Should i kill myself?

[JaguarFacedManSpectator 13]

When i started seeing a therapist back in 7th grade they said that everything would get better soon. that was almost 6 years ago im a senior now and NOTHING has changed. I try so hard to make people happy but it doesnt matter. Ive had two Girlfriends the first one left me because be had differences in what we wanted from relationships no manipulation involved. My second girlfriend strung me along for months and then left me when i caught on. My first girlfriend is still one of my best friends and i still love her. she is the only woman who has ever attempted to do anything positive for me. My father was manipulated by my mother and during the divorce he tried to stop her from taking s~~~ from the house and she had him arrested for assault and put in jail she had one of her friend vouch for her. she proceeded to steal everything from the house once he was gone. She has snagged another poor man to exsanguinate. Ive always been a basement scientist computer programmer and hunter. The popular whores and their dumbass boyfriends used to torment me for that and call me a hillbilly and f~~~~~ because i dont like sports. Back to the present. Ive come to strongly resent females. Im on 2 antidepressants i havent had a good day in months. I want to find a good woman but that aint gunna happen. So ill be stuck in a perpetual cycle of loneliness. I was thinking about going was up in the forest behind my house. Bring some coolaid mix some booze cooking ingredients and my tent and hunt some squirrels and rabbits and pick some wild garlic and fix my self a nice dinner. then Drink some and when it gets to be about 2:00 in the morning shoot my self with my trusty handgun . What do you guys think? good plan?

As if we havent swam enough...

[Anonymous 24]

JaguarFacedMan wrote:

I try so hard to make people happy but it doesnt matter.

Instead of doing that, work on making yourself happy. I guarantee you will have less thoughts like the ones you are having now if you do so.

Get some “f~~~ off” attitude and take care of #1.
And if you ever forget who #1 is, just find a mirror.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

This is MGTOW / Men Going Their Own Way, and for once in your life, you’re among others who will not tell you what you SHOULD do. Because it goes against the very principal.

JaguarFacedMan wrote:

The popular whores and their dumbass boyfriends used to torment me for that and call me a hillbilly and f~~~~~ because i dont like sports

I’m not into sports at all. In fact, someone once asked what the Toronto Football team was called and I answered “The Toronto Maple Jays, I think”. When someone called me a f~~~~~ for that…. I told him I could be a “f~~~~~” long enough for him to suck my c~~~.

Guess who laughed loudest. It wasn’t them.

So NO, you “should” not kill yourself. You should get a f~~~ing sense of humor ( pronto ), and stop taking other people especially women seriously. Starting right now. It’s easier than killing yourself too.

Today you will stop giving a f~~~ what other people think of you. Only your standards matter. The female opinion is as worthless as her approval. This doesn’t mean you go around acting like an asshole, it just means you’re the only critic that matters. Women are not even in a POSITION to criticize you.

Don’t even THINK about that other option.

JaguarFacedMan wrote:

My first girlfriend is still one of my best friends and i still love her.

Jesus Christ. Snap out of it. Too much Walt Disney during early development? Just drop the Aladdin DVD and back away. Why the f~~~ would you ever want to tell yourself that?

Here’s some news for you –>> it’s NOT mutual.

JaguarFacedMan wrote:

So ill be stuck in a perpetual cycle of loneliness.

That’s because you place FAR TOO MUCH ARTIFICIALLY INFLATED VALUE IN FEMALE ACCEPTANCE. You need to get to the point where you prefer loneliness. All you need for that is enough girlfriends. You don’t need to take my word for it, women will prove it all on their own.

I had a 19 year old friend who threw himself in front of a train over a break up. Over a f~~~ing break up. F~~~ing 19 years old. I was 21 at the time. And if he were alive today, he would go back and bitchslap himself into oblivion for even THINKING of being devastated by it. I f~~~ing guarantee it.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Faust For ScienceParticipant 22521]

Please do not be in a rush to die. Given enough time everyone dies. Instead, just enjoy your hobbies and relax.

[Silent NoiseParticipant 211]

Brother,

You go out there to the forest, make a good dinner with a squirrel YOU shot, chase it with some benedictine. No women. It’ll be great, you won’t want to kill yourself.

The only person you should be making happy is YOU, because a women will forget and will only use you for as long as you provide and have utility.

It sounds like you enjoy nature. How about getting some good camping equipment and make it a hobby to just bug off into the woods. Bring a book, or anything you want and just relax in peace. At the end of the day all you have is you. Go your own way and don’t give a s~~~ about what blue-pilled manginas and feminists think about you.

