I believe it’s important to have a creative outlet. In high school I had aspirations of starting a metal band, but decided that school was what I should focus on. For years I’ve still written lyrics on occasion to vent and to compose my thoughts.
Recently I’ve written five songs, with the first letter of each title spelling MGHOW. They’re about my transformation from an indoctrinated, delusional blue pill simp to the hateful, resentful, bitter yet awakened and liberated MGHOW I am today. I’d like to share them with you all and hopefully some of you enjoy them or can connect with them.
MORTALITY
How did I think this lie would last forever
The delusion that we’d always be together
A perfect fantasy I conjured in my head
When in reality I’d be better off dead
To appease that harlot, I sacrificed myself
I imprisoned myself inside a living hell
[Chorus]
The mirage has faded, the truth has been revealed
Your traitorous nature is no longer concealed
For years I was under your control
This betrayal has taken its toll
I have been in denial for so long
I convinced myself you could do no wrong
The one I loved was a creation of my mind
The real you was a monster, to this I was blind
A demon hides behind that angelic facade
An evil entity I worshipped as a god
[Chorus]
GRAVEYARD
This is the end of all I thought I knew
How could the worst part of my life be you
My entire world was turned upside down
In this ocean of tears I will drown
I gave up everything for your sake
That was by far my biggest mistake
This is the death of all that I believe
This is the start of overwhelming grief
What could possess someone to treat others this way
This ordeal has caused my heart and soul to decay
Ignorance is certainly not bliss
Your treachery cannot be dismissed
My mind is no longer playing tricks on me
I will no longer remain in misery
This is the death of all that I believe
This is the start of overwhelming grief
HARPY
From the moment I saw your beauty
You had your talons hooked in me
I was unaware of what lied in wait
I was doomed for the worst possible fate
I was in the clutches of the beast
It was on my heart that she would feast
[Chorus]
You are an evil I didn’t think could exist
All your deception made you hard to resist
For all those years you were just manipulating
How could you be so toxic yet seem so intoxicating
This betrayal was not a change of heart
Destroying me was your plan from the start
How could you not have any empathy
And gain so much pleasure from others’ misery
You can see the pain you cause in my cold, lifeless eyes
You made me wish I’d never see the next sunrise
[Chorus]
Harpy! I see you for the monster that you are
Harpy! I should not have let it get this far
OWNERSHIP
Why was I willing to submit for so long
Obviously I’m better off with you gone
My life is my own and not yours to control
With you in my life I could never be whole
I refuse to be just another backup plan
Monsters like you don’t deserve such a caring man
My life is my own
It’s you I must disown
[Chorus]
I never knew true hatred before I met you
How could you feel no guilt for what you put me through
This misery is no way to live
You’ve done so many things I can’t forgive
So many times I’ve held this blade to my wrist
Though I’m the only one of us who deserves to exist
“I love you” was just venomous drivel from your tongue
I’ll be overjoyed when the last breath escapes your lungs
You devalued yourself below humanity
You are the apex of evil and vanity
[Chorus]
How could I have fallen for a whore
My life of suffering is no more
WINGS
For the first time in many years
I can spread my wings again
After I’ve shed so many tears
The pain has come to an end
I have been resurrected
I live my new life for myself
I am no longer affected
By manipulation of someone else
With you gone, I can spread my wings again!
[Chorus]
Why did I think you were the wind beneath my wings?
All you’ve ever done is bring me misery
You kept me grounded when you were around
With you out of my life new hope is found
You clipped my wings and devoured my soul
Your heart is nothing but a black hole
As if I were nothing you cast me aside
People like you are all alone when they die
[Chorus]
I’ll never be anyone’s slave again
With you gone I can spread my wings again!
I've had to learn lessons the hard way more times than I should. I've been very fortunate to find MGTOW when I did. Swallowing the Red Pill saved my future.
MTGMGTOW 2 years, 8 months ago.
