The man who had nothing to lose… That went his own way.

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Hello, fellas.
My true name is Arthur, and finally I found a fellowship of men, something that I’ve been seeking since I left the Brazilian Army.

You know, there is something odd about when men went through the same s~~~ together, something that really bounds us like blood brothers.

Back in 2014’s november, I received the news that I was going to be a father. Never been happier in my life, even knowing that my “marriage” was in almost in pieces. The t~~~ I was f~~~ing  was the bitchy bossy type, demanding s~~~s and being always right, even when she was indeed wrong. Yep, the typical female that we all saw here.

Back in this year’s January, the woman had a natural abortion, and no later than a week later, ditched me because “she doesn’t felt anything else for me” and that she had been “giving me” a chance to “atone for the sins I committed during our relationship”, since that I was the father of her child.

I’ve grieved for some time, felt the loss of both my son (that I wanted and loved more than my own life) and the thing I called family, and that s~~~ cutted me deeper than any wound I ever suffered.  After that, I went on a journey to find myself again, to find some reason to my life, as well as trying to find a meaning for such thing that happened to me.

Then I started to think like crazy to see if I could find any reason, and the only things I found was the red flags I constantly ignored in order to keep my “slaveship” (or should I say “relationship”?) running well, and in the final months for the sake of my kid, to have a traditional family environment around him.

But, the only thing I heard was that I “wasn’t enough”, that I sure did my effort to make things work, for both us and the kid, that I had become “a better man”, that I was just like a “true father”, and that she indeed felt better and more secure around me at that time, but “the love was over”… Yeah, right…

So, after seeing all the red flags that I ignored (never left her cellphone and me in the same room, even when we was lunching or dining together she always had the phone in her hands and said that “it is the game, love… there is war today” [she plays Clash of Clans], and was “chatting” with other man who lived far away from us because I was “unable to get closer to her, and that I wasn’t showing the support that she needed in her pregnancy, but that man was”…), I’ve decided to just send her to limbo and go my own way.

I am tired of being pushed around just for my dream of being a father. I am tired of having to withstand so many bulls~~~ from those c~~~s just in order to have a family, and even having one, loosing everything I had amassed in order to support that c~~~ and my kid.

Sure, I would NEVER take any money away from my kids, I would buy them the sky if I had the resources to do that (and teaching them also the meaning of things, so they don’t get spoiled), but for that t~~~, she should just stand that lazy fat ass from her couch and go to work to earn her s~~~.

Anyway, that is “my story”.

 

But what about who the hell am I?

I am a man who is trying to be like a shadow.  I had trained some skills to be like that on the Army, and that is the most valuable asset I have today. Being able to see, hear and feel things without being noticed is the greatest gift a man can have. Is like being able to see any trap along you way.

Being were no one expects you to be, is like removing any competition or taking a “shortcut” to every single thing that you need to do in contact with other people. They never think that you are going to show up, and they never gets prepared for your “attacks”. I think that Sun Tzu wrote this and I take it to the heart.

And, I found a new home here, among MGTOW, among fellow brothers that shared the same s~~~ I’ve been put through, and that every single day makes me learn a new skill, or some valuable advice and views that allows me to be better at my own way.

There is no better place for a man to be.

Thank you guys for accepting me between you, and I hope I may contribute to improve the lives of my fellow MGTOW men the same way they improve mine.

Cheers!

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[Anonymous 42]

Dark Kenshi wrote:

Thank you guys for accepting me between you, and I hope I may contribute to improve the lives of my fellow MGTOW men the same way they improve mine.

What you said will never be heard coming from the lips of a modern woman, it’s called gratitude, something men know instinctively, and women will never possess!  Welcome to MGTOW!

[heads-upParticipant 320]

Hi DarkKenshi,sorry to hear about your loss.

Noticed two things in one sentence ………….“it is the game, love… there is war today”………while never leaving her phone out of site.

The latter is a well known red flag……

the former could be seen as a freudian slip………was she telling you something.

Read a post recently here about listening carefully to what women say……would love to give credit but cant remember who posted .

welcome

[NinjaParticipant 39]

DarkKenshi, worry not you are among friends now.

