Suicide Solution ?

[HitmanParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

What if your Ford guy, But youre last ride will be in the Cadalac?

hahhhahaa!!!! good one old sage !

[HitmanParticipant]

thank you hominid.
glad you are with us .

[Anonymous 54]

@$$$. Put the damn shot gun in the closet unloaded.

[HitmanParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

@$$$. Put the damn shot gun in the closet unloaded.

yes, and lock it up…
when you are SOBER enough to f~~~ with it..

[bladeParticipant]

Been there never again .Never give them the satisfaction

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[HitmanParticipant]

i think every person,
if they are honest ,
will tell you that they have thought about it at least once.
it may be part of the human condition..
and circumstances may speed up the process of arriving there..
.
point is not to do it.

[bladeParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

blade wrote:

Adding humor to bad s~~~ is good medicine

Agree 100%.
I know Im not very funny, but Im always trying. What if your Ford guy, But youre last ride will be in the Cadalac?

Been driven to the grave by a woman driver would be worse.

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[HitmanParticipant]

blade wrote:

Been driven to the grave by a woman driver would be worse.

that would take the last shred of dignity along …
ouch…

[Chaff/FlareParticipant 3235]

Jan Sobieski wrote:

Really?

Not now. And not because of females.

But I won’t be shelved away in a nursing home to rot away. F~~~ that. Saw too many relatives rot away from dementia, Parkinsons, etc.

When my mind goes, it is time .

Entropy always wins.

Entropy, everything tends toward high disorder is what I assume your talking about. Interesting, that in life we see this all the time:

Sand to stone
Vegetables rot
Every thing that lives dies

The Only thing that bucks this thermodynamic principal is life. Life is the only thing that takes disorder, and makes something complex.

Egg to human
Seed to plant

Don’t waste life, its supernatural.

When you find yourself in the majority, it's time to reflect.

[HitmanParticipant]

Chaff/Flare wrote:

Don’t waste life, its supernatural.

word.

[HitmanParticipant]

“word” is like saying true ..

[Anonymous 54]

After my 2nd wife tried to take me out. Drunk, my roomates shot gun. My arm coulndt reach the trigger. Fummbeled with it for a while, gave up and passed out. How wrong to have done it with his gun. Never told any one till right now.

[HitmanParticipant]

hey sage,
i knew a guy whose brother took his shotgun,
ate the barrel in a car during a blizzard.
found 3 days later .
top of head in his lap.
gambling debts went off the chart.
i opened the car door and found him..

[Chaff/FlareParticipant 3235]

Its all a lie, evil. Cheers that we can look back. Anybody ever thinks of it, I’ll send you to my buddies, where you will be begging for your life having the best time in your life.

When you find yourself in the majority, it's time to reflect.

[Anonymous 54]

@hitman. Damn

[bigboy83Participant 11312]

I think the s~~~ that they do is on purpose to get men to commit suicide, part of a Final Solution.

Thats how badly they hate us.

First your angry
Second you grieve
Third you heal
Fourth you live

Shit Tested, Cunt Approved.

[bladeParticipant]

bigboy83 wrote:

I think the s~~~ that they do is on purpose to get men to commit suicide, part of a Final Solution.

Thats how badly they hate us.

First your angry
Second you grieve
Third you heal
Fourth you live

For retirement money/superannuation. And play victim to get attention.I have the attention thing first hand.This chick was a total c~~~ and hated the ex even though story has it she played around on him . wouldn’t let him see his daughter and kept giving him false hope to see her.He hung himself.then here is this c~~~ wanting every one to feel sorry for her and turning tears on at will for attention and sympothy.When she told me i told her straight up that she was the c~~~ that killed him.She use to aviod me like the plague at the kids school and neighborhood.f~~~ her bulls~~~ tears.And all the woman felt for the hard time she went threw.f~~~ her and them

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Anonymous 24]

Keymaster wrote:

I used to take other people more seriously than I took myself. I don’t think it works like that. And when I flipped it around , everything got easier.

