Tonight I Experienced True Grief & Anger

[DeepInThoughtParticipant 2710]

A lot of you guys know i’m a MGTOW and hard-ass at times, yet, I have a massive soft side to life and tonight this just f~~~ing leveled me to tears. I’m crying as I type actually:

Not many people know that I have a twin sister. Anyway, she is a pediatric registered nurse and runs the children’s unit at a hospital. She had a beautiful under-developed 2yo girl last night take her last breath and die in her arms. The gravity and parental pain of that situation is unimaginable to me. Please, to all parents with kids, give them your extra love each night or when you can and be fortunate what time we all have.

She was telling me in my kitchen as i wept, truly heart breaking!

Gender aside, no beautiful child deserves this…

Deep

[RoyDalParticipant]

Jesus wept. And so do I. “Alleluia. May Flights of Angels Sing Thee to Thy Rest.”

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Man…

I don’t even know what to say… Thanks, Deep.

If my son was still here, you bet I would do this right now.

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[AncientwisdomParticipant 6089]

Ughhhhh – death. Words truly escape me.

I still have never overcome either of my parents deaths which occurred in my early 20s. Its a loss that is felt, endured, and never replaced for ones entire lifetime.

Resident cynic.

[PhantomParticipant 3328]

@Deep…….hey man, tears from me for your sister’s loss & for this tragedy. I lost my son when my first wife was about 8 months pregnant with him, so I know of this pain, grief & anger you speak of. Gives you & your sister a hug. You two try to hang in there for each other. It still messes me up at times, but time does help with the pain….

It has & never will go away for me completely, but it does get better.

So sorry bro, it’s really f~~~ing devastating and sad.

I know it’s hard s~~~, ripped me apart….

Condolences

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Hey, brother Age…

Lost my kid too, so I know too the pain, man…

I have a question, if you don’t mind…

How did you deal with the pain, brother?

I am nice and fine right now, but every since and then the pain for my lost kid goes back and torment me a few days, but I always manage it off…

But, sometimes s~~~storm is so big that I almost can’t handle it…

Do you have any advices? I would really appreciate them.

Thank you…

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[PhantomParticipant 3328]

Dark Kenshi wrote:

Hey, brother Age…

Lost my kid too, so I know too the pain, man…

I have a question, if you don’t mind…

How did you deal with the pain, brother?

I will start a thread for it bro, don’t want to hijack Deep here.

Respectfully

It will be today, but I need some time, but I will make the thread.

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Phantom wrote:

I will start a thread for it bro, don’t want to hijack Deep here.
Respectfully
It will be today, but I need some time, but I will make the thread.

Hey, bro! No problem at ALL!

Take your time, brother… I am eager to read it!

Thank you so much!

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[PhantomParticipant 3328]

Dark Kenshi wrote:

Hey, bro! No problem at ALL!

Take your time, brother… I am eager to read it!

Thank you so much!

Thank you brother!

I just made the thread.

Hope it helps man.

[DeepInThoughtParticipant 2710]

@mgtow AGE I should have explained myself better. It wasn’t my sisters child but one she was nursing in her unit for the last few months. It always upsets and angers me when an innocent child dies yet there is pure evil roaming this earth unhindered.

[Anonymous 42]

Today we have gathered enough material grief to write a new Pink Floyd song, “the sorrows of MGTOW”. Tomorrow I’ll feel better, a little more steam released from the pressure cooker of our torments…

[PhantomParticipant 3328]

DeepInThought wrote:

@MGTOW AGE I should have explained myself better. It wasn’t my sisters child but one she was nursing in her unit for the last few months. It always upsets and angers me when an innocent child dies yet there is pure evil roaming this earth unhindered.

Yeah, my bad on that…I realized the way I worded it too late, and couldn’t edit it. Started thinking about the thread I was going to start. Thanks for the clarity, and yeah, I feel the same way regarding the innocent vs the pure evil.

Edit:

Anonymous wrote:

Today we have gathered enough material grief to write a new Pink Floyd song, “the sorrows of MGTOW”. Tomorrow I’ll feel better, a little more steam released from the pressure cooker of our torments…

Hell ya we did!

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

And the femstapo try to shame us men saying that we have no feelings, that we are brutes and s~~~ like that.

F~~~ YOU, c~~~s! The day you have the OCEAN of feelings that a man have, you will drown yourself in your sorrows.

Just because WE DON’T NEED to show them, to create a circus around us, you THINK that we are made of stone. You have no clue, woman.

We men share this things with each other, around a camp fire, or around a barbecue grill, or in the barber shop. DARE to take that from us, c~~~s!

Sorry for the anger, brothers. Too much things to vent…

Thanks!

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[AncientwisdomParticipant 6089]

It wasn’t my sisters child but one she was nursing in her unit

This is how initially interpreted your post, but didnt want to inquire. Thanks for clarifying. Any loss is always a tragedy.

Resident cynic.

[HitmanParticipant]

bro, today is a new day ,.time passing helps alot . i see death almost daily as a first responder in n.y.c. i find the lonely , the forgotten , male and female , lost , malnourished , dead , i perform c.p.r to the old and young , sometimes infants.newborns , stillborns ,.they don’t all survive..i see grown men and women in tears , houses burned with victims inside , charred, accidents of all types , assaults ,suicides , homicides ,overdoses ..abused children and seniors .. tradgedys that change live’s forever . ..i feel your pain because i live it.daily . god bless your sister ! she does the work of a saint ! i walked through the ruins of the world trade center on the first day 9/11 2001 ..somehow it’s worse when a baby passes away..their potential , gone . adults HAD some life they got to live ….i’m gonna take a chance and NOT erase this , rather i write it to you so you know you are not alone !please forgive me for venting ..sometimes the heart can fill up and it has to empty a bit…i will say a prayer for you and all the men here ..without you guys , damn ..i can’t afford that much whiskey ! ( a little helps tho ! ) peace brother !

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