The End Of My Grief Cycle & The Beginning of Change

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

It’s completely funny how things change. I have been away for a very long time almost two years. Completely drowned and drenched in myself thought and introspection. Today I just realized that there is Finality with your grief. I have reached a point where I am now not really angry but I have sort of I would say wised up to the fact that its not worth the time and the effort trying to speak to or Build relationships with Women.

The revelation came after being in the elevator with several women from work. Of course your not going to escape women these days. One woman actually sits beside in another Cubicle. She is older much much much older than me. This woman is always chatting me up asking me stupid questions just to get my attention, and of course she is desperate. Clearly it dawned on me that literally definitively women know when you are available and when you not available. Its like they smell you and they just know that you are or are not wanting their attention.

While in this elevator there was just a strange silence everyone was just silent. My change is that I finally don’t give a f~~~ about them or the next beautiful girl out there. They can all go f~~~ themselves. This is all after meditating and very deep thought processes I am not sure if anyone has finally hit the stage where they just stop talking to women and only talk to them when they have a question but really I am having a blast right now. Because I feel like I am going full speed to where I need to be and finally have the guts to do what I need to do. Its funny when you finally have the guts to do what you have to do to survive how people react differently to you. Its funny really funny, I think I have reached a point where nothing but my own ambitions matter and no women can take that away from me.

Thanks and Be Well.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[Anonymous 43]

wow, red pill fully digested and streaming through every cell in your body.

Yeah, I hit that point a few months ago. I worked in a school district where there were only 7 male teachers. I got to the point where going to district wide meetings were physically painful to go to , listening to the cackling and clucking. The put downs and the cutting the men out of things made working there difficult. So I got out. never going back.

The hardest part of the red pill is the volume of men who go along to get along, perpetuating the myth that women are these wonderful magical creatures, and must be all things must be for the good of the woman…for what?

P~~~ on all of that. Women demand equality, give it to them.

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

To be honest I think this is the end of me talking about my problems here. Its seems like I am just focused on me. I feel like a Narcissist to be honest but I am just to the point where I am starting to treat women as equal as possible. I don’t really watch what I say around them anymore I just say whatever the f~~~ I want. LMAO I can literally laugh at that I have ZERO F~~~S GIVEN. ROFLMAO.

I watched those videos and finally it home. That was years ago. Though.

All this just came together after hearing this s~~~. I just couldn’t stop laughing.

These guys just do a bang up job man I love it.

I even went to the point where I laughed at one of my Co-Workers who sits next to me complaining everyday how she can’t stand being on the phones. LMAO its hilarious watching her get made trying to handle customers. LMAO just thinking about it.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

[MutineerParticipant 1467]

What are your goals brother?

"The secret to happiness is freedom... And the secret to freedom is courage." - Thucydides

[TheDigestedRedPillParticipant 165]

1. Gaining another job. After my post 2 days ago and getting advice from guys here. I finally decided that a part time job is the right thing for me.
2. Going back to school. Pursue Engineering I am not sure which path but its between Electrical and Computer.
3. Cleaning up my life with all this s~~~ that happened several years ago. Basically execute what I want to with my life there is nothing that will be done without execution.
4. Living life and not giving a f~~~.

Haven’t completed these yet but this is the infancy stage at this point.

Society live's as if we have reached the pinnacle of human potential. Technological Advancement and Innovation, intellectualism, critical thinking is substituted for useless innovations, nasty narcissistic games, tyrannical laws that destroy the very foundation of family, and the world as we know it.

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