This is part of why schooling is bad in a sense. It teaches you to be part of a system in which you are less important than the system itself. Conditioning you to take orders, run around when bells go off, do as teachers tell you, learn what they want you to learn…

Becoming a man is what Keymaster describes here. It happens when you say this to yourself and mean it “No matter what I feel, I am going to be ok with it and say it when I want to regardless of how many gang up on me to tell me I am wrong, because I am the only person I need to answer to in the here and now, who the f~~~ are they anyhow?”

Now this doesn’t mean you shouldn’t listen to people and consider what they say so that you can learn… Just put YOU at the center of YOUR universe and things will be better for YOU.

That is what a man is, and it does help in life to have this attitude instead of that of a subservient cuck who questions himself at every turn. If one does not do this he is then susceptible to being led. And it is no coincidence that society does not build men for this very reason. It builds slaves for women and State.

Hitman, great post. I have had four very close male friends off themselves, no females. One was a best friend for some time and a very good friend for a long time, and it still haunts me. Oddly enough this all happened when I was younger. Teens/twenties. I wish I had the knowledge I have now so that I could have had a chance to help them many years ago.

I myself have not considered it. I have had more of a punch a motherf~~~er in the mouth and more fish in the sea attitude ever since I was a kid, so I think this may have helped me on this front. I was fairly sure of myself from a young age.

[Chaff/FlareParticipant 3235]

Mr. Man wrote:

I walked deep into a desert canyon with a rope and a bottle of bourbon. It was a place I knew intimately, a place with grand cottonwoods and sycamore trees with sturdy branches. I was going to choose the time and place, not anyone else.

I went there after yet another failed relationship. But I wasn’t there because of THAT failed relationship, but because of the entire string of them I’ve left behind in my life. I thought that I was the problem. That somehow I was broken and could not function in a relationship.

Somehow I talked myself out of it, and vowed to never date and certainly never marry again. But I still thought that I was the problem, and that’s a heavy burden to bear.

Brutal man. I thank you for writing that here, you too OS. It makes me humble to know how real the guys are here.

There is a place in every mans life where he has to find an excuse to win, to live, if not for himself, then to bring either a bit of peace to another or to demonstrate how a man overcomes.

On the other side of this trial, is the absence of dispair because you find that the true meaning of life IS helping others. Good job KM and CO., there is no doubt that you have saved lives..

When you find yourself in the majority, it's time to reflect.

[Anonymous 43]

I was this close to burning myself to death in the backyard of my house. gas can in one hand, lighter in the other. I did everything I could to make my wife happy, and nothing I could do was going to satisfy her. I wasn’t good enough for the one person I trusted in the world, then what was the point of living. I failed her, the kids, myself, failed everything. I had one job and that was make her happy. the fact she did nothing to ensure my happiness was irrelevant. S~~~. I failed to kill myself. Pour the gas all over and click the lighter.

The truth is I was the best thing that could have happened to her, and she p~~~ed away all my hard work, love, time and everything else. I was loyal to that bitch right up to the point when I was removed by two policemen, a paper and their guns. We had a marriage councilor appointment three days later. Everything she had I helped her achieve or did it myself and she took it from me. Why was I going to destroy myself? I can not believe I was that stupid or desperate or both. Never again will I be that vulnerable. never.

F~~~ suicide. Not a good option for me, my deal isn’t that bad. I was beat up pretty bad, but I think my tragic hero is Robin Williams. Not my favorite comic, but my god the harpies who ripped him to pieces finally got to him. And for what? Money. If they stayed with him, they could have had it all. If my ex c~~~ kept it together she could have had every dime I make instead of 28% of something and leaving me living in a f~~~ing tent and selling my car for food.

Not one f~~~ would have been given had I immolated myself. Pffft the c~~~ would have taken the kids on a road trip and ordered her Chad Thunderc~~~ to bag me up and leave me in a forest preserve. then resod the back yard and then tell the kids I ran away with some other woman.

F~~~ suicide and p~~~ on women like my ex.

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