I would have done anything for my daughters before March 15, 2015. that was the day my youngest daughter, at age just barely 13 told me to my face to f~~~ off. She claimed to speak for my older daughter, then age 17. Their c~~~ of a mother told the kids lies about me and poisoned my kids over the 6 1/2 years since the divorce.
Today, if they came to me and begged forgiveness, I would grant it. They are children, dependent on their c~~~mother for everything. Having my children taken away like this has always felt like the kids were taken hostage. At some point the c~~~ broke them. They had to go along to get along.
I know I expressed some reservations about letting the kids back into my life here in the forum, and with careful consideration and advice from you men, I realized that if my kids come looking for me, it will have been a serious shift in their thinking, or they are no longer under the direct care and control of the c~~~.
One daughter, at age 18 is entirely dependent of the c~~~ for a $90,000 a year college tuition. The c~~~ and her chad are working their asses off to pay that nut…lol Court decided I’m not on the hook for college, I make far too little money to support myself, and the college. Fine. She is lost to me for the college money.
The 13 year old, is umm 13. She expressed her wishes concerning communication with me, and so it shall stand. I can’t contact her without being held in contempt. Thanks Judge F~~~wit. God only knows what her college plan is. God only knows if I’ll be hauled into court again to adjudicate that issue, too.
So there it is. My children told me to f~~~ off, and they are lost to me. It may be forever. I can’t blame my kids for breaking. the c~~~ almost broke me, the result would have been self immolation in the backyard, one last BBQ. But as hard as I tried and $200,000 in legal bills will attest, I did my best to preserve my children’s right to see me. No matter how many grievance petitions I filed, Judge F~~~wit went along with mommy dearest. every f~~~ing time.
Maybe my kids did me a favor, cutting me out of their lives. My health was severely damaged by stress, I was constantly worried about the c~~~ coming over to my home and starting s~~~, worried about being tracked down and killed. finding 3 tracking devices and a private detective following me as well as drive bys by her Chad gave me reason to be paranoid. the damage? hypertension, type 2 diabetes, some kidney and liver damage. all stress related, living in fear for my life, the c~~~ shortened my life.
Now, almost 1000 miles away from the insanity of being followed, and false accusations filed against me and the anguish of giving my children back to the c~~~ and Chad I have found peace for 10 months. Peace has a terrible cost. once again, the c~~~ won, and the kids and I lost.
I can’t tell you brothers what I would give to see and hug my daughters again one more time. I fear what damage the c~~~ has done to my daughters.
My dream is we 3 go on a week long camping trip out here, maybe Colorado, and have the long talks about what happened and why the c~~~ destroyed the good girls I raised and how not to destroy their future husbands and children. They may be ready for the truth then, this will probably be 7 to 10 years from now, when they are finally free of the c~~~ completely.
Anonymous 3 years ago.