Something I read in your introduction disturbs me greatly…It seems to me your ex continued her life after the loss of the baby like nothing happened, as if human life didn’t mean anything to her. If this is so, that is cold-blooded…

[Anonymous 42]

Dark Kenshi wrote:

Thank you guys for accepting me between you, and I hope I may contribute to improve the lives of my fellow MGTOW men the same way they improve mine.

In all the words ever spoken since feminism started it’s march, I’ll bet my life a woman never said anything like that! Why? Because it comes from the inside, and we all know what’s inside today’s westernized woman…

Welcome to MGTOW DarkKenshi, It’s nice to make your acquaintance!

[ILiveAgainParticipant]

Welcome … all I could have said …. have already been said …. in spades ☺

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome! I am glad you made it.

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[UntamedParticipant]

Welcome, Darkenshi. As I said in my intro, my story is no different from million others and yours included.
As soon as you conceed anything to a wemin ( time, money, affection, support… ) she’s gonna take that as her due, but if you want anything from her, you better be ready to pay it with your very life.

Don't let them Blame, Shame or Tame you!
Give 'em NOTHING, not even an answer!
#GenderSegragationNow!

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Tower, one of the many things that a man know since an early age, and that Kendo has constantly remembered me despite all the events of my life, is gratitude.

 

I am glad I am among friends who understand not only me, but the environment we live today and the great damage that feminism and women has dealt on our society.

 

But more than that, I am glad that I am among men who not only want me to improve, but want me to thrive, just like Stealthy MGTOW, who went way out of his way just to remeber me that politeness and less swearing is not only required, but is a important objective of my own improvement, to let go of my rage (that I still possess some, despite my best efforts to just let it go) and to keep taking my red pills daily.

 

Note…by going ZEN MGTOW, going stealth and focusing on your work you will be approach by some women as they see you as the new beta male provide they seek. You will make more money than you ever had, sleep better and life is positive. So beware of these women whom seek to enslave you. They are of the sweet type and beware of this intoxicating female nature. It will be your undoing. Later she will get crabby and you are just a piece of furniture. Then you are in hell, married and a slave. Scared to divorce for losing half your paycheck. This is my current hell I am trying to get out of.

 

Thank you, by the way, Stealthy… I will take these words by heart!

 

I already saw some of these “moments”, they happened to me a few times since I went my own way (before I discovered MGTOW and after I lost my kid, i just isolated myself and kind of went my own way), always when I am at work. There is many women here that seeks just that, the beta provider, and I refuse permanently to be one.

 

Anyway, thanks, gents. You are like water to a thirsty man.

 

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

heads-up, I didn’t know that untill it was too late…

I saw the red flags way after everything was lost.

To me, the only thing I think that I could gained with that relationship is that I learned to be a father, learned to be a better son to my father, and saw the red flags and took the red pill once and for all.

My son is the only thing I regret losing, because he indeed was my life after all.

My ex is a psychologist, so she knew how to hide her red flags and freudian slips better than any women I know… But, sometimes even her cannot cover some of her tracks, and it was because of them that I saw the true feminine nature.

Listening carefully what a woman says is a bitter lesson that I learned to do, the hard way.

But thank you to remember that to me. It is always good to have some of the basics reinforced to me.

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Ninja wrote:

Something I read in your introduction disturbs me greatly…It seems to me your ex continued her life after the loss of the baby like nothing happened, as if human life didn’t mean anything to her. If this is so, that is cold-blooded…

Ninja, she kinda did that…

But I am not sure if it was this way, because that after that she lost the baby, her brother and her best (female) friend told me that the loss of the baby made her to get deeper into depression…

But, I learned to listen to that with a grain of salt, not only because I cannot tell if they are telling me the truth or not…

But one thing came to my mind when they said that.

