The Red Pill Killed My Dream But Saved My Ass From It

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  • #162579
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    Foxtrot November Golf
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    My dream, before becoming a MGTOW, was to be a father. I wanted to be a father because I knew that they shape the men of the future and my father did a half ass job. I wanted to develop a strong son and be a better father than mine was. I got a glimpse of this dream on my first date, at the age of 18. Yeah, senior year of high school. I tried to get girls in freshman through junior year, but it never went far enough for anything more than some blows to my confidence to occur.
    My date was with this girl in my art class, we’ll call her Hotel, at her house on their New Years family celebration. Yeah, I thought it was weird too, but I was mindless blue pill, at the time, so I said “f~~~ it, why not”. Anyways, the weird date actually went well. We were talking a lot, laughing, we had fun playing/baby sitting her cousins while their parents got drunk and watched mindless bull crap. It felt like what I’d been dreaming of. I also thought it was going well because her family really liked me, hell they even got me a present. And at midnight, Hotel kissed me, and you guessed it, first kiss, and I was just going to go for a kiss on the cheek and a hug or something. Well out of nowhere she breaks up with me a week later, no real reasons why.
    I felt devastated. I’d been trying to get a girlfriend since the beginning of high school, I get her and do everything that girls say is right, and bam, dumped. So I went to the internet for answers… after some porn and self loathing, of course. I ending discovering the red pill and MGTOW through Sandman, Tom Leykis, and Turd Flinging Monkey while searching for PUA and relationship knowledge.
    At first I didn’t want to fully believe everything. I tried to purple pill for awhile. I actually did improve a little and I definitely fixed my confidence. The problem with that was there were very few girls I actually saw as worth any efforts. They were either ugly and a bitch or hot and a bitch. Very few between those categories. No NAWALTs at all, not even at the time period where a girl is most likely to be anything near one.
    This issue really came up at prom. I was f~~~ing looking spiffy, dancing better than 90% of the other f~~~ers, and socializing all over. I looked around and easily see that I had female attention. Hell, one girl in my friend group broke up with her boyfriend because he wasn’t dancing and socializing as much as me and one of my other friends who found themselves in the 10% group; he wasn’t an “alpha”, that day. But anyways, the slow dance songs came up and I looked around for a girl to dance with, but I couldn’t find any of them worth it. Not f~~~ing one. Like 100 single girls and 50 that would probably ditch their date and I found zero worth it. Not after knowing female nature and witnessing female nature. I went home afterwards just feeling empty and defeated.
    I watched some more videos and finally accepted it the truth. There is no NAWALT and my dream of being a father was comparable to russian roulette. I became a red piller and accepted that my dream was dead, that it needed to die for my own good.
    Then after a relatively uneventful semester of summer college, I left home for army basic training (I enlisted prior to all this, but high school delayed ship date). The main thing to note there is that my fellow trainees were mostly blue pill manginas and many of them got burned through the infamous Jody or “Dear John” letters while there. I also find it interesting to note that they praised me for my virginity and abstinence (not by choice lol), yet none of them said they’d go abstinent when they got back. Blue pill weakness? Stupidity? Probably both. At least most of them were decent at our job.
    I’ve recently got back from training and have spent my time working out, playing video games, squaring s~~~ away for college, and thinking of ways to achieve new dreams. The death of my old dream still haunts me from time to time with sleepless nights and endless questions about my future that I have trouble answering. I guess I felt that writing this would help me find some peace.
    Thank you all for your time and good luck in your endeavors.

    FNG

    #162603
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    welcome f n g ..you are in a great place ..the future is unwritten ..if you have anything , you have LOTS of time to go forward and focus on yourself ! eventually the females will be chasing you ! stay strong and persevere brother !

    #162629
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    RoyDal
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    Welcome!

    Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

    #162688
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    Untamed
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    You are at a very good place in your life and being on this site can only help you going forward.
    So far you’ve accomplished what many men fail to see: A Man doesn’t NEED a woman. He just WANTS one once in a while.
    The Red Pill didn’t kill your dream, it put it in sharp focus. Now you have all the time in front of you to accomplish anything you like and through that accomplishment maybe you’ll be able, if still willing, to create a mini-FNG through a surrogate or cloning.
    The T~~~s say they don’t need us. That door swings both ways.
    Welcome, bro.

    Don't let them Blame, Shame or Tame you!
    Give 'em NOTHING, not even an answer!
    #GenderSegragationNow!

    #162715
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    Anonymous
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    Roger that Foxtrot, November, Golf, you’re clear to drop ordinance in sector Bravo Whiskey, return to base using evasive maneuvers, we have reports of femstingers in your area……

    watched some more videos and finally accepted it the truth. There is no NAWALT and my dream of being a father was comparable to russian roulette. I became a red piller and accepted that my dream was dead, that it needed to die for my own good.

