The only way to quit the blue pill…

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  • #796059
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    MTGMGTOW
    MTGMGTOW
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    …Is to do it cold turkey. This is the story of me relapsing.

    In April of last year, I broke up with the c~~~ that made my life a living hell for five and a half years on her birthday. This was soon after I found MGTOW. Even though I knew that leaving her was the best thing to happen to me since we got together, I was still left feeling empty inside especially since it was my first committed relationship.

    So I thought to myself that I would go on a few alternative (metalhead/goth/emo etc.) social media and dating sites, not for another relationship, but to make new friends and possibly pump-and-dump. None of my current friends identify with my interest in metal music, and I find that type of woman physically attractive, so that’s why I gravitated toward those sites.

    I made a few connections, but no PND. Then in July, I met one girl who caught my attention, and ironically, didn’t look alternative at all. We had almost identical interests, she put on a front of being sweet and caring, and she was extremely attractive. We talked for several weeks, then started sexting each other and camming over Skype, things of that nature. She was naturally beautiful and had one of the most amazing bodies I’ve ever seen. And I’ve seen a lot of porn.

    At this point you could say we were online friends with benefits. But… I’ve never been in this situation before, and with my blue pill past, it was only a matter of time before my emotions took over. I was not aware at first that men like me cannot do FWB. Soon I told her about my feelings and we started a romantic relationship. I visited her a few times in the following months (she lived about two and a half hours away). We would have sex most of the time we spent together. She was a freak in bed. She was very kinky, both submissive and aggressive, and had a very special talent I could never have imagined. I never had sex with a woman like that, so I did not realize at first how much of a red flag that was.

    After my few visits I thought about the fact that I was the only one to make any effort to make our time together happen, and that was when I first became suspicious.
    Then, one night she got p~~~ed off at me over something I said that wasn’t even a big deal. I don’t even remember what I said. That night she added six other guys who lived closer to her as friends on one site we were communicating on after I went to bed. I knew this was the last straw. But the part of me that loved her and craved the amazing sex with her convinced me to stay until I found another reason to leave.

    That reason came last November when she mentioned in casual conversation that she is a nymphomaniac. I wouldn’t have thought this considering how tight she was. But that explained several things. First, her superhuman stamina in the bedroom. Second, the fact that she’s more skilled in bed than almost any porn star. Also, the fact that she was very assertive with how sexual our relationship had always been. Usually you have to move a mountain for a bitch to f~~~ you, but she was always ready and willing not only to have sex but also to try kinky things.

    This is when I cut it off. If she did not cheat already, she was going to. I was still madly in love with her, but I knew I was headed down a path of destruction similar to my last relationship.

    I know in my rational mind that it was the correct decision. But I’ve thought about her almost every day since then. The person she pretended to be was so good that it feels like there’s a void inside of me.

    I KNOW I will get shamed for this. I KNOW I will get hate. But blue pill men who find the red pill are like recovering drug addicts. I just fell off the wagon. I KNOW in my rational mind that going my own way is the correct path. I will NEVER get involved with the opposite sex again. I will NEVER fall off the wagon again. But my reptilian brain is torturing me. No matter how many times I remind myself that the red pill is the best thing that has ever happened to me, my mind subconsciously eats at me. I will NOT submit to it. I just want to ease the pain it is causing me.

    I guess the closing questions would be: Is there any possible way to convince my reptilian brain that I’m doing what’s best for me? Is it a matter of time? Of seeing the blue pill destroy the lives of men around me? Or am I just going to have to live my life being happy with the newfound freedom I have, while at the same time feeling incomplete because of my reptilian brain?

    I've had to learn lessons the hard way more times than I should. I've been very fortunate to find MGTOW when I did. Swallowing the Red Pill saved my future.

    #796061
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    MarketWatcher
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    No woman can ever complete you. We are not projects that you put together. You are lucky to be free from her as God only knows how many orbiters she had in addition to STI’s. Here is a red pill for you. Imagine you got her pregnant. NUFF said.

    #796068
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    Awakened
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    THIS is the DANGER in attempting to Pump n Dump, Date, and have relationships in general with Woman.

    Eventually, We May Find a Woman that WE MAKE OURSELVES BELIEVE IS ALL THAT.

    WE can be OUR OWN WORSE ENEMIES, and THEY WILL HAPPILY HELP US ALONG THE PATH TO OUR OWN DEMISE.