[TysonLeeParticipant 1]

Definitely never the answer, life has a lot of ups and downs but no matter how many downs there are it always get better. I was at a pretty low point when the mother of my child left me for a guy she was seeing behind my back. Had a few depressing months but after awhile it got better and now I feel like it was the best thing that ever happend to me. I do what I want now when I want, instead of worry about having girl friend I take women for what they worth, I wont let my emotions build up for just any, It would take a really special one to change that. Instead I work towards doing the things I’ve always wanted to do with nobody to stop me, this is what brings me happiness. In the words of notorious B.i.g. “f~~~ bitches, get money” I personally go by that literally and figuratively

Music helps when I get down in my mood

[Anonymous 42]

Don’t f~~~ up if you do! I know a guy that jumped off the South End bridge to kill himself, he f~~~ed up by hitting the bridge buttress and driving both his femurs through his hip sockets and never walked right again.

Don’t do it! Your tomorrow “you” will look back and thank you for not doing it!

I know the taste of steel and gun oil and always thank myself I aborted during the pulling of the trigger with the hammer c~~~ed. Only god knows how close I came.

Stay alive, life gets sweeter and better with age! You’ll miss the best years of your life!

[WallyParticipant]

Brother, you have the world at your palm and you don’t realize it, you have but one life to live, grab it and make the most of it. Find what you love doing in this world and embrace it. These women only care for themselves, I once felt I needed to find that true love from a women but it doesn’t exist. But it exist in you.

"what a waste of a life, to marry, give up your freedom, just for the hope of not dying alone. Don't get married Son."

[Anonymous 0]

SHE ISN’T WORTH IT, BROTHER!!
And she doesn’t deserve you. Hang out here for a while and see what some of the other guys are saying. After a while you won’t feel so alone and you will see women for what they are.

[Catch And ReleaseParticipant 133]

Anonymous wrote:

JaguarFacedMan wrote:

I try so hard to make people happy but it doesnt matter.

Instead of doing that, work on making yourself happy. I guarantee you will have less thoughts like the ones you are having now if you do so.

Get some “f~~~ off” attitude and take care of #1.
And if you ever forget who #1 is, just find a mirror.

This is exactly right. I’m not even remotely close to the person I used to be, and I owe that to simply not giving a s~~~ about much of anything, especially what people thing of me. The mindset is very liberating.
I take care of #1. Invest myself in my interests. Used to have a lot of anxiety and a bit of depression. It isn’t a problem now. Making other people happy isn’t going to make you happy, so stick with what you know works and worry about you first.

[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

I come home to an empty house every night.
I make dinner by myself.
watch some tv by myself.
Then I sit in my chair and have some tea by myself.
Am I lonely or am I free??
That’s my choice to make.
I can’t tell you what choice you should make.
I know I am happy and I am free and I like my chair.

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[Total LeeParticipant 1573]

JaguarFacedMan wrote:

I’m on 2 antidepressants

What the f~~~ for?

Dude if a woman is a c~~~ to you, why should you take antidepressants?
She can take stop-being-a-c~~~ pills instead.

JaguarFacedMan wrote:

I want to find a good woman.

For what? Some bulls~~~ you saw in a movie?
Brad Pitt didn’t even find a good woman.

[Back in BlackParticipant 1732]

Start by not giving a f~~~ about what other people think of you. Being alone does not mean you are lonely. If you are seriously thinking of offing yourself you need to seek professional help.

Find something fun and do it. Then find a purpose you can believe in that is greater than yourself. That will keep you focused and out of your head. Have some fun for f~~~s sake.

"Women are directly adapted to act as the nurses and educators of our early childhood, for the simple reason that they themselves are childish, foolish, and short-sighted—in a word, are big children all their lives, something intermediate between the child and the man, who is a man in the strict sense of the word. Consider how a young girl will toy day after day with a child, dance with it and sing to it; and then consider what a man, with the very best intentions in the world, could do in her place.” Quote from Arthur Shopenhauer, 17th century philosopher

[bladeParticipant]

Some antidepressants can act in a negative way because they might not be suited to you and can take you to the point of suicide.I suggest you immediately go to the hospital.Two different anti deppresants is not wright.GO TO A HOSPITAL NOW.use a moment of clarity because you are able to think and plan.ring emergency unit if your not up to driving.Your fealings are from tablets not you.just ring now

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

Your only job here is to make yourself happy and support the quality of your own life. It’s each individual person’s only job and the quality of each of our lives depends solely on how well we do this one job for ourselves.

It sounds like you’ve made it your job to do someone else’s job for them and this, as you’ve clearly discovered, is not effective. It is equally as ineffective to expect someone else to do your job for you.