When we were just a few months separated, I still had Clash of Clans on my mobile. A friend in common that plays the game (by her request) invited me to their “clan”, and there, in the game chat, that I saw another red pill… She was talking with some other man about “the promise that he made to show her his tattos”, and that she would send him her  beautiful” voice in Whatsapp (that was not more than two months after we lost the baby)… But, instead of flipping out, I just made me noticed, by saying something pretty common about the game (if I remember correctly, it was about help to attack another player not related to the clan) and she kicked me out of the clan seconds before that. Then I contacted her through Whatsapp, and questioned her the reasons for my removal, and she said that I had not the “profile” that the clan wanted… Then I told her that I didn’t knew that it was like a job interview, and that there was  a “profile” in order to be accepted or not, since that it was just a game…

And then I asked “Or it was because you didn’t wanted me to see something I wasn’t supposed to see?”, and she replied that “the clan is mine, I am the leader and I kick or accept anyone I want!” and I just laughed and said “Ok.”…

So, I really think that she moved on with her life after she lost the baby. I am almost certain that she lied to her family and friends, but I saw the “black flag” that day.

But, If you ask me, I prefer to believe in her actions instead of her family and friends words, after all, she may be lying to them too.

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

ILiveAgain, RoyDal and Untamed, thank you guys for the words and the support.

I will not concede anything else to a woman, because I don’t want to be a slave for her and the state.

I don’t want and I will not be the slave of anyone.

My life is worth more than that.

Thank you for the warnings!

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[VoidraitheParticipant 477]

Welcome DarkKenshi,

Glad you made it and I hope you find what you are looking for. Sorry to hear about losing your child, this is one of the rights men talk about that women have and men have no say in.

[Canadian SportsFanParticipant 216]

I wanted kids at one point.  Now after reading a lot of the thoughts and opinions here (fembots would say you have all warped my fragile little mind and now I’m a mysogynist), you can’t risk having kids with a woman in north america, because if it ends, it won’t end well.

Adoption perhaps, but they won’t adopt to a single guy I’m pretty sure.

Get yourself a dog or a cat and some hobbies, you can still find fulfillment.

Marriage and kids don’t complete your life, they end it.

 

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Canadian SportsFan wrote:

I wanted kids at one point. Now after reading a lot of the thoughts and opinions here (fembots would say you have all warped my fragile little mind and now I’m a mysogynist), you can’t risk having kids with a woman in north america, because if it ends, it won’t end well. Adoption perhaps, but they won’t adopt to a single guy I’m pretty sure. Get yourself a dog or a cat and some hobbies, you can still find fulfillment. Marriage and kids don’t complete your life, they end it.

I am thinking about surrogate mother… What do you guys think of it?

I am seriosly thinking about not having a kid anymore, but I really like kids.

I have kind of raised two of my youngest cousins, and the responsibility and fulfillment you feel when they go their own way is amazing.

It is like you had done a f~~~ing good job… When you see the kind of men they become, is just amazing.

Anyway, what are you guys thoughts about this matter?

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[AshcroftParticipant 59]

Dark Kenshi wrote:

My ex is a psychologist, so she knew how to hide her red flags and freudian slips better than any women I know

Welcome. Hahahha, my ex was the same. She could get into my head like no one ever. Pretended she was a sweet and loving girl, but ffs, she was so screwed in the head. That’s because they start psychology in the first place.

Good that you are gone from her. Todays women are f~~~ing entitled bitches.

Every MGTOW here are at varying stages of growth and development.

True. Use the rage you still have man, every man has it. I still have it, as some f~~~ed up female s~~~ happened to me just a couple of months ago.

I am like you at the beginning and I grow day by day. One day I hope I can focus as much on my work as I have on women one day. It is a progression. I am not yet there yet to keep my mouth shut, but stealthys advice is again spot on. I won’t work in the woods one day, although I hope it would be so this way I could bluntly state my opinion about the other gender. It is really hard to keep your mouth shut, as all the s~~~ becomes so blatantly obvious the more I read 🙂

Use your rage now to read, listen, watch what the www has to offer. I am stronger than ever since spring, because I walked through the s~~~.

Sorry for speeling or gramatical mishaps. It is not my first language and it has been ages since I learned it in school.

[Anonymous 42]

Dark Kenshi wrote:

I am thinking about surrogate mother… What do you guys think of it? I am seriosly thinking about not having a kid anymore, but I really like kids.

