c~~~ you’ve allowed yourself to fall in love with, in the cold light of day, first thing in the morning. But towards evening our emotions seem to be more easily roused and we acknowledge how much we miss them. It seems to be more a night time thing.
The “deeper” you fell in love with her, the higher the high, and the lower the low afterwards.Remove anything from your home that is even remotely associated with her. Especially anything with her smell on it.
If there’s too many places around you that bring back memories of being with her,,,,,,move!
It’s just like giving up smoking or any other addiction, you’ve got to start extinguishing nonsense thoughts about her whenever your brain starts on them.Sooner or later you’ll realize it wasn’t her you were in love with. You were in love with intimacy and how you felt.
“She” was just a series of dots and you joined them with lines to project a fantasy that you could fall in love with.
She’s still the same series of dots but you join them now very differently with the reality of being with her.You can either satisfy the addiction by “shooting up”, using the same delusional tactics with another c~~~, or you can stop indulging yourself with love drugs.
Remember, the one in love the most always feels the best, but they’re always the biggest mug of the pair, the one who’s most likely to be exploited.
If you choose to go straight you’ll find you’ll get over her far easier than you’ll ever get over cigarettes.
Stick with it, time is on your side. (and stay strong when she reverse monkey branches sometime in the future)When my life is going well, time goes fast. When my life is hell, time goes slow. Sounds like your life is going well now. Keep pushing thru the Dull days. 2018 was the best year of my life. Did it “feel” like it when I was going thru the year? Nope, it felt like plowing the field with oxen. This is life my friend, the dull days are what women can’t stand. They always have to entertained, they can’t just plow the field and be happy. Sounds like you are making progress, keep it up.
Galatians 5:1 (KJV) Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.
You’re YOUNG and RESTLESS.
LEARN to RELAX and APPRECIATE EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE.
EASIER said than done.
Hopefully, you don’t have to lose all that you have to appreciate what you HAD like I DID.
In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash
Anonymous38So I’m 25 still recovering from a long term relationship so my life is slowly improving but still not where I want it to be or could have been had I never dated seriously. My work had renovations on the interior and the building was closed, I basically got a free week off, problem is it felt like I had about 2.5 days off.
I didn’t sleep a lot, I didn’t drink a lot, all I did was ran errands, worked out, relaxed a little more, did food prep and worked on some music. I kinda feel like I’m going crazy because time seems to keep going by faster but I feel like I keep on ending up stuck in the same place. I feel like I’m letting my life slip away from me and I don’t know how to move in the right direction. I’ve been in a new city for about a year and a half, considering leaving the country for good or going back to school right now. I feel really depressed even though I’ve saved some money, which I never would have accomplished had I still been in a relationship. I just don’t know how I can continue to live the rest of my life like this. Is this all their is?Once you find happiness, it’s all worth it. You will find it if you want to.
I just got done with an entire week off from volunteering with my brother-in-law laying floors. This time of year there’s just not much work when it comes to flooring. Spent my free time hanging with the parents while they’re in town, hanging out at the local “watering hole”(they got amazing crab cakes), reading up on subjects I’m interested in(health, nutrition and glitches to exploit in my old school video games I indulge in), practice my archery and slingshot, screaming to my metal music as I drive around town, reading the bible, more time in prayer, meditation…all that good stuff. Use that free time to do whatever the hell you want.
Some who did know about my free time attempted to use me as their little puppet to free themselves of their own responsibilities such as my sis wanting me to babysit for her so my brother-in-law could go and spend money on a dinner “date” to get my sister wasted on wine…I’d simply respond “Nope, I’m busy.” hehe.
I forget where I was going with this…fudgecicle!
No Wife - No Strife
So I’m 25 still recovering from a long term relationship so my life is slowly improving but still not where I want it to be or could have been had I never dated seriously. My work had renovations on the interior and the building was closed, I basically got a free week off, problem is it felt like I had about 2.5 days off.
I didn’t sleep a lot, I didn’t drink a lot, all I did was ran errands, worked out, relaxed a little more, did food prep and worked on some music. I kinda feel like I’m going crazy because time seems to keep going by faster but I feel like I keep on ending up stuck in the same place. I feel like I’m letting my life slip away from me and I don’t know how to move in the right direction. I’ve been in a new city for about a year and a half, considering leaving the country for good or going back to school right now. I feel really depressed even though I’ve saved some money, which I never would have accomplished had I still been in a relationship. I just don’t know how I can continue to live the rest of my life like this. Is this all their is?When I was your age I didn’t know what the hell I was supposed to do either. For some, that’s just life, I guess. Now, the older I get, the faster time seems to be moving.
