Hello fellow MGTOWs, this thread will be my presentation, I will write a bit about myself, my story, the why I have joined MGTOW.com & more. As a first statement I apologize for any language mistake since english is not my main, feel free to underline my grammar flaws, I like to learn.
I am a man from Italy, in my late 20’s, I am the viewer and the protagonist of me becoming what I always wanted to be. Why the viewer? because a part from my family(what remains of it) and myself no one ever cared about me, no one ever criticized me, no one had the guts to say some harsh truth to my face. I identify myself as the cool guy, the one who is very calm and patient, free thinker, believe in no religions, searching for my own realization, testing what people say, testing myself. I was overweight for most of my youthness, which was risky for my health and at the same time kept me safe from attracting too many girls, right now I see that fat like the armor which saved my bluepilled ass from a crazy society(not a good looking one, but very effective). I worked out, I went on a diet and fixed my weight, fixed other things, all by myself and all for myself, not for a woman nor for a prize(just grew some b~~~~). From when I started to have the greatest part of the human picture clear before my eyes(more than 1 year ago) I need to escape no more, you may wonder: escape from what? from myself. I used to keep my story and problems for myself, and that went terribly wrong(but hey hey, I am still alive).
So here comes the part of my story, it is a long one and full of crazy events, but to keep it short I will focus on the main event which have f~~~ed my life up. When I was 15 my father was murdered, he had not a dangerous job, he was in the wrong place at the wrong time. From that moment on, my life went on auto pilot, I isolated myself the more that I could, I was left with my mother and sister(thanks science for giving me a mother like the one that I have, it could’ve been a greater disaster with a different one). A little pill to swallow? all the girls, adults, priests at my father’s funeral, telling me that they would not leave me alone and would have come in the next days to visit and help, no one ever showed up, f~~~ing liars.
I felt something was wrong with the society and the historical period I was living in way before the death of my father. I remember one teacher from my elementary schools telling my mother “your boy is smart, but he do not apply enough”. Basically because I did not give a s~~~, I understood what school was before growing up, a place where most adults are just writing things on a blackboard to get a paycheck at the end of the month.
My dream is a teacher that do not teach only a subject, but try to teach you some things about life aswell, and is not in a school just to have a job, but to make the difference in the life of young people, most of whom have divorced parents, missing parents, or just morons.
My temperament have led me to reject some girls who tried with me, and at the same time the lack of experience and knoledge has deleted my tries, sometimes with the result of big redpills.
I am not married(never was) and I do not have a girlfriend, and I mean to keep it that way, I have my goals and my mission, my life is not tied to people, objects or money. I am happy by knowing myself and the world(and understanding what women are really made a big difference), I have a lack of power-hunger. At the same time I understand that to live in this society means dealing with some rules, and therefor I have a plan to build my own career, house etc.
Why did I join MGTOW? Well, I spent hours reading this forum, and it is rich with useful infos. There are some great men among you, and since I had no father for a lot of years I could use some help/advice sometimes(even if the internet almost always do the trick).
Anonymous 3 years, 3 months ago.
