The Red Pill Offers CLARITY

[AwakenedParticipant 35200]

I ended up at a public venue yesterday where I was sitting near a “couple” in there 40’s for a short period of time. I couldn’t help but over hear their conversation, as they weren’t exactly talking amongst themselves.

Apparently, they’re in some type of dating/relationship, and obviously they have both been around the block at least a couple/few times. They were talking back and forth about HER living arrangements, and HER parents, and about this, that, and the other thing about HER.

It just REMINDED ME of how damn complex your life can become once you invite ANY woman into it. You’re inviting in all HER issues, drama, past relationships, children, extended family etc. etc. etc. etc.

THIS is NOT a news flash obviously, but just a reminder to just how much a single man is CHOOSING to Complicate HIS LIFE when he CHOOSES to enter into a “relationship” with ANY Woman.

I just looked at them as they were leaving, and he’s TRYING to be his best lil Blue Pill Cutesy self, and she’s just playing along……The whole damn CHARADE is just so EASY TO SEE, and RIDICULOUSLY SILLY to watch as it unfolds in front of you…..Be GRATEFUL for the CLARITY that the Red Pill offers….The Older I get the MORE I’M TRYING TO APPRECIATE LESS….SIMPLICITY…..

A WOMAN and SIMPLICITY are OPPOSITES.

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[SpiderHerderParticipant 3753]

Nice post, man.

You can see the whole thing for what it is, just like Neo at the end of the first film. And you can soar above it all now.

[MonkParticipant 16975]

Once you know the score, you can write the script.

It’s that easy. Every time.

[Sky-OParticipant 18933]

During my blue pill era, I was with women like that.

But I wasn’t the guy that was having endless conversations with them about their living arrangements, parents, daily situations, life related stuff and relationship issues.

I was the guy they secretly ran to to get away from all of that. To escape from the charade they were immersed in.

And they would always complain about the guy they were with. Every aspect of their situation. At times they seemed worn down from having to maintain their charades. And they always needed a break and a way to equalize what they considered work in terms of holding their other situation together.

I was not a psychologist, psychiatrist, counselor or life coach.

Just a secret c•ck. That listened and learned. Because they always talked. And as a guy if you appear to not be judging them and they ultimately do not need you for anything else, they will inevitably and indirectly let you know how it all works and do so without even realizing it.

In the end, I feel as if I graduated with a PhD in Pumpkinology.

[Sky-OParticipant 18933]

SpiderHerder wrote:

You can see the whole thing for what it is, just like Neo at the end of the first film. And you can soar above it all now.

Tru Dat

[Sky-OParticipant 18933]

Monk wrote:

Once you know the score, you can write the script.

Tru Dat v2.0

[Daryll55Participant 2950]

Awakened wrote:

THIS is NOT a news flash obviously, but just a reminder to just how much a single man is CHOOSING to Complicate HIS LIFE when he CHOOSES to enter into a “relationship” with ANY Woman.

well said BRO….

Lurkers/guys in relationships heed this:

Watch what women DO
Don’t EVER believe in what they SAY.
By doing so; you will find out her true intent.

Marry again, Hell NO ! ( Even JESUS was hung on a cross just once)

[EGParticipant 1851]

Sky-O wrote:

Just a secret c•ck. That listened and learned. Because they always talked. And as a guy if you appear to not be judging them and they ultimately do not need you for anything else, they will inevitably and indirectly let you know how it all works and do so without even realizing it.

In the end, I feel as if I graduated with a PhD in Pumpkinology.

In my world we call them f@g-hags and they tell us how it all works with glee.

[Puffin StuffParticipant 24979]

You can be sure that what a woman is complaining about her current boyfriend about she will soon be complaining about you.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

[Sky-OParticipant 18933]

Puffin Stuff wrote:

You can be sure that what a woman is complaining about her current boyfriend about she will soon be complaining about you.

Tru Dat

Women I was with use to complain about how their most recent ex was “crazy” and stalking them.

Then, wow. . .

After our breakup (in EVERY case) I would get reports back from mutual friends that I was being called “crazy” and was stalking my ex.

