Hello MGTOW, Indian(23) here..
I’m introverted, shy , so I don’t have any of the relationship experiences most of people have had in their blue pill past.
Make no mistake though,I have experienced dark stuff.Sometimes the stuff I did in my blue pill time,comes back to haunt me.
Anyways,here we go….
#1.Sixth sem in college.As this was the sem,prior to which we get placed,The college placement department appoints a bunch of
“Student placement Coordinators” that collect the grades of students and the relevant details and send it to the college placement department.The placement Coordinators were both girls.
From what I saw on facebook that time,they were HEAVILY into partying ,but managed to get top grades(I still wonder how..) and it seemed that as class toppers,they would manage the whole placement process smoothly.
And……BOY I WAS WRONG.
Every time there was something(grades,preferred companies,personal details) that needed to be sent to the college placement department..those “TOPPERS” sent it late…way past the deadline.EVERY.F~~~ING.TIME.If we were lucky,we used to get it on the submission deadline day.
Finally This s~~~ hit the fan..how?
We had to send our preferred companies list to the placement department….and these TOPPERS,send it two days after the f~~~in’ deadline is past!One of the toppers of the class(Guy,and a good friend of mine) called them out on the section whatsapp group and told them that they are doing a terrible job as section placement coordinators.And how did these bitches respond?
By crying and eventually kicking that guy out from the Section Group!!
#2.None of my teammates(both guys) helped me finish my final semester project.I did it all alone.I got the lesson from this , you really are on your own in this world.
#3.Despite what your media tells you,Indian Society is GYNOCENTRIC.Check on 498A,DV(Domestic violence),Hindu marriage act to see how men,are persecuted in the Indian society.
When I first read about the persecution of men in my country,back in blue pill days..I was double minded.Part of me wanted to believe NAWALT,and part of me wanted to avoid any contact(save for work) with them.
#4.Back in blue pill days,Despite being an introvert,I tried to fit in society.In office,I did their “team bonding tasks” which included singing,(mock)proposing a colleague, all in hope that I would get some approval,some attention….something.Taking the red pill,made me realize that I was nothing more than a means of entertainment to them.I still get mad at myself at times for being so gullible.
#5.Back then,I lent some money to my flatmate,as he was bringing a girl over and I figured this way,I could talk to her and we could get to know each other..and I WAS WRONG…AGAIN.My flatmate’s girlfriend and him,what they did for 5 days?
smoke weed,drink alcohol and sex.And that flatmate whom I considered a good friend,did not even introduce me to her!!!
Couple of days later,as I was visiting my home(after a long time) with my elder brother,he introduced me to the red pill .It confirmed my doubts about the misandry in society.I was happy that I had found one person who would listen seriously to what I had kept hidden in my mind for so long,for the fear of being judged.I told him about 498A,and a couple of indian cases where the woman was at fault,but was let off and of my college experience.He listened to it all patiently and agreed with me that our society is biased against men.
MY FIXING PHASE
#1.I quit facebook(couldnt stand it) and 9gag(I believe it is a “social programming” page,whose viewers are brainwashed with garbage and the fact that sex is the biggest thing in your life(9gag NSFW)) and quora(I had stopped using it long back..that also,is a big blue bill moderated place).
#2.With the help and support of my father,I invested some money in mutual funds.
#3.Twice that flatmate asked for money,I said I cant give because I need it.This,even after I told him to be careful,as I have invested a lot of my money in mutual funds.He insisted that he would return the money immediately, but I said that I cannot give money to him.
#4.I started learning programming to become a developer.I have become quite good in python and I am currently studying C++ now.My current job?Well it is a manual testing work…not something big, but at least I have a job.
WHAT I WANT TO BE
I want to be a firmware developer.I know there a BIG amount of work needed to become one, but well…I can focus on learning programming instead of participating in the game called “Dating and Relationships!”.
I know that there are a lot of PUA tips and tricks for the introverted,but after looking at what it involves(talking and getting rejected again and again,then get a girlfriend,then get laid with the said girlfriend,which may put me in the crosshairs for a false rape and assault charge and ruin me completely)..It is just not worth it.Escorts?well they are damn expensive….but you get exactly what you pay for.I will definitely use escorts once I start making a lot of money.
I have my future(professional and personal) at stake and I just cannot ruin it by getting involved in the relationship game.
At work,I talk to women only on work related tasks and issues.
I previously used to believe my introversion is a disadvantage for me.Now, I believe Introversion is the best thing I have because if you have it,you can focus on doing what you want and work on getting it without getting too much bothered about what others may think of you.
I was a lurker here since the last month.After reading posts and realizing that I am not alone in this,I have joined and I’m sharing my story with you all.
Thanks a lot again, MGTOW for saving me at a critical point of my life.
Some people call it fate. I call it, "Chaos Theory" - Sam Fisher
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