Thus Spake Zarathustra

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

A few words of introduction: I am a 42 year old Canadian with a Master’s Degree in Philosophy who took a career in banking/financing as Philosophy does not pay the bills. I came to this website a few months ago and have been lurking ever since.
I had my last GF 7 years ago and have been celibate ever since. In that time I have read “Modern Libraries 100 Greatest Works of English Literature in the 20th Century”, learned Spanish and to play the guitar and drums! I write my own songs and just started recording them myself. The sexual frustration comes and goes. I cannot express how wasteful relationships are for men. I have accomplished more in 7 years and grown more as a person than I ever did, or could, dating/marrying women. I used to think there was either something wrong with me or I just chose the wrong women. That is, until I found this site and read so many experiences similar to mine.
I want to thank all poster’s for sharing their experiences and I am now ready to share mine.
In the spirit of the movie High Fidelity (A blue pill film but I like it as I also collect Vinyl) I will share my top 5 break-ups of all time, in separate posts so they are somewhat readable.
Without further ado:
Relationship #1 (High School Age:16-19)
My first girlfriend and my first time getting laid. She came from an abusive home and there was a lot of drama. I tried to be the white knight. By graduation I was getting pretty sick of her but the sex was good so I had a hard time ending it until I moved to another city.I thought I was rid of her but she called a few months in and begged me to take her back and let her move in with me as things were bad at home. Like a sucker I fell for it. Not only did I give her a place to live I found her a job and introduced her to my new social circle. Within a few weeks she started inviting her friends over and they were partying and doing drugs. I did drugs too, at the time, but I kept it quiet as I was renting a basement suite from my aunt and uncle. After a few parties my aunt and uncle asked me to cut it out and I told her not to invite anyone else over for a while. She agreed but when I left town for a few days I got a call from my uncle saying things had gotten out of control and strange people were staying at the house. When I came home not only had she thrown numerous parties but invited a friend of hers to live with us, without my permission, who was a prostitute. I actually had to sleep on the floor for a few days because every time I tried my bed this whore would try to force her STD riddled body on me. It was disgusting. A few weeks later she left me for a chad, (neck tattoos, prison record etc.. I kid you not!) without a sorry or a thank you. Chad knocked her up and a few months later knocked up her underage cousin. 3 months of problems and chaos and she never paid rent, never thanked me or my aunt and uncle.

[CrispParticipant 197]

Welcome!

You write very well. I look forward to your next installments. What a dirty business. What do you use to record your music? I am thinking of going back to the old school tape stuff (Tascam 246) as I am tired of staring at screens and menu diving.

Have a great weekend,
Crisp

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Welcome home brother.
Another monk over here.

Get your feet up.
Tower have beer in the fridge.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Anonymous 5]

Welcome, grab a chair and a beer.

Never spend money on bitches, they’re ungrateful, and whatnot.

Everytime I see introductions like yours, I’m glad I’ve found MGTOW in my early twenties.

You’re a banker, right? I want to become a banker. I’m going to college next year to be a mathematician, and eventually start my career in the banking industry.

Again, welcome!

[BarnstormerParticipant 190]

Welcome. The beer is ice cold and no women to here to screw up the day!

If you're going through hell, keep going.

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Yeah I wish I had the old school tape stuff but I am using LIVE by ABELTON. Its ok but I find messing with the menu and all that annoying too. I spend my whole day being frustrated with the applications at work and don’t really want to spend my free time dealing with that.

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

If you want a career in banking its best to get your designations/licences first. If you have those and a college degree getting a job will be easy. I don’t know where you live but in Canada you need a mutual fund licence and a securities licence. Its probably pretty similar everywhere. They want people with the licences, plus if you pass the tests it shows you already possess the acumen for numbers and banking.

[Anonymous 3]

thank you for your introduction & welcome. this is the right place for a man like you. I see from your first installment concerning your first gf you were put through quite a ringer. its similar to a lot of the men here. i , surely , hung in there with women long after the good times were over, to my own hurt. I woke up around the age of forty. more than half my life was spent in the Blue Pill matrix. i love living alone. You appear to be quite an accomplished individual. i would like to follow you & look forward to more of your posts. I chose the name Johnny Zero b/c a 0 does’nt really exist ( or does it ) YEAH-YUH enjoy the weekend & once again thank you & welcome

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Thanks for all the support!

[MarketWatcherParticipant]

Zarathustra wrote:

If you want a career in banking its best to get your designations/licences first. If you have those and a college degree getting a job will be easy. I don’t know where you live but in Canada you need a mutual fund licence and a securities licence. Its probably pretty similar everywhere. They want people with the licences, plus if you pass the tests it shows you already possess the acumen for numbers and banking.

Spot on assessment Sir.

Welcome to MGTOW, the beer is in Carnages fridge.

[Anonymous 42]

TUNA! <<<<Yea right! Just kidding!

Welcome to our humble manly abode where wise men gather with offerings.

Keg’s in the kegerator next to the fridge, I just did the finishing touches myself…

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Honestly I wouldn’t be surprised to get the “Tuna” moniker because as I write these experiences, which I have shared with few people, they seem unbelievable to me, and I am the one that lived them! Going home to drink a beer. Thanks for making me feel welcome!

[Anonymous 3]

Would someone please explain TUNA
I don’t know what it means

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

You know what smells dank and fishy…. The Vag!

[Anonymous 3]

OK! I understand all too well now. Thanks!!

[Anonymous 5]

Welcome and thanks for the great read.

Zarathustra wrote:

I have shared with few people, they seem unbelievable to me, and I am the one that lived them!

I know exactly what you mean. My Blue Pill sins are so bad I fantasize about going back in time and bashing the f~~~ out of myself.

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Welcome Z,

Appreciate your great introduction and it is good to have you join our ranks.

Your perspectives and explanations are fine examples for other men.

I have been looking at Friedrich Nietzsche’s book “Thus Spoke Zarathustra” again, but this time with MGTOW eyes.

The parallels to preserving the current status quo are interesting.

Having “peace at any price” and remaining asleep to reality are requirements for living on the Blue Pill Plantation, but are problematical for a free man.

Anyway, it is good to read how you eventually landed on your feet and ended up as a free man, MGTOW.

I look forward to reading your posts and comments in the Forums.

Zarathustra wrote:

………I cannot express how wasteful relationships are for men……..

Amen, Brother!

Here is an old Irish Rebel song that I enjoy singing:

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[Anonymous 3]

Great song & great images. I see the ” status quo ” as always placing its best men on the front lines of every war. I don’t see its “preservation” as a positive thing.
I thought Nietzsche stood for radical individualism.
Maybe I misinterpreted, after all I did first read some of his work when I was on a mental ward.

[Anonymous 1]

Welcome, Nietzsche was the first philosopher I ever read in depth. I dabble in music recording myself, it’s a fun hobby. Of course Tape is the most fun to work with, but it’s so much cheaper to do everything on the computer. Look forward to hearing some of your music sometime.

[AttonParticipant]

Chad knocked her up and a few months later knocked up her underage cousin.

That is how you know you really dodged a bullet.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

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