    Hey you feminist troll lurking s~~~bags ^^^^ READ IT AND WEEP! ^^^^….

    WELCOME to MGTOW base, where “real men” strategists use logic and understanding for combating the war waged against us since the start of feminism. They’re bombarding us endlessly with all their social sickness and lethal spiritual hazards.

    #162738
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    NO WAY
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    Welcome brother. You’ll find peace and content. It is in you.

    #162758
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    Honorable_Juice_Box
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    Welcome good sir,

    I too had that dream of becoming a loving husband and father. It will sting for awhile and you will likely experience some red pill rage.

    You will come out the other end of this journey better off. My red pill rage subsided a couple weeks back and can see the world much more clearly now. It is truly freeing.

    Deep down I hope that such a NAWALT exists but the probabilities are so low and I see little value in the time and resources needed just to FIND one; who down the road could easily flop and screw you.

    Though it saddened me to see the death of my dream it has opened up many possibilities for me, and so it will for you and all those who discovery MGTOW.

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    Mr. Spock
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    Welcome brother. Your original dreams may be destroyed but your new dreams should provide you with some hope. When a door closes, another opens somewhere else.
    Sometime in the future you will look back on this and be glad that you didn’t learn the hard way. Until then, keep your head up.

    Feminism isn't about equality with men, it's about leverage over men.

    #162784
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    Atton
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    Life just gets better when you step back and really think about where you are going. I would suggest you take things slow and really just think things through, peace will come if you just take it all slow and think.

    A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

    #162803
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    Foxtrot November Golf
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    Thank you all for the warm welcome. I’m honestly a little surprised. My focus for now is to take things slow, start college off right in January, perform well at my unit drills, keep working out for health and readiness, and learning as much as I can about computers, MGTOW related subjects, and the military. You all give me hope that I’ll find the peace I seek and new dreams to work towards, in time.

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    Franky
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    You’re still pretty young if you’re in college.
    Maybe after 5-10 years there will be a working artificial womb who knows.
    And even if that doesn’t happen, there is still a lot more to life than just settling down and having kids.
    Take things slow as the guys said and keep going, you will find your way,
    welcome!

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    Darth Tyrannus
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    Welcome to the site! It sucks that things have got so bad that you chose to abandon your old dream but it’s completely understandable. You’ll find women really aren’t worth the trouble and well artificial wombs could be coming in the future so you may not even need a woman in the future anyways. Achieve your dreams and whatever you do…
    don’t stop following your new dreams.

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    Darth Tyrannus
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    Ha! Awesome post there.

    P.S. I hear those femstingers can be dodged but they can also nag you to death worse case scenario.

    #213278
    Happyending159
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    Welcome

    I too like so many am here having my dream die.

    I promise the sleeplessness will get better and you will develop new dreams. Just live in the moment, work hard for yourself, be patient and stay your course.

    You are in good company and have done well to arrive here.

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    Jan Sobieski
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    Welcome home brother!

    Love is just alimony waiting to happen. Visit mgtow.com.

    #213471
    Etrangere
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    Welcome….you are too young to give up on your dreams. It may be possible for you to have a son , just don’t do anything dumb like getting married to do it , or because of it. No one knows what the future holds , keep focused on building the best ‘you’ possible. Physically , mentally , and especially financially

    #213752

    Archer. Thank you for your service to our country, and for being willing to fight for the freedoms most [females] take for granted.

    Welcome to the beginning of wisdom. It took me about 20 more years than you to figure this s~~~ out, so well done. Read some other posts and you will find you’re in good company. You will find you have, so far, dodged many bullets. Also, read “The Masculine Principle” blog [Google it], I can’t figure out how to post links here yet. R.

    When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

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    505vikingo
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    Welcome FNG! You are very fortunate. Many of our fellow Brothers here have learned this lesson the hard way. High child support, alimony, palimony, etc. payments. You avoided financial slavery and eternal nagging. Let the good times roll! You are missing nothing. In ten to fifteen years you will see your buddies being dragged through the divorce meat grinder, and you will realize you dodged a lethal bullet. Glad to have you aboard. Press forward with a sense of urgency and conquer. Well done!

    #214491
    Slingshot
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    Also, read “The Masculine Principle” blog [Google it], I can’t figure out how to post links here yet. R.

    http://masculineprinciple.blogspot.co.uk/2015/03/the-masculine-principle.html

    welcome FNG

    Started to read the above and decided to see if it was a cut and past the web address. Hopefully you can just click on the link. Thanks Soloman’s Wisdom – even more material for me to get through now!

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