    In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

    #796077
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    SH3LLZ
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    Dude.. Read my recent post… Yes it is a drug. I’m still thinking about the chick I mentioned. But you have to play it all the way through to the end and remember, AWALT.

    She can and will f*ck your life up. It’s what they do.

    #ICETHEMOUT!!! #MANOUT!!! #HIDEYOURWEALTH #VAGINAISWORTHLESS

    #796078
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    Secret Agent MGTOW
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    No, if you are attracted physically to women, you will stay that way. I am. But of course only women that attract me, physically, so there’s the vast majority of them that do not.

    Of the ones that do, there are always things that crush any chance of actually being with them.

    1. I am not as attractive as i once was. In good shape, just hair-wise.

    2. I have never wanted to put my dick in a gal that has had a few in her before me. Its a hygiene/disease thing.

    3. I know the truth that all women are trouble, awalt, if they appear too good to be true they are faking it hard, and a few minutes pleasure is not worth the baggage and bulls~~~. All men are to them is a resource, an atm. awalt.

    Even if i was still good looking, 2 and 3 will stop me because once you know that you want to avoid women and the inherent trouble and drama they all bring with them. Just take 10 minutes and deal with the lizard brain, and then get back to the tasks at hand.

    Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

    #796103
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    Narwhal
    narwhal
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    I guess the closing questions would be: Is there any possible way to convince my reptilian brain that I’m doing what’s best for me? Is it a matter of time? Of seeing the blue pill destroy the lives of men around me? Or am I just going to have to live my life being happy with the newfound freedom I have, while at the same time feeling incomplete because of my reptilian brain?

    Well, on the bright side, it sounds like you got some great sex and was able to end it without any vindictive after effects. That’s really a success.

    Generally, the reptilian brain is your sex drive, not love. I think it’s important to see the difference. Your sex drive is real in a way. Your body wants and can be relieved in may ways. Love is different.

    You say that you love this girl, but you really just loved the girl you thought she was. You ended it because you saw that she was a nympho who was likely going to cheat on you. The fantasy girl you loved isn’t her anymore. So love the fantasy girl and grieve that she’s gone, and accept the real girl for who you know her to be. Honestly, I don’t think you have to give up on the things that you admired about the fantasy girl and women in general, just don’t pretend that all the s~~~ty things about the girl were real. Don’t pretend things will magically work themselves out, as they never do.

    I don’t see the red pill as ignoring how I feel or what my hormones want. Those are real, and they are not wrong. I just don’t ignore the truth of what I see either. Take for example a girl I date last fall. We got along great and all, but she was much younger than me and had financial issues she had no real plan to resolve. Both of those created problems I don’t want to deal with. I didn’t ignore that. I ended the relationship after a few days before I could really get attached and avoided what I did not want. I didn’t ignore my heart, but I used my head.

    Ok. Then do it.

    #796129
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    Carnage
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    Getting fire from who?

    Fell off the wagon? Why?

    Wanting sex is f~~~ing normal, also avoiding dangers and bad deals is normal, sex has become too expensive and dangerous THATS IT.

    No one can tell you how to do your MGTOW.

    My kung fu is not your kung fu, and it looks like your kung fu is strong.

    To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

    #796243
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    Autolite
    Autolite
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    Well, on the bright side, it sounds like you got some great sex and was able to end it without any vindictive after effects. That’s really a success.

    Just be thankful for what you had and move on. I had a similar short term relations~~~ very many years ago. The sex was absolutely incredible! I never had it that good before or since. It was even better than anything that I have ever heard of.

    The way I figure is that I had some really great sex, likely better than the majority of men will ever experience. Just be thankful for what you briefly had and let it go. You can be absolutely certain that if you stayed with her it would never have lasted anyway…

    #796263
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    Anonymous
    43

    women are a s~~~ vortex.

    #796285
    IMickey503
    iMickey503
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    women are a s~~~ vortex.


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    You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

    #796526
    Atton
    Atton
    Participant

    Just get a doll

    A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

    #796527
    Space Cowboy
    Space Cowboy
    Participant
    1466

    Some of the best sex I’ve ever had was from some scummy women, most of whom definitely cheated on me. It’s hard to accept, but she’s pretty much told you everything she’s done with you, she’s done or doing with the others.
    She loves sex and attention, why settle for one guy when she can have 8. When she is used up, covered in spunk, stds and a few kids, maybe she’ll want a ‘Good man to settle down with’.

    "Have you ever thought about any real freedoms? Freedom from the opinions of others...even from the opinions of yourself?"