EVERY TIME

It was the same stuff that they told me about their ex boyfriend / husband, etc

Once I was devalued and discarded:

By default, I became that guy too.

I could write a book on it all.

Numerous examples and case studies.

One pumpkin. (Princess Pumpkin) was laying in bed with me one morning after a binge fck-fest and she was locked on, arms intertwined, basically glued to me – like I couldn’t move. And she said “I always feel so safe with you”

Then fast forward over a month later, during an argument I started related to her pathological lying, gaslighting, manipulation and general all purpose grade-A narcissism – and she said

“You are starting to scare me”

Safe or scared?

Depends on how well they have you under their control.

I was a lone wolf before her and I were together. But she thought she had tamed me. Once the initial effects of the sex started to wear off, I looked around at my enclosure at the sanctuary she put me in. Then at night, I looked up at the Moon and out into the hills and forest and realized that I was losing my inner being and needed to be free again.

Eventually, I busted out.

Now. In closing, regarding her feeling safe with me followed by her saying she was scared.

Things ended and my extraction coincided with her locking onto a beta orbiter with no drama in our situation.

Months later one her girlfriends told me that the beta wallet went full on mental when he found out she was cheating on him. And Princess Pumpkin got a restraining order against him.

I called my attorney knowing that stealth when securing court records is important: Gave him her name and two days later, he secured a copy of the order through his attorney court access.

FIVE PAGES

I got everything. Every detail and aspect of what was going on in that situation. Both (her) the petitioner filing and (his) the respondent response.

Unbelievable amount of depth and insight into the situation and her life.

Heard that she showed up at the restraining order hearing with a new guy. The judge issued the permanent order for three years.

[Max PowerParticipant 2721]

Sky-O wrote:

During my blue pill era, I was with women like that.
But I wasn’t the guy that was having endless conversations with them about their living arrangements, parents, daily situations, life related stuff and relationship issues.
I was the guy they secretly ran to to get away from all of that. To escape from the charade they were immersed in.
And they would always complain about the guy they were with. Every aspect of their situation. At times they seemed worn down from having to maintain their charades. And they always needed a break and a way to equalize what they considered work in terms of holding their other situation together.
I was not a psychologist, psychiatrist, counselor or life coach.
Just a secret c•ck. That listened and learned. Because they always talked. And as a guy if you appear to not be judging them and they ultimately do not need you for anything else, they will inevitably and indirectly let you know how it all works and do so without even realizing it.
In the end, I feel as if I graduated with a PhD in Pumpkinology.

Write your memoirs, Sky-O. Even a small book with select stories and wisdom regarding women would be an awesome read – and very educational for men of all types, especially the young and purple-pilled.

[Won'tGetFooledAgainParticipant 3293]

Monk wrote:

Once you know the score, you can write the script.
It’s that easy. Every time.

Absolutely, whenever I am on a forum and someone posts about his wife acting strangely I will immediately reply that she is probably seeing someone else. I will then get a long list of replies from betas telling me that I am wrong and that she is probably just depressed and that the husband should try harder. A few months later the original poster will reply saying that they have separated and his wife is now seeing someone else. Often he will believe that it was a coincidence it happened a week after they split and wasn’t going on before they split…..

When I see the beta in the shopping center pushing the pram with the screaming kid inside, thousand yard stare and his fat wife walking behind I immediately know the whole story and how it is going to end. That fraction of a second look into his dead eyes tells me exactly how unhappy he is, he just doesn’t know it. Rather than “winning” by getting the girl in the end, he is just the loser who gets to pay for the alpha party she had riding the carousel for 15 years. Strange that she now thinks blow jobs are “dirty” considering she was sucking off multiple men she had known for 20 minutes when she was on the carousel.

Oh, and just to let you know you will be living at your parents house or in a crappy bedsit with no money in a few years contemplating killing yourself. You don’t think it will ever happen to you, but trust me it will and sooner than you think.

Once you have had the red pill, you understand the motive behind all women’s behaviour and what drives it.

For women, everything eventually boils down to Alpha Fucks, Beta Bucks.

[Sky-OParticipant 18933]

Max Power,

RE: Sky-0 memoir book.

