clueless.
i used to be clueless and stupid like that. once upon a time in 1996. i threw everything i thought i wanted away to be with a girl that i was convinced that god had made especially for me. she was crude and harsh, i didnt care. she had big boobies and she liked to f~~~. that made everything all right. i wasnt alone anymore.
i would put up with her bulls~~~ and do anything to get inside her pussy, because f~~~ing was easier and more fun than anything else. she said she loved me forever.
she spermjacked me, i married her, and i dont know what happened to the girl i fell in love with. she became a woman i feared. and later she became an enemy i loathed.
those morons on the other site, they obviously have never been wrecked by a woman and the divorce court. the ass rape is coming, and it will make them walk funny afterwards. the betrayal and the loss of identity will kill off some of those men. the rage and the realization will collect a few more, some of those idiots will go back around again, because having a boot shoved up the bungus is pleasurable, no problem. the court has an all you can eat s~~~ sandwich special.
the smart ones move cautiously, have precious little left to live on, after the guvmint takes 20% for taxes, 20% for alimony, 20% for one kid, pretty soon a man runs out of 20%s to give. the smart ones become introspective maybe for the first time in their lives, and learn not to put their doinkus in a mousetrap again. somehow the need to squeeze chest fat and the compatible interconnecting body part thing just isnt a driving force, self preservation kicks a man in the jimmies.
those men will learn the hard way, the same way i did, that women have a willing partner in the state. she tells the judge a lie about you, the judge orders the police, and the police will crush you, remove you and will confine you. woman will go on wrecking you for as long as she can. she laughs when you suffer. she laughs when she opens the envelope from the state. you traded your time for money, and that money you send keeps you out of jail for the next 30 days. it is the devil’s parking meter. in 2 years, i will laugh, when i tell the bank to stop sending $500 a month to the state of illinois disbursal unit. i will laugh for many days.
those fools in that forum do not understand that mgtow is a rational response to what we have been put through. they have not had our experiences, and find our lack of participation to be foolish. fine, so be it.
but know this, i will never be in a situation where a woman can steal my things, put me in jail, make me homeless, betray my trust or f~~~ me up with a baybee, disease or painful injury ever again. I do not have to compromise, plead, beg, negotiate, consider anyone’s feelings or end up disappointing.
i hope those guys find happiness, a unicorn, someone who will love them forever. i hope i am wrong about women being awalt. of the 5 women i have dated, 4 of them cheated on me. the fifth got pregnant with someone i knew a month after we broke up. i cant afford to have my life wrecked again. i have nothing left to give. i am so far in debt, i make little money, and i am emotionally spent. 3 nights out of 5 i wake up thinking the ex is coming to kill me. i look for strange cars and out of place people following me. i put furniture between me and a woman i speak with. i make sure i have an alibi or a witness every few hours i buy something at a store.
someday, those men will understand. just not today. good luck over there.
Frank V. 1 year, 8 months ago.