    #796542
    Bstoff
    bstoff
    Participant
    4863

    Consider yourself lucky to have used and been used by a woman you deemed to be desirable.

    Now consider yourself more lucky that, given her obvious “skills” and stated desires, you didn’t catch a disease from her or, worse yet, gotten her pregnant.

    Finally, you should consider yourself the most lucky that she didn’t see enough value in you to have trapped you into a real relations~~~ with her, because she would have destroyed you and made you regret ever meeting her.

    Cut your losses and run. Lose her number.

    #796777
    DanceMyOwnWay
    DanceMyOwnWay
    Participant
    2096

    You will doubtless meet a few more like her. Knowing when to exit is the key

    If you fall down 7 times, get up 8

    #796781
    Romulus
    Romulus
    Participant
    4667

    Then you love a little wild one,
    and she brings you only sorrow
    All the time you know she’s smilin’;
    you’ll be on your knees tomorrow.

    Don’t be on your knees tomorrow.

    How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being.

    #797144
    Diamond Dog
    Diamond Dog
    Participant
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    I KNOW I will get shamed for this. I KNOW I will get hate. But blue pill men who find the red pill are like recovering drug addicts. I just fell off the wagon. I KNOW in my rational mind that going my own way is the correct path. I will NEVER get involved with the opposite sex again. I will NEVER fall off the wagon again. But my reptilian brain is torturing me. No matter how many times I remind myself that the red pill is the best thing that has ever happened to me, my mind subconsciously eats at me. I will NOT submit to it. I just want to ease the pain it is causing me.

    I had oneitis bad for this one girl years ago and it took her going through five boyfriends to snap me out out it. The red pill in particular Mgtow was a gift that I still feel lucky that I found. I always find myself questioning how different my life would be if I found Mgtow sooner. I know what you mean about that damn lizard brain, it still afflicts me. Rubbing one out takes the edge off and from what I heard sex dolls are improving. The one trick that I do to temporarily disable the lizard part of my brain would be to imagine all the dicks that were inside that chick I’m checking out. She doesn’t seem so appealing by then. There isn’t a way to shut down the lizard brain. As I said above wack off and that will help you keep it in check.

    Don't be a "provider" unless you are providing for yourself.

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    You got a lesson in AWALT.

    You were in, and you were in DEEP.
    Then got a cold shower.

    No judgement.
    Wake up, then have a Beer on me.
    You got 99 Problems, Son, but that Whore aint none.

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    Christopher
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    I guess the closing questions would be: Is there any possible way to convince my reptilian brain that I’m doing what’s best for me? Is it a matter of time? Of seeing the blue pill destroy the lives of men around me? Or am I just going to have to live my life being happy with the newfound freedom I have, while at the same time feeling incomplete because of my reptilian brain?

    Good advice from the guys in the thread. Also I find avoiding (or not taking too much of) foods/supplements that ‘over’ stimulate libido helps.

    Feminism was funded by bankers/politicians to create more taxpayers. MGTOW IS FREEDOM https://archive.org/details/mgtowisfreedomblurayready

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    MTGMGTOW
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    Thank you all kindly for your feedback and advice. There is something I would like to add to the subject. I believe this woman was the perfect example of AWALT. I do not think this because she was especially evil. In fact, she did not seem to have “evil” intentions. She is the type of woman I like to call a “natural disaster”.

    Women are a force of nature that are very destructive to men. However, not every single one of them has destruction on their minds. That does not mean they are not dangerous. A swarm of locusts devastates crops and causes famine. A hurricane destroys entire communities and leaves millions of people without homes. These are not “evil” forces. They do not have malice, yet they still leave suffering and death in their wake. This woman was the same way. In addition to the normal psychosis that comes with having a second X chromosome, a string of tragedies happened in her early life that damaged her further. I am NOT saying she would have been a NAWALT if she didn’t suffer through that. I know better than to believe in a NAWALT. It is just further emphasis that no woman is “not like that” because there are so many more factors that make AWALT true than just evil intent.

    She was most likely unaware of the destruction she has caused me, along with the other men she was involved with. She was a hurricane, a disaster that is not aware of its own devastation. That is probably why she couldn’t fathom why I was pointing out certain things she was doing as red flags. This does NOT make her any less guilty. It is a woman like this that is even STRONGER proof of AWALT. That has made the red pill I swallowed from the whole experience even more powerful. AWALT, evil or not.

    I've had to learn lessons the hard way more times than I should. I've been very fortunate to find MGTOW when I did. Swallowing the Red Pill saved my future.

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