Three years ago, a buddy bought a software program for me. It’s in a box in my storage unit – Pretty sure it was called Scriven.

Anyway. Him and a couple of other buddies pressured me into agreeing to write a book (200-240 pages) about my blue pill journey as it related to the women I was with. I even threw out the name of a potential title as “Caution: Princess Ahead” and one of my buddies paid to get the title registered with an ISBN# and another on spent $400 having the cover art done by a pro design guy. I still have the file and it’s really good. In keeping with the title, it has a road and a road sign like a warning sign for a hazard only it has an image of a princess on it. “Caution: Princess Ahead”

Anyway. They made me commit to doing it and brought me cases of Sapporo, Redhook IPA and a few bottles of Jagermeister when I had a week off. My team leader, a guy I’ve known for over a quarter of a century, told me ‘Dive in deep. Get back to where you were and lay it all out’ and they gave me a timeline.

That’s when everything started to fall apart. By about day 3. Without realizing it, I was psychologically, mentally and emotionally going back onto dangerous ground. Because during my blue pill era, I was not immune to what I had endured at the hands of narcissistic and sociopathic women.

By beginning the book, I was unaware that I would be taking myself back into a dark place. A place where I would be forced to deal with and confront my own wounded and fractured inner self. The one that I directly blame for everything. The wounded and fractured man that had let it all happen. I was never blind or oblivious to my own responsibility in that era of my life.

And it all began resurfacing. Extremely painful at times. As much as I wanted to continue my magnum opus, I was falling apart early into the process. Primarily because I had never truly healed at that point. And the consequences were devastating. By starting the book, I was actively triggering myself. Losing sleep, replaying certain events and situations from that era. Tears were shed: Mainly over Princess Pumpkin. Anger began resurfacing regard other, lower tier pumpkins.

I was on the verge of a mental breakdown, when my team leader called another buddy from my living room and told him we needed to abort the mission.

It got that bad. And I have not made the attempt again since that point.

[Max PowerParticipant 2721]

Sky-O wrote:

Max Power,
RE: Sky-0 memoir book.
Three years ago, a buddy bought a software program for me. It’s in a box in my storage unit – Pretty sure it was called Scriven.
Anyway. Him and a couple of other buddies pressured me into agreeing to write a book (200-240 pages) about my blue pill journey as it related to the women I was with. I even threw out the name of a potential title as “Caution: Princess Ahead” and one of my buddies paid to get the title registered with an ISBN# and another on spent $400 having the cover art done by a pro design guy. I still have the file and it’s really good. In keeping with the title, it has a road and a road sign like a warning sign for a hazard only it has an image of a princess on it. “Caution: Princess Ahead”
Anyway. They made me commit to doing it and brought me cases of Sapporo, Redhook IPA and a few bottles of Jagermeister when I had a week off. My team leader, a guy I’ve known for over a quarter of a century, told me ‘Dive in deep. Get back to where you were and lay it all out’ and they gave me a timeline.
That’s when everything started to fall apart. By about day 3. Without realizing it, I was psychologically, mentally and emotionally going back onto dangerous ground. Because during my blue pill era, I was not immune to what I had endured at the hands of narcissistic and sociopathic women.
By beginning the book, I was unaware that I would be taking myself back into a dark place. A place where I would be forced to deal with and confront my own wounded and fractured inner self. The one that I directly blame for everything. The wounded and fractured man that had let it all happen. I was never blind or oblivious to my own responsibility in that era of my life.
And it all began resurfacing. Extremely painful at times. As much as I wanted to continue my magnum opus, I was falling apart early into the process. Primarily because I had never truly healed at that point. And the consequences were devastating. By starting the book, I was actively triggering myself. Losing sleep, replaying certain events and situations from that era. Tears were shed: Mainly over Princess Pumpkin. Anger began resurfacing regard other, lower tier pumpkins.
I was on the verge of a mental breakdown, when my team leader called another buddy from my living room and told him we needed to abort the mission.
It got that bad. And I have not made the attempt again since that point.

Wow bro, that is deep and heavy. Thanks for sharing and explaining. Sorry if I dredged up some bad memories. Peace.

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