#1 Have the surrogate mother implanted with your fertilized egg from another woman.

#2 Go to a non feminist country like China to make these kind of arrangements.

 

#3 Realize your responsibility and be aware of all the freedom you sacrifice in having a kid/s

#4 Think it over.

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Ashcroft wrote:

Welcome. Hahahha, my ex was the same. She could get into my head like no one ever. Pretended she was a sweet and loving girl, but ffs, she was so screwed in the head. That’s because they start psychology in the first place. Good that you are gone from her. Todays women are f~~~ing entitled bitches.

Yeah, Ash! That is so true, man… The bitch made me feel so guilty sometimes that was hard for me to say that she was wrong, even when all my alarms went of like crazy nuclear air raid sirens. And not to mention, due to my reflective nature, I started to overthink my actions many times, obscessively, while never examining hers.

 

Ashcroft wrote:

True. Use the rage you still have man, every man has it. I still have it, as some f~~~ed up female s~~~ happened to me just a couple of months ago. I am like you at the beginning and I grow day by day. One day I hope I can focus as much on my work as I have on women one day. It is a progression. I am not yet there yet to keep my mouth shut, but stealthys advice is again spot on. I won’t work in the woods one day, although I hope it would be so this way I could bluntly state my opinion about the other gender. It is really hard to keep your mouth shut, as all the s~~~ becomes so blatantly obvious the more I read Use your rage now to read, listen, watch what the www has to offer. I am stronger than ever since spring, because I walked through the s~~~.

I do use it, Ash, but Stealthy does have a really good point. I still have it too, is indeed a f~~~ing fire that never burns out, but only weaken the flame during the “airless” times just to burn brighter when s~~~ appears in front of me. And bro, that happens A LOT… Everyone here thinks the same, I am certain. I am at an early stage, sure, but being among you guys is like been back to the f~~~ing school again, except that this time I really want to sit my ass and listen to learn EVERY SINGLE WORD that my brothers has to say.

It is damn good to be here. Every day, every hour, every minute and second is richer experience than the previous one.

So much things to learn, man… I am back to the mountain’s foot again, and now I am just glad that I am at it.

Thank you all guys to “light the path” for me and for every single guy here!

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[Dark KenshiParticipant 2132]

Anonymous wrote:

#1 Have the surrogate mother implanted with your fertilized egg from another woman.

#2 Go to a non feminist country like China to make these kind of arrangements.

#3 Realize your responsibility and be aware of all the freedom you sacrifice in having a kid/s

#4 Think it over.

 

Thank you Tower for these points! #1 and #2 I never knew that, and these are two great advices!

#3 is fine by me. I know the responsibility and the time that comes with the kid, I was ready at the time that my ex was pregnant and I do feel more prepared each day, but, is not the responsibility or the freedom that I would lose with the kid, what makes think twice is WHO is going to be the egg donor… I need a woman with very good genetics, who had not a history of degenerating or carcinogenic diseases, and this today is like finding a pearl in a barnyard in a woman. I really don’t know much about the egg clinics, and if they indeed keep track of the donors or not. If they do, it will be much easier to do anything.

#4 sure! That is why I asked you guys to tell me your opinions about that… It was to give me more food for thought! And, as always, I was not disapointed!

 

Thank you, Tower! Thank you so much for the points (and the food for my thoughts)!

"Young was I once, I walked alone, and bewildered seemed in the way; then I found me another and rich I thought me, for man is the joy of man." Odin, Hàvamàl, stanza 47.

[Anonymous 42]

Dark Kenshi wrote:

Thank you Tower for these points! #1 and #2 I never knew that, and these are two great advices!

Don’t thank me, I heard it first from KeyMaster.

As for me, I’ll fry the little egg and feed it to my last remaining fish, he’s FGHOW, but his case is forced loneliness, but not confined, he’s got about 50 gallons remaining in a 150 gallon leaky tank, he lucky the leak stops at the 50 gallon mark! I’m waiting for him to die so I can repair the tank, it’s been almost two years! Tough little bastard, that’s how I know he’s FGHOW!

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