Both of these paths lead to disappointment and despair… so stop it. MGTOW is, above all, a declaration of the intrinsic value of the individual man’s life. That’s your life. It’s valuable to you and if you treat yourself properly, your life will reward you with that value.

Of course, having other people in your life is part of living well, but you can’t contribute meaningfully to a relationship… any kind of relationship… until you have found your own value and made your own life meaningful.

Focus on that for a change and see how it works.

[Dirtydog73Participant 232]

WTF Mate?
Really,over female validation?
It is not worth it….one life to live …a whole world of experience’s out there await you,,with or without females involved.
Work on you bud, work on what makes you happy and f~~~ what anybody else thinks. When you start accepting you for who you are and have confidence in yourself you will truly notice the change sin your mindset.
Take the time to figure out what makes you happy…work on doing just that…get of the goddam pills if you can…You got this.
Freedom to go your own way!

Fed, Fucked, Appreciated. The three simple things men want, but women will never grasp.

[<<>>Participant 435]

If you truly want to die then you must feel that your life lacks purpose surely you have not exhausted every avenue, experienced all that there is. I highly recommend getting rid of everything in your life that is of no real value including relationships where nothing is gained. If you do not have a job get a job maybe something in the food industry with tips and free/discounted food. If you live at home move out into a s~~~ty cheap apartment in the s~~~ty part of the s~~~tiest city. Eat a healthy but cheap work out 20 min a day. Save every red cent, when you have 5000 go to Thailand and live like a king for 6 months or price for 9 or a pauper for a year of doing whatever it is you want F~~~ing hunt monkeys,come back and repeat next time try Mexico. The world is very large and mysterious, people (women) are not the same everywhere. Don’t kill yourself when you can live dangerously. Your purpose is to f~~~ing THRIVE.

[bladeParticipant]

You need to clarify are you comming of one tablet while transitioning to another.Will not respond again if no answer.

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Dirtydog73 wrote:

WTF Mate? Really,over female validation?

Stargazer wrote:

MGTOW is, above all, a declaration of the intrinsic value of the individual man’s life.

Perhaps he still values female validation more than his own.

When a man takes himself out, it doesn’t upset the establishment / cathedral / hive. Because they don’t care. But if he lives well, free, uncontrolled , content and for himself…. that really p~~~es them off.

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Cathedral: The collective motivations and enlivening spirit of the bulk of the human machinery that powers the entertainment, media, government and academia industrial complexes in the West, but particularly in America. This human machinery is mostly progressive in political disposition, equalist in ideology, tyrannical in method, snarky in execution, and hypocritical in principle. So as not to associate the meaning with any religious implication, the Cathedral may otherwise be referred to as the “hive” – to represent the reflexive, obedient, hive-like thinking on the subject of human intellectual, psychological and sex differences, both within and between groups.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[survivorParticipant 610]

Brother, never even think about killing yourself or hurting yourself ever again. You should only be thinking about you and how to make yourself happier and better. First, flush the antidepressants. Next go for a long exercise session. Do not worry if you do it well or as well as a jock classmate. If nothing else go for a long walk and jog. Do it to failure that is until you can’t do it any longer. Crash and rest. Extreme exercise clears away stress and negative feelings. Then go buy or cook yourself the best meal you can afford or know how to make. Please realize that the guys you think that are so lucky to have a hot chick or two hanging on them are privately in misery because of the same aforementioned good looking babe. He’ s probably wishing he could also be free and do something he wants to do just like you did . He will soon find out that any perceived benefits from females do not outweigh their downsides. He may even wind up coming to you for advice and hanging out with you. I would encourage you hang in there for the rest of your last year and you will find that after high school very little matters. You sound like you are good at outdoor hunting sports and computers as well. By all means pursue them. I would also suggest that you find a bible and read it. Start with Proverbs in the middle. Read what it says about women in Chapter 5 and 7 . Women are whores, all of them, in one way or another. They use men without remorse for their convenience and never ever think about you. These simple-minded creatures actually think that your benefit comes from just being seen in public with them. Good gosh, how idiotic. . . . Read God’s own description of what a good woman should be in Proverbs 31. Then look around you. How many women do you know like that? There aren’t any. I think I have met two in my life. That’s all in my 48 years of life on this planet. After that jump to John’s gospel in the New Testament read about Jesus a man who was also God in the flesh and went his own way without women. In fact in the gospels are several women who came to him to straighten out their totally messed up lives. And He can straighten out your life as well and best of all His advice is golden and literally out of this universe. You’re among friends and safe, sane men here. Welcome aboard and we are glad to have you.

"Shot through the heart, and you're to blame, You give love a bad name, I play my part and you play your game, You give love a bad name."--Bon Jovi

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