Like Awakened said, try to relax and appreciate what you have. I have memories, both good and bad and all of them help me appreciate what I have and where I am. Thinking back to when I had nothing and I was miserable really helps me appreciate what I have now. You say you’ve saved some money. That’s good. I remember a time when I was barely making it, waiting for the next paycheck so I could pay my bills and eat. That was not a good place to be. I remember being married and miserable. Looking back on that s~~~ really helps me appreciate where I am now.
Like you, I’ve been through times of depression when I was younger, wondering what this life is for. All you can do is live life day by day. I’m not anywhere special in my life. I don’t have a lot. I don’t do anything exciting. I just work and pay bills and have a little money left over to do fun stuff like going fishing or shooting guns and I’m also able to continue to grow that bank account little by little. I have a very modest home, nothing fancy, just big enough for one person, but it’s mine, or will be if I ever pay it off. I have a rusty 13 year old truck, but it runs good and gets me where I need to go. My job isn’t exciting, but it’s better than any other job I’ve ever had and even though I don’t make a lot of money, like I said, it’s enough.
I still don’t know what this life is for, but I just live it the best way I know how. I appreciate where I am and what I have because I could be a lot worse off. I have all my arms and legs and my sight. I am able to get around and take care of myself. I can appreciate just sitting on the back deck watching and listening to the wildlife. The deer and the birds do nothing but try to survive. I’m doing better than that.
What do you need and what do you have? You NEED: air, water, food, shelter. Most of us living in civilization HAVE way more than what we NEED, even if we’re not financially rich.
The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.
It’s normal to feel like that , you were brought up Blue Pill society does that , when you end a relationship a person leaves it feels like loss even if you wanted the split , I remember going home to my empty house.
Felt horrible as I was with the women for so long , once you see Red Pill you still have the decades of indoctrination to work through..
Some great advice above , I would add excercise if you drink only in moderation focus on building wealth , learn aspire to the next job.
You can do as you wish , that’s an amazing position to be in.. do you know how many guys saddled with 2 kids and a fat bitch they are not sexually attracted to anymore would swoop in an instance ….
You have the world…
So I’m 25 still recovering from a long term relationship so my life is slowly improving but still not where I want it to be or could have been had I never dated seriously. My work had renovations on the interior and the building was closed, I basically got a free week off, problem is it felt like I had about 2.5 days off.
I didn’t sleep a lot, I didn’t drink a lot, all I did was ran errands, worked out, relaxed a little more, did food prep and worked on some music. I kinda feel like I’m going crazy because time seems to keep going by faster but I feel like I keep on ending up stuck in the same place. I feel like I’m letting my life slip away from me and I don’t know how to move in the right direction. I’ve been in a new city for about a year and a half, considering leaving the country for good or going back to school right now. I feel really depressed even though I’ve saved some money, which I never would have accomplished had I still been in a relationship. I just don’t know how I can continue to live the rest of my life like this. Is this all their is?Well s~~~, find a hobby.
I’ve taken up chess again. Started watching chess commentaries on youtube. Playing against Chess Ultra on my PC. Getting better.
All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.
So I’m 25 still recovering from a long term relationship so my life is slowly improving but still not where I want it to be or could have been had I never dated seriously. My work had renovations on the interior and the building was closed, I basically got a free week off, problem is it felt like I had about 2.5 days off.I didn’t sleep a lot, I didn’t drink a lot, all I did was ran errands, worked out, relaxed a little more, did food prep and worked on some music. I kinda feel like I’m going crazy because time seems to keep going by faster but I feel like I keep on ending up stuck in the same place. I feel like I’m letting my life slip away from me and I don’t know how to move in the right direction. I’ve been in a new city for about a year and a half, considering leaving the country for good or going back to school right now. I feel really depressed even though I’ve saved some money, which I never would have accomplished had I still been in a relationship. I just don’t know how I can continue to live the rest of my life like this. Is this all their is?
Well s~~~, find a hobby.
I’ve taken up chess again. Started watching chess commentaries on youtube. Playing against Chess Ultra on my PC. Getting better.Man I sure wish you lived nearby. I love chess, but no one around here plays anymore. I curse the old man who forced me to learn how to play and then died on me, leaving me with no one to play with. Playing the computer isn’t any fun. I like to play against a real opponent and actually move the pieces myself.
I really miss the game………….that and tennis. No one around to play tennis with either. Bunch of useless f~~~s